I can't breath, can't think, can't Be straight if I want to. But what's causing all this trouble is this 'angel' here, standing there at my doorway, looking at me. His angelic features shows every time with that smile I see. That damn beautiful smile.
"Huh are you going to let me in?" He asked raising an eyebrow. How I would of kissed him right there. Without any fear.
"Sure. Come in. Why are you here anyway? Don't you have school?" I asked.
"Yup, but I kind of skipped, that's all."
"SKIPPED!" I said a little surprised.
"You never skipped school before?"
"No." I sound like such a dork.
"I heard you were sick. So I thought I visit you for a while."
"Thanks, that real sweet." OMG did I just say 'SWEET.' I smacked myself mentally, but Eddie just smiled.
"You want some thing to drink?"
"Sure, got some beer?" He asked
"Beer?" I asked again..
"Yeah beer. Let me guess you never had beer before."
"Yeah." I blushed after saying that. Being new to everything is so embarrassing, so I acted tough and brought out some beers. We drank and talked for awhile about what happened last night, but the beer really got to me after my first bottle. I felt kind of woozy, happy and gitty even. Soon after that I didn't remember anything at all, till I woke up. The bed was so comfy, warm, and for some reason I felt a foot. It wasn't my foot, it was EDDIE's!
I turned to see nothing, but a naked boy sleeping like a baby next to me. What the hell just happened here. He seemed so peaceful in his sleep, so beautiful. I heard him mumble my name, "Chris," softly. My heart melted with his love and I couldn't be any happier. Finally, to be in love and have someone return it to me. I kissed him softly on the lips before I quietly got up to take a shower. You could see a devilish grin plastered on to his face, but I just smiled to my self and went in the shower.
My head was still aching a little from the beer. Stupid hangover. I turned on the shower a little hotter than normal to relax my body. Sigh.this feels good. The bathroom door opened and I could hear my sexy boy anxious to join me in the shower. Eddie was basically tripping over his feet trying to get to me as fast as possible. He's so cute, you couldn't help but laugh at him. I felt a warm body behind me, warmer then the shower. Hot even. Eddie pulled me closer to him and wrapped his loving arms around my waist rocking us both as he sang a song softly in my ear. It was a song from Ataris and Eddie can sing real good too, that made him so sexy to me.
"I won't spend another night alone.Out of every boy that I meet.no other can compete.I dish them all for a night with you.I know you don't believe.you mean this much to me.but I promise you that you do." He sang to me as I closed my eyes.
Nothing can be better than this. I can spend my whole life with him right now. Nothing can ruin this moment. KNOCK KNOCK. "Chris hurry up we need to use the bathroom too. You're using up all the hot water." Mom said while banging the door.
"Ok mom. Be out in a second."
"Man. do we have too."
"Yeah sorry. I make it up to you. I said.
Eddie gave me this grin and I blushed. We dried off and went out the door naked. Mom and her girlfriend went in quickly. She has her own relationships too. As long as she doesn't bother mine and I don't bother her's, everything is going to be fine. Me and Eddie got dressed, but with a few little touches here and there. I couldn't get enough of him. Every touch from him gives me this Electric feeling that's makes me want more. He slapped my hand playfully for being so naughty.
"You haven't had enough of me, huh?" He asked me with a grin
"Nope."
"Haha well what are you going to do about it."
"This" I leaned in my body against his causing both of us to fall on my bed.
Eddie looked at me with his ocean blue eyes. I was lost in them, but that didn't stop me from kissing him. We started kissing passionately at first, but after a while our kissing got softer and softer. I didn't even notice that I was grinding him until I met Eddie's soft lips. They were so hot, I couldn't stop. Eddie moaned when I went faster. OH it felt so good grinding my member on his. Knowing that he wants me and I want him it felt so perfect. I could hear my name being said softly from Eddie, " Chris, oh ah ah." We both couldn't hold on any longer and I came first, squirting on my self for almost like a few minutes. Eddie came after me.
"Wow that was great." I said breathlessly.
"Yeah." Eddie sighed laying his head on my chest.
"Damn."
"What." Eddie asked.
"We have to take another shower now.
Eddie laughed, but I know he didn't mind. We fell asleep, but I could still hear my mom walking by, " aaawww aren't they cute together." My mom's girlfriend said.
"Yeah, just let them sleep for now." Mom said as she closed the door.
:::EDDIE:::
Hi, I'm Eddie and I bet you have been dieing to meet me. First, I know after reading this you are pretty sure that I'm gay. Sure, I am. But does that mean I like it? Hhhhmm that's a toughie. Lately, I had these feeling that I can't explain. People say its a phase, but I think that's just a bunch of bull crap. Its more of an excuse to not accept people for being gay.
They hide behind there perfect lives. Or more like acting it. I hate people like that, acting like they are perfect. Nobody is, so stop trying. Shit I am no where near perfect and I don't even try. Basically, I live life as it is given to me. If it's shit, I accept it, but if its love, I cherish the happy moment that I have. Because nothing is better than the happy moments. Which I have just found. Its not Laura, but Chris.
Well, how to describe Chris. He's Blond, have these amazing green eyes, and have a great personality. See, some people look at people by their looks and not who they are. I don't see beauty till I actually meet the person. So after knowing Chris better I fell deeply in love. This is the hardest I ever fell for anybody. He's funny, caring, sweet, and just perfect. I know I know, but he doesn't act like it, HE IS.
I remember the first day I met him. It was a normal hot day at the parks and I was playing basketball with some cuties. Of course I was the one with no shirt. I like to feel people with my body. My hormones weren't exactly controllable ok, I couldn't help it. So, I was just playing basketball and when I was about to make a lay up I noticed a face. A face I never saw before. Wow, he was beautiful. My team was pretty mad at me for missing a lay up, but it was all good. I witnessed a miracle, I met my first love. The good thing is he was looking at me too. That kind of made me blush.
Damn, why do I always blush at times like these. I look like such a dork. Calm down now. But before I had a chance to talk to him he was gone. After a while I gave up on him and went on random dates over the summer. Going on dates with girls, makes me look more straight so none of my friends, families, and etc can suspect anything. Since, I was considered a hottie back then and now. I never really had much trouble dating with girls. It was the guys that was hard to date. Sure, I had a few sex experiences with a couple of boys, but it was a simple 'you show me yours and I show you mine.'
But I met this one girl that would change my life. It really help started my life and I am grateful. It helped me to meet and know Chris. I love you Chris.
That's the beginning of Eddie's side of the story. I hope you enjoyed it. More email and comments please, I don't mind.
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And if anybody is looking for a cute boy, age 16 and live in NJ. I 'm your boy. I need to date, badly. I'm looking for a boy age 14-17. I hope I can find the one. Its not about sex, so don't worry about it. Its love ok LOVE.