DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction that contains graphic sexual content. It is purely for entertainment so please enjoy safely and legally. Resemblances to real people, places and events is unintentional (but would be really cool).
A Series of Embarrassing Events Chapter Seven: Call Me By My Name
FRIDAY 16TH OCTOBER 2020
Physics class on Friday afternoon was dragging so it seemed like the perfect time to plan a social life.
"Do you want to come over tonight? I was thinking Pizza and FIFA," Noah asked.
Noah had raced through a set of practice questions including a tough one about gravitational potential energy and whispered to Toby while the other students continued their working. Toby hadn't talked to Noah about his feelings or his sexuality since Noah had come out to Mateo and Samir. Immediately after that, Mateo had come out as bisexual. Noah had hoped that having friends who were out would make it easier for Toby to feel comfortable.
If anything, it had made things worse because Matty remained animated and wanted to talk about boys whenever it was just the four of them and Noah... also wanted to talk about boys. It was obvious something was wrong with Toby but he was still companionable, though quieter than usual. Toby was more reserved and made excuses not to hang out after school, play football at the weekend or stay overnight when they didn't have school the next day.
To their credit, neither Matty nor Samir pressed for answers; Toby was sullen and something was wrong but since he didn't want to talk about it, they let it go. Maybe they weren't being respectful, maybe (like typical boys) they were just avoiding an awkward conversation. Noah did the same thing with Samir who also seemed reserved about something but wouldn't say what. Noah didn't think it would be fair to pester Sam – if Samir wanted to talk, he would... when he was ready.
"Umm, I don't think so," Toby answered at last. "I'm helping my cousin practice for his Bar Mitzvah."
"Oh... ok," Noah answered.
For a brief moment, Noah considered that Toby was lying to avoid him which would be a sign that the crack in their friendship was getting worse. However, Noah heard a certain contentment in his friends voice – a satisfaction and comfort that Toby took in his faith. Noah then felt guilty for thinking so cynically of his friend.
Still, Noah was disappointed and wished Mateo and Samir were in their class so he had someone else to talk to. He looked over to see Ronan looking at him and when Noah caught him, he looked away and pretended he hadn't been looking. Like that ever works.
<<He caught you looking, dumbass. Dumb and Dumber. Dumbbell is a type of free weight. Weight times acceleration due to gravity times height above ground equals gravitational potential energy. Remember when he caught you looking at him? Ha ha ha.>>
Ronan tried to concentrate on the questions in front of him - at least he remembered the equation now - and hoped Noah didn't think he was a weirdo for looking at him.
<<You are a weirdo. Also, weight is technically mass and the unit should be kilograms and the height needs to be converted to metres. GPE=mgh.>>
The invisible voice was often derogatory but sometimes helpful but more often it was distracting and cruel. For the moment, it was like someone looking over his shoulder and telling him the answers. Not that Ronan didn't know the answers for himself, he just found it hard to focus sometimes. His mind ran away from him when it wasn't being maligned by the acerbic voice.
"Fucking smartass," Ronan muttered to himself.
At sixteen, Ronan had the usual teenage problems:
Friends (he didn't have any).
Love life (he didn't have one).
Masturbation (if he didn't stop his cock was going to fall off).
Voices (the one in his head wasn't his).
Noah (wowsers, he's cute).
<<Wowsers, he is cute.>>
Starting a new school hadn't helped these things.
"Are you ok, Ronan?" Noah asked.
Ronan hadn't even noticed Noah approaching to sit next to him.
"Yeskay."
<>
"I mean," Ronan laughed nervously; "Yes. I'm ok. I couldn't figure out this question at first."
Noah cast a glance over the sheet Ronan was still working on.
"You didn't convert the mass from grams to kilograms," Noah told him.
"Yea, I got it now. Thanks," Ronan replied, finding it hard to make eye contact.
<<Ronan and Noah sittin' in a tree. K.I.S.S.I.N.G.>>
And mockery. The voice didn't just offer derision, it offered mockery and a whole host of other criticisms.
Noah smiled at Ronan on whom he harboured a crush. In fairness, Noah seemed to fancy every boy nowadays. Ronan was tall and lean with brown skin, but dark hair and eyebrows that perpetually looked worried and blue eyes which made his face very interesting. Ronan was a bit strange though – other kids had noticed him talking to himself or muttering. Other kids were calling him weird and Noah didn't know if it was good or bad that they were saying it behind his back instead of to his face.
Noah felt sorry for Ronan who had only started at Five Dukes Boys School at the start of the term and hadn't made any friends yet.
In the weeks since term had begun, Ronan had been on his own.
"If you want to come to lunch with us, you can," Noah suggested.
"Oh... really?" Ronan asked in surprise.
<<Lunch. Lunchbox is an informal word for a penis. Naked Lunch is a 1991 movie. Lunch is the most important meal of the day. Oh wait, that's breakfast. But you can't have chips for breakfast. Maybe get chips? I'm hungry.>>
"Yea, sure thing," Noah said.
Noah felt good inviting Ronan along. He wanted to tell Toby that he thought Ronan was cute and wanted to ask if Toby agreed but the bell rang and Toby packed up and left without him. Noah found Toby talking to Samir and Mateo in the Loiter Lobby and both Samir and Mateo smiled when they saw Noah with Ronan. Toby's expression was less impressed.
"I invited Ronan to sit with us," Noah said.
"If you'd rather I didn't, it's ok," Ronan felt obliged to add.
It seemed only fair to giving the boys the option to tell him to push off.
<< Way to sell yourself. These people don't want you. Don't forget the chips.>>
Ronan knew the voice wasn't "normal" and it worried him enormously.
Ronan had his thinking voice, which was his voice and that was in his head. Everyone had that, right? But the other voice wasn't his. It talked to him and about him and it didn't sound like him. The other voice sounded like it came from outside but no-one else heard it – Ronan had learned that the hard way. Intuitively Ronan knew it came from him, even though it didn't feel like it came from him.
But he didn't know what it was. Or who it was?
The voice was intelligent but pass-remarkable; insightful but sometimes mean; sometimes it narrated and other times it sang; sometimes it was loud and other times the words just ran together until they were almost meaningless. The voice could be insulting and snide but occasionally comforting and encouraging; sometimes it just quoted movies or TV and sometimes it was quiet as if it were sleeping.
Ronan knew the voice wasn't "normal" and it worried him enormously.
"If you wish to join us, you must answer three questions thusly," Mateo decreed officiously.
Mateo was already laughing at his own grandiose announcement and Samir looked sideways at him before taking a step away as if he didn't want to be associated with him. Noah rolled his eyes and Toby shuffled glumly.
<<<If I had a wish, I'd wish for three more wishes.>>
"Question the first: who is the best Spider-Man?" Mateo asked.
<<Andrew Garfield was tall and handsome and he got his arse out in Red Riding. I'd fucking ride him all day. Didn't they body swap McGuire? Oh, Tom Holland is fucking sweeeeeeeeeet.>>
Ignoring the extended vowel of the voice, Ronan replied.
"Holland, MCU is best," Ronan decided.
"That is the correct answer," Mateo said cheerily.
"Question two," Samir decided to play along.
"Question the second," Mateo declared loudly in a needless rephrasing of the question.
A few kids looked at him, realised it was Matty and shrugged.
"Fuck's sake, Matty," Samir admonished; "Ronan, Picard or Kirk?"
<<Say: Darmok and Jalad at Tenagra.>>
"No!" Ronan replied to the voice and then covered by adding; "Eh, no contest... Picard."
"That is the..." Mateo looked at Samir; "Correct?" Samir nodded, Matty continued; "That is the correct answer."
"We would also have accepted: huh?" said Toby who was starting to seem more engaged and had even smiled.
"Question C," said Noah chuckling because he knew it would irritate Mateo.
"Fucking C? One, two, C? Where did you learn how to count?" Mateo exploded.
Samir and Toby laughed and Noah tried to look totally innocent.
"Question the third..." declared Mateo.
<<How many seconds in eternity? If one bird carried every grain of sand, grain by grain, across the ocean, by the time he got them all on the other side, that would only be the beginning of eternity. >>
"Crisps or chocolate?" asked Toby.
"Chocolate flavoured crisps?" tried Ronan.
Noah, Samir, Mateo and Toby all looked at each other and nodded.
"Ok, let's go," said Mateo in a normal tone of voice.
"Picard?" asked Samir, falling into step on one side of Ronan.
Mateo fell into step on the other and chipped in before Ronan could respond.
"This one is more like Spock. Sex once every seven years," Mateo said.
Noah noticed a look fleet across Mateo's face - regret that he'd said what he had? But why?
"Maybe not even that often," Samir said blandly.
Noah was about to ask a question but he felt a hand on his arm and Toby looking sheepishly at him.
"I'm sorry I've been so..." Toby shrugged; "Y'know."
"Oh... that's ok," Noah answered falling behind to talk to Toby.
He was relieved that Toby had spoken up at last. Noah had started to think he was either paranoid or they weren't going to be friends much longer; the usual teenager blowing things out of proportion.
"I know you want to forget what happened but if you ever want to talk, I'm all ears. But I still want to be gay..." Noah laughed at how that phrase sounded out loud; "I don't want to feel like I can't talk about boys with Matty. Samir's not gay... that I know of... and he's ok with it. I hope you're ok with me talking about it even if you're not ready. "
"I'll try harder," Toby agreed.
Toby knew that his mood had grown sour when his friends talked about boys. It was hard to be around their confident self-assurance when he was neither. But he would try harder.
"And the other thing... the nudist thing?" Noah asked.
"You want to get naked?" Toby asked.
Noah nodded.
"Here?" Toby joked.
Noah laughed - the idea of getting naked in school as they were about to queue up for lunch in the cafeteria was intriguing but unrealistic.
"No, not here," Noah answered. "I just mean, if we're hanging out... is it ok if I let it all hang out?"
"If you want to. But you might want to tell those guys first," Toby suggested.
"Maybe you're right," Noah agreed.
Noah's conversation with Toby reminded him of the tentative arrangement he had with Mateo. After coming out as gay and bisexual respectively, Noah and Mateo had suggested they "hang out sometime" with the understanding that meant "fool around," so after school Noah texted Mateo to ask if he wanted to come over.
Noah: [Toby is busy. Do you want to hang out tonight?]
Matty: [That sounds like fun.]
Noah was considering whether he should tell Mateo that he was also a nudist. When Toby had caught him running naked in the woods, coming out had been a natural progression of the conversation; intimacy had been a natural progression of talking but now Toby was troubled and Noah worried it was partly his fault for taking things to a level Toby wasn't ready for.
Then again, Matty was a completely different kind of person and he seemed to have no qualms about boisterously declaring his interest in guys. It was a wonder the whole school didn't know. It was this enthusiasm that gave Noah pause regarding telling Matty about his nudism - he didn't want everyone to know.
While Noah considered his options, he took off his school blazer and hung it up by the front door; his shoes too were left by the door to the house. Noah proceeded to undress in the hall of the house, first taking off his tie, then unbuttoning his shirt and slipping it off his slender shoulders. The tie he hung on the bannister so it could go upstairs later; the shirt he dropped on the floor and then took off his socks. Noah wasn't wearing a belt so he unsnapped his trousers and pushed them down his velvety legs. Noah wasted no time, pulling off his underpants too so he was totally naked.
Noah hadn't even looked to see if Daniel or Jamie were home - last time he'd surprised them they had been in the middle of intercourse. Noah had enjoyed the aftermath - humiliating though it had been. Noah carried the pile of dirty clothes and dumped them in the laundry basket near the kitchen. He gazed out the back door - a single pane of glass from top to bottom - at the woods at the end of the garden. Briefly, Noah indulged the fantasy of a run through the woods but it was damp and cold and some high school kids cut through the woods after school so he decided against it.
Noah also idled next to the conservatory. The conservatory was bright in the October afternoon; the room was lined with glass panels, as was the roof. Noah had never been naked in the conservatory - too scared of being seen by the neighbours. The idea of wanking in the conservatory and being watched was thrilling but just as Noah indulged this fantasy – for fantasy is all it was - he heard a text message arrive. His phone was still in the living room so he wandered though and picked it up.
Dad: [I'll be back for your birthday. Do you want anything special?]
Bruce McNelis had been seconded to a teaching position abroad so Daniel and Noah went months without seeing him and it had been exacerbated by the travel restrictions related to Covid-19. Mostly Dan took care of Noah but the teenager felt quite excited that his dad would be back soon. Their dad had been away since their return from France.
Noah: [I'll have a proper think and let you know what I want. Thanks dad.]
Noah hadn't even put down his phone when he heard the front door and Dan coming in.
"Noah, are you in?" Daniel called.
Noah met Dan in the kitchen where the shopping lived. Dan looked him up and down and smiled mischievously.
"What?" Noah asked.
"I was just thinking there's one more bag of shopping in the car," Dan said.
Noah took a moment for the proposal to sink in.
"You can't be serious?" Noah replied.
"You're the one who wants to embrace the nudist lifestyle, little brother," Daniel answered.
"You want me to go outside. Totally naked. And get the shopping from the car?" Noah enquired methodically.
"You can put shoes on if you want," Dan suggested unhelpfully.
"Very funny," Noah said but it was a little bit funny.
"Are you worried people will see your willy?" Dan asked condescendingly.
"Of course I'm worried about people seeing my... willy," Noah agreed.
Noah didn't like the juvenile word "willy" and knew Daniel had chosen it to taunt him. Noah used the word to show it didn't work. Looking down though, Noah was already embarrassed. His penis was only two and a half inches long and soft and the meagre scrub of pubes above it made it look like a little willy.
"I'm also worried about people seeing my little white ass," Noah added; "But sure, I'll go get the shopping."
Noah wanted to play Dan at his own game and besides, he wouldn't be much of a nudist if he was ashamed of his body. He wasn't really ashamed - he just saw his shortcomings and knew how outside observers would judge him for them.
Noah could feel Dan's eyes follow his bare naked arse as he left the kitchen, entered the hall and headed for the still open front door. Noah pushed his feet into his trainers and stepped out into the autumn afternoon. It was cool but not cold and Noah's heart was beating so fast, it warmed his body and pushed half into inch of blood into his penis. Better, but still little.
At the very front of the garden was a low hedge, just over a metre tall; it extended from the driveway to the boundary of the property next door. The front garden and driveway were hardly secluded but the driveway was about a dozen metres long so the house was far enough back from the street to keep Noah hidden unless someone looked over the top of the hedge.
Noah decided not to waste time. It was one thing to challenge Daniel who had only asked him to get the shopping as a test; it was quite another to invite neighbours, strangers and boys from the nearby school to look at him in the buff.
Noah grabbed the remaining bag for life (that, ironically, was on its last legs) and closed the car door with his free hand. He could hear a hoot of laughter from up the road and when he looked, Noah saw four boys in Dukeshead Secondary School uniforms. They hadn't seen him but they were punting a football up the road, taking turns to chase it - Noah raced inside before they could see him. Noah watched the handsome boys pass from behind the safety of the front door where his penis couldn't be seen. Noah fantasised about staying on the driveway and waiting for them to pass. He imagined the look on their faces when they saw a naked boy – the things they'd say about him, who they'd tell, the pictures they might take.
Before he could make himself too horny, Noah returned to the kitchen.
"I've been thinking about your birthday," Dan started to say as soon as Noah reappeared.
"Dad text me about that too," Noah told him.
"He's coming home, yea. But I was thinking about a party. Jamie's parents are going to be away for a few weeks so he's hosting an empty," Dan said enthusiastically.
"Sounds good," Noah agreed.
"It's a costume party," Daniel said leadingly.
Noah looked at his big brother and saw a twisted plan was already forming.
"What are you planning?" Noah asked with an excited smile.
"It's a surprise," Daniel promised.
Noah believed him.
Noah mentioned Matty coming over during dinner. It was just Daniel and Noah because Jamie had gone to dinner with friends after work and Daniel was going to catch them up later on.
"I could have fed myself," Noah told big brother during a gap in the conversation.
"If I left you to feed yourself, you'd just eat two mini pizzas and a packet of Doritos," Daniel had responded.
"Oh, ye of little faith," Noah said as if offended.
"So... just Matty coming over?" Daniel asked, returning to the original premise.
"Toby's busy with a Bar Mitzvah in the family and Samir..." Noah paused.
He hadn't even asked Sam because the whole point was for him and Mateo to be alone together.
"...He's doing something boring," Noah suggested; "So it's ok for Mateo to come?"
"Yup," Dan replied.
Dan took a sip of water and smiled into the glass.
"What?" Noah asked - Dan had that annoying big brother face on.
"Is that what you're going to wear?" Dan wondered.
Noah was still naked and barefoot as he and Dan ate in the kitchen. Sometimes they had dinner sitting room where the dining room table sat in the alcove of a bay window; other times they ate in the living room while Pointless was on in the background but tonight they were being cultured or civilised or something.
"What's wrong with what I'm wearing?" Noah asked facetiously.
His legs and groin were hidden from Dan because they were on opposite sides of the island unit, but Noah's bare chest and nipples were visible to his big brother.
"Just didn't think you'd want to run around like Mowgli, showing your weenie off while your friend is here. Does he know you're a nudist?" Dan asked.
Noah knew Dan supported him - even encouraged him - in his lifestyle. Whether that's being gay, a nudist or an exhibitionist; indeed, Daniel seemed to take great pleasure in providing opportunities in all three of these areas. However, he was also a big brother so belittling little brother for being little was also part of his job.
"No. I told Toby but no-one else yet," Noah admitted.
"Well, have a nice time, little brother," Dan said.
Noah decided to wear a t-shirt and shorts for Mateo's arrival. He still wasn't sure how he was going to bring up the nudist thing but there had been an unspoken agreement that they were going to experiment together and explore sexuality so nudity was already a possibility. Noah chose not to start nude because nudism is about more than just nudity and he didn't know how he'd explain that to Mateo.
The sleeves of Noah's t-shirt were extremely short - showing off more of his stringy arms and underdeveloped biceps than a normal t-shirt. The shorts were for running and he'd bought them online; they were obscenely short but there was pouch at the front to support his penis and scrotum. Without the pouch a dangly dick could peek out the bottom of the shorts.
The shorts were advertised twenty centimetres (eight inches) from the top of the waistband to the bottom of the leg but Noah had measured them when they arrived and they were three centimetres shorter.
For a boy a few years younger it would be fine but for a boy of fifteen - nearly sixteen - they were embarrassingly short and excessively revealing. The shorts seemed to emphasise the fact he was almost hairless apart from tufts under his arms and above his penis. Noah's hairless legs and bare feet accentuated the revealing nature of the shorts... Noah loved them.
Noah's legs looked long in the shorts; his legs were white but still slightly tanned from summer, hairless and silky. Noah sat cross legged, his bare feet tucked underneath him, on the sofa and played FIFA while waiting for Matty to arrive. There was a mixture of nervous anticipation and Noah wondered how Mateo was feeling as he made his way over.
When the doorbell rang Noah went to the door and surprised the boy on the other side. Mateo wasn't sure where to look; Noah had clearly dressed down for the occasion and the effect was very attractive. Noah looked very cute in his little shorts and t-shirt.
Matty was taller and his skin sallow from his Spanish parents. He was dressed in a warm jacket under which he had a long-sleeve t-shirt; he wore dark blue jeans and his underwear... is a surprise. Matty took off his jacket and shoes and followed Noah into the living room. Matty noticed that Noah was barefoot - he was wearing ankle socks - which only added to the vision of Noah's brevity of clothing. Noah and Mateo sat on the sofa, close but not touching and since the boys weren't quite sure where to start so Noah quit the game he was in the middle of and started browsing for a movie. Quite by accident they came upon...
"What about Call Me By Your Name?" suggested Noah.
"Have you ever fucked a peach?" Matty asked instead of answering the question.
"No, but I've been really busy with homework and stuff," joked Noah.
Matty laughed and couldn't stop himself imagine peach juices dribbling down Noah's creamy thighs. He felt a pulse of blood through his dick and reminded himself that the whole reason they wanted to be together was to fool around, jerk off or maybe suck a cock - which Matty had never done. He was nervous but so was Noah and since the idea was to have fun, Matty aimed to lead the conversation in the right direction.
"Call me by your name and I'll call you by mine," Matty said - quoting the film.
"I think that would get confusing," Noah insisted.
"It's supposed to be a metaphor for desire; you become your lover and he becomes you," Matty replied.
Mateo reached over and put his hand on Noah's knee. Noah's skin was soft and warm and when Mateo looked at his friend, he was smiling.
"Hmm, interesting," Noah agreed; "Maybe we should keep it simple though. Call me by my name and I'll call you by yours."
"That'll be a lot less confusing," agreed Mateo with a grin.
Noah leaned over and kissed Matty's lips - they were warm, wet and soft. Matty found his hand caressing the smooth skin of Noah's knee and thigh and Noah twitched in a way that told Mateo he was on to something. It was strange touching Noah like they never had before but it was comforting too. They were friends and now they were kissing - it didn't need to be a big deal.
Matty had of course checked Noah out in the school showers - he'd checked out all the boys, even his friends. Matty was taller than Noah and had more muscle on his arms, legs, chest and back; he was also hairier. His dad was hirsute but Matty just had a little bit of black chest hair and fuzzy black hair on his legs.
Noah wrapped his arms around Matty as the kissing continued - loud and smacking and when tongues entered the bargain, both felt more twitching in the groin.
"Ok..." Noah broke free; "I need to tell you something."
"Yea?" Matty replied.
Noah felt now was as good a time as any to mention his predilection for nudism - before things got any hotter and they had to move to the bedroom. Besides, nudity was a natural lead-in to bedroom activities. Noah stood up and paced into the middle of the living room and then turned back towards Matty.
"I'm kinda into nudism," Noah said in a rush.
"You what?" Mateo replied in grammatically incorrect English.
"It's when a person likes to..." Noah began to reply.
"I know what it means, I just mean... what do you mean you're a nudist?" Mateo replied somewhat contradicting himself.
"When I come home from school, I usually strip naked and wander upstairs; I walk from my room to the toilet naked, I sleep naked, I run in the woods naked when the weather is ok..." Noah rhymed off his activities.
Should he mention that Toby knows? Should he mention Dan's helpful nudges? Should he mention going out to the car that very afternoon in nothing but trainers?
"Would you normally be naked right now?" Mateo asked.
"Yea..." Noah replied; "Do you want me to..."
"Prove it?" Matty interrupted; "Only if you want to."
Matty clearly wanted Noah to do it and Noah was happy to oblige. Noah could see the doubt in Matty's eyes; Noah saw Matty's eyes slide to the living room window. It was dark outside despite the street lighting and the moon, which changed the enormous windows into mirrors.
Noah sometimes gazed though the glass darkly and wondered if he would know if someone was looking back. Noah didn't care if anyone was looking - he only cared that Matty was looking. Noah pulled his t-shirt off to reveal his skinny body and dropped it on the floor. Matty's whole face became excited and his eyes widened when Noah pushed the waistband of the shorts down. As more of Noah's almost hairless pubis came into view, Matty edged forward. Then the meagre offering of pubes that barely covered the root of Noah's penis emerged. Noah pushed the shorts sharply and they caught at his knees, with a little jiggle they sank to his bare feet and Noah slipped them off so he was starkers.
Matty had seen Noah naked in the changing room or school showers after PE but it was something else for his friend to be nude in his living room. Noah didn't cover up - that's what would endure in Matty's memory - he was unselfconscious without being arrogant. Noah's penis was three inches or so long and Matty marvelled that it was (presumably) still soft. He was amazed Noah hadn't gotten hard - whenever Mateo even thought about getting naked, he boned up.
Noah stood, not covering his flaccid penis, and it didn't thicken or bulge or stick straight up.
"Wow," said Mateo; "Turn around?"
Noah was pleased by the request and he obliged; showing his cute little ass to his good friend. Noah looked over his shoulder when he felt hands on his buttocks.
"Your ass is so smooth," Matty commented.
Matty had seen Noah's bare ass in the changing room too but again, this was a remarkable environment. Mateo wouldn't have been astounded if Noah had stripped in his bedroom but this was the living room where Noah and his brother and Dad watched TV and talked about work or school.
Matty let go of Noah's ass and slid one hand over Noah's hip until his had rested over the bald spot between his bellybutton and penis.
"Turn around again," Matty said.
When Noah turned, his penis was longer - four or five inches and starting to tilt. Matty stopped touching his friend and stepped back to admire the scene. Was Noah really a nudist?
"Put your hands behind your head?" Mateo asked, feeling slightly silly and cliché.
Noah complied agreeably and Mateo devoured every inch of skin on show. Matty could never do this; even when he imagined kissing, touching and even getting naked... Matty would never have stood naked and been inspected.
"Can I touch you?" Matty asked.
"Yes please," Noah agreed.
Matty's hand started where it had been before - the smooth pubis. His thumb touched the tiny patch of hair above Noah's dick and as his hand moved up, the thumb took a moment to rub the dinky little bellybutton.
"Aren't you embarrassed?" Mateo asked.
"About what?" Noah asked.
"Most boys have more hair than you," Matty answered.
He felt foolish for saying it knowing Noah was a few months younger than him; Noah wouldn't be sixteen until Halloween. But still, Noah's pubes seemed underdeveloped.
"I like being smooth. Gay guys shave to look as smooth as me," Noah rationalised.
"I guess," Mateo agreed.
Matty's hand had slid up Noah's chest and his fingers rubbed his nipple before sliding towards the neat armpit. His skin was so soft and Matty could feel the difference between the natural baldness of Noah's armpit - save for a little tuft - and skin that had been shaved.
Mateo looked down and despite the gentle caresses, Noah's dick was no bigger. Was that as hard as he got, wondered Mateo.
"You don't have any curtains," Matty commented.
"So?" Noah replied.
"What if someone looked in?" Matty countered.
He knew that from the end of the garden or from the driveway, the chances of Noah being seen were slim to none, but the thought chased Mateo.
"I'm a nudist. I try not to be ashamed of my body," Noah replied.
Matty looked unconvinced so Noah strode over to the window and stood directly in front of it. Matty could not believe that Noah was basically flashing the whole street. Noah's eyes searched the street, the gardens within view, the windows of his neighbours... that he could tell no-one was looking at him.
Noah wandered back to Matty; "Do you want to go into the back garden and fool around?"
"I don't think so," Matty replied.
It was strange that a few weeks ago they didn't even know the other was gay/ bisexual and now Noah was bare naked and saying he liked to flaunt it. Noah did look good naked but it would take some getting used to.
"Do you still want to..." Noah started to ask.
"Fool around? Yes," Matty interrupted.
"Let's go to my room," Noah replied and looked over his shoulder as he led the way; "I know not everyone is comfortable getting naked in the living room."
Matty's eyes followed Noah's ass all the way upstairs and once in his room, Noah closed the door. Before Noah could make a plan, Mateo had dropped to his knees and put his hands Noah's hips. Four inches of dick were drooping down and only now that he was closer to it did Matty realise pre-cum was already leaking out the slit. Matty put out his tongue and licked the soft shaft; it was firm but pliable and given that Matty had never licked a dick before, very nice to be close to.
Matty licked it again and watched it expand but it was still drooping so he ducked his head and then lifted his lips to the organ and took the whole thing in his mouth.
Noah felt intense pleasure as his half soft dick was suckled. Mateo felt the organ swell in his mouth, growing longer, thicker and firmer while his tongue and lips worked on it. Mateo looked up Noah's body and saw him gazing down with wonder and satisfaction. As it grew rigid, Noah's cock lifted and Mateo rose with it until the erection was almost horizontal and Mateo's face was looking at Noah's tummy.
Mateo withdrew the penis from his mouth and took some deep breaths. Everything he knew about sucking cock was from erotica and porn. Erotica never mentioned how the penis filling your mouth made it harder to breathe so you had to breathe through your mouth. It didn't tell you that your lips and tongue got tired and that the mixture of saliva and precum would be slimy.
Erotica doesn't glamorise the cramps in your legs from kneeling so long - or the sore knees for that matter. For all that, Mateo was enjoying himself. He noticed that now that Noah's cock was fully hard, it leaked a lot of precum. Slivery ropes of it were dribbling on Matty's thigh.
"I've never had a dick in my mouth before," Matty admitted.
"Did you like it?" Noah asked.
"Better than I imagined," Matty responded.
"Do you want to suck it some more?" Noah asked.
Matty grinned and leaned in to kiss the head of Noah's cock again, sucking as he did so until the head of the penis was pulled into his mouth. The taste was like sweet popcorn or salted caramel. Matty grabbed Noah's buttocks as he worked his face into Noah's groin and Noah put his hands on Matty's head.
Matty's hands gripped the little globes of Noah's ass and then slid down to cup them where they met the thighs. Matty gagged a little, taking it as a cue to slow down and try a little less of the (nearly) six-inch prick. Gluey precum coated Matty's tongue and in his excitement, his mouth became like a hoover sucking Noah to the brink.
"Fuck, stop a sec," said Noah.
Mateo pulled back and looked up, worried that he'd done something wrong - instead he saw intense pleasure and Noah wiping sweat from his chest.
"Are you ok?" Matty asked, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
"I just need a minute," Noah replied. With a chuckle, he added; "I don't want to pop too soon."
"Ok. Do... do you want to talk?" Mateo asked; "Tell me more about your nudist thing."
"My nudist thing..." Noah repeated; it sounded funny when put like that.
"You know what I mean. How do you strut around the house with your dick out when your dad and brother are at home?" Matty asked; "They're your family. They see you... like... naked?"
Noah sat on his bed and gave his dick a few strokes.
"I'll tell you more if you strip too. I'll even put music on," Noah answered jokingly; "I want to see more of you, Matty."
"I don't want to do a strip tease," Mateo replied; "But I will take my clothes off."
"I want to see you naked," Noah said reassuringly.
Mateo started with his socks and then pulled the long-sleeved t-shirt off. Mateo's skin was Mediterranean - an all over tan that lasted all year - and his black hair offered moderate explosions under his arms. Compared to Noah, anyone would have more pit hair. There was only a tuft of hair in the centre of Matty's chest.
"Dan was the one who encouraged me. He caught me in my underwear at home and over the weeks and months, I gradually started going around the house totally naked. When we were in France during the summer, he encouraged me to get naked on the beach," Noah said - missing a few details.
Noah watched while Mateo opened his dark blue jeans, pushed them down his sallow legs and hopped from foot to foot as he pulled them off. Matty was now only wearing a pair of tenting boxers. His legs had fuzzy black hair from the knees down to the ankles.
"In France, I woke up hard a few mornings and that was embarrassing. Twice I'd had wet dreams and my dad and big brother saw me naked and... sticky," Noah related half the truth again.
"Your dad and brother saw you nude and covered in your own spunk?" Matty asked delightedly.
Noah nodded and Matty thought the image would never leave his mind; Noah was cute, his big brother Daniel was hot and his dad was sexy. Add to that wet dreams and a happy wanking image was pre-made.
When Matty pushed his boxers down, Noah saw another explosion of black hair above Mateo's dick; his balls were bigger than Noah's and shrouded in a mist of black pubes. Matty's dick was also hard and it looked bigger than Noah's, though Noah thought his had grown a little lately.
"Tell me more, Noah," Matty encouraged as the boys comfortably gazed at each other's nakedness.
"Back home, I liked getting up early and running through the woods with nothing but my trainers on. The woods are a bit too damp and cold now. I'm used to Dan seeing me naked in the house so it's not a big deal... oh, his friend Jamie has seen me too," Noah admitted.
Noah had no intention of mentioning that he'd recently fooled around with the twenty-on-year-old.
"Your brothers sexy best friend saw your dick and you weren't totally humiliated? " Matty asked.
"Nope. The boy who cleans my window kinda caught me naked too," Noah added with a laugh.
Noah had been watching Matty play with his dick with a few casual strokes. The room grew quiet as Matty watched Noah casually playing with his dick and they both locked eyes with the other at the same moment. Both blushing as if caught; which in a way they were.
Matty walked towards Noah and when he was close enough Noah reached out and grabbed his friend's cock, tugging it back and forth. It had a nice weight, big enough to wrap his fist around in a satisfying grip and long enough that he could jerk it back and forth. Noah's dick was sloppy with precum.
"My dick doesn't leak as much as yours," Mateo noted; "Does yours always do that?"
"Yea... I think I'm the weirdo though," Noah laughed self-effacingly.
"I like it," Matty said; "So messy, it's awesome."
"Not so awesome when you get a boner at school and you stain your trousers," Noah replied.
Matty laughed, sending ripples though his body that Noah could feel in his grip of Matt's cock.
"Does that happen often?" Mateo asked.
"No," Noah half lied.
The truth was he did stain his underwear a few times a week but his precum didn't leak all the way though to his black school trousers. Noah actually thought the ide was quite exciting and found himself hoping he'd get more boners at school – even if his leaky cock humiliated him. Noah's dick gave an excited jump at the thought.
Noah put his hands-on Mateo's hips and leaned over to lick Matty's cock; then he kissed the head and slurped on the entire shaft.
"Fuck," muttered Matty.
"Do you like that?" Noah asked.
"Do you have much experience sucking dick?" Matty asked with interest.
"A few," Noah replied modestly; "Well, two..."
Noah and Mateo laughed.
"Do you?" Noah pressed on before Matty could ask who.
Noah didn't want to tell Mateo about Philippe or Toby.
"Have experience?" Mateo asked; "Some boobs... but no dicks."
Mateo looked a little bit embarrassed by his inexperience but there was no shame in it – he was only sixteen. Noah repaid Mateo's honesty by dropping to his knees and taking Matty's whole dick into his mouth. Noah's hand also lifted to fondle Mateo's balls while his mouth continued to work its magic.
Mateo pushed his hips forward but Noah didn't gag. Noah enjoyed the imposition on the back of this throat. Mateo put his hands on Noah's head and moaned with pleasure as his cock was sucked.
"Sixty-nine," said Mateo breathlessly.
Noah stopped the blow job to ask; "What?"
"Let's sixty-nine... so I can suck you while you suck me," Mateo proposed.
Mateo stepped back and sat on the floor so Noah joined him and then they got into a position; laying down so each face had a penis pointed at it. Matty's hands guided Noah's dick back into his mouth and Noah put his hand on Matty's hip to keep him steady as his mouth also opened.
It wasn't a competition between the fifteen- and sixteen-year olds; both seemed mutually satisfied to lick, kiss and suck on the other. Noah had the more refined technique of the two but he had more practice. For a first effort, Mateo was making a beautiful effort.
Each boy developed their own techniques that inched the other closer to orgasm. Noah felt Matty flick his tongue rapidly over the exposed head of his cock, which continued to leak copiously. The precum made Mateo's efforts noisier than Noah's oral pleasuring.
Noah enjoyed the taste of Mateo's cock which was at least six inches, perhaps just over. Noah's obsession with nudity meant he paid rather a lot of attention to his physical appearance; lately, Noah found himself thinking his penis looked bigger. He hadn't measured it but maybe he wouldn't need to round up to call it six inches anymore.
Noah's hands found a buttock to stroke and his fingers inched around to slide between Mateo's cheeks. He didn't dare finger Matty - not on their first time together and not without talking about it first - but the feel of Matty's bum was magnificent. The globes of boy bum were soft and warm and a tiny bit clammy in the crack. Noah's ass was getting hot and moist too.
"Noah," Matty said with his mouth free of cock; "I'm going to cum."
The warning was appreciated but unnecessary. Noah continued to suck and use his tongue to excite his friends dick and a moment later he felt hot cum burst from Matty's dick. Noah slurped and swallowed the seed greedily while Mateo's convulsions caused him to push deeper so cum shot down Noah's throat. Matty jerked his groin back and forth in the throes of his orgasms – fucking Noah's face - and momentarily forgot he was still pleasuring Noah.
Mateo's attention to this detail was restored when Noah started humping Matty's face. Matty felt Noah's solid penis slide between his lips – in and out, deeper and then shallow. Loving the feeling of hot flesh in his mouth, Matty's hands reached for Noah's balls and felt the smooth sac.
Noah finished eating Matty's deposit just in time to spit the slimy cock from his mouth.
"I'm about to cum," Noah warned Matty; "You don't need to swallow if you don't wat to."
Noah didn't want to repeat the mistakes of Toby – taking a step that was too big for his friend. However, Matty was a totally different friend who was entirely undisturbed by exploring his sexuality.
Noah's balls soon emptied and Matty experimentally tasted the jizz, drinking down the spunk. Matty was happy enough taste the mixture fulling his mouth; the cum was thick and creamy but it coated his tongue, liquid in some respects and slimy in others. Matty swallowed before he could think about it and then rolled onto his back.
Noah rolled onto his back too and both lay in contented silence.
Both boys could feel their dicks, wet and slippery against their abdomens. The penises were shrinking but they were content to lie top-to-tail next to each other for a moment. Finally, Noah sat up and propped himself up on his elbows.
"That was great, Matty," Noah said.
"I don't have anything to compare it to but yea, I thought it was pretty good," Mateo agreed.
"You don't regret it? You're not going to freak out later?" Noah asked.
"Nah," Matty said offhandedly.
Noah was well aware that Mateo came from a Roman Catholic family - though Mateo insisted he was not a follower. He didn't even consider himself lapsed - he just didn't believe in hokum. "Hokum," that was Mateo's word for it.
"I'm glad we did it but if you ever want to talk about it... or do it again," Noah giggled; "Talk to me, ok?"
"Sure thing," Mateo agreed.
Mateo reached for his underwear and pulled them on.
"I'm not as comfortable as you are sitting around bare arsed," Matty said.
"That's ok," Noah said with a shrug; "Why don't I put on some music or something?"
"How romantic," Matty said dreamily.
Noah knew sarcasm when he heard it – irreverence was a part of Matty's charm. Noah remained naked as he went to his computer. It was sleeping but he woke it up to put some music on. He had a Message-Me from BurlingtonBoi which he'd read later. Noah minimised Sextr which he'd been browsing after school and chose Muse for background music.
"Are you on Sextr too?" Mateo asked.
"Yes, I love it. So many sexy boys our age getting shirtless or almost naked," Noah said; "I love looking at amateur lads showing their cocks."
Matty laughed and scratched himself casually – he still looked sexy in his boxers and his cock wasn't soft yet so it bulged inside his underwear.
"I like those videos and pictures too," Mateo commented; "But guys our age can't put nudes on Sextr. It would get taken down in twenty minutes."
"I was kind of stupid enough to do a live show naked," Noah admitted.
"What?" Matty replied but suddenly he seemed animated and even a little turned on.
"I know it's crazy..." Noah confessed.
"It's amazing. I'd have loved to see it," Matty confessed.
He didn't even blush as he admitted he wised to watch his friend jerk off – however, they had just sucked each other off. Perhaps it was self-evident that there was an attraction.
"Aren't you worried that gross old gays saved your video before it got taken down?" Matty asked.
"Maybe they're not gross or old," Noah pointed out; "The idea of strangers watching me naked was awesome. I stripped and then jerked off and it was an amazing orgasm."
"Your mad, Noah," Mateo said but he was clearly impressed – or just turned on.
Matty's mind was reeling from the revelation that Noah had made a sex tape. It was hard to take in that just ten minutes ago he was sucking his first cock and now he was thinking about watching Noah masturbate.
"The video got taken down and I know some people will have copied the video but..." Noah blushed sheepishly, he figured Matty wouldn't understand.
Matty put a reassuring hand on Noah's shoulder which only reminded the younger boys that while Matty had put his boxers on, Noah hadn't even thought of putting his clothes back on.
"I've never taken nudes but... I'm tempted. Just too scared," Mateo admitted.
"It turns me on to think that video of me will be online forever. That boys my age or even men my brothers age will be watching a fifteen-year-old jerking off and getting totally turned on by it," Noah confessed.
Mateo looked thoughtful for a moment.
"It turns me on to think that video is out there too," Mateo confessed. "If you liked being watched, you should check out Event-Me's."
"I can't until I'm sixteen. I love hearing about the things boys get up to. Tell me more?" Noah asked.
"I'll show you," Mateo replied.
While Mateo retrieved his phone from his jeans and accessed the Sextr app, Noah reflected that the change in their relationship was... strange. They went from friends to friends who see each other naked and suck each other and back again in the space of an hour.
Mateo had a few Add-Me requests and a Group-Me notification. Mateo ignored them and navigated to Event-Me where events within a given distance from you were listed.
"Some of them are just things like boys who like swimming trunks and meet every week," Mateo explained; "There's a monthly event for artists that look for nude models. There's a bunch of medical events..."
"Medical events?" Noah asked.
"Yea. Like groups who play strip hide and seek. Or pervy guys who want to get physicals and then get boners. I think the Event-Me co-ordinator in the area recruits doctors or nurses to play along," Mateo said; "Like a role-playing thing."
"Sounds interesting," Noah agreed.
"You'll love EMARP," Matty added.
Noah thought Matty sounded like he'd just burped but asked what EMARP was.
"Explicit Mass Attendance Role Playing," Mateo replied; "It's literally events that people pay to attend to watch explicit stuff happen. Like a medical exam involving milking or they create a classroom where someone is stripped and spanked."
"That sounds awesome," Noah said out loud.
Noah was already wondering when he could go to one.
"Some people pay to watch like... like a voyeurs fee? I guess some people want to participate more actively," Mateo said with a grin.
Mateo knew that he had piqued Noah's interest and if the revelation that Noah liked nudism had been unexpected then the notion that Noah wanted to participate in an event like that was even better.
"You should check out EMARP once your sixteen, Noah. I'm sure they could think of something for you," Matty tittered.
Noah yawned and as excited as he was by the possibilities, he was tired now.
"Let's go to bed," Noah said.
"Bed?" Mateo asked.
"I'm tired, Mateo. Maybe in the morning we can take care of each other's morning wood?" Noah suggested.
Mateo grinned and swallowed at the idea - he could taste Noah's cum again when he gulped the remnants of Noah's seed.
"I'm glad we did this," Mateo admitted.
"Me too," Noah agreed.
"Ok, let's sleep," Mateo agreed; "Can I share your bed?"
"Call me by my name, Mateo," Noah replied as he led his friend to bed.
The continuity reference felt like a long time ago.
"Goodnight, Noah."
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