ACCEPTANCE AND HOW IT CAME TO BE
The night before my wedding I was agonizing how I was going to tell my beautiful bride about a "dark secret" that I have been hiding all my life. My secret had me nervous as a cat as to what she would say and do when I did finally tell her. I came to the conclusion that I could hide it from her because I was so in love with her and the sex we had together was amazing. I was daydreaming about what she would be wearing under her wedding gown and was getting very excited. I knew she would wear a garter belt and stockings that were high on her thigh and a lacy bra. I imagined myself in the same lingerie and then I started rubbing my erection through my jeans. I didn't last long and exploded my semen into my panties. Yes, I was wearing my panties and now I was thinking again as to how I was going to tell her. My wedding was now only 18 hours away and all I could think about was beautiful my soon to be wife would look. I fell asleep dreaming of her. I was awakened by the shrill of my alarm clock, got out of bed into the shower and proceeded to get ready for my wedding. The wedding went off without a hitch and then we departed for our honeymoon. We had arranged that Paradise Bay was going to be the spot for us. We reserved a private cabana and that first night was simply a fantastic night of love and love making. The following night we had dinner in our cabana with two bottles of very expensive wine. The wine had extinguished all my inhibitions as well as that of my wife and we were like two condemned rabbits. We made love in all different positions and literly fucked our brains out. Amanda had a garter belt on with white thigh high stockings and a lacy white bra that showed her extended nipples. I couldn't suppress my hardon and she just took the entire length into her mouth. I wanted to lick her pussy and suck on her clit which I told her and we then got into a "69" position and did each other. She wrapped those stockings covered legs around my head and I was in heaven. I wanted to wear those stockings and that garter belt as well as the bra. After Amanda climaxed for the third time and I shot my load into her mouth and down her throat I just blurted out that I wanted to wear her stockings and everything else. She just looked at me and said that was the hottest thing she ever heard. She stripped those things off in record time and watched me put them on. I first put on the garter belt and very slowly slid the stockings up my legs. I saw Amanda watching me do this and then I put her bra on. She said that I looked very sexy wearing her lingerie and that I should consider wearing lingerie all the time. I smiled at her for a moment and then I told her that I crossdress and love becoming a woman. She told me that when we get home she wants to see me dressed and if I look good we will go out for a "Girls Night Out". She also asked me if I had done anything with guys when I was dressed and I told I had. She asked me what I did and I told her that I had sucked a few cocks and that it was a wonderful feeling to have a cock in my mouth and swallow a full load of cum. Amanda's pussy was now very wet and that wonderful aroma of female sex was wafting through the room. I stayed in her lingerie all that night and just didn't want to take it off. We showered together the next morning and just relaxed a bit. We were scheduled to go home in two days and Amanda told me that when we get home we will go shopping for all things feminine for the both of us. Amanda told me that she wanted to see me suck a cock and I just nodded my head yes, I couldn't wait to do it. After we got home we did go shopping for the both of us and I started to live as a woman 24/7. Amanda and I have lovers that we share as well as clothes. I couldn't ask for anything better except that now I am considering breast augmentation, I want my own breasts, 42C wouldn't be bad and maybe, just maybe have my "thingy" removed and a vagina made so I really can become a girl. It's so nice to finally be accepted for who you are and not be ashamed it. Crossdressing has shown me the road that I am traveling to become the woman that I have always wanted to be. Whenever I am with a man I tell him that I want his cock in my ass because my pussy is very small. You would be surprised at the surprised look I get when I say this. I also love having that hard cock in my mouth sucking on it, bobbing my head up and down and then just having that very "angry tip" in my mouth. Once I know that the guy is on the edge I spin around and ask him to fuck me and they all do. I feel so feminine when a guy fucks me and shoots his load all the way into my bowels. My "thingy" just erupted and a very long rope of cum is now on my stomach. I have just scooped it all up and am ready to suck on my fingers but Amanda is looking at me and licking her lips. I know what that means and now she is licking my fingers and wants me to lick her pussy. She is sitting on my face and my tongue is deep into her and all she is doing is squirming and telling me that I'm such a good girl. She has now cum and is lying next to me. Her stocking covered legs are wrapped around mine and our breasts are crushed together. Looking at us, you would think we are two girls, two lesbians in love and lust which we are. Today is the day that I am going into the hospital to really become a woman. Amanda has it all arranged and she has told me that when I am all healed she will be the first one to fuck me. She has this 7 inch strap-on cock which I have sucked on and have fucked myself with. I can't wait to have that inside my new cunt and be a real woman.