This is is a fictional tale about Vampires and love. The tale of a mortal in love with a Vampire and all the trials he and the Vampire face for their love. The Vampire character is based off the utter perfect man in the "All for Terry" story I have in the nifty site. This is a story I had been wanting to write for ages. But was always blocked when trying to wrote it like a regular fiction novel. But now it seems I can by adding sex to the mix. It is told at different points if view. I hope you all enjoy it...
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
A Love Eternal (20) Time to think..
... Terry was laying on his bed. The beautiful Oscar on his chest. Held in his arms for a tender protection. He lay there contemplating what to do about this Oscar situation. Did he dare to tell the boy who and what he really was. Did he dare to expose himself to rejection again from someone who may just break his heart with their rejection of what he was. It has happened before after all. He gave himself to someone. Opening his heart to others in the past. Only to half them cringe in disgust after seeing what he truly was. Then he would have to kill them. For they could not be allowed to tell of this greatest secret. If you were not with him this way, you must die. It was the best way to protect himself. To protect his life from other who may wish to harm him But Oscar. There was something about him. He could not place what it was. Just something that made him want to try again. But as he reached the edge of possibility to expose who he was, his fear rushed back in. And he did not want to kill this young man. He did not want to murder this beautiful boy. This would crush him more to kill Oscar. So he again thought not to tell him who he was. So again he stopped himself. Dieter giving him a scowled look as the headed off for a lovely day out that day.
"You will regret it" he said to Terry "You do realize this?"
Terry nodded as he stood there before his friend. Knowing how great a regret it would be. But for now it seemed he wished to keep what he had going safe and undisturbed. He would enjoy Oscar as much as he could. Feeding elsewhere. Then he would just stop relations with the young man. Inveriably breaking Oscars heart in the process. But he figured the boy would move on from the break. All mortals do after a while. Even in their limited life spans. And he supposed that the lovely young man would find someone to live him. But the problem was that Oscar was falling as well. He loved how the man felt, how Terry smelled and just how he felt around him. Even when he was a t some stuffy event for the rich and wealthy. And he wanted to just feel it always.
"Shall we head out" Terry said to him if their excursion that day " Mm hmm" Oscar smiled back "Would love it"
And then they kissed and they left for the day. Dieter went with them as it was to be an exciting time for all. Even though the day was over cast. But the vampires preferred it so as the sun did deplete their energies. After the lovely time in the bay they headed home. Terry had food brought in and they are. As per the usual he mostly played with his food, rather than eat it. He did suggest that Oscar head home today though as he had much work to do early in the morning. And he would be a distraction'. Oscar smiled at the comment, but agreed to go home. He had work in the morning. And Terry's place was.father to work than his. They kissed for the night and Terry said he would see him mid week for dinner. Oscar went home. His heart light and happy. His body all a tingle as he felt that he was finally going someplace great with someone. This elegant man of money that had him completely. And he was hoping that soon there would be a call to be with him for always. That Terry would want them to make 'this' permanent.
"He is Soo damn fantastic" he said to himself "I love him. I think it do. Right?"
He sat there at home and talked to himself. Telling himself that it was indeed love. As he had the butterflies around the man. And he had the longing ache when he was not near him. Yes it was love. That was what it felt like. right? He needed to see him again. Just to be sure it was what he was feeling. To make sure that Terry was indeed the man for him. So he asked Terry for another date. But something that was just the two of them. No Dieter or other forms of distraction. As well as nothing fancy as he ( unlike Terry) was not made of old money.
" I am made of no money" he sort of chuckled
He wanted something that he could afford doing. And that Terry not insist on paying for everything. Just because he could. Terry did finally agree to such an outing. And it was to one of those local carnivals. A place filled with people and flesh. So much 'meat' that Terry figured he would have issue with. For his hunger would definitely sink in as he smelled all those bodies, all that blood. But as he did care for Oscar he went. Telling himself that he could control the hunger urges. That he would enjoy the time with Oscar and then drop him off at home. Then come back and take a victim later.
"Isn't this fun" Oscar said as they moved through it "And it's nice and cheap"
Terry smiled and nodded at Oscar. He himself found this not to his liking. There was so much noise. So many minds screaming out their thoughts. But so long as Oscar was happy, he was happy. His eyes did fall in many very delicious appearing people at the place. And it triggered desires to feed. But he would grab at Oscar and kiss him to qwell them. And for the most part it worked. But the hunger grew very very strong in a few hours. He then started to get a headache as his body told him that he needed to go or lose his control. So he told Oscar if this. And then they left. He drive Oscar home and suggested that he needed some time to cure his head ache.
"I shall see you tomorrow my darling" he said "Feel better" Oscar said as they kissed again.
He wanted to stay but decided that maybe the man wanted to be alone. So he too went home. Heading for an early night in Terry drove back to the carnival. Calling Dieter to join him as there was 'much flesh to feast upon'. Finding someone to take to fill his stomach with the rich blood he needed. Then going home himself to have some wine and read a bit. He sat there thinking what to do about Oscar. Should he let the young man go as Dieter suggested. For the reality of what he was would show soon enough. And would he kill him then. Would he take the young man's life for fear of exposure. Or maybe would he finally take the mate he had pined for for centuries.
"But would he wish to be like this?" He said softly "Would he wish this long tedious life?"
These were things he could not answer. He was not sure how the young man would react to who and what he really was. Would then Oscar scorn and hate him. Just as the only other man he adored did. Andrel, was his name. Another you g beautiful creature that had taken his heart almost 2 centuries ago. Ah yes Andrel. Like Oscar a stunning dark haired beauty. His hair long and lustrous, his body long and lean. And his stunning face with the piercing brown eyes. Terry had lived him like no other. And he decided to share hi.self with this man But when all was revealed to Andrel, it all went badly, very badly. Terry had to kill him. To stop Andrel as he threatened to expose him for what he was to all. It was an all too painful memory that burned deeply in Terry. A memory that until now has kept him from experiencing love, experiencing closeness like he had now.
"Ohh the misery of it all" he said to himself
Again he sighed and then went back to his book. Something he had read hundreds of times. But it always calmed him as he read. Taking him elsewhere from where he was. Another realm, another life.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
To be continued