Finally, the movie started. I was just as excited as Brittany was. She just couldn't stop smiling. I felt so good that she came with us. We waited awhile at the counter and bought a few popcorn and sodas. As usual they jacked up the prices with food. People who owns the movie theater really do know how to profit from us teens. Tricky bastards.
"Wow this place is big." Brittany awed at the site of the movie screen.
The theater is real nice and big with comfy elevated seats to sit in. Its better this way because when your watching the movie people's big heads don't get in the way. Laura and Eddie where sitting next to each other, obviously and held each other's hand through out most of the movie. I, of course sat next to Eddie.
Once in a while his arm would brush through mine and it kind of distracted me. His arms were so soft and hot. I couldn't help, but pop a woodie; thank god it was dark in there. This was too much for me so I walked out of there before I creamed on myself. Looking back, Eddie was whispering to Laura's ear and she laughed. That made me sigh to myself and feel so depress, so 'alone.'
At the moment I thought about relieving my 6 inch woodie in the bathroom, but I was actually NOT in the mood. Wow that was a first. Instead I walked out of the theater and laid my back against one of the walls and I just stared at the parking lot. Its times like these that makes me just stare at nothing and wonder; is this going to be the rest of my LIFE?
I'm gonna be FUCKING NOTHING for the rest of my life! A LONELY fucking FAGGOT! Haha. I laughed and cried at the same time. Its just not fair- I thought to myself. IT JUST NOT FAIR .
I was struggling so much in my head. I just wanted escape; some kind help. I'm so alone everywhere; I would give anything for just having that special second of being with somebody. Nobody understands what that means to me. This feeling inside of me is so, incomplete. The tears couldn't stop flowing if I wanted to and it seemed to go along with the rain drops falling. It just one great storm, drop after- drop- after drop.
Nothing seemed to be making me feel any better till something happened. Eddie walked out the door and was looking for me.
"YO dude, everybody been looking for yah. Where have you been man?" Eddie asked.
Quickly I wiped away my tears, trying to hide the fact that I was ACTUALLY crying. But Eddie caught on and was genuinely worried. You can tell- I don't know how, but his eyes shows his emotions. He looked so beautiful to me I couldn't take it anymore. What I usual do is I shut everybody out, ESPECIALLY the cute ones.
So, I turned my back on him and began to walk out in the rain. My soaked cloths clung on to my slender body, but I didn't care. I just wanted out. Surprisingly though Eddie followed, I wasn't anticipating this so I began to run. Eddie though, wasn't giving up, in fact he caught me by the arm. Damn, him and his lean basketball body. He forcefully turned me around and held me by the arms.
"Jason! What's the hell is the matter with you? Why you've been acting so weird?" He asked. I couldn't help but still stare at him. Even in a moment like this I couldn't help it. From each stream of flashing car lights passing us by; it gave him this angelic glow around him.
I looked away from him trying to hide my emotions as best as I could. It was reaching to a boiling point and was ready to come out at any minute. But Eddie never gave up, but instead used his hands and adjusted my head to face him. "Tell me please?" Eddie asked
"Its YOU ok. You happy now." I yelled back.
I could tell that took him by surprise and that was enough to make my escape. Each step I took was a step further away from Eddie and it hurts. Flashes of him going back to Laura, kissing her, hugging and loving her went over my head. Eventually, my running got slower and after stopping, my knees just couldn't support my weight any more. I fell down on my knees and sobbed a little. This time there was no Eddie to comfort me.
In about a few minutes, I got myself together and walked home. Don't forget, it was still raining at the moment and I WALKED home. Getting home all wet got Mom real mad. But she also noticed I was crying. She held me tight in her arms and just held me their till I couldn't cry anymore. I was too exhausted after that and I was knocked out sleeping in bed.
Laura was really enjoying her date with Eddie. She liked the way he talked to her. The way he whispers sweet things in her ears. It gave her this tingly feeling inside. Every moment was magical. "Laura you look real pretty tonight." Eddie said in a low voice. He kissed her softly on the cheek.
Laura blushed and laid her head on to his shoulder. Sigh.this is such a great night, she thought to herself. "You know, Chris been out for awhile, where he go?" Eddie asked.
"I dunno, he probably went to the bathroom."
"But that was like a half an hour ago."
"That IS weird. But lets stay here till the movie is over. I'm sure he's fine."
"I think there is something wrong. I'll be back in a few minutes, k?" Eddie asked politely and gave Laura a quick kiss.
Sigh.OMG HE IS SO HOT.Laura said out loud melting in her seat. Josh and Brittany both looked at her and said SHHH. "You know, you been so kissy and touchy all night that you don't even know people around you are looking."
Laura looked around and saw faces looking at her. Josh and Brittany laughed hysterically and Laura was just plain embarrassed-red faced and all.
The alarm woke me up, but today I felt like crap. Man.I think I caught a cold. Stupid rain. My mom came and took my tempura and yup it's a fever. YES! NO school. Also it's a good thing too, I don't' want to see Eddie after that incident at the movies. I know exactly what's was going to happen. We are going to see each other and just stand there and have that scary silence. That would of sucked and I didn't want that. I don't want Eddie to think I'm weird or boring. So, instead I'm laying in bed watching all the morning shows, which are very boring. Like Jerry Springer, montel, maurry, and etc. I think its ALL bull crap, just like wrestling. Nothing really caught my attention. Eventually, I fell asleep and it was a good one too. But you know what, some one HAS to wake me up. The door was pounding loudly and rapidly.
" I'm coming I'm coming." I said a little annoyed. I opened the door and said "what" not looking exactly who I was talking to. You can't blame me, I was still half a sleep with out a shirt on. But when I looked up it was Eddie! Omg, why the hell is he here, don't he have school. Wait, where's mom? Uh oh.something is going to happen, I know it.
Well, you know the whole story about what happened with Eddie and Chris. But what is Eddie's side of the story. Sorry this one is too short, but its better this way. Eddie should have a big story so just wait.
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Its horrible picture though, I look high as shit.