I never thought I'd be interested in other men. I was married, but when I traveled, I had visited a number of adult video stores and masterbated watching straight videos mostly involving girls sucking off guy. Occasionally, I went into a booth with a hole in the wall, but I quickly left when I saw anyone in the next booth. Then, one day when I was 45 and in North Carolina, I went into a booth and I was curious and bent over to look and there was a man in the next booth with a beautiful large cock. When I drew back, the cock came through the hole. I could not take my eyes off that cock. It was much larger than my 4-1/2 inches. I felt I had to touch it and look at it. I crouched down and ran my hand lightly over the cockhead. I couldn't believe I was touching another man's cock. After I stroke the cock a few times, I got nervous and rushed out of the booth. I drove back to my hotel room. When I got there, I was so excited, I immediately started masterbating. Then I felt possessed with the idea of finding that cock and tasting it. I returned to the adult store and entered every booth. I looked at every cock, but I could not find the one I wanted. After that, I started visiting adult stores more often and sucking cocks, but I never let them cum in my mouth. Unusally, after sucking for a while, I woulf rush out and back to my room to masterbate at the memory of what I had done.
It was not until much later that I started going to guys to get massaged and having them jerk me off. The most exciting time was when I visited a guy in Seattle. He was a it older than I. When I entered his apartment, he asked to me strip which I did. When I came back into his bedroom, he as naked as well and he came over and hugged me. When he did I could feel his cck getting hard against mine. I began to get excited at the though of that cock. He had me lie on a bed on the floor. He positioned himself at my head and when he reached out to massage my back I could feel his hard cock brush against my head and hair. I became more excited when he quickly reached further down to massge my ass separating my ass cheeks. My own cock started getting hard as he massaged my ass. He began to spread oil in the crack between my ass cheeks and I started to involuntarily raise my ass to meet his hands as then separated my ass cheeks.
He then moved down between my legs separating my legs so my ass was fully exposed. That made me even more excited. Then he pushed my thighs wider apart and reached under my pelvis and started oiling my cock and balls. He alternated between playing with my asshole and stroking my cock. He kept bringing me to the edge of exstacy and back. Finally he turned me over and worked on fingering my ass and stroking my cock until I scooted down and pulled my legs up offering him my ass. I didn't care I was so excited. I wanted his hard and bare cock in my ass.
He had not said anything until that moment. He said "What do you want" I moaned and said "I want your cock" "How much do you want it" he replied. I just moaned. I wanted him to fuck me, but I couldn/t say it. He said, "I think you are desperate for this cock aren't you. When I saw your little cock and how you looked at my cock, I knew I had a pussy. You are going to have to beg for this cock." His talk was getting me even more excited. He was looming over me as he talked He then moved up until his cock was hanging right over my lips. "Now you ae going suck this monster, you cocksucker." I couldn't stop myself from reaching up with my lips and tongue to lick his cock. He drew his cock back so it was just outside my reach. "Now oval your mouth like the pussy you are." I bent upward as far as I could. I had to tasted his cock again. I sucked his cock head until I got my lips around the whole cock head. "Oh my, you are a hungry cocksucker aren't you.". With that he let me suck a little more into my mouth. The taste was making me excited. He reached over and picked something off a table. When I looked up over his cock, I saw that he had a digital camera. I tried to back off his cock, but I couldn't. He had me impaled on his cock. "I like to have pictures of my best cocksuckers. In case I want to have you do this again. Or may by I will post it on my site." I was horrified. I did not want to have anyone see me in this position. But I couldn't repond because he now started fucking my mouth in earnest. I tried to move but he had me pined between his legs. Then I started tasting his precum. I wanted to escape, but I the taste of the precum was intoxicating. I was gagging on his cock trying to handle it. All of a sudden his cock stiffened in my mouth and throbbed as hot splashes of cum hit the back of my throat. I couldn't help myself. I felt ashamed, but I sucked greedily on his cock. When he withdrew his cock, I realized he took another picture.
I was stunned, but I had cum at the same time his cock had exploded in my mouth. I just wanted to get out. I dressed quickly. When I went to leave he said. "I want you back tomorrow so I can fuck your pussy. I know you will like that. Remember to visit my web site to see how well you can suck a cock"