Adam Ben and Jason

Adam, Ben, & Jason...

I write stories, not simply a story about a single encounter, but a story of ongoing events. I agree it gets boring at times to read about the non-good stuff, but this is how I write.

If you read my story in entirety and would like more chapters, or different stories, contact me via email animatrix@protonmail.com

This is a work of fiction, none of the people really exist except in my imagination. This story involves sex, diapers, and boys being boys.

I was so tired that evening, that I had fallen asleep on top of the covers. I was awoken not too long after I had fallen asleep by the bed moving, but I used to have two dogs so I was used to it so I wasn't very surprised. I had fallen back asleep only moments later.

What did shock me, was the gentle nudge against my penis, I opened my eyes but lay still, and as I glanced down I noticed Ben, my sons sleep over guest, laying on the bed beside me. His face was down near my groin, and he seemed to be tracing the length of my penis with a finger. I tried with no avail to not becoming aroused, but his gentle touch was causing me to become semi-erect.

I was feeling somewhat uncomfortable, so I rolled over onto my back, then onto my other side so he was behind me on the bed. He laid there for a few moments, I heard him sigh, then he got out of the bed and walked toward the door.

I could hear him walk down the hall towards the bathroom, so I got out of bed quietly and looked down the hall, the bathroom door was open, and I could hear him opening the closets and cabinets so I snuck to the door and peeked in.

Ben was nine, brown short hair, and had a slight build. He wasn't skinny, but close. He was normal size for his age I would say. Peeking in threw the door I could see him standing there in his overnight diaper which was slightly pushed down. His back was to me, and he seemed to be looking down at his feet. He had something in his hand I couldn't see, but realized he wasn't looking at his feet, he was doing something to his penis.

He turned slightly, and he reached over toward the sink and laid down the small hand mirror he had been holding. He was behind the door at this point but I could hear him pulling up his diaper by the rustling noise, so I hurried back to my room.

I could hear the door to my sons room open and as I cracked my door open to look, I could see Ben going inside. The door didn't close completely, and since I was even more curious as to what he was up to, I crept down to the door.

The lamp was lit on the dresser, and I could see Ben standing in front of the bunk beds. Adam my son was on the bottom bunk, and Ben seemed to be looking at him, as his knees bent slightly as he stood there. Ben left out a moan or two, then laid down on the bed next to Adam just like he had laid with me. He lifted the covers off of Adam and I could see him tracing my sons penis with one finger, just as he had done with me.

Adam was 9, black curly hair his mother gave him. About the same build as Ben but maybe slightly more healthy and athletic looking. Adam slept like a bear, once he fell asleep it took a earthquake to wake him, but standing here I was wishing he'd wake up and ask Ben what he was doing.

I didn't have to wait long to find out, because Ben had moved his head, I couldn't see what his hands were doing but he was using both hands to do something. Ben then put one hand up and pushed Adam back on his back, and I could see that Ben had pulled his underwear down, and my son was now laying on his back with his penis standing erect.

Ben resituated himself, and once again his head blocked my view of what he was doing. It looked as if he was very closely studying my son's penis, but after another move, his head began moving up and down and I could hear sucking noises as Ben began giving my son oral stimulation.

I was shocked, part of me wanting to bust in and put a stop to it, but also immensely aroused watching this scene. I just stood and watched as Ben would slowly move his head up, and slowly move it back down.

I had an erection pushing out the front of my underwear, which was kind of cramping my penis, but afraid to move thinking it would alert Ben to me standing in the dark hallway watching, I remained still.

I watched as Adam, still asleep and oddly snoring, began to hump at first with Ben's rhythym, then after a few moments my son was thrusting up as Ben was moving down. Moaning in his sleep my son continued to hump as Ben lifted his head completely off his penis. I could see Ben watching his movements for a few seconds then he lowered his mouth back down.

Adam, still asleep I'm sure, took both hands and put them on Ben's head, and continued to thrust moaning slightly louder. I could see Adams legs stiffen, and both boys seemed to shudder at the same time. Adam slowly relaxed from his tense state and Ben moved his head back to look at my sons penis. Even from the door in the low light state, I could see my sons penis throbbing as it slowly deflated. A few moments later Ben pushed Adams underwear back up, and stood up facing the bunk beds once again.

He patted the back of his diaper, and once again bend his knees slightly to a kind of crouching position. I could hear him moaning slightly, then he used both hands to gently pat the back of his diaper. He crouched slightly lower, knees almost completely bent and after about a minute he stood up, grabbed the ladder, and climbed up onto the top bunk. I watched for a few minutes, and it seemed as if he had fallen asleep, so I crept back to my room.

My erection had eased, and I lay there for a little while thinking about what I had just witnessed, and wondered what would have happened had I not stirred when Ben was in my bed earlier. I fell asleep wondering what to do.

Adam awoke me, the sun was up, and the clock said 8:37am. He told me that Ben needed my help, so I quick grabbed a pair of shorts, and went over to my son's room. There sat Ben on the upper bunk, and when I asked what he needed help with, he looked shyly at the floor, and Adam leaned over towards me and alerted me to his wet diaper he needed help to change.

I motioned Ben towards the bathroom, Ben seemed happy as he walked down the hall. I noticed the smell almost right away, and then realized why Ben was crouching before he climbed up into bed.

In the bathroom, Ben pushed the door shut, and put his clean underwear up on the sink. Thinking back to when I used to change my sons diapers, and realizing this one was going to be messy, I laid a towel down on the floor and Ben seemed to know what was next as he laid down and opened his legs.

"I think you pooped Ben... Do you always poop in bed?", I asked.

He looked at me shyly, and said it happen sometimes, and he was sorry. I prepared a wet washrag and as I was about to undo the tapes holding his diaper on, my son knocked on the door and said he had to pee. I opened the door and left him in and tried to distract Ben as Adam peed, but Ben seemed to be focused only on Adam. My son finished and turned around to head out.

"I peed at the same time you did!", Ben laughed, Adam just had a slight look of shock on his face as he slipped out the door. Not sure what the glance at me and look of shock was for, other then being shocked that his friend peed his pants, this whole scene was starting to make me wonder.

I pulled the tapes holding Ben's diaper on, and reached up to warm the rag in the sink, and saw Ben put his hand down the front of the diaper and quickly pull it back out. His fingers had a slight brown tint, so I knew what I was about to discover.

I pulled the front flap down which was quite heavy with urine, and Ben had feces all over his penis, testicles, and as I used the front of the diaper to wipe it down his penis seemed to throb. He wasn't erect but I could tell he was easily aroused. I lifted his legs, and as I tried to wipe his rear I realized cleaning his rear with the diaper was futile. I wrapped it up in a ball, and set it aside, and helped Ben to his feet.

I lifted Ben into the tub, and he turned to face me. I turned the water on, and once it was warm I put the plug in the drain. Ben continued to stand there looking at me, with a smile on his face. I motioned for him to sit down, and the little water that was already in the tub turned brown almost immediately. I grabbed Adams bottle of bubble bath and quickly stirred up some bubbles. Grabbing the rag from behind me I washed his legs, which he opened as I neared his crotch as he laid backwards against the back of the tub. The water wasn't covering him yet, but I could see his three almost four inches of uncircumcised penis was starting to stand at attention. The foreskin was peeling itself back. I splashed water and bubbles up over his crotch to his belly and gave the wash rag a shake in the water.

I flipped him onto his side, facing away from me, I didn't want to further arouse him. I took the rag and washed over his bum, and using a finger washed up into his crack, I heard him moan as I glided over his anus, and moved to wash up to his testicles. I quick washed the back of his legs and turned him back over laying flat. He giggled, not sure if it was because he was hard as a rock, or if it was the look on my face when I saw it was a good four inches long.

I gave up trying not to arouse him. Apparently the whole idea of the bath was an arousing experience I wasn't going to deflate. I grabbed the rag and washed around his penis, then wrapped the rag around it and gave it a gentle scrub. He shuddered as I pulled the rag away, and his hand moved over his penis and before I even knew what I was about to see, he masturbated himself threw an orgasm. His breath was rapidly echoing off the walls of the tub enclosure, and with just a few gentle motions of his hand I could see his penis throb with the motions of an ejaculation. He gave it a few more light rubs with the tip of his finger and it started to deflate.

The look on my face was probably priceless. Ben thought it was hilarious and started laughing until I got slightly angered at what he had done. I quickly washed his belly and face, pulled the plug out of the tub and told him to stand up. He said he was sorry, that he didn't mean to make me mad, and how sometimes that just happened. I grabbed a towel and explained that I knew it was natural and that it happened, and how it had just shocked me a bit.

Before I could start to dry him, he turned towards the drain, and began to urinate. I didn't say anything and tried to keep my face neutral, but oddly this whole diapers, tub, and now this was all arousing me something fierce. I watched as his stream slowed and the last few drops of urine dripped off his penis. I dried his penis first, with a smile I tried to hide, then began to dry him all over. When he was dry I plopped him in front of the sink where his clothes were waiting and excused myself to let him get dressed.

As I walked past Adam's room I noticed he was laying on the bed looking at a comic, so I told him I was going downstairs to start breakfast. As I walked down the stairs, I thought about Ben. I knew this was his fourth foster home, and wondered what types of things he had been introduced to, but moreso as to what type of influence he'd be on my son.

As the pancakes were just about done, both boys came into the kitchen. I placed a plate of pancakes in front of both of them and as they sat at the table, I thought I heard the slight crinkle of two diapered butts hitting the seats. I fought back the urge to ask, and just left them to eat as I retreated to the living room to look a few things up on the computer.

I was reassured after several searches and multiple forums that this activity while alarming to some, is perfectly natural in boys their age. Pointing out that it should not be allowed to become a obsesssive behavior or it could indicate other issues. With this knowlege in hand, I allowed myself to believe this was the usual curiosity about sexplay, and relaxed. Little did I know what was to come over the remainder of the summer!

The boys finished breakfast, and came into the living room with two large water bottles, and asked if I would take them to the park. The pool wasn't open yet, and I wasn't sure if the park was open yet. School had only left out for the summer break a few days ago, but I gathered my keys and agreed to take them for a few hours.

Ben jumped in my door and moved over to the passenger seat. I pushed my seat forward so Adam could get in. As he was climbing in, I patted his bum jokingly to push him in, but also to find out if he too was wearing a diaper. The padded bump noise it made assured me I was taking two diapered boys with skateboards to a public park. Once he was inside he looked up at me slightly blushing, and had a slightly embarassed look on his face. I just smiled at him, pretended like I didn't know, and jumped in and started the car.

We were halfway to the park, when I noticed Adam getting fidgety in the back, Ben noticed also and the two of them exchanged glances. Ben was looking back at Adam, and Adam shook his head no. I tried to grab both of their attention by turning on the radio and both soon starting singing along. We reached the park a few minutes later and both boys piled out with skateboards and water bottles in hand. I hung out for a few minutes to make sure there was a little bit of supervision for them since the park was closed til the next day. There were a few groups of parents and kids running around so I figured it was safe to leave them there.

I told Adam to give me a call when they wanted to come home or if they needed anything, and I plotted a surprise for them when they got home. I made a few stops on the way home, then went about setting up the surprise.

I wasn't sure as a parent, let alone sure I should be doing things like my surprise for a child who wasn't mine, but I thought maybe it would make them think about their adventure. I was also curious as to what reaction they would have, and what it might lead to. My main idea was that it would discourage them, but in the back of my mind, I hoped they would take the lead and explore some more. I don't know what I was thinking to be honest, this was my son and possible abused boy I was experimenting upon. Only time would tell I guess.

The phone rang about three hours later. Adam said they were hungry and ready to come home to swim. I gathered my wallet and keys and headed to the park to pick them up. They were waiting in the parking lot, looking kinda tired, but they piled in and on our way in moments. I could smell urine, and the light smell of poop, but didn't say a word. We stopped at a drive-in type place on the way home, and after ordering burgers and fries for us all, we all kinda ate in silence. From the back Adam kept glancing at me, as if he had something to say, or maybe he was looking to see if I noticed the smell, but the talk was all small talk, about skating moves and how much fun they had. They even showed me a few pictures and movies Ben had on his phone of Adam's moves.

A half hour later we were home, I told the boys if they wanted to swim, they'd have to get in now, it was starting to look a little cloudy and they were calling for rain towards evening. Without a moments hesitation they both ran for the bathhouse out by the pool. I noticed Adam was running slightly bow legged, and that made me laugh a bit.

I grabbed two big towels, and walked out to the bathhouse. I called out to them so I wouldn't surprise them too much, but when I opened the door, Ben was standing under the shower naked rinsing himself off, and Adam was also naked but trying to hide something under a towel that had been left in the bathhouse. I didn't see either diaper, but imagine that was what Adam was hiding.

By the time I turned around, Ben had his suit on, and Adam was pulling his on. Within minutes there were two splashing boys in the pool. I left them alone but went into the living room to watch them threw the window.

They were bouncing a ball back and forth for a little while, then Ben got up on the diving board, Adam followed. Ben for some reason laid down on the board, and I could see them talking. Adam shook his head no twice, then looked towards the house, I guess to see if I was out or watching, then nodded yes. A moment later Adam lowered the front of his swimsuit and began to pee all over Ben. He waved his penis around getting Ben all over when Ben sat up and started catching it in his mouth. I could see Ben swallow and a few seconds later the stream of pee tapered off. Ben was all smiles, Adam pulled up his swimsuit and once again took a look around to see if anyone was looking. Ben stood up looked at Adam and spit a stream of his Adam's pee right in his face. Both boys laughed as Adam pushed Ben off the board into the pool.

My erection was throbbing, it took only a few gentle rubs against my shorts to bring me to climax. I exploded in my shorts a load several days in the making and could feel the wet spot threw my underwear right to my jean shorts. It took me a few seconds before I could open my eyes, and just in the nick of time to see both boys running towards the house.

I tried to cover up with a magazine as they came running in towards my chair. Both were excited as they asked if they could 'skinny dip', I looked at them and shook my head no. As much as seeing both boys running around the pool naked excited me, I said no. I explained that even with the fence around the yard, neighbors could still see in from their second floor windows, and that would not be a good idea. I could tell both boys were crushed at the response but they went back out to the pool anyway.

Neither had discovered the surprise yet either. I was kind of anxious for that, but realizing my wet spot in my shorts might be noticed I quick went upstairs to change. I threw on a dark pair of shorts and left my tank top on, and as I went to go back downstairs I noticed the boys weren't in the pool. When I got downstairs they were coming into the house in their dry shorts. From where I was I could tell neither of them had a diaper on.

The boys explained they were tired of swimming, and were hungry again, so I set to work making us some spaghetti and garlic bread, I watched as they played video games while I cooked, and occasionally I would catch them holding hands. We all sat down a short while later and ate, then I told them if Ben was spending another night here, he would have to go home and get clothes and ask his foster parents for permission. I assumed they would say it was okay, as from what I gathered they just fostered kids for the state money and didn't really care what any of the four kids they had did.

Ben left to go get permission, and I pulled Adam aside me on the couch. I didn't mention about the night before, but did ask about Ben's diaper situation. Adam told me that he has lots of 'accidents' but that he didn't think they were really accidents. I then asked about his diaper he wore to the park, and embarassed he told me that he likes to wet them sometimes, but that was only the third time he wore one. He told me about another boy at the park who likes diapers as much as Ben, and the three of them hang out at the park. I asked him how he discovered this little fetish, and of course Ben and him used to pee their swimsuits then jump in the pool. Ben he told me does wet the bed sometimes and that's why he liked diapers. I gave my son a hug, and told him it was ok, we'll all talk about it later if Ben comes back. I then told him he had better go get the two diapers in the bathouse before they start to stink. Adam got up, hugged me again and said he was glad I wasn't mad. He went out to the bathhouse, and in a few minutes returned with two diapers in a wad.

I lead him upstairs to the bathroom, where a new wastecan was sitting in the corner. I lifted the lid and pointed. He dropped them into the can and pushed the lid down. I explained to him that is where dirty diapers belong from now on, and that it was his job to take them out to the garbage man. He kinda smiled, and groaned at the same time, but I think he was glad that I was accepting his fetish. We went downstairs without going into his room, that surprise was for later. He played video games on the computer until we heard the knock at the door.

Adam went to the door, and when he opened it, Ben and his foster brother Jason were standing outside, both of them holding a grocery bag of clothes. They talked for a few minutes and then Adam asked me if Jason could sleep over also. I wasn't sure what to say, I had hoped to talk to Ben and Jason alone, and Adam only had a bunk bed with room for one of them to sleep over.

Adam saw the hesitation in my face, then said they could all sleep in sleeping bags in the living room, and it would be like camping out. I thought about it for a few moments and agreed. I told Jason he had to go back home and let his foster parents know he was allowed to stay and where he'd be. He left pretty quick, and that gave me a few minutes to talk to Ben and Adam.

I took them upstairs, and lead them into Adam's bedroom. On the bottom bunk was their surprise, although with Jason staying I wasn't sure how it would work. But on the bunk were two packs of diapers in their size, diaper wipes, powder, and some things I shouldn't have included but did. Beside those items were 2 pacifiers, 2 bottles, a pack of suppositories, some gel lube, and a soft gel tube from the adult store.

Ben and Adam looked at each other in surprise, then both dove onto the bed to check everything out. I had to explain the suppositories, but Ben figured out what the gel tube was for all on his own. I told them there were rules, or I would take it all away.

Ben gave me a wierd look as Adam asked about the rules. I told them they were allowed to wear the diapers in the house or the yard, and possibly to the park, but the other baby items stay in the bedroom or bathroom. Dirty diapers go in the can in bathroom, and the lube and tube never leave the bedroom. They were allowed to baby each other, but poop messes are cleaned up by the person who makes them.

I asked Ben to truthfully tell me what his foster parents think of his soiling and peeing in diapers, and he looked up at me and told me that since he first wet the bed, they make him wear diapers when he's home. I figured that to be the case, but then asked about Jason.

He told me Jason sometimes wears diapers, but is really shy about it. He gets picked on by people because of his age Ben explained. He then said that Jason liked other things but didn't explain further. I left it go at that because that's when the doorbell rang. I told the boys to put the baby things in the closet til later, and went downstairs to the door.

Jason was 12, but looked 8, brown hair, and pretty decent build. He liked sports and was sort of athletic. Standing there at my door at the moment, he looked so tired, but smiled at me. I motioned him to come in, Ben and Adam had already gone into the living room for video games, so I asked them all if they wanted snacks. Adam and Ben didn't want anything but Jason asked me if I could make him a sandwich. I agreed and left the boys play.

When I returned with the sandwich, the boys asked if they could go night swimming. It didn't rain as predicted and I figured I could relax a bit in the jacuzzi end of the pool, so I told them to get their suits as I went outside to turn the pool lights on and turn on the jets.

The boys ran past me to the bathhouse to change, and I stepped into the jacuzzi to relax. Within five minutes all three boys came running out and with three splashes they were in. They swam for a little while, then kinda hundled up down by the pool controls. The lights dimmed in the pool and Adam yelled 'is that ok dad?', I told him ok as long as still had enough light to see they weren't drowning.

The next thing I knew, there were three wet boys bathing suits on the cement platform around the pool. They all giggled and went about swimming, I didn't say a word. It was secluded, the lights were dim, and we did have a fence so I left them be.

I actually fell asleep in the jacuzzi, one of the boys splashing is what woke me up. When I realized where I was, I saw the three boys in the far corner, Jason looked to have Ben pinned against the corner and it looked like Adam was watching or keeping guard. I watched for a few minutes before I moved, and to me is looked like Jason was humping up against Ben, Ben seemed to be enjoying it, but because of the jacuzzi jets I couldn't hear them. I reached over, turned off the jets and hear Adam say 'did you squirt yet?', then he realized the Jacuzzi shut off.

I sat up and said "what's going on down there?" and the three boys seperated and swam from each other. I looked up at the clock and seem it was almost 10 so I told them all it was time to go in. Three groans of disapproval greeted me, but they grabbed their suits and headed into the bathhouse naked. I heard the shower turn on and looked inside quick. Jason looked the same age and size as the other two boys, with the exception of an impressive five inch penis, slender but the way it laid down over his balls was beautiful. Jason caught me looking down at his penis and quickly covered himself up with his hand. The other boys were already gathering towels to go into the house, and Jason followed suit.

Adam and Ben went upstairs, they motioned to Jason to follow but he didn't. Jason came over by me on the chair, and altho this was only the second or third time we met, he grinned and asked 'did you like it?' with a sly look. He reached over beside me and turned the lamp on, then stood in front of me and left his towel drop. It was as impressive as it first appeared in the bathhouse. Definitely 5 inches soft, pointing down at his feet was this circumcised penis with a head that looked out of proportion somehow, almost mushroom like. He took his hand, cupped it below his penis and lifted it up for me to see. I realized I was sitting there with my mouth wide open staring at this boys penis, shocked at myself, my own penis becoming quickly erect, my mind shifted to changing the situation.

I patted him on the side of his hip, said 'very nice' and told him to go get dressed. He grabbed what looked like bikini underwear and pajamas out of his grocery bag, and quickly dressed as the other two joined us. As they walked by I could smell powder, and knew both were diapered under their pajama bottoms. Jason laughed and said "You both wear diapers here? No wonder Ben likes to come here to play!" and both boys just laughed and looked up at Jason and told him there are more upstairs if he wanted to put one on. He shook his head no, Grabbed a video game controller and for an hour or so all three killed zombies.

It was getting late, so I gathered three sleeping bags from the basement, and put them in a pile on the living room rug. I lit the propane fireplace but on low to give the boys some ambience for their camping experience, and ordered the video games turned off.

Three groans greeted me, but when they saw the sleeping bags all was good. They arranged and re-arranged the sleeping bags til they were happy, and I said goodnight to them and turned to go up the steps to my room, when Adam grabbed my hand and said sleep down here with us! I told him no, that there wasn't another sleeping bag, and my bed was calling my name. I told them no more TV, and not to be awake too long, and headed up the steps.

I was almost asleep when Ben opened my door and came inside. He was crying, and asked if he could get in bed with me. I made a little space for him, and we talked for a few minutes. He told me about how the fireplace reminded him of when he camped with his real dad before he disappeared. I gave him a comforting hug and we lay there with me rubbing his belly until I heard him snoring. It felt kinda good holding Ben this way. Adam had outgrown bedtime snuggles three or four years ago. Listenin to him snore, I passed out myself.

I awoke to a near climax state, and looked down to see Ben licking and sucking on the tip of my penis. He really seemed to be into it, but the shock made me say his name. When I did he looked up for a second with a grin, and went back down sucking as much of me into his mouth as he could. I couldn't fight it if I wanted to. The orgasm overtook me and I tensed up, Ben lifted his mouth off my penis, then with a licking sucking motion he slowly went back down. I could feel my toes curling, my hands somehow holding onto his head with a deathgrip, as I climaxed filling his mouth with my load. I could feel his swallow as he lifted his head, still licking as my penis jumped and bobbed with post-orgasm glee. A million thoughts ran threw my head, guilt mainly, what had I done? What had he done? What would happen now?!?

Ben pulled up my underwear, and moved up and laid on my belly. He gave me a kiss, hugged me, and in my ear he whispered "don't worry I will never tell anyone if you don't". I don't know why I said it but I replied with "you promise?", and he smiled and said "if you do", and hugged me tight. He then laid back down beside me and whispered for me to rub his belly again.

I started rubbing his belly slowly, and he took my hand and pushed it down to his belly button. I kept rubbing slowly and he made one more bold move and pushed my hand down over his diaper.

I ask him what he was doing, and he just whispered "put it inside my diaper... please?!?", he said with a begging voice. I poked a finger in the top of the diaper, and he pushed it all the way inside. It was warm with pee, and I could feel his erection pressing against the wet lining of the diaper. "rub soft", he whimpered, so I began to slowly rub his penis, pressing it against the lining of the diaper. I could hear his breathing getting heavy, and he began to hump against my belly so that the front of the diaper was massaging the bottom of his penis, and my finger massaging the top. He began to moan with each slow hump, and after just a few more humps against my belly I could hear him hold his breath as his penis almost jumped out of my hands with climax. he shuddered and his hug around me tightened, then he breathed as he 'oh.... man....uhhhh', his whole body tense and shuddering, and finally he relaxed and once again moved up to give me a hug. He fell asleep in that position, and woke me a few hours later to tell me he was going downstairs with the others. As he walked out the door, he whispered again "I love you, I will never tell', smiled, and closed the door.

I got up to use the bathroom, and noticed the light was on and the door was closed. I knocked quietly, and Adam answered that he'd be a minute. I could hear him readjusting the tapes on a diaper, and the door opened. It was the first time I'd see Adam in a diaper in almost 7 years, and I was starting to worry about my sanity, because at that very moment I oddly wondered what he looked like without it. He smiled seeing it was me, I gave him a hug and he said 'thanks for the diapers dad, I do like them, it just feels wierd sometimes', I said welcome and shooed him out of the bathroom so I could get in.

I peeked into the diaper pail, four wet diapers, no dirty ones. That was a plus I guess. I'd rather they pee then poop them. I turned to pee myself, when I heard someone out in the hallway. I finished up my business and as I opened the bathroom door I saw Jason going into Adam's room. I walked past and went downstairs to check on the other two, but found only Ben laying in his sleeping bag by the fireplace. He was sound asleep, so I left him be.

I walked back up the steps, and Adams door was closed but the light was on and I could hear them talking inside. I put my ear to the door, and I could hear a semi loud whispered voice saying "Imma shoot soon, hold still". I knocked and quickly opened the door to see my son sitting on the floor indian style which Jason standing in front of him masturbating with the pink gel tube. Jason stopped quickly, tried to hide the tube behind his back with one hand, and his penis with the other. "what are you two doing?!?", I asked, and Jason went over quickly to the bunk bed and sat down. Adam jumped back into his bean bag chair.

"listen boys, I know all about sexperimentation. Things you just have to see or experience because asking a question just doesn't explain things. I know a few things you boys do when I'm not looking and I'm not mad. All I ask is that you do these things in private, like in my house or Adam's room, and that you don't do anything that hurts the other person. What happens in this house tho, stays in this house... none of you talk about it outside of this house. Other then that, you are free to be who you are in my home, now what was going on when I came in?", I asked and explained my viewpoint.

They both started to talk at the same time, but Adam took the lead, and Jason searched the room to figure out where his underwear were. Adam told me that sometimes when Jason has sex or masturbates, white stuff squirts out. Jason and Ben had one older brother who showed them how he did it. Jason chimed it that Mark makes fun of Ben because he can't do it. Adam looked at me kind of sadly and told me he doesn't squirt yet either. I tried my best to explain puberty to them, and how sooner or later Adam and Ben would be able to, but not to rush it, it'll happen when it happens. Adam told me that he just wanted to see the white stuff for himself and how it comes out. Jason giggled and told him that sometimes when he's laying down he can squirt it on his own face. This made the both of them laugh. I looked at Adam's clock, and it was almost 6am. I told them both to get downstairs and get a few more hours of sleep. I followed them down and fell asleep on the chair once I heard three solid snores.

I woke up at quarter after 11, with Ben on my lap. The other two boys were still asleep. Ben had retrieved one of the pacifiers, and laying there seeing him making the sucking sensation reminded me of the night before. I thought back over the last two days and wondered how many people this young boy had sucked up while they slept. He seemed to target sleeping people which made me wonder if I had to put a lock on my door when he slept over!

Ben, on my lap, seemed to grunt a little between snores. His sucking on the pacifier never stopped, but I could tell he was slowly pooping. From the uncomfortable look on his face I could tell he was having a hard time. I don't know how a person could sleep threw this, but I decided to try to make it a little better for him. I moved him up in a baby burping position, opened his legs on my belly, and gently patted his rear. I could hear his grunts and his face looked much more comfortable, and as I patted I could feel the lump in the diaper getting bigger and bigger. As I patted, I could almost feel him humping against my belly. and the snore was gone, replaced with a smile behind the pacifier. he humped against my belly and dropped the pacifier to tell me to keep patting his butt, soon replaced with him telling me to push against his butt. I pushed a little, which seemed to be pushing his poop against his butt when he moaned louder then I heard him moan before. The shudder of his body shook me and the chair, then as he relaxed, he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight.

I looked down and him and told him he pooped in his sleep, and with the new rule, I would change wet ones if they wanted me to, but poopy ones were for them to clean up. Ben looked up at me and said he'd get Jason to change him when he wakes up, and that he wanted to wear it for a while first. He climbed down off my lap and grabbed a baby blanket out of his grocery bag of clothes, and laid down on the floor to watch cartoons.

Sitting there watching the boys sleep, and Bens apparent contentment made me smile. Ben on his blanket, pacifier in his mouth, sucking away slowly, reached down into his diaper. He didn't seem to be masturbating, but his face gave me an impression he was enjoying something. I asked "are you peeing?", and he looked up at me and laughed causing the pacifier to fall from his mouth. He nodded yes and he pulled a wet hand out of the diaper and licked his fingers. I looked a little stern at him and said "you have poop in there, it's not wise to get poop in your mouth!", he stopped licking his fingers and said 'sorry' and turned away from me. I got down on the floor behind him, put my arm around him and told him pee is sterile, kinda clean, but poop is not good. I explained I wasn't mad, I just didn't want him to get sick. He turned his head to smile at me, then said he was going to go change out of his poopy diaper.

He headed up the stairs, and before I heard the bathroom door shut, he yelled down asking if he could get in the tub. I yelled up and told him he could, and noticed the other two boys were starting to stir. Adam was first to emerge from the sleeping bag. He didn't say much but said he was hungry, and wanted to go to the park later. He glanced at the clock at the same time I did, it was almost noon, the park officially opened today at 1, and we both realized we better hurry if we're going to make it.

Ben from upstairs yelled down to me that he needed help, so I went upstairs to see what was wrong. He couldn't get the drain to stay closed, so I fixed it as both Jason and Adam came into the bathroom. Jason turned to the toilet to pee and Ben told him "pee on me!", so Jason turned to look at me I guess seeking permission, and I just said "whatever happens here stays here..." Jason then turned his attention to Ben and started to pee into the tub, on Ben's head and torso, and Ben was just loving it. Adam came around behind me, ripped the tapes off his diaper and he joined Jason, and with both boys urinating on him Ben started trying to catch the streams in his mouth. Adam seemed to aim right for his mouth, and reached over and took a hold of Jason's penis and directed his the same way. He was slightly late tho as Jason's stream was down to a drip. Adam finished peeing and I watched as Ben swallowed all he caught in his mouth.

Ben asked if he could play in the tub for a while, But Adam told him about park opening today, so Ben hurried up and got himself cleaned up. I opened the drain for him, and helped him dry off quick. Ben really took to being babied, he wanted me to dress him. Adam looked a little mad at this, so I asked him what was wrong. Adam said he would like to have me dress him too, he just didn't think I would. I just smiled and told him if he wasn't already in a pull up and shorts I would gladly have dressed him any time he wants. Ben by then was on a blanket holding the powder. I puffed the powder on him and rubbed it in causing an erection which I ignored, and held up a pull up and a diaper. Ben pointed at the diaper and then motioned towards the suppositories. I shook my head no and told him that they were for when people have trouble pooping. He just said 'ok' and I finished by lifting up his bum, and putting the diaper on him real tight. I put a pair of his shorts over the diaper. Til we got downstairs Adam and Jason had made sandwiches for all of us, and after a quick lunch we headed off to the park.

I dropped them off at the park, Adam asked if I'd come back for them at 5, so I agreed. I gave them each five dollars in case they wanted drinks or snacks from the concession stand, and left them to run. Ben got about 20 feet away and turned around and came back. He gave me a hug threw the window and thanked me for the money. I laughed, patted him on the head and told him to go have fun.

I made a stop or two on the way home, we needed groceries, and I needed chemicals for the pool. While I was there I bought three rafts and an innertube. I figured the boys would enjoy them. It was only about 85 degrees during the day but summer was just beginning. I noticed Alertall in a gallon jug by the chemicals, and thought it would be an interesting surprise to put some in the pool.

At the store I got the usual groceries, eggs, milk, bread, and a few bags of chips & dip. I got some pork chops and decided to get four steaks for tonight in case the boys stayed over again, which was usual. Since Ben joined his current family in January, him and Adam have been almost inseperable. Jason came over but not for the friendship and family thing, He was more interested in the video games, pool, and good food.

I guess I should explain a bit about the family who were caring for Ben, Jason and Mark. They weren't poor, but I know money was always tight. Ben would often talk about them not having heat, or no food to eat. I think the family took in the foster kids mainly for the checks from the state, and food they were given in stipends. Mark the oldest, was 16 or 17, he drove sometimes although I wouldn't let Adam ride with them. He smoked and I do think he was into drugs. Maybe just marijuana but still not a good route to take at that age. I'm glad he had his own group of friends, but I believe he made life rough for Jason and Ben, they seemed to hang out at my house when Mark was home to avoid him. Their parents, both worked, it was a crazy situation, Only one was home at a time, and most times they were catching up on sleep for work the next day. I often wondered why they didn't pick more financially stable people for foster homes, but I guess any home outside of a group home is better for anyone.

I got home around 3, went out to the pool and added the chlorine and cleaned out all the traps. I figured I would get Adam to sweep the pool when they got home. I read the jug of alertall, it was an interesting chemical used to help identify bodily fluids like blood, urine, or feces by turning the water around the offending material bright blue momentarily. Sadly for a pool my size it recommended 3 gallons. I should have read that closer at the store. I'd have to stop and get more when I go back for the boys I thought. I grabbed the hose and brush, and cleaned out the bathhouse. It was just a round concrete structure with tile around the walls, benches and a shower in the middle. So a quick hose down and a splash of bleach and it was cleaned up.

Before I realized it, I noticed it was 20 minutes to five. I went inside to get my keys when Adam called. He wanted me to come for them around 7, they were having fun at the skate park, and after assuring me that all three had at least eaten something I agreed. Good! This gave me time to fire up the air compressor and fill up the rafts and tubes. I stacked them up by the picnic table, and decided to go back to the pool supply store, then to the park to watch the boys on the boards for a bit.

I grabbed two more gallons of alertall, and parked down towards the ramps and rails for the skateboarders. I ventured down to the benches to watch and the only boy I saw was Jason. He seemed to be skating with a girl and was down at the further end of the ramps. I just watched for a bit then I saw Adam and Ben coming up the path beyond where Jason was. There was a boy behind them, blond hair, and looked about 10-12 years old. He had on loose fitting shorts that seemed to be riding somewhat low on his waist. Adam saw me first and Ben and the blond followed him over to me.

Adam introduced him as Jonathan. I could tell this close that Jonathan was their diaper friend, as his heavy diaper seemed to keep pushing his shorts down. Being a bit athletic built, the V on his waist was turning me on as his shorts would slowly lower and be pulled back up. Adam whispered to me and asked if I had a diaper in the car, he said the obvious, that Jonathan's diaper was a tad full, and he couldn't go home like that. I asked Ben if he had one in his bag in the car and Ben said 'yep yep! I forgot about that!' then instantly all three boys headed for the car, then I watched them go into the bathrooms.

Adam came out about ten minutes later, and motioned for me to come to him. So I got up and headed to the bathrooms, and as I approached he said "come in a minute", so I followed him in. Ben and Jonathan were in a stall and Adam lead me there, and pointed. Jonathan looked up at me, all embarassed, and said "I'm all sore can you look?". I looked at him, then Ben and Adam and said "I don't know you little dude, you had best have your mom look at where you are sore", but Jonathan started to cry. He explained his mom and dad don't know he wears the diapers, and if they found out he wore them outside he'd be in trouble. He walked over to one of the lockers, and opened it to get his underwear, still crying as he returned to the stall and Adam said "please dad... for me?", so I motioned to Jonathan to show me. He lowered his shorts and kicked them off, then undid the tapes on a definitely full to the max diaper, and as it fell to the concrete with a plop I could see he was gaulded between his crotch and thighs on both sides, and he had little sore spots around his unusually small penis. I could barely see the tip of it sticking out of his crotch. I told him to stay still, and went to the towel dispenser, and pulled off about 10 feet of it. Back at the stall I dried him off the best I could, and helped him put his underwear on. It was tender to the touch for sure. I told him no more skateboard tricks with a wet diaper, especially an oversized full one. I pulled $10 out of my wallet, and told him to stop at the pharmacy on his way home, and to get vaseline and diaper rash cream. and to put it on cream first, then vaseline, and to wear loose clothes for a day or two and it would go away on it's own. I also told him that if his parents asked why he walked so funny, that he fell doing stunts. That should cover the whole situation I explained. He smiled and thanked me, and before he walked away he turned and said 'you won't tell on me will you?', and I assured him his secret was safe.

I gathered my crew, Jason finally rejoined us, and we headed back to the house. I asked them if they were spending the night and Jason and Ben both said yes almost immediately. I told them I had steaks to put on the grill if they were hungry, and we'd stop at their parents to see if they had permission to spend another night. When we got there, Jason and Ben went inside, and a few minutes later their foster mother Anita came out to the car. Anita said both boys had permission to spend the night, but that her husbands father passed away over night, and they would like to take a trip to see his family and attend the funeral. She had found a place for Mark to stay, and was hoping I would take care of Jason and Ben for a few days til they returned. She offered to pay me but I refused of course, and Adam was overjoyed. I told her I would definitely take care of the boys if they wanted to stay with me and Adam, she smiled and told me she was going to go in and talk to the boys, and she would send them over later with their bikes.

As we pulled out, Adam said "did you see how small Jonathan's penis was?", and I said yes. Adam giggled and I asked how old he was. Adam said he was 11, then giggled again. I said you mustn't laugh at how small his is, yours was that small only a year ago, and from what I saw it's not very much bigger now. He said he knows, but with Jonathan being older, almost as old as Jason he thought it would be bigger. I told him puberty hits people at different ages, like I told you the other night. He seemed to accept that. We stopped at the pharmacy, and bought some of the supplies I instructed Jonathan to buy, and bought an extra pack of diapers and wipes. Then we headed home, I put the car in the garage, and unloaded all the stuff I had picked up during the day. Adam went inside with his big bag of supplies, and I put the other two bottles of alertall over by the chemical bin and pump. I took the food into the kitchen and started marinating the steaks expecting company to be arriving soon, and Adam came and hugged me and said "thank you for accepting that I'm gay and like diapers", I hugged him back and said "you are my son, I accept you for whoever you turn out to be, and you are only 9, you don't know who you will be when you get older... but just be you and I will love you forever."

It was almost an hour before our guests arrived, Ben looked happiest, Jason looked a little depressed. I asked him why he looked so glum, and told me all his clothes that he had packed were dirty, the washing machine at his house broke down. I said no problem, you can wear some of Adams clothes and I will wash yours after we eat. "But they are dirty dirty he said" and handed me the bag. The smell caught me right away, as if they were laying somewhere wet and moldy for a few days, but I assured him we would get them clean.

I then told them I got some surprises for them again today, and motioned for them to look out the sliding glass doors. Adam saw them first and immediately ran for his suit. I yelled 'Get Jason your spare suit if you guys are going in', Ben was already out the sliding doors and grabbing his suit off the clothesline. Adam came down and left Jason pick which suit he wanted, then realized he was standing there nude. It was the first time I seen Adams penis in a while, and was a little bigger then I thought. It was easily about the same size as Bens, maybe 4 inches. I said 'why are you nude?!?' and he giggled and said that he changed out of a diaper and wanted to give Jason choice of suits. I giggled and both boys put on their chosen suits and they rushed out to the pool where Ben was coming out of the bathhouse. Within moments all three rafts and the inner tube were in the water.

I went outside to fire up the grill, then went over to the pool pump and turned on the perpetual wave jets. Adam cheered. This made the water seem to have waves that move back and forth threw the pool. They took turns laying on the rafts then jumping into the innertube from the diving board while I put the steaks and vegetables on the grill.

Adam came over to where I was cooking, he asked if they could dry a raft off, and use it in his bedroom, so the three could all sleep in his room. I told him that would be fine. He stood there for a minute, kind of staring into space, so I waved my hand in front of his face and he grinned at me. "sorry, I was peeing", he said and laughed. I gave him a mean look and said "not where I'm making dinner please?!?" and he just replied "it's on the concrete" and laughed as he ran and jumped in the pool.

A few mins later I yelled for all three to come, I sent them into the house for plates, utensils, and a six pack of soda to put in the cooler. Remarkably they helped set the picnic table and then sat down as I served up the steaks. Ben's eyes bulged when he saw the size of the steak I put on his plate, then each boy got a scoop of vegetables and a soda, and we all sat quietly for a little while to eat.

"Bill, why are you so nice to us?", Jason asked. I thought a few minutes before I answered, and said "I am nice to Ben and you, because you are friends of my son, and I know you guys have had a hard kind of life, always being shuffled around, and I can't imagine all of your memories are good ones. So while you are around me, I will give you both good memories to look back on if you ever have to move away again." He thought about it for a few minutes and said "Don't get mad, but I thought it was because you wanted to have sex with us. You looked at my penis the other day, and I thought you were just being nice so you could do things with us". I immediately told him, "I just met you a few days ago Jason, but I have known Ben for several weeks now. If you guys ever have a question, I will honestly answer it. I don't and wouldn't want you or Ben, or Adam for that fact, to do anything to me or with me that you don't want to do. I know what it was like to grow up gay, and even tho I married and had Adam, that there were things I wanted to experience with other people. I just want you guys to know I am open to any questions or things you would like to share."

"I told dad I was gay tonight Jason, and he hugged me, dads not one of those freaks like at the park, he loves us all", Adam said with a smile. Jason got up from where he was sitting and came over and hugged me, and whispered "I'm gay too" in my ear. I laughed and hugged him back. Ben said "Bill has always treated me awesome and never did anything gross to me, I don't think he would" and with that said I tried to change the conversation.

"well how was dinner boys?", I asked instantly gaining three thumbs up. "Now if you guys clean up the table and put things in the dishwasher, I'll give ya's a choice... We'll change the pool lights to white, turn on the jacuzzi for you all, or, we can get dry clothes on and I'll put the video games on the big screen and you can play games...". All three pointed at the pool.

While they cleaned up dinner, I put the clear globes on the pool lights, and set the jacuzzi to full speed. It was almost dark and the pool looked a little brighter then I remembered. I then opened the pump inlet, and poured all 3 gallons of alertall into the pool. I was laying in the hammock when they came out from cleaning up. All three came over to me, and I imagine they made Ben be the spokesperson as he stepped forward first, and in a baby like voice Ben said "it's dark out, can we skinny dip? pwease?!?", I couldn't resist. I told them Ok, but they had to get in the pool before they take off their suits, and no diving board or laying on the rafts. I said "just in case someone peeks over the fence or is looking out a window"... they agreed and with three splashes they were in.

"WOW!", I heard Ben yell. All three of us looked at him and he yelled "I JUST PEED BLUE!". Adam who wasn't too far away from him yelled 'DAD!', in a scared kinda voice, and scrambled for the ladder after Ben. I laughed, harder then I laughed in a long time. Jason who was in the jacuzzi had a look of fear like he wanted to get out. I walked over poolside where Ben and Adam were both standing nude, and pushed them in. I then told them I put a alert liquid in the pool that shows if someone pees, poops or bleeds in the pool... it's harmless and it goes away after it eats the bad stuff. Adam giggled and said 'well then I'm gonna pee and see', and within moments you could see a blue cloud around him. Ben thought this was the coolest thing he ever saw, and the three conspired to turn the jacuzzi blue and watch it disappear.

Jason wasn't too into it I could tell, but the three managed to get the jacuzzi pretty blue tinted. I asked if they would mind if I joined them, and they all told me to get in. I grabbed my suit off the line and changed in the bathhouse and rejoined them at the pool. When I got in, Ben insisted I take my suit off too, I said "I don't think you guys want to see a hairy old man with no swim suit on", but Jason and Adam joined the fight, and with Ben tickling and hugging me, one of the other two managed to get my suit off. We sat there with the jets on full, and all kind of relaxed. Ben whispered something to Jason then tried to sit over on his lap. Jason shot a glance at me and pushed him off. Ben looked dejected so I told him I'd hold him if he wanted me to, and with that I had a boy on my lap. He kept moving a little bit at a time, and slowly I figured out what he was trying to do. I could feel him wiggle his butt just enough that he was sitting with my penis between his butt cheeks, then he leaned back against my belly and took my hands and put them on his.

Jason and Adam started splashing, and before long they were out in the pool bouncing a ball back and forth. With the privacy, Ben pushed my hands down to his penis, "rub it like you did before pwease?", as soon as he said that, and I could feel his already erect penis between my hands, I could feel myself getting erect. Ben must also have felt the same thing, but he said 'no' when I tried to move him off my penis. "it's ok he said, I like it" so I left him be where he was. I could feel my hard on growing and Ben seemed to be pushing himself down against it. I continued to gently rub his penis as I felt Ben doing his best to sit down on my erection. "It's too big for that Ben", I said, and after a few more movements he stayed on my lap but turned a little and pushed one of my hands down to his bum. "use a finger", Ben said, so I gently rubbed my finger up and down the crack of his bum, and with the other hand I was massaging his penis, and as I slowly slid a finger into his bum, he started to moan, I could feel his penis pulsing with orgasm, and after a few seconds he pushed that hand away. I started to pull my finger from his bum and he said "hump it, like Jason is humping Adam", which made me look out into the pool. Adam and Jason were floating in the pool,and I could see that Jason was definitely having sex with my son, so keeping with the ryhthym they had going, I humped Ben's little bum with my finger as he turned to lay belly to belly with me. Ben was hugging me, humping against my belly, as my finger humped his bum.

From out in the pool I could hear Jason saying "I'm gonna squirt", Adam had a look of determination on his face as Jason trembled behind him and I could see them both shudder, and realized that Ben, on my belly, was about to orgasm with them both. I could feel his hum tighten on my finger, and his penis pulsing in my belly button. Ben went limp on my belly, and I slowly pulled my finger out. Adam and Jason had parted, and both of them were marveling at the blue worm in the pool. Jasons sperm must have been thick, but as they reached to pick it up out of the water it disintegrated. Jason got out of the pool, grabbed his suit, and laid on the deck beside the pool.

Adam swam over beside him, and they talked for a few minutes, then Adam swam in to where Ben and I were. He told me that Jason and him were tired, and they were going to go in the house to bed. Ben looked up and said he was tired too, so we all gathered our suits and into the house we went.

Ben brought me his towel, and dragged his bag over by me. He wanted diapered and dressed for bed. His bag of clothes smelled ripe also, so we settled on powder, cream, and a diaper for bed. I got him all dressed, and carried him upstairs to Adams room, and when I opened the door the other two boys were asleep already. Adam lay spooned with his arms around Jason on the bottom bunk, so without disturbing them I lay Ben on the upper bunk, kissed him goodnight, and went back downstairs to start a very needed load of wash.

The clothes didn't seem moldy, they were just damp, like they were soaking in a sink of mucky water. I threw some extra detergent in, and some stuff to make them smell good, and left the load to wash while I cleaned out the dishwasher.

I sat at the kitchen table, thinking about the three boys upstairs. millions of topics ran threw my mind. Was I setting a good example, or was I turning into that creepy guy they all talk about at the park. I never forced anything upon the boys, and Ben's curiosity was a tad shocking, and then I wondered if I wanted my son to grow up gay. It's not as bad today as it was when I grew up, and maybe this was just his experimentation phase. I realized when I heard the buzzer that I had thought my way threw the entire wash phase, so I swapped the clothes into the dryer, and headed up to bed. For the first time in two days, I got to get almost a whole nights sleep... almost.

It was early morning, the sound I heard was a bang. It startled me from my sleep and I went to investigate. Jason and Adam were still asleep, not snuggled like they were when they fell asleep tho, and Ben was no where to be seen. As I came out of the room, I saw the bathroom door closed, so I went down and tapped twice and said 'you ok?', and Ben giggled. I opened the door and Ben told me the toilet seat fell when he was putting it down. I noticed he had a dry clean diaper pushed down to his feet and he was sitting on the toilet. I must have made a funny face because he laughed and said "I do poop normal sometimes you know" and that made me laugh. I told him I was going back to sleep, and he should do the same, it was only six in the morning. He agreed and I journeyed back to my pillows.

It was only a few moments that I laid there, when the door to my room cracked open. Ben walked up to the bed, and crawled into the space in front of me. "Adam has someone to snuggle with, I want to snuggle with you, is that ok", I agreed and that seemed to make Ben happy. I noticed he had put on some of Adam's underwear which were a little big on him, so I reminded him that if he falls asleep he doesn't wet the bed. Ben kinda turned and told me how he used to get diaper rashes but not as bad as Jonathan had. He told me he was afraid to wet diapers now cuz he didn't want that to happen to him. I explained to him that Jonathan was moving his legs a lot on the skateboard, and with the wet diaper it kind of rubbed his legs sore. It wasn't just because he was wet, it was because he wore it too long and was so active. Ben told me he'd be careful when he was wet, and seemed to smile at the idea of being able to wet his diapers again. Then he asked me if I had seen Jonathans penis, and I told him it was hard to avoid when I examined him. Ben confided in me that he wished Jonathan would sleep over because he wanted to suck on his penis when he went to sleep. I took the opportunity to ask Ben why he did that to people when they are asleep. I told him I saw him doing it to Adam the other night, and how I was been wondering why he did it to me.

Ben just got quiet for a few minutes, then said 'Bill is it wrong that I do that?'. I laid quietly and thought how to answer that. I finally explained that by doing things like that to people who aren't aware, it's like assault. It would be like someone sneaking up to you and doing something to you that you might not want them to do. Like, a punch, or throw something on you. I think it's best if you ask or at least let people know what you are going to do before you do it. Ben thought about it and turned and said 'Can I suck on your wee wee? I really want to!', I ruffled his hair and told him no, maybe some other time, but it's soon time to get up and start the day. He frowned but didn't seem mad, and got up telling me he was going to go put a diaper on, and out of my room he went.

I headed downstairs, and peeked into Adams room. Ben was getting his things out of the closet, and I told him not to wake the other boys. I went into the laundry room first knowing the boys would need clothes, and as I folded them, I realized how many holes and raggedy the boys things were. I picked out the nicest set for Ben and Jason, put them on the breakfast table, and put all the rest in a bin.

Ben came down, and I fixed him a bowl of cereal. He got dressed and without saying a word to me went into the living room. I heard the tv turn on, and soon the room was full of cartoon super heroes doing battle. Jason and Adam came down together about a half hour later. They also wanted cereal so breakfast was kinda easy. After they dressed and retreated to the living room, I told them we were going somewhere special in a little while, but we had to tend to chores first. I gave Ben the task of cleaning up the living room, Adam the task of taking out the diaper pail bag and his bedroom, and Jason had to do dishes and sweep kitchen floor. This gave me time to get dressed and logon to the computer to move some money out of my savings account.

I made a few quick purchases, and was sure that they would be available for pickup when we got to the store, and went to see how far along on the chores the boys were. Ben was done, and was sitting in my chair in the living room. He patted the front of his diaper, and I asked him if he was wet and wanted me to change him, but he said no, and went upstairs alone. I think he was a little dejected that I refused his offer earlier, but I hoped today's special trip would make things better.

We arrived at the High Point mall a little after 11am, all of the stores were open but we all made a detour to the mall office first. I presented my drivers license and the clerk handed me 6 gift cards, each with the amount written on the sleeves. I took three, and handed them to each of the boys. I explained how it worked. These cards were good anywhere in the mall. Any store they wanted to go in, and they could buy anything they wanted but there was one rule. For these cards it had to be clothing. I told them I expect 3 shirts, 3 pairs of shorts, 6 pair of socks, 6 pairs of underwear, jogging pants or pajamas, and a pair of sneakers from each of them. Anything extra clothing wise that they wanted, they could also get. They could shop alone or lead me to the store where they wanted my help.

All three looked shocked, Jason said 'what if we don't have enough on this card?', but I assured him that he would. I suggested they stick together, and that we all meet in the foot court by 3pm with their purchases. I reminded them it was summer, and to get those skateboard pants everyone was wearing, maybe a new swimsuit if they have enough, they told them as I tapped on my watch... 'time is ticking... if you want to find out what these other 3 cards are for... you better get shopping and get back to the food court' The boys decided they would shop as a group. They all basically wore the same clothing sizes and liked the same styles, so they were off in a flash.

I roamed the mall, wondering what sort of fashion show I was going to get this evening. Jason and Ben both needed clothes, On our way home I was planning on dropping off their old clothes at the local church mission. I had removed the damaged clothes but there were a few salvagable pieces in the bin. I bought myself some loose shorts, and some pool shoes. I didn't really need much, but I had time to kill. Then an inspiration hit me. I saw the wireless store. Adam had a pay by the minute phone for almost a year now, we got it in case there was ever an emergency. I looked around in the store and saw they had a model with a nice touch screen and what they called 'indestructable' cases. The saleman came over by me, and I asked him if he had three of those phones in gold, with cases, and if I could add them to my plan. A few minutes later, three phones were setup, locked in their cases, and ready to rock. I noticed it was almost 3, so I headed for the food court and ordered a large pizza and watched for the boys to arrive.

They came in a group, pushing a shopping cart they borrowed from somewhere in the mall. I could see three shoe boxes, and at least 8 bags of clothes. They were all hungry and one by one between eating they showed me their new clothes. They did very well in their selections and got everything they were supposed to get. Ben and Adam each had one bag they didn't want to show me at the mall. I told them to eat, while I took all the purchases out to the car. I loaded the trunk, locked the lid and headed back in.

They were almost done eating, Ben still wasn't looking at me too often. He did however seem to stare quite a bit a black boy a few tables over. When they finally patted their full bellies, I said 'ok, step 2!', we walked to the mall office, I asked each boy in turn for the card they had, then had their balance transferred to one of the 3 others I had in my hand. I looked at the slips... and smiled. I handed Adam a card and said 'you have $242.', I then handed Jason a card and said 'you have $220', and then said to Ben, as the grand prize winner you have $252 to spend in the next store.' All three jaws dropped.But they weren't as shocked at that point as they were when we went to the Skate & Board in the mall. They went crazy, running around to pick out a board, and trucks and tires, then watching as the pro's built them each a skateboard of their own design. Each of them had enough money left to get knee and elbow pads, enough gear to fully equip them for the skate park.

Finally I got a smile out of Ben. Jason and Adam were both happy as well. By the time we were done there tho, it was almost 6pm, and til we got home it would be close to 8pm, so we gathered up our last purchases and headed for the car. The boys were kinda depressed that the skate park would be closed by the time we got home, but they were still excited to show me their new clothes. They were at the trunk waiting to unload before I had even put the car in park. They all made piles around themselves in the living room, and Adam hit the switch to close all the blinds. the boys put on different outfits, and I was very impressed with the things they bought. Ben had one item in a bag he wouldn't take out, and Adam said he had 3 that he didn't want to show. I didn't force them too, I figured they were private or they wanted them to be a surpise. They all bugged me to know which clothes I liked the best, and I thought about it, and said I liked Adam's skate suit with the matching tube top and shorts, I said I liked Jason's daring purchase of a speedo swimsuit (he definitely had the penis and pouch to make it work), and to Ben I told him I liked his singlette and shorts set for boarding. I said to him that wearing that singlette would make it hard to conceal a diaper without the shorts tho! Ben just giggled and said "I don't ever hide them, I just tell people I need them", which got a laugh out of me.

I told them to go put clothes up in Adam's room in a neat pile, and come back down for one more surprise. While they were upstairs I opened up my internet router and secured it, so they could use it with the phones. Ben came down first, and came over by me, and said 'I love you Bill, will you please let me suck your wee wee at bedtime?", I looked down at him and smiled, and said 'I didn't buy you these things so you would do things to make me feel good Ben, I did them so you feel good. I love you and Jason also, very much'. Ben said "I know, but I just want to do it, Adam don't like it, and Jason won't let me", I hugged him and said 'how about we just snuggle later and see what happens', that seemed to be a good enough answer and by then the other two boys were coming down the steps. I heard Jason saying 'I think they are kind of hot' and Adam catching me sitting at the computer nudged Jason to shut him up.

I sat out at the table with my bag, and called the boys to come join me. I put a box in front of each of them, and said 'don't touch yet!' until all three were in place. I looked at them all, and told them I wasn't sure how Jason and Ben's family were going to feel about this purchase, but I felt we all needed one to keep in touch. I then said 'unwrap em'. Paper flew in every direction and all three left out shouts of glee. they had them out of the boxes and in their hands immediately. Each tried to use them, and no one knew their security code. That's when they looked at me. I held up three pieces of paper with names on them, and said 'rules...' I then explained that there are certain things they should not do with cell phones. No 'dirty' pictures should be taken. They could take pics of each other, skateboarding, or anything else they wanted. But, no boobies, no penis shots, no diaper play. They were allowed to give the number to their parents and friends, but no adults they don't know. I also stipulated that any time I wanted to see any of the phones to check for bad-doings, they were to be handed over immediately. As they agreed I gave them the paper with their security code on it. "how many minutes do they have", Jason asked, and I told him they are all unlimited minutes and data, but should not be abused. they cheered. I got three of the biggest hugs I have ever recieved.

With that I told them, it's 10pm, bath time if you want to take one, if not it's time for bed. All three moaned, but made motions to get ready for bed.

All three went upstairs, and Ben came back down. He was carrying a black bag, and told me that Jason and Adam got in the shower together. I asked him what he had there, he said 'it's my special thing, will you make me ready for bed?' I agreed, he laid his baby blanket out on the floor, got his cream and powder out, a diaper, then he said 'don't look ok please?', I shut my eyes and heard the bag rustle, then he said 'what do you think'. He had brought out a pair of footed pajamas with a toy car design on them. They were dark blue with bright car prints. I smiled and clapped, then hugged him. They're awesome Ben! Let me get you ready for bed!

I pulled his shoes off, they were dirty and showing lots of signs of wear, so I asked if I could throw them away. He nodded. I lowered his shorts, then lifted his shirt off, then peeled off his socks. He turned me on laying there in just a pull up. I put my hand lightly on the pull up and he said it was dry. so I pulled it down and lifted it off his legs. I leaned down to his belly button, and gave it a little kiss. He giggled and I could see his penis bounce as he laughed. It was soft, which kind of shocked me, Ben always seemed to be hard. I smelled down into his crotch and grabbed the bottle of cream. I massaged it all around his penis, cupping his balls, and got down between his legs. Still no movement from his penis, I lifted his legs and with another squirt from the bottle I massaged the cream over his bum, and with one finger spread some in his bum crack. That enticed a little movement from the penis, but I quickly grabbed the powder and puffed it all around his penis and thighs. I grabbed the Luvs diaper from beside him, lifted his bum and snuggled him tight inside his diaper. He looked so happy laying there that I wanted to hug him. We had one more step to go though. I put his feet one by one into his new pajamas, picked him up putting them under him, then tucked one hand into each sleeve. I gave his belly one more rub then zipped him up from feet to neck. He reached in the bag still beside him and pulled out his pacifier. I don't know who was happier at that moment, Ben in his contented dream come true, or me for knowing I was falling in love with this boy. I picked him up and laid him on the couch until the other boys had settled upstairs.

It got quiet upstairs, Ben had almost fallen asleep on the couch, but I carried him up the steps and turned to go into Adams room, but Ben said 'snuggle up with you', I said ok, and opened the door to Adams room. Adam and Jason were sound asleep already, Jason on the top bunk and Adam on his. I just closed the door tight and took Ben with me to bed.

"Bill", Ben said, once we got settled, "do you mind that I like to be a baby?'. I told him I thought it was perfectly awesome that he liked to be pampered and pampered, and with my little pun he laughed. "I wanted to get a boner earlier, you know, when you were putting on my powder, but I think that being babied was a lot more fun, but I think you do like to do things with me, and thats ok, all right?". I told him I would never make an advance he didn't want me to make, and if I saw he wasn't interested or wasn't in the mood, I would never push it upon him. Thats when he told me about Mark. Mark used to hold him down and hump against his butt cheeks, and that's why he understood when I talked to him about having someones consent earlier. He told me he was glad I answered his question the way I did, because now he understood better. "I love you Bill, I know you would never hurt me" and with that he fell asleep in my arms. I pulled the blanket up over him, and we slept peacefully threw the night.

I woke up to Jason shaking me. Ben wasn't in bed with me. Jason asked if Adam and him could go test out the new skateboards in the driveway and out front. I told him sure, but to stay around in case I yelled for them. I asked him where Ben was and he said he was sleeping on the couch downstairs. I got up and put my new shorts on, grabbed a shirt and then noticed the wet spot on my bed. I grabbed the sheet and blanket off the bed to throw in the washer and headed downstairs. The boys were out front, with the garage door open dragging their home made ramps to the other end of the driveway.

With the air conditioner on, Ben was laying in a fetal position on the loveseat shivering. I touched his pajamas near his bum and he was soaked. He was still asleep tho, and I didn't want to wake him up. I turned the AC off in the living room, and started scrambling a bunch of eggs and put some bacon in to bake. I didn't notice him at first until I heard him crying. I looked up and Ben was standing in the doorway, tears flowing from both eyes. I went over and asked him what was wrong, and he said he was sorry for wetting my bed. I picked him up like a baby, and carried him upstairs. I undid he wet pajamas and helped him take them off. I quick undid the flaps on the diaper, and I pulled the front down, a river of urine flowed from the crotch. "Wow Benny did you drink a whole gallon of water?!?" and with that, he started crying heavier. I pulled the diaper out from under him, and deposited it in the can, and lifted him into the tub. I assured him it was ok, I wasn't mad about the bed, or the couch, or the overflowing diaper. I told him I was sad that his first happy day as a baby ended with tears, and tried my best to get him to cheer up. The warm water from the tub, and the bubbles helped quite a bit. he laid back in the tub, and relaxed. I told him to finish up, and get dressed before too long and come down for breakfast. I left him in the tub, and went downstairs.

Adam came in, and offered to help with breakfast. Jason was out front with a neighbor doing some stunts. So we talked while we toasted bread and made eggs for our sandwiches. "Is Jason your Boyfriend now? I noticed you didn't sleep together last night though", I asked. Adam said "I like when we cuddle, but he always wants to have anal sex, and sometimes it just hurts.", I asked 'what hurts? Don't you use the lube I put in the closet?'. Adam kinda just blushed, I could tell he was uncomfortable talking about it, but told me sometimes Jason gets rough and does it real fast. I nodded, and told him some people like to do it fast, especially when they start to get near orgasm, and that he should tell Jason what he likes, and they can work on making sex something they both enjoy. That's when Adam told me Jason wasn't his boyfriend. I could tell he wasn't sure how to say what he was about to say, the look on his face was perplexed, then he straight out said 'Jason just wants to have sex, with everyone, He doesn't want a boy friend or girl friend, he just wants people to hump.' I just shook my head and said 'Well if he doesn't want you for a boyfriend, he doesn't know what he's missing... You're an awesome son Adam'

Ben came downstairs wearing tight black biker pants, which I could tell were padded with a pullup, and matching shirt. He came over to the table and I told him to yell to Jason to come in for breakfast, and to invite Cody if he wanted to join us. I put out paper plates, and the toast, cheese, eggs, and ham on the table so everyone could help themselves when they gathered, gave Adam a ruffle on his head, and headed out to get the newspaper. When I came back inside, everyone was at the table talking about going to the skatepark, I reminded them all that if they had laundry to be done, to get it down here right after breakfast, and I went to take care of a few of my own chores. As I changed the sheets on the bed, Ben scooted by and grabbed his pajamas, and on his way back downstairs he asked if they would be dry for tonight. I assured him they should be, and before I could even turn around he was gone. I could see the boys in the driveway, back and forth on their skateboards, but Ben just kind of watched. I knew Ben could skateboard, but I don't think he was very good at it, But he was definitely better at it then Cody the boy who lived up the street. I think Cody's butt spent more time on my driveway then his skateboard's wheels did. I got back to my chores, had to vacuum and clean up the house before we could leave this afternoon. I also had to call Anita and see when her and her husband would be back from their trip. I didn't want too make many plans that included Ben and Jason if they were going to be going back home. Not that they couldn't come along, but I needed to know what to get from the store and stuff.

It was almost noon when I finished up my chores. The boys came inside and I told them to make sandwiches if they were hungry. They made sandwiches and sat that the table. It was then that my cell phone rang. It was Anita, Her and her husband would be home day after tomorrow til they settle the finances and stuff there. I looked at the boys to be sure another few days at my house would be ok, Jason didn't look to overjoyed, but Ben agreed right away. Then Anita asked me to take the phone into another room. She told me that the way things looked, when they returned they would be packing to move out of state. Because of this, the boys would probably be remanded to the state. She told me that Jason would be okay with that, he never seemed to like being at their home, and she went to on tell me that Ben would be devastated to lose the friendship he has with Adam. She asked me to contact his caseworker if I would be interested in fostering Ben or possibly adopting him. I wasn't sure how to take this news, I loved Ben, and would love to be his parent, but would have to talk it all over with them. I told her I would talk to the boys this evening, and see what they thought of the situation. When I went back into the kitchen I told the boys to get ready to go to the park, we were going to have a sit down meal tonight when we get home. They gathered their things and all went to load the car. Ben turned towards me before going into the garage, and for a moment I thought he was going to cry.

When I got in the car tho, all three were so psyched up about showing off their new boards, that talk about the sweet moves they were going to perform was all they talked about the whole way there. I dropped the boys off down near the ramps, I had some phone calls to make so I headed home. The first place I called was social services, I spoke to Ben's caseworker and told her the situation. I explained how Ben and my son were good friends, and Ben had become a regular fixture at my house. I told her of my financial situation, explained I had bunk beds, and Ben could have his own room if he chose. She told me to talk to Ben because in situations like this, the boy would be placed with another family before they would return him to the group home. She told me if Ben was in agreement, and after a background check and home inspection, it would be an almost immediate move as she had already spoken to Anita and Jim. I asked about Jason also, but told the caseworker that I was under the impression that Jason didn't like staying with Anita and Jim, and was unsure about how he felt about my home. Jason she told me, was a difficult case, he had living relatives that were working towards regaining custody. Ben was an orphan tho, and open for adoption. I was almost in tears of happiness. I wouldn't have to let Jason down... and I might be able to make Ben happy. I couldn't wait for this evening.

I was so anxious to talk to the boys, I didn't want to wait til later to go get them. I arrived back at the park around 4, and Jason and Adam were doing rotations on the half loop, Ben was sitting off to the side in the grass talking with another boy. It wasn't til I got closer that I realized it was Jonathan. He had dyed his hair blue, and I didn't recognize him. Jonathan looked up at me and thanked me for the advice. He said his rash cleared up in a day, there was just a little patch on each thigh, but he could skate again. I asked them why they weren't skating, and Ben told me they had been, then whispered to me 'I'm a little messy right now', to which I gave him the a-ok gesture.

Jason came over by us, standing on one foot on the board as they rolled past, Adam came from the other side and laughed and yelled 'show off!' to Jason as they passed each other. Then they all kinda gathered and Jason told me he was kinda hungry. Adam agreed, and Ben just kinda shrugged his shoulders. I gave them each $5, even Jonathan, and told them to go get something from the snack bar but nothing major, I was planning a dinner for this evening. They skated off, leaving me alone to watch the other skaters.

Ben was the first to return with a bag of doritoes, and a soda. He looked up and me. "You talked to Anita, and she said something that made you look sad, I could see you threw the glass doors. Do you have bad news for us?", he asked. I looked down at him and smiled, ruffled his head, and said "Ben you are nothing but bad news, but we'll talk about it later, you go have fun, here comes your friend". Jonathan sat down beside Ben. He was munchin on one of those red licorice sticks, and offered a piece to Ben. Ben leaned over and whispered something to Jonathan, and he blushed a little bit. He moved around a little bit trying to situate his shorts, then looked at Ben and said he was going to the bathroom. When he walked away, Ben looked up at me and said 'now he's messy, and I could smell it, he went to change probably'. I sat down beside Ben and asked him if he talked Jonathan into diapers, or if it was his idea. Ben laughed and said 'nope, we just discovered each other one day in the bathroom'.

I thought about it for a bit, and realized Adam only wore them we him and Ben were alone, he didn't really show an interest in them by himself. I think Ben liked diapers because he just liked being a baby, and babied. As for Jason, I don't think I've ever seen him wear one. Jonathan made me wonder tho, how many other boys were into the diaper thing on their own. I watched them skate for a bit longer, then motioned to Jason and Adam at the other end of the ramps that it was soon time to go. Jason came riding over, and he thanked me for the skateboard, and told me the wheels spin so easily it took them a while to get used it it. He gave me a hug followed by Adam, then I noticed Ben saying goodbye to his friend, both of them standing there with their cell phones out. We piled our stuff into the trunk, and as Jason got in after Ben said "wow Ben you stink", Ben just shot him a glance and told him to shut up. We rode home with the boys sharing pictures of each other on the ramps, then Adam starting picking on Jason about a lineup of girls pictures he had in the phone. Jason played it off sayin 'well the honeys wanted me to take pics of them by us cool skateboarders'.

We pulled in the garage, and I told everyone to stay put. I said to Ben to go get a clean diaper on or underwear, and asked Adam if he was wearing one. Jason giggled and said "no but you wouldn't believe what he has on!", I thought Adam was gonna get mad, but he just gave Jason a really mad look. Ben took a few minutes to get changed, and when he came down he had that sad look on his face again. I looked back and gave him a smile, and backed back out of the driveway. We drove to one of my favorite places to eat, they had picnic tables down by the pond, and the food was excellent. We were seated almost at once, and they waiter took our orders and disappeared. Once the food had arrived, I began to talk, I explained to everyone what Anita had said to me, and before Ben could begin to cry, I said but I have good news. Jason's caseworker is working really hard to get him placed back with his family, and as I said that Jason looked relieved. Ben still looked on the verge of tears, so I looked at Adam and said to him 'if things work out, how would you like to have Ben as your brother?'. Adam looked at me in disbelief, and said 'yes' almost immediately, but then he said 'What will happen with Jason.' I told him Jason would move back with his parents in their home, which is only 12 miles away. We could go get him when he wants to come hang with us, or you could go hang with him. The three of them looked so happy I had trouble getting them to eat their meal. I did warn them tho, that no matter what, Jason would be going back to his parents soon, Ben will require some paperwork, court, and some inspections of the house in order to make that happen. We finished our meal, and desert, and we all talked about the little details that we had to work on as we drove home. We picked up a few dvd's on the way home, and after the boys took showers I setup the projector so we could watch on the big screen. Adam and Jason made popcorn, Ben put all the pillows out on the floor, and soon as we were all settled I popped the first movie in.

I was glad to see Jason cuddle up with Adam on the pillows, Ben kind of dozed off before the movie started to get interesting. He looked so cute laying in the bean bag pillow sucking gently on his pacicier. Jason pulled a blanket off the couch, and covered Ben, then grabbed another cover for him and Adam. He shot a glance up my way to see if I was looking but I pretended to be engrossed in the movie. I could see Jason spooning tight against Adam then I saw his arm move up over Adam's side. He looked to be rubbing against his belly, but Adams relaxing his head back told a different story. Jason was slowly masturbating Adam as they lay there under the cover, after a few moments, Adam moved his hips around a bit, and with Jasons help liberated Adam of his underwear. Jason wrapped his arms around Adam, and with one more cautionary look up my direction, cuddled in tight against him. I heard Adam whisper 'go slow Jason, it's better'. I could tell by the cover movement, that Jason was slowly humping just against his bum cheeks, and as they both gasped I could tell when Jason had made insertion. Jason stayed true to his word, and kept a steady pace while having sex with Adam. Adam seemed to be enjoying it immensely, his tongue sticking out between his teeth in a determined way, I could tell that Jason was still stroking on Adams penis just from the motions of the blanket. I was glad to see sex wasn't a solo effort on Jason's part all the time. Adam started to moan, just soft, but soft enough that I could hear it when the movie moved to quieter scenes, then seemingly at the time same both boys moaned a little louder, and Jason half moaned half said 'I am going to squirt', and Adam said 'meee tooooo', and both boys seemed to come to a shuddering rest under the blanket.

Jason sat up quickly, and looked at Adam and said 'GUESS WHAT?!', in an excited tone. Adam turned and looked at him as Jason showed him the hand he had used to masturbate Adam. He said 'YOU DID SQUIRT!', look it's on my fingers!. Adam looked closer and I could see him smiling. "It don't look as much as yours but I finally did it', Adam said. Jason told him to lay down, and in the light from the screen even I over on the couch could see the glistening of the cum on Adams belly. Adam was checking it out and wiped it together in a little pile. Jason laughed and said 'now you have cum in you and on you, so I know you're gay!" they both wrestled around on the floor a little bit then Adam hunted for his underwear. He pulled them on quick and looking at me pretending to be asleep tagged Jason's arm and said 'skinny dip, last one in loses!' and ran for the sliding glass doors to the pool. Jason didn't take long to catch up and chased after Adam. Before long I heard two splashes.

I got up off the couch, and checked on Ben. He was soaked threw to his pajamas again, and that's when I realized he didn't have a diaper on. I picked him up, still half asleep and carried him upstairs to the bathroom. I unzipped his pajamas and removing his arms from them left them fall to the floor. He wasn't fully awake, but his penis was. Pointing straight out and up. I could tell under the bathroom light that Ben was starting to get a rash, so I warmed up some diaper cream, and gently put it on him, then laid him down on a towel to put powder on him. Lifting his legs I could see that wearing a poopy diaper all day had some rash activity going on down on his bum also. So more cream and powder. I grabbed a diaper out from under the sink and put it on him, then picked him up and carried him to his bunk in Adams room, tucked him in, and gave him a kiss. He said 'I love you Bill, I am glad you want me to stay here, I will miss Jason but I love it here' I huggled him again and went back downstairs.

I gathered up the blankets, and took the wet bean bag chair out to the deck and called to the boys to come inside. It was late, and time for bed. The boys got out of the pool, each finding their own underwear and went inside. I didn't say anything about what I had seen and heard earlier, I just told them it's bedtime, and ushered them both upstairs. I was tired too. I wasn't sure if Anita and Jim would be home sometime tomorrow or the day after. But I needed some sleep and needed to make more calls in the morning. I gave the boys a few minutes to settle in upstairs, then made my way to my own bed.

Jason was the first to wake me up that morning. He wanted to talk to me, and I guess I was hoping to talk to him also. He started out by saying that being about to come to my house for three weeks he was at Anita's made the stay there much nicer. He told me that Adam and him had talked in the pool last night, and said they both agreed they didn't feel the same about each other in the way of 'love'. I told him at their ages they don't know what love really is yet, and Jason told me they had sex a few times. I told them sex was just experimentation, we've all had sex with people to learn what it's all about. Jason told me he thinks Adam really is gay, and I said that was fine, then he told me he wasn't sure what he was, because he likes girls too. I told him the same thing I told Adam only a day or so before... Be who you are, not what your mind tells you to be. That seemed to brighten his mood, he said 'I'm glad I had the chance to meet you Bill, I don't know how often my parents will let me come visit, and I know sleepovers are never allowed at my house, my parents are too strict. I hate to ask this but, may I keep my clothes, skateboard and phone? I want them to remember you by, and with the phone I can still call you all sometimes?' I told him surely, I bought those things for him, I would never ask for their return. Then he hugged me, and told me not to say anything to the other boys about him not being able to visit and stuff. He said he doesn't like goodbyes. And then to completely break my heart, He said 'Take care of Ben for me, he looked out for me when I was afraid of Mark', then he got up with a tear running down his cheek and went into the bathroom. I heard the shower running a few moments later.

Ben was the next person I saw that morning. He came into my room moaning. I could tell they weren't good moans and he was holding his belly around his belly button. He crawled up beside me and put his back to me and told me to rub his belly. I asked him what was wrong and he said that he really had to poop, and it felt like he was getting punched. I remembered the tight pants and diaper the day before, and big meal last night, and rubbed his belly. He cried a little bit and I could feel him strain. I left him on the bed for a few minutes, and went to Adams closet to get a suppository. Oddly on the way back to my room I realized Ben even in pain, was probably going to like this. I pulled down Ben's shorts, and undid the diaper. I wasn't as shocked to see a few dots of blood on the rear as Ben was. I told Ben to relax, and told him what I was going to do. He half-smiled, as much as a boy could smile while in belly pain, but I lifted his legs, and slowly aimed the suppository at his rectum. I pushed in just a little bit, and left it come back out. I wanted to be sure to lube his anus before I pushed it all the way in. Each time I pushed tho Ben would tell me that it hurts a little, but after a few times pushing it in and out, I finally got the suppository in. From all the resistance, I was worried he would still have trouble, so I told him I'm going to put one more in just to help. He cried a little bit and told me to hurry, it hurt with his legs up, so I rolled him on his side, and amazingly the second suppository went in easy. I put him back on his back, and folded up the front of his diaper and redid the tapes. Even in pain, I noticed the stimulation of his anus caused him to be semi-erect when I fastened his diaper. I sat on the bed and put him on my lap, and that's when Adam came in.

Adam asked Ben what was wrong, and I told Adam he was a little constipated and crampy. Adam kinda laughed and said 'I always knew you were full of poop Ben, ya don't have to prove it', laughed then asked if him and Jason could ride to the donut shop for breakfast. I told him to take some money from the kitchen jar, and bring back some for Ben and me too. Like a flash he was gone.

I held Ben like a baby for about ten minutes, his whimpers were getting lighter, but I could still feel him straining every now and then as I rubbed his belly. He took my hand, and started to squeeze holding his breath. I shook him and told him not to squeeze so hard, to just let it happen. Squeezing would make his butt real sore, and might make it hard for him to poop for a few days. He started crying and said 'I just want to poop! I want it out, I want it to stop hurtin', and I rubbed his belly and started making up a story to tell him. He finally relaxed again, and even I heard his belly gurgling. I said 'there it's starting to work, won't be long now Mr Ben' and he relaxed back against me. A couple more minutes passed, and I told Ben that a nice soak in a warm tub might help, and he agreed. We went over to the bathroom, and I filled the tub up so that only his head was above the water. I helped him take his shorts and diaper off, and he got into the tub and laid on his back. I turned on the radio, and told him to just relax and let it happen on it's own. No squeezing I said as I closed the door.

"Bill!" I heard Ben yell for me, I went back into the bathroom, He was standing up, and pointed at the toilet. I had to laugh because only moments ago he was trying to go to the bathroom, now he was trying not to go, but as soon as I sat him on the toilet I heard the fart that lead to the birth of the biggest turd I'd ever seen in my life. When Ben stood up to look at it, I had to peek in. It was at least 2 foot long, one piece, that looked like a brown snake. He laughed and said 'I've never been so happy to poop in my life, those things really worked', I had to laugh with him, then told him to take a good shower, and meet us downstairs for donuts.

Ben was down, I could see he was in another set of new clothes, this time in dark gray shorts with lots of pockets, and a t-shirt that had a logo of some sort on it. He told me he put some cream on his bum crack, and powder but was only wearing underwear today. He had his cell phone clipped to his shorts, and was in a lot better mood then he'd been in an hour before. A few minutes later, Jason and Adam were back with donuts, I made the boys tea and we all sat down to eat. I told them all that since we weren't sure when Anita and Jim would be coming home, we had best stay close to the house, and I had some business to take care of, they could play video games or go ride bikes, as long as they stayed within range of the house.

My lawyer showed up, and we went into the den as the boys rode out of the garage on their bikes. The lawyer had papers for me to sign, and brought me a copy of my background check. He told me that social services would more then likely place him with me, as I have the means to support him, a home, employment, and everything else that would be required. He would start the adoption process this afternoon and contact Ben's caseworker. Pending the inspection of the home and their approval, Ben could come to stay with me as soon as Anita and Jim signed over custody back to the state. This was all great news to me, I could barely contain myself. He did warn me though that the inspection would be random, and could be at any time after he files the paperwork today. No problem I told him, we shook hands and he left.

A little before noon, Anita called me to give me updates. Mark was remanded back to state custody as he only had 2 months before he turned 18. Jason's parents were going to be having a home inspection today, and she has the paperwork the caseworker faxed to her, to release Ben back to state custody. They were hoping to be home this evening, and will be meeting with the caseworker tomorrow. She was crying as she talked to me, but hopeful that Jason can return to his home, and so glad that I was going to be giving Ben a home. Ben had been threw a few too many foster homes, and she said he's such loving and caring boy, it would break her heart if Ben had to be placed again. I told her about all the things my lawyer had started and I assured her I would do what I could to give Ben a home. She said she would call again once they got back into state.

Ben came inside for a drink. I sat him down, and said "I don't want an answer now, but I really want you to think about whether you want to come live with me and Adam for the next 9 years of your life. If you allow me to adopt you, there won't be any going back. There will be people coming to talk to you very soon, you'll need to give them your answer. I love you either way Ben, and will always be there for you if needed.", I gave him a hug, a fresh water bottle, and told him that Anita and Jim would probably be coming home today, sent him back out to play.

Within minutes, Jason came inside. He asked me about Anita and Jim, and I told him they were coming home tonight or tomorrow morning. He asked what was going to happen to him, and I told him that his parents were going to have a home inspection today, and maybe as soon as tomorrow you'll be able to go home to your mom and dad. That didn't seem to make him very happy, but he hugged me and told me he would be happy to see his parents, he just hoped things there would be better. He wiped away a tear and went back outside where the three had gathered in the driveway.

I went outside, the boys came over to me, and I said 'boys listen, I don't know what is going to happen, no one does. I want you all to get your mind off of things til we know more, If you guys get on your bikes right now, and get down to the theatre and catch a movie. How does that sound?". I gave them each $10 and told them go... have fun.

They didn't go though. They all hung out in the backyard, most of the time sitting at the picnic table. Ben's phone rang, He came over to me and told me that Jonathan called to see if they were coming to the park. I told him it probably wasn't a good idea, but that Ben could invite him over here if he was allowed. I told Ben he could ride his bike to 10th street and no further to meet Jonathan if his parents said it was ok. A few minutes later the boys were getting on their bikes to ride along with Ben. Ben stopped and told me he was allowed, and that Ben told him to bring a swimsuit. I said it was ok, and whoosh the boys were gone to go meet their friend.

About twenty minutes later all four boys were back. Jason, Adam and Ben went inside to put their swimsuits on, and Jonathan came over to me and complimented me on the house. He loved the waterfall into the pool, and the big grill and firepit. Ben came running out the deck side door and yelled 'Jonathan! Last one in is a rotten egg!' and did a cannonball into the pool. Jonathan put his towel on the line by the pool and dove in. It was good to hear the boys giggling and having fun. Adam was the next one out, and Jonathan who had gotten out to go to the diving board pushed him in. Jason still hadn't emerged from the house, so I went in to see if he was alright. He was in the kitchen eating one of the leftover donuts with a glass of milk. I sat down beside him and said 'if you want to talk, I'm here'. Jason looked at me and asked 'you won't get mad or think I'm a pussy?'. I told him I would never get mad, but wasn't sure what he meant about the last part. He started to cry a bit and told me that he didn't think he would miss it here, because his only real friend was Ben, and he knew Ben was probably going to be living with me soon. He said he would miss not having people yell at him, and being almost free when he was at my house. He said he wouldn't miss Anita and Jim at all, He said they didn't really pay much attention to me. But going home, he'll have to help mom and dad with chores every day, and they are strict with him. He said I'm just going to miss how nice it is here, but Ben has friends now, and my friends are at home. He hugged me and said "I guess I don't get a say in any of it, I just hope you guys don't forget about me, even though I didn't get to be around you guys long". I told him again that he will never be forgotten, and if his parents allow we will visit and come get you to hang with us. He released his hug, and told me he's going to swim a bit too. He got up and took a few steps and stopped. I thought he was going to say something else, but he went out the door and joined the others.

It was almost 5pm when Jonathans phone rang. His parents wanted him home for dinner. The three gave him an escort to 10th street then returned. When they got back Anita and Jim were pulling into the driveway. A black official looking car pulled in beside them. Anita and Jim got out, and walked over to the other car, then the woman in the car joined them and they walked up to me. Anita introduced her as Mrs Williams, She was Jason and Ben's caseworker. She asked if there were somewhere we could talk. We all went into the house, and the boys hung out by the pool. Mrs Williams told me that she had received the paperwork from my attorney, and my petition to adopt Ben. She said that formally she could make the determination on the house inspection, and from what she saw was more then most foster kids ever get to see. If my attorney could be invited she said Anita and Jim would like to sign paperwork tonight. I gave him a call and within a half hour he arrived. While we were waiting on him, Mrs Williams said, even though it was none of my business, that Jason would be leaving with her tonight, gathering some possessions from Anita's house, then returning to his parents tomorrow. Ben would be welcome to stay if paperwork was all official, I would become his foster parent this evening. Pending some legal red tape, She said the adoption could be official in as little as 90 days if they could get a court date. My head was spinning. I asked if it was okay for me to invite the boys in, so we could update them. I went to the door and waved for them to come inside.

Anita & Jim talked with Ben and Jason. They told the boys they were sorry about the situation, but as a family Jim could not make enough money to remain here much longer, and the home they inherited was only one bedroom and small. They told Jason he was going to go to the Family Center until tomorrow, then he would returning to his parents. He looked as if he was about to cry, but he stayed strong. When they started to talk to Ben I joined in, I wanted everyone to know that the entire decision was Ben's to make, So I asked him once again, "Ben would you like to spend the next part of your life with Adam and I, and maybe your next 9 years?" Ben without a moments hesitation said yes, but he turned to Mrs Williams and asked 'Can we visit Jason sometimes?', We both assured him that he could. Anita hugged Ben, told him he was making a good decision, and told both boys that she would miss them very much. My lawyer arrived, and we excused the boys and gave them some time to talk.

Within a half hour, the paperwork was signed and notarized. My lawyer said he would file the petition to adopt in the morning, and attempt to make a court date for us. Mrs Williams officially announced that was now Ben's foster parent, and walked over to talk to Jason.

She asked Jason if he had any belongings here, and Jason produced his backpack and skateboard. I don't know when he packed but he was looking more anxious to go now then he had before. Jason, Ben and Adam hugged, then Jason gave me a hug, and told me that he left something for me, and that I'd be able to find it when he was gone. He wrote his address down for us, then after one final tearful see you later, Jason left with Mrs Williams. Anita and Jim thanked me for taking care of the boys, gave Ben one last hug, and told us they would bring Ben's things over tomorrow, as they were starting to pack to move tonight. And then they were gone also.

Ben came running over and jumped up into my arms. He said 'I love you Bill, thank you for being my dad' then jumped down and tackled Adam and said 'I still get the top bunk!" and ran upstairs. Adam came over to me, and told me that when he met Ben five months ago, he never imagined he'd one day be his brother. I told him, he's your foster brother until court, then asked him 'Are you going to be happy with this Adam? I know it's a little late to ask you that, but I know you and Ben are close." Adam just smiled and told me he was very happy, and the top bunk is Ben's forever.

Chapter 2 - Pending upon interest.

Will Jonathan become a fixture at our house?

Will the court decide to let me adopt Ben?

How soon will it be before they boys go visit Jason?

Only the next chapter will tell :)

P.S. I know I'm not a professional writer. But I enjoy weaving a tale... If you read this far... I thank you.