This is Part II of "Abduction of the Mind." If you have not read Part I, I recommend it. You will be a little lost if you don't read them in order. to those who commented to me that they wanted me to keep going--sorry for the delay.
Chapter 11 The days passed, one after the other. Each day John would return to see Paula. each day, she would administer the hormone shot.
John did not know why he was returning everyday, so sheepishly. He knew deep down, what he was doing was wrong. But he could not help it. He just had to go to see Paula. He had to get his shot. And, within a couple of weeks, it became automatic. He would just do it--no incentive from Paula needed, not like before when she would have to coax him.
For Paula, the administration of hormones was pleasurable, but not to the point where she showed it. She was happy to have her new 16 year old victim, but the fun had not begun in ernest. Not yet. Not until John really began to show the affects.
For John, the routine had become less scary. In his mind, he felt as if the hormones were not really doing anything to him. He really didn't look different, or feel different. Not for the first month. He would go about his normal routine at school, at home. No problems.
Sam agonized more and more as time passed. He still hung out with John. But as he watched from a distance, he saw how John just took his "medicine." No questions asked. Sam was amazed at how easily and quickly his friend had grown accustomed to the hormones, and the idea of what was going to happen to him. Sometimes John and Sam would come home to Sam's together from school. A few times, John would go right to Paula's room to change and become Julia without any hesitation. He would come out, in his mothers bra and panties, just like that first time, and they would go about the afternoon normally. In truth, Sam was twisted up inside. Their were times he still wished he was in his mothers bras and panties too. Other times, he was almost repulsed by the idea of it. He was admittedly having some trouble with the whole idea of the feminization of his friend by his own mother.
Chapter 12 After 6 weeks, John was so accustomed to his new after-school routine as Julia that he freely and regularly wore his sister panties to school almost every day. The fact that she had been wearing them the day before was of no consequence. In fact, in John's mind, it made the whole thing even better. He was getting ready for school, and gathering his books for the day when a knock came on his bedroom door.
"You look different," said the familiar voice of John's sister Mandy.
John was unsure of what she meant as he turned around. Mandy noticed his puzzled look. "I mean you look different in a way... I can't put my finger on it John. You seem....I don't know...softer? I'm not sure that's right..."
John thought she may know something, but what could she possibly know? She doesn't associate with Sam's mom Paula or Sam. Could she know John was wearing her panties to school? If so, how? "Softer?" he answered with a surprised voice. "I have no clue what you are talking about Mandy. Maybe you need to get better contact lenses or something."
"Yeah right, jerk off," she replied. "What the fuck is your deal? I am just trying to talk here....like, really calm down. Forget I said anything."
Mandy was a pleasant enough young woman. She was 3 years older then John. At 19 years old, she was attending college classes part time and working at Ann Taylor for some folding cash. She was 5 foot, 4 inches in height, and average weight. John thought probably 120lbs. She was cute. Took good care to stay fit, and eat right. And, with the discounts at Ann Taylor, had a very simple, yet classy style of clothing. She looked, good considering she's my sister, John thought. He followed that thought up with the notion that he has worn her clothing. He was wearing her panties right at this moment and she didn't even know it.
"Forget it Mandy," John said. "Sorry if I snapped. My bad."
With that, Mandy just shook her head and left. John was unsure if his sister had noticed anything--perhaps panty lines or something through his jeans. He went to the bathroom to see if anything was visible. To his relief, it all looked okay. The rest of the day went without any incident at school. It was the normal hormones from Paula and afternoon at the Conklin's. John came home, had a light bite, and up to finish his homework.
The next morning, John went to the wash room as he always did. Went to the bathroom, and stripped down to enter the warmth of the shower he had started. The warmth of the water felt really good. John allowed the heat to warm him to the core. He began to wash his body with the bar of soap. He shared the bathroom with his sister, and she had her shampoos, conditioners and her razor in the bath. As he glanced over at some of these items, his thoughts began to consider what he was doing--what Paula was doing to him with the hormone shots. `You look different...softer...' rang in his head. Mandy's words cut into his mind and broke his staring at her razor. he rinsed his body, and looked down at his legs. There was some hair he noticed, but not too much. John didn't think he was softer. Then again, he was not sure, but as he washed his body this morning, he thought maybe, just maybe, his skin seemed a little softer. He just wasn't sure. Could the hormones be having an affect after all? It couldn't be. Its been more than a month, John thought, and I don't feel any different. He finished his shower quickly now.
John went to the mirror after drying himself off. he took a long hard look in the mirror at every inch of his body. He concluded that he looked the same....maybe.... "Ahhhh, I can't tell that anything is different," he retorted outloud. He put on the panties his sister had worn the day before as he had been doing for over a month now, then his regular boy clothing. Prepared his books, and went off to school.
Chapter 13 "Just another day, right John?' Sam said to his friend as they met up at John's locker.
"Yeah, I guess so," John said quietly.
Sam sense something was on his friends mind. "What's wrong?"
`Hang on Sam," John said. "I'll tell ya when we get to your place."
Sam now knew it had something to do with Julia. It was the way John was talking and his body language. Sam wondered if John finally was seeing results of the daily hormones. He remembered his mother telling him that it would be months before anything was visible, but maybe John's willingness to be a girl was helping to speed the process along. At the same time he was curious if John was having second thoughts. Regardless of the issue, his mother gave instructions to report any incident pertaining to Julia's development. Sam was excited about what it could be; either way.
They left the building and began the walk to Sam's apartment. Mostly a quiet walk with limited conversation except for the discussion on a few homework issues. They entered the apartment, closed the door behind them, and sat at the kitchen table.
"So what's wrong?"
"It's nothing," said John. "It was something Mandy said to me the other day."
Sam's curiosity began to peak. "What did she say to you?"
John was a little nervous now. Maybe he shouldn't say anything to Sam. It was probably nothing after all. Maybe he should wait until Paula came home to administer the hormones. Paula might understand the issues better than Sam. "Sam I just don't know if you'll get it. I mean, it's sort of a girl thing I think. Maybe I should just discuss it with your mom." "Are you fucking kidding me Julia?" Sam said.
Hearing his female name in that way jolted John. Suddenly he felt like he could talk to his friend, remembering that first time they were both wearing sam's mothers bra and panties. "Mandy said that I looked softer....and different. I have no idea why she said it. I do not know what, if anything she saw or knows."
Sam was really interested now. What could Mandy have seen, he thought. Sam suddenly realized that Julia was dressed as John while in the apartment. He realized that went against his moms instructions for Julia. "First of all, I think you should be dressed appropriately if you are staying here. Then we can discuss it if you'd like Julia."
"Alright Sam," John said. "I know I am supposed to be Julia now. But can you give me your thoughts as I change into your mothers bra and panties?"
"Fine," replied Sam. They both moved into Paula's room, where John began to remove his boy clothing. As he slid his jeans off, Sam saw that he was already wearing panties. He had no idea that he was wearing girls panties other than his mothers, especially to school. "What are you wearing?"
John looked down to see Mandy's panties around his waist. he had not realized that he was wearing girls underwear, and that Sam didn't know he was now in Mandy's panties daily. After all, he had never changed into Julia in front of Sam. Sam had only seen Julia in his mothers underwear after he had already changed. John turned a little flush. "They're.....well....they're Mandy's. I wear them to school..."
"Are you shitting me?" replied Sam. "How long have you been wearing her panties...and to school?"
John, felt strange suddenly. Maybe it was wrong to say anything to Sam. "Well, I just figured it was the right thing to do Sam," John continued. "I thought since I liked wearing panties so much, and I was coming hear everyday for like a month, and wearing your moms bra's and all..."
"So Mandy knows you're a girl now?"
"Absolutely not Sam. I usually...." John realized he said too much.
"You usually what....Julia?"
John felt like he was caught. He felt as if he was being judged. He was a little surprised considering what they had done with Paula's clothes, and subsequently what John has been doing with Paula. he knew it would be best to come clean now. He figured that Sam would tell his mother anyway. "Sam...with all that has happened....I have been wearing Mandy's panties for about a month now. Everyday. She doesn't know. I thought she might have after she said what she said to me," John was barely taking a breath as he came clean. "I usually take the panties from her laundry pile. They are usually the panties she wears the day before."
Sam was excited by what he was hearing. After a moment, he realized he was looking right at Julia's panties. he looked back up at Julia. "Well, all I know is that here you should be wearing my moms, bra and panties. You should take those off. But, I want you to tell my mom what you just told me."
John didn't hesitate anymore. He removed Mandy's panties immediate as Sam finished making the request. Sam was even more excited at seeing his friend react so quickly and decisively at his request. He even felt a stir in his own penis. He felt it began to stir and had a sudden desire to take Mandy's panties and put them on his own body. His thoughts ran away as Julia completed her change.
"Satisfied?"
Julia's remark snapped Sam back to reality. "Huh?... Oh, yeah, that's fine Jules. No problem."
"Well, what do you think about what Mandy said to me Sam?"
Sam considered it. He was really looking at Julia now. he was trying to see if she looked any different from when she, was John. "I am not sure Jules. Maybe. I wouldn't worry about it. Its all good.
Julia felt a little better. He knew Sam would be honest if something was a miss.
Chapter 14 When Paula arrived home, she found Sam and Julia in Sam's room. Julia, as usual was in her bra and panties. Sam, still wearing what he was wearing when he left the house in the morning. "Julia wants to tell you something," Sam said as he looked up to see his mother.
Julia went on to explain Mandy's remarks as well as the fact that he has been wearing his sisters panties everyday.
Paula was pleased as Julia was so willing to express herself. She knew that after 6 weeks of hormones, Julia was completely hooked--even if she didn't know it. She told Julia to go into her bedroom and wait for her, but to give her his sisters panties. Julia immediately followed Paula's instructions, and left the room. "Sam," Paula looked to her son. "I am very pleased with this news. Julia is coming along very strongly, particularly with her mental development."
"Yeah mom, and she just stripped down right in front of me and showed me Mandy's panties. It was so awesome."
"Well, I don't think she looks much different," explained Paula. "The skin might be starting to soften. I will talk to Dr. Rice tomorrow and see what she says."
Sam and Paula smiled at each other as they both realized that Julia was coming along so nicely. Paula turned and left the room. Before she entered her own room, she figured that Julia might be ready for the next step. She might be ready to start with more clothing rather then just her bra and panties. She would have to try to see if she could spend the night and see how far to push Julia.
Julia was seated at Paula's make-up table and looking at herself in the mirror, again trying to see if she looked any different. she turned to look at Paula as she entered the room. "Hello Paula. Hope you had a nice day."
"A wonderful day now that I have heard your news Julia," said Paula smiling at her transforming young girl. "I want you to spend the night hear Julia. So we can properly discuss your next steps." Paula sat on the bed, and slowly removed her heels.
Julia was smiling and pleased that Paula was not angry. "I will ask my folks. It should be okay."
"Good," said Paula. "I'm glad." She began to unbutton her blouse as Julia looked on, feeling a stir in her groin. "Go ahead, and call now Julia."
With permission granted from "John's" parents, he turned to tell Paula the good news. "Paula, I can stay the night," he said as he turned around.
"Good, Julia, I am really glad," she said as she went over to the familiar drawer that held Julia's next hormone shot. She opened the drawer and pulled out the hormones.
While it had been six weeks of shots, John felt the stir within him. He was so anxiously awaiting the shot, and he could not figure out why. The thoughts of his sister words filled his mind as Paula administered the shot.
Later that night, as John lay asleep, Paula left the apartment. She had a meeting with her friend, Dr. Rice.
Chapter 15 They met at a local coffee shop, just 2 blocks away.
"He is starting to show the beginning signs Kathleen," explained Paula. Dr. Rice smiled a knowing grin. "His sister mentioned something to him, about looking `softer.' I haven't said anything to Julia yet, but I think she does too. I know after 6 weeks the girl juice is beginning to work."
"Yes Paula. It certainly should be," explained Dr. Rice. "We should up the dosage slightly and add some androgen blockers to the cocktail. I have prepared a new batch for you to start using immediately. It has the blockers, a slightly higher dose of progesterone and estrogen as well as higher amounts of nicotine to help her addiction manifest further."
Paula knew this would be the make or break stage for Julia. It would not be long before her subject began to show signs of femininity and a point of no return. She was contemplating this as she took the new batch of hormones from her friend.
"Based on what you told me Paula," Dr. Rice said as she sipped her coffee, "John, or should I say Julia, is a very dynamic subject. She seems much more receptive to the hormones; much more willing to accept them and her fate then others I have worked with. You are very fortunate."
Paula realized her luck. "To think how difficult it could be with a subject resisting so blatantly. I would have had to keep her in the apartment for days and days to get her addicted. But not Julia. She will be perfect. I just know it."
With some small talk the women agreed that Julia will most likely be the best of their subjects. "When do you think I should bring her in for an exam doctor?" Paula asked with a nasty little wink and smile.
"I would say that we are still a number of month out my dear Paula. But, time will tell. If she does becoming a willing participant, then it could be sooner then usual."
With that, the women hugged, and went on their separate ways. As Paula walked the two blocks home, she was very pleased. In the morning, she would give Julia her new dosage of girl juice, and send her off to school with a new special feminine touch.
Chapter 16 Julia awoke and began to get ready for the day. This was the first time she had stayed overnight in a while. Sam was just waking up as well. After completing the morning routine an a shower, Julia realized she had not brought any clothes from the day before. He would have to wear the clothes from yesterday or rush home and change. He removed Paula's panties and bra which he had worn all evening, and replaced them with his sisters panties and his boy clothes from yesterday. He arrived at the table in the kitchen, greeting Paula hello. Sam followed close behind.
"Good morning, Julia," Paula said. "You're looking a bit butch today."
Julia felt a tinge of disappointment after that remark. "I am wearing my sisters panties Paula, and I have school to attend."
Paula, sipped some coffee, and then got up and took Julia by the hand. "Come with me my dear, I have some things to give you before you rush off for the day.
They entered Paula's room, and Julia sat on the bed. Paula continued to her dresser, and reached for a box. It was not large, but she brought it over to Julia. "Open it sweety."
Julia had no idea what was inside, but she did as she was asked, and the box opened and Julia could only gasp slightly. She was in awe of the two breast forms looking back at her. she knew they were for her, and what they meant. Paula sensed her victims anxiety, fear and excitement--all at once--about the notion of having feminine curves.
"I hope you like them Julia," commented Paula. "They are exactly my size. 34C. I hope that is alright with you."
Julia looked up at Paula. "Am I supposed to wear these...now?"
"No silly," laughed Paula. "But I expect you to have them on when ever you're here. You need to get used to the feel of them, and the weight of them as well."
Julia replied in the affirmative very plainly. She did not know why she was so willing to comply with Mrs. Conklin, but she was doing it now without hesitation. With that, she got up from the bed, and handed the box, with the forms back to Paula for safe keeping at the apartment.
"Oh Miss Julia...," cooed Paula. "I have one more thing to give you. Would you be so kind as to present yourself for today's injection of hormones?" It was more of a demand then a question and Julia knew it. She did not know it was the new higher-dosed cocktail of hormones and androgen blockers mixed with addictive nicotine. She took the injection gladly as usual, and left for school. Paula, allowed her joy to quietly consume her as she went about her day.
Chapter 16 The next month continued according to plan. john would go to the apartment of his friend and dress up in bra and panties each day, now using the breast forms, and taking the higher dosed hormone shots. John was still spending time at home as well. And, no one seemed to say much to him about the time he was spending with his friend Sam. Of course they did not know he was taking female hormones, although his sister Mandy had noticed something different.
After two months on hormones, John was beginning to feel something. He noticed smoother skin for sure. And, about a week ago, he absolutely felt like his nipples were a bit sore, and a darker shade of maroon and brown. He realized the hormones were now having their desired affect. he began to worry about how long it would be before it would be hard to hide what was happening to him. He wondered if he should stop, but he understood that he couldn't and did not want to. Curiosity was beginning to take over he thought. `I would what I will look like..' he thought to himself as he watched so television while sitting in his room.
Mandy came into the room, wearing a white tee shirt and tight shorts. John looked over at her and said hello.
"Hey John," she said as she sat down. Mandy was feeling a little strange. She knew something was different about her brother. He just looked a little different. His skin looked softer and smoother, he seemed more distant then ever before. "What are you up to?"
"Nothing much."
Mandy felt like she needed to say something to her younger brother. Maybe this was a good time. it was just the two of them home. If an argument insued, their parents would not be around to know. "Remember about a month ago I said you looked different?"
This caught John's attention away from the TV. "Not really," he lied.
"Well I did," She hesitated a bit. "And, I think you look even more different now."
"What are you talking about?" John tried to hide from the reality of what his sister was saying. He was wearing his sisters panties and knew if she found that out, he would be exposed.
"Your skin...," she reached out as she began and brushed it against John's arm. "it is like as soft as mine...feel it!"
John could barely move. "Why can't you leave me alone?" John was hoping he could keep this from his 19 year old sister. As a younger brother, he did not know what else he could do but deny what was happening to him and keep it from her.
"No I won't leave you alone," she retorted. "Are you lotioning everyday or something? I am not blind. I know when something is not right."
John realized she was not going to let this go. he began to contemplate the ramifications of what Paula had been doing to him...or rather what he was allowing Paula to turn him into. Could Mandy handle the idea that I was going to become her sister, he thought to himself. He was starting to get dizzy with the idea, especially as the thought of it began to send a shiver up his back.
"John, do you hear me?"
John just turned his head and looked at his sister. She had an almost worried look on her face. She just got up off the bed, and began to walk away. John felt a little bad for her. he was upset in some ways that he could not tell her. he wondered again if she would understand.
Mandy left the room frustrated. She was hoping she would at least get some answers from her brother. In the end, she knew something was different. His skin was as smooth as hers, and he was softer for sure. Something was going on and she did not know what it was. That drove Mandy up the wall.
She wondered if she should say something to her parents. Maybe she should try to confront John again, at another time. She even wondered if her brother was taking some kind of narcotic. She dismissed that however, because she had never heard of an illicit drug making skin and general appearance softer. In a strange way, she felt like her brother looked somewhat more feminine then before. She just could not put her finger on the situation at all. then she realized that he was spending alot of time with his friend Sam. Almost every day he was at Sam's apartment. Maybe they were doing something together. She thought it might be a good idea if she spoke with Sam. Then she wondered if it might be better to kind of spy on her brother. That might offer the real truth. She allowed her thoughts to consume her the rest of the day trying to decide a course of action.
John in the meantime left for Sam and Paula's apartment. he was most concerned at the latest interaction with his sister. He reached the apartment in short order and sam let him in. He went right to Paula's room to change. Paula was in the room wearing jeans and a tee shirt.
"Even if she knows Julia, What's the big deal?" Paula replied to Julia's concerns, as he placed his breast forms into the bra cups.
"The big deal is that she will know what is happening to me, and that you and Sam are turning me into a girl."
There was what seemed to be hours of silence in Paula's room. Sam was leaning against the door jamb. Paula now seated at the makeup table. Julia could not believe how clearly, and cleanly she uttered the words, turning me into a girl.' It was so definite and clear. Paula was more pleased then ever that her latest transformee had come so far so fast. He is completely lost to her womanhood now' she thought to herself. Sam also realized how clearly John had been mentally transformed already. He was pleased for him mother.
Paula broke the silence. "Julia, it is alright." Paula now realized that she could be more open to Julia, confident that John was fully gone in just two months of training. Physically, it was just the beginning. Mentally, only Julia existed now. "What did you think was going to happen Julia? Your body is only just beginning to change. Softer skin is step one. Soon you will develop secondary characteristics that will be unmistakable. In fact, I am sure you are starting to feel those affects, aren't you?
Julia knew Paula was right. "I am not sure Paula. Except, it feels like my nipples are sore. It felt like that about a week ago."
Paula knew that was a tell tale sign. "Yes Julia, that is normal for a girl going through your experience. We all went through that at your age, although you are a late bloomer."
Julia was actually understanding it all, and to her surprise, accepting of it. "They are going to grow soon aren't they?" she asked.
Paula walked over to her project, draped a hand gently on her shoulder, smiled and said, "Yes Julia, they will. And, you won't be able to hide them from your sister, or anybody else."
Julia heart skipped a beat in fear, but at the same time, she began to feel a warmth and comfort creeping over her.
"Mom, I have an interesting idea," said Sam from the doorway. "What if we allow Julia to...well...kind of be `caught' by Mandy, like in the bathroom during a shower?"
The idea sent a bolt of electricity through Paula. The idea of Mandy finding out like that was a sudden turn-on. But it would most likely not bode well overall. But her son Sam was on to something. "Perhaps Mandy would not be ready for something like that Sam. But, maybe having Julia show that she wears her sister panties would be the right approach," Paula continued thinking aloud. "I will get Julia into a pair of hip-hugger jeans. That will show more than enough to Mandy that she will be getting a new sister." Paula's smile was unmistakable as she considered Mandy's reaction.
"What if she freaks out Paula," replied Julia in a concerned tone.
Paula contemplated this before responding. "I can handle your sister Jules. Leave it to me."
Julia was even more curious and nervous. "But how Paula? What makes you believe that Mandy will listen to you?"
Paula turned and smiled broadly at Julia. "I am sure it runs in the family Julia. I have turned you into a girl haven't I?
The words echoed into Julia and sent her almost into a trance. "Yes Paula. You have."
"How does that make you feel," continued a wide grinning Paula.
Julia contemplated her response. She knew if she told the truth, that John would be gone forever, but she felt so out of control and so wanting to tell the truth. Feeling a stir of her cock, she looked at Paula first, then at Sam, and the words were direct and clear at they escaped her lips. "I Love It! I love that you are turning me into a girl!"
Paula and Sam looked at each other and smiled. Paula moved to her makeup table pulling out the familiar leather case. She unzipped it, removed the syringe and bottle of hormones, filling the syringe. "Time for your shot Julia."
Julia moved over to Paula so she could inject her. Julia just looked over at Sam as the hormones entered her. Same had not seen Julia receiving the hormones before. It made him lick his lips slightly and he felt the familiar stir in his penis.
"That's a good girl Julia," smiled Paula.
More to come as soon as I can...