This is a total work of fiction.
I'm Frank, 69 years old, and a retired college professor. I'm 5'4" tall, 139lbs, cut, 6.5+," and very fit and active. I'm married to a 66 year old retired secondary school teacher who is unaware of what I'm about to disclose in this story.
At the age of 68 I had begun to experience m/m intimacy for the first time in my life. It was just 16 months ago that I'd given a man, who was mostly a stranger, my first blow-job in my car. It was extremely exciting, fulfilling, and successful for both of us, and I'd achieved what I'd fantasized about for a number of years. I'd always yearned to suck a man's penis and make him ejaculate inside my mouth, and then while he was in ecstasy swallow all his semen. I did it that night. The man was pleased, and I knew that I wanted to do it again....and with many different men. The thrill of making a man lose control and involuntarily release his seed to my waiting mouth was an intoxicating one.
I just love making a man cum by bringing him to sexual climax. I love the control over him that pleasuring his body represents. A lot of men think that they are in control of a man who's giving them oral service, but in my view the truth is quite the opposite. It's the receiver of semen who is in control. He is a most needed one for the man being pleasured. This has been evidenced to me by how occasionally a man i'm pleasuring becomes irritated by an interruption during the building up toward his climax. An unexepected pause, a mistaken move, etc., can make for an uncomfortable moment in the countenance of the man being sucked to completion. He so needs me...so depends on my continuing a loving craft upon his testicles and penis....and the general intimate treatment of his body.
When I'm with a man, at last I'm able to satisfy our most intimate desires, and experience the excitement I get from hearing the man that I'm servicing express his passion verbally and physically. I then get to know what he's like when he climaxes. I get to hear him say what comes to his mind.... hear him call out my name, to tell me how good he is feeling, to tell me that he loves me ...if he is having those feelings for me, as I lovingly bring him such intimate pleasure. I love to see and feel his legs tremble...see and feel the goosebumps rise on his skin. I love to feel him thrusting toward my face as he releases his warm sperm deep inside my mouth, and to hear his moans and groans of exquisite pleasure that a cumming man experiences. I always thank him sincerely for such a received gift as his semen
I experience thrills beyond words when the man I'm pleasuring finally ejaculates. When his semen is released into my waiting mouth he instantly makes me fall in love with him. I'm never able to keep from doing so. I have no ability to resist giving my heart to him...along with my body for him to do with as he pleases. The act of receiving and swallowing the seed of a virile pleasured man is sacred to me. I feel that the man i'm servicing in so intimate a manner and I have become as one. His sperm...the fluid of life...that man's essence, is flowing in my blood...becoming an intimate part of me. I'm not able to resist feeling love and affection for him.
But a week ago, after posting an AD on Craigslist to give oral sex to a "regular self-respecting gentleman," as I worded it, I received a response from a 53 year old married man who evoked a passion and yearning for a man that I'd never before felt with any man I'd been in communication with. He, no doubt, felt, knew, and sensed what my feelings were concerning the intimacy of m/m, the orgasm of a man, and the bond and loving connection that was made when a man released his semen to another man to be swallowed. The sacredness of the act was as clear to him as it had been to me. I'd sucked off 40 men...some repeaters, over the 16 months, but I'd never felt that they truly had been sharing the same emotional connection that I'd been feeling for them when they climaxed and were pleasured by me. I new that Matt...his name....would be feeling exactly the same depth and deeply emotional and physical passion that I always felt and needed to see in the men I'd satisfied.
In just 3 or 4 e-mails, I'd fallen in love with the man, and he'd sensed my developing feelings for him through my e-mails. His response was instantly to react in kind....and as I had told him that I felt that I was falling in love with him, he voiced the same feelings towards me. He was verbally passionate and so personal, intimate, and sexually desirable through his words and intonation of his writing. He told me how he could feel my sincerity, passion, and desire to love him...please him and connect with a deeply intimate bond with him which he felt he wanted and needed with me. And the means with which our love was to be affirmed, confirmed, or better yet, consummated was through my receiving his precious seed...his semen, sperm, lovingly stimulated from him and given as a most supreme gift from one lover to another. He'd seduced me....I was out of my mind with lust and desire for Matt. He wanted to give me his sperm....orally for certain, but also in the other very...perhaps most intimate manner possible with a man and his lover......anally. We exchanged face pics, and he was just who I'd imagined he was by looks, and he told me he was pleased with what I looked like and felt very close to me with only our e-mail contacts. I replied in kind, and I told him that I loved him already, and that I wanted him to have me completely....orally and even anally...that he could take my virginity from me, and that I wanted to willingly submit my body as a vessel for his pleasure and means for him to express his love and desire for me.
I had never been taken anally by a man, and I'd never taken a man that way either. I had taken women that way, and both they and I had enjoyed it immensely. I'd thought about it...about being the man submissively receiving another man's love that way......having him climax and release his seed inside my bowels to claim me as his in the most perfect bonding manner I could ever imagine. And my thoughts along that line had always excluded the use of any condom. I wanted the most natural experience I could get with a man who I permitted to enter me and possess me that way. I wanted to feel the penetration of the flesh of his penis, and then feel his warm fluid of life...his seed....flood me completely. For me to be so vulnerable and exposed, of course the man I chose had to be completely safe, healthwise.
Matt continued to "court" me online with e-mails, and I couldn't resist responding positively. I'd quickly gotten to the point where I longed for his e-mails, and I became aroused enough to become erect and leak precum both while reading and answering them. In about a week we'd finally gotten to the point where we just had to meet and consummate our love and lust. Matt told me that he could host me at his home on a Sunday morning while his wife was away at her job. For 3 days I eagerly looked forward to finally meeting him and giving my body to him to be loved and pleasured for both our pleasures.
On Sunday morning I drove the 10 minute drive to his house in our same city. He greeted me at the door dressed in his pjs! I could see his erection tenting through the fabric, and I think he could see mine tenting through my short pants as well. He smiled and we shook hands. It's always very exciting and also strangely awkward when meeting the man I intend to be intimate with for the first time. I think and say to myself...."I'm going to make this man cum." "I'm going to be licking and tasting his cock, balls, precum." "I'm going to know him...what he's like...when he climaxes and releases his semen, and I'm going to be tasting and swallowing it." Those thoughts, as I size up the man for the first time, are incredibly erotic to me.
But now, there was a new scenario being added to the mix. This man was intending to actually fuck me. I'd never been fucked. The thought of being topped....taken like a woman, really had me excited and very eager....with butterflies in my stomach, and tremblings with anticipation. Matt led me to a bedroom and he turned towards me and embraced me. At 5'8" tall, 170lbs, he was taller than me, but not more than 4 inches taller, and the embrace was warm, intimate, and passionate as the feeling of our erections pressing against our bodies made us tingle with excitement. He then took my face into both his hands and gently, but sensually kissed my lips as I parted them to allow for a moist warm caress of his tongue with mine, and the intimate exchange of our saliva broke the ice for what we knew we were about.
Matt began to undress me...first removing my pull-over shirt, then my pants, boxer shorts, and finally my shoes. I was erect and wet, and Matt didn't fail to notice. His breathing was quickening with each motion of undressing me as I sat on his bed and he knelt before me. Next, it was my turn. I unbuttoned his pj top revealing his hairy chest. He stood up and I slid his pj bottom down causing his hard wet erect cock to spring about and beckon to me to touch it. Matt was cut, about 6.5", moderately thick. I was now looking at the organ that would be inside my mouth and ass shortly. I caressed Matt's balls, and bent forward to taste them....licking from their underside up to the bottom shaft of his cock to the wet precum oozing tip. I then took him into my mouth and tasted him deeply...sucking and giving his penis tongue caresses. I could feel his pulse throb through it. He quietly moaned.
I worked his cock for about a minute, and Matt was very excited and seemed on the edge of ejaculating. Knowing that I wanted him to fuck me, Matt pulled out of my mouth and said "lay on the bed, my friend." I did so, and he rolled me over onto my stomach and climbed over me, straddling me, and began to massage my body and kiss my back, shoulders, neck, buttocks, backs of my thighs....kiss me all over. It was very arousing, although I really needed no additional arousal. I was hard and horny...almost ready to cum into the bedsheets as my rigid cock was sandwiched between me and the bed. Matt then said "Frank, I'm going to get you ready for me now. Just relax totally and let me inside you with my fingers." He then began to lube his fingers and insert them...first one, as he probed and massaged, then two, doing the same, finally three fingers, deep and with circular motions using lots of lub. I was feeling so very connected to Matt. He'd actually now penetrated me intimately, lovingly, to prepare me for our total sexual and emotional bond that we would make together shortly. I was relaxed, open, yearning for him to enter me with his penis now. I couldn't wait to become one with Matt...to feel his climax and the warm seed flood my colon, as Matt fully expresses his love inside me. I was ready, and so was he.
Matt began to liberally lube his cock and my ass crack and opening. He then asked me to get on my hands and knees on the bed as he positioned himself behind me in the mount position to have the access to my body that my lover needed. He then whispered to me, "I want to fuck you, Frank....cum inside your ass.....bareback." "Yes, yes, Matt," I sighed. "Give it to me, please. cum in me...no condom. I want to feel your seed...wet and hot, spurt inside me." He raised up, positioned his wet hard cock to my anal entrance, and then began to push...slowly, gently, steadily, and lovingly. In about a minute he was inside me. I was experiencing a man inside me for the first time in my life! It was wonderful! I was feeling so fulfilled as I sighed. Matt bent down so that he could kiss my neck, back and shoulders, and he then told me what he was feeling. "Frank, I love you, love you. It's so good. God, you're making it feel so good!" His thrusts were deep, slow, and very passionate. I felt him becoming bigger and bigger with each thrust. What little initial pain I'd felt had vanished quickly. I was being fucked by a real man, and we both were loving it so very much. He was massaging my prostate with his wonderful penis. What a wonderful man....wonderful lover I had taking me.....loving me so perfectly! I felt so honored to have his penis penetrating me, and he wanting and desiring me like he did. I now wanted his semen...his sperm to flood me....swim up inside me and make me feel like a woman is made to feel when she's knocked up by a man. If he could get pregnant by him, I just knew I would love to. I wanted to be so close to him, and when he ejaculated I knew we would become as one...a sacred bond between two loving lusting men.
He was now nearing the point of no return. His thrusts were faster, harder, deeper, and he was almost out of breath. I was so excited as I anticipated my reward...his ejaculation inside my body. His mouth was wet...almost drooling, as he thrust in and out of me about to lose control. He was kissing me all over my neck, face, mouth, and eyes. I could taste his saliva from his wet side-of-my-mouth deep kisses. I was becoming his totally. Then it began to happen. "Oh, Frank, Frank, I'm going to cum. Oh, God, my God, ohhhhh, ooohhhhhh, aaaahhhhhh, aaarrrggghhhh." It was underway. His transfer of semen from his testicles to my colon to flood and inseminate me. I could feel the love being poured into me as I felt his warm wet semen flooding and filling my bowels. I loved the man so much for connecting with me by giving me his seed. In that instant I he in hopeless love with me as well. I could feel the unmistakeable loss of physical control and, the familiar sweep of tension going through his body from his toes to his cock and extremities as he trembled uncontrollably and tightly gripped my hips and torso. He kept on cumming. "Ohhhhhh, ooohhhhhh, aaaahhhhhh, Frank, I'm still cummmmiiinnnngggggg, aaarrggghhhhh." He continuedto spurt inside me. He'd lost control. I was his as I felt the warm wetness of this man's pleasure and gift to me. If only hecould give me a baby, I thought. I would be his forever. As far as he was concerned, his seed inside me made me his as well ..a part of him living inside me. It was sacred and wonderful. He had spurted 5-7 spurts. I had made a man cum by giving him my body. He'd cum inside me, and it was just so wonderful to me!
After about 7 spurts, while he was letting out deep gutteral groans with his penis parked deep inside my colon as he'd stopped moving and simply remained tied to me, we lay together holding eachother. He began to give me gentle loving kisses all over my back, shoulders, and neck, and he held me comforting me as he lay over and on top of me with his cock nestled between my buttocks and inside my ass. He caressed my back and shoulders and felt me relaxing into a deep afterglow of peace. In about 3 or 4 minutes we kissed and separated, and I took and squeezed his hand while we sat on the edge of the bed. Then he rose to clean up and a rush of his semen ran out of me and down my legs and thighs. He'd cum so much! It was so thrilling for both of us to see the proof of his passion from his body now being ejected from deep inside me. We made eye contact and smiled at eachother as forever bonded in love.
Any comments are appreciated.
Frank frankdpr@gmail.com
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