Alive in the Lights ch.6 pt.2
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---------------------------------------------------------------------- This is just the 2nd part of chapter 6 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Grey Alexander Holden Age: 16-Main Character Victoria Holden- Age 35-Mother Neil Holden. Age 40-Father Tessa Palmer age: 19-Grey's PR/tutor Kaiden Ryan Barens Age: 16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------
This is driving my crazy, I pace my room frustrated. I want to talk to Kaiden so bad. I wanted to hold him in my arms so I know he was safe, I saw what his dad had done to him. I walk out of the room down to my studio. I had to get what I wanted to say off my chest I need to just scream it out.
I close the door, as I enter the studio. I set the keyboard up and the microphone right next to it; if this turns out how I want it I will send this one and Bright eyes to the label.
I hit the dash to record in ten seconds, I sit down on the stool and breathe in. I see the timer hit zero and I start off by playing the keys in a soft melody. I break into a slow verse.
"I see your hurting, and I'm hurting too. I see the pain in your eye And I want to take it away.
Please just fall into me I will protect you. I will protect you wrap my arms around you and just protect you.
I keep singing as I get to the bridge and I play the piano, and I break into the last verse with more emotion than I knew I had. I keep picturing Kaiden crying, and it just fuels me to sing that much harder and make sure I don't screw this up. That's what I want to do I want him to fall into my arms I want to protect him from everything that will ever hurt him.
I finish the track and listen to it over again, I love it. I label it protect you, and send that one with bright eyes over to the record label via email.
I try his phone, but he doesn't answer. This frustrates me even more, I make my way down the hallway and Ms. Anna is standing there.
I stop almost running into her, "Ms. Anna I'm sorry I didn't see you."
"Its okay baby, are you okay?"
"No, yes...I don't know he wont answer and I just don't know what to do." I confess.
She pats my softly on my cheek. "You really like him don't you?"
I just shake my head, and my stomach rumble. I can't help but laugh. "That's why I was coming to get you I made some dinner."
She takes my arm as we walk down the stairs. "I miss him already."
"He stayed the whole weekend did he?"
"Yes ma'am but nothing happened, I love being around someone who treats me like a normal teenager, not some famous person all the time." I tell her sitting down at the table.
"Well I can see why you like him. He comes from a harder family, and has to work for everything he wants. You know you were lucky to have so much talent I think Kaiden would be perfect for you. He will support you and at the same time keep you level headed." She says and sits down with each of us a plate.
"Yeah if only he was gay." I say spearing a piece of chicken spaghetti.
I just sit there eating just a little bit, I am hungry but my appetite sucks right now. I look up at Ms. Anna and she is just shaking her head. "Ms. Anna do you get enough to pay for all that you need, and have time with the grandkids?" I ask.
She looks at me curiously, "My pay is just fine, and I get to see the grandkids on the weekends when everyone else is off. Why do you ask?"
I just shrug, "Making sure, you do a lot for me and I feel bad that you spend almost all your time here."
She just smiles, and lets out a laugh. "Sweetie, I have always worked if I didn't want to I wouldn't besides you are like my grandchild I have watched you grow into a young man."
I just smile, "Thanks Ms. Anna."
I hear the door slam in the front entrance, I look up at Ms. Anna and get out of my seat and rush through the doors to see what is going on.
"NO Neil I will not calm down!" My mother shouts at my father.
"What is going on?" I ask trying to understand.
"Nothing son." My dad says giving me a forced smile. Of course I don't believe it at all.
"Don't lie to your son Neil you should tell him how your movie has been done for weeks and you're off fucking some whore who has a kid by you!" My mother shouts throwing a vase against the wall.
This catches me off guard and I jump, I look at my mom as if she has lost her mind, "What are you talking about?" I look from her to my father.
"Your loving father has another family out in California, with another son, who is a year younger than you!" She yells at me.
"Damnit Victoria that is enough, you are scaring him!" My dad says moving over to me.
I back up so he doesn't touch me, "Is it true?"
"It is true, your mother chose to keep it from you for a long time. Janet was an old friend and we did have a son. I was upfront with your mother she wanted to pull though it and we did. I was with her these last few weeks, I still provide for him he is my son, and help her in anyway I can." He says trying to understand.
"You knew and didn't tell me that I have a brother?" I asked looking at my mother.
"Of course I knew! Who do you think has kept it covered up, did you think I wanted my whole marriage all over the TV!"
"Well it's about to Victoria; I have already filed for a divorce!" My dad says calmly.
"What?" I ask looking like I was blind sided.
My mother looks about the same, "You would dare!"
"I did Victoria, and I would do it again look how you act you have no shame you are a cold hearted bitch." He says.
My dad walks out the door and slams it shut, I don't even know where to even begin. "How could you not tell me?"
"You didn't need to know and what the hell did you do to your hair? I did not say it was okay to do that!" She says taking my hair in her hands.
"I wanted to it's hot out." I tell her.
"I am you manager, Grey you cannot do anything without my consent! What was that song you did at your concert! The Label wants to know and how do you think I felt when I couldn't explain where you got the song?"
"Just stop! It is my hair I will do what I want with it! I wrote that song, and you're my mother not just my manager!" I tell her raising my voice.
She slaps me hard, "Don't raise your voice at me!"
I look at her, and I am pissed for the first time in my life I cant stand to look at this woman. "You are fired, you need to leave now! No wonder dad wants to divorce you. You are cold hearted person. GET OUT!"
"You can't do this to me!" she yells.
"Yes I can I bought this house!" I yell back.
She moves to slap my again, but Ms. Anna catches her hand. "Victoria, I have sat by and watch you control this boy's life since he could first sing, you have ruined your marriage do you really want to ruin any chance of a future relationship with your son?"
"Anna...." My mom start but stops and looks at me.
"She is right mom, I have always done what you wanted, but I'm tired of doing what you want and denying what I want."
"Is this because of that boy?" She asks.
"No mother it's because of you, you need to leave now. Go to Aunt Ellie's I will send your stuff to her house, but you need to leave the property."
She walks out, I don't say anything to her, I just look back at Ms. Anna and she hugs me. "Its okay baby, I am proud of you."
I hug her back, "I've got to go." I tell her.
"Be careful!" she hollers after me.
I jump into the charger, and speed off down the road, I hit the dial button, please, please, please answer the phone I beg out loud.
"Hello?" I hear his soft voice.
"Kaiden, I really need to talk to you." I plead with him.
"I...I can't right now...I just need to be alone."
"Damnit Kaiden I need you right now." I try to control my voice, but a sob escapes me.
"Are you okay?" I hear the concern in his voice.
"No, that's why I need to see you. My mom and dad are divorcing." I say trying to keep calm, "I fired my own mother, I kicked her out." I choke out.
"Just calm down, breathe okay. Where are you?"
"Almost to your friend's house, I'm sorry I just needed to see you."
"I will meet you at the gate." He says.
I park at the gate, and get out of the car. I know I am a mess, but I don't care I can't even think straight right now. I see Kaiden walking down the drive way. In grey gym shorts and a tank top.
The gate opens, and he comes through it. "You okay?" he asks as he approaches me.
I just shrug my shoulders, he leans on the car next to me, "I am just so fucking pissed!" I say.
"What happened?"
"They both came raging into the house, yelling and screaming my mother kept yelling at my father and threw something at him. He has another son in California and a woman. My mom knew about the kid! Then my dad blind sides her says he has filed for a divorce, and then he walks out my mom starts in on me, and then she was like it's all that boy's fault, talking about you and I fired my own mother. I kicked her out of the house." I blurt out, trying to catch my breath, and not tear up.
"Wait she got pissed at you because of me?"
I nod me head, "Yeah she thinks you influenced me to cut my hair off, and you have started to change me."
"I'm sorry I didn't know I would cause a fight, I really didn't mean to."
"It's not your fault!" I yell pushing of the car.
"Then who's would it be?" he asks.
I can't control myself, before I lose the nerve and the butterflies in my stomach; I grab him and pull him to me, and kiss him. I finally kiss him, those soft kissable lips, I feel his body tense against mine, and I am scared, but I feel him relax and kiss me back.
I pull away from him, "It's my fault because I like you so much, and it's my fault because I'm gay."
I don't know what to think of the look on his face, dread is pulsing through me, "I'm sorry. I will leave, I am so sorry." I say as my voice starts to crack due to the tears spilling down my face.
I move to get into the car, and he grabs my arm, "Don't...you just can't kiss me and announce your gay and leave me Grey Holden!"
I just look at him, "I don't know what else to do."
"Let me kiss you back." He says and leans in and kisses me.
His soft lips brushing against mine, I feel his tongue pressing against my lips, I let it slip inside my mouth. I prod back with mine, and he leans into me harder pressing into me. I feel his boner rubbing against my leg. I grab the back of his neck as I kiss him harder I hear him whimper.
I break the kiss still holding on to the back of his neck, or foreheads are together I am looking into his beautiful green eyes, "Let's just get out of here." I whisper to him. "Let's just leave, get away from our parents just you, and me."
"Where would we even go?" he whispers back.
"Lets go to Disney World, I haven't been in so long!" I tell him.
"I can't go all the way to Florida, what about working?" He asks.
"Ms. Anna knows what's going on, please?" I ask.
He just shakes his head, "Let me go get clothes...."
"I will go get some from my house." I tell him smiling.
"Okay, sounds good. Grey drive safe." He says.
I pull him into one more kiss. "I will green eyes."
He just blushes, and I get into the car and dial Tessa's number. I actually take the time to connect my blue tooth to the car before I pull out and on to the main road.
"Hello?" Tessa answers.
"Tessa!" I say loudly.
"Grey! That's my ear!" she yells back.
"Sorry, I have a really, really big favor." I tell her.
"You always have a really, really big favor to ask." She teases.
I roll my eyes, "well that's not fair! I really need a favor."
"What can I do?"
"I need you to book me the hotel suite at Disney World in Orlando Florida. Plus two passes for the parks. Then could you call the airport for my plane?" I ask.
"What is going on?" She asks hesitantly.
I hesitate before saying anything, "A lot is going on. Look shit is about to hit the fan, Mom and Dad are divorcing, I am sure your phone is going to blow up soon enough. I fired my mom as my manager."
"Shit Grey..." is all she says.
"I know, just please get this stuff done for me." I tell her to have a car sent to Tyler's address to pick me and Kaiden up at.
I pull into the drive way, and my dad is sitting on the steps of the house. I get out of the car, and he stands up.
"Grey I didn't want you to find out like this." He says pulling me into a hug.
"How long?" I ask.
He looks at me confused, "How long what?"
"How long have you been seeing the other woman, and your other son?"
"This is the first time I have been around them longer than a few days, Grey I wanted to tell you but Victoria insisted it would only bring up problems. I wanted to tell you about your brother."
"Does he know about me?"
"Of course he does. He always asks about you, so does Janet. I would like you to meet her one day, she isn't like your money hungry mother, and she has never asked a dime out of me. I of course I have given money to her, because she is raising my son." He tells me looking at me directly in the eye.
This is why me and my dad has always gotten along, he has never run away or skirted around any issue that has came up, he takes responsibility of his mistakes. "What's his name?"
"Zeke Anthony Holden." He tells me and pulls out his phone.
I take the phone and look at it; the boy in the picture has messy dirty blonde hair a white tooth smile, and bright green eyes. He is standing next to my dad and I can see how happy he is. I hand the phone back to him.
"What are you going to do?" I ask.
"Well I was waiting to see what you planned to do, and if you wanted to see me or not?"
"Dad I never get to see you, I want to spend time with you, I just can't be around mom anymore she controls my every move that's why I fired her, and I just can't deal with her. I planned to go to Florida go to Disney World with Kaiden."
"Who is Kaiden?" My dad asks smiling.
"It's not like that, well not yet I don't know. I just came out to him, and we kissed. He is going through some things so I don't know where we stand. I want you to meet him. Maybe we will fly out to California after Disney and we could all meet, if Janet an Zeke want to do that."
He smiles, "I am sure she would love that, and so would he. I don't want to be like your mother and tell you how to live your life, you know I support you being gay, but just keep it on the down low. I am sure your mother is pissed and our lives are fixing to be in the spot light, I don't want you to be a target at all. I don't know what I would do if something happened to you, just because you love the same gender."
I don't take offense to it at all, my dad has a point my mom was sure going to draw attention to this mess, and I didn't want to be a target, at least he supported me. "Okay dad I am going to pack up, I guess I will call you later?"
"Please do, I love you son." He says.
I run into the house and Ms. Anna is at the door holding a suitcase out to me. "Tessa called, you take care of Kaiden do you hear me?"
"Yes Ma'am. Ms. Anna take this week off for vacation, tell everyone a weeks paid vacation on me. Go see the grandkids." I tell her kissing her cheek.
"You are growing into one fine young man."
My dad is already gone when I go back outside, I don't really stress over the situation. I hop back into the car and make my way down the road. I pick up the phone and call Kaiden.
"Where are you?" he asks excitedly.
"Not too far out, are you packed?"
"Yeah, there is a black SUV outside the gate and Tyler is getting curious about who it is."
"Tell him it's a car for us, tell him I am sorry, assuming they know about me?" I ask.
"I had to tell them something, or they wouldn't let me leave at all."
"Understandable, so I will see you in a few minuets." I tell him.
I can feel the butterflies in my stomach, I cannot wait to see Kaiden, much less spend some time alone with him away from my life and his life. It will just be us no interruptions, no crazy mother of mine making sure I don't spend any time alone with him.
I pull in, and two people get out of the black SUV. I shut off the car and get out, "Mr. Holden. I was told to take the car back to the house; Antonio will be driving you to the airport." The tall guy says.
"Hey Antonio how is it going?" I ask shaking his hand.
"Es good boss, how have you been?" He asks.
"Good, how is the wife and kids?"
"Good as always, little man. Are you ready to go?"
"Just waiting on my friend to get here he should be coming through the gate any time."
At that moment the gate opens and Kaiden is in the gator with another boy, and I cant help feel a little jealous about how close the boy is to him. His shaggy hair was perfect, and he was dressed in cargo shorts and a polo shirt. He parked the gator and Kaiden got out smiling at me. I walk up to him and smile, "You ready?" I ask.
"Hell yeah should be fun." He says getting his bag from the back.
"You can go ahead and hand it to Antonio he will put it up." I tell him.
I watch as the boy, who I am sure now is Tyler gets out of the gator he offers his hand and I take it in a firm shake. "Don't fucking hurt him or I will come after you." He says.
I just smile, "I wouldn't think about that ever. He will be just fine."
"He is like a brother to me, take care of him." He says getting back into the gator and driving back through the gate.
I hop into the SUV with Kaiden, I am glad there is a window between us and Antonio that way I can grab Kaiden's hand. "I missed you."
"Really?" he asks.
"Yes, really so I talked to my dad when I got home. I hope you are free for the rest of the summer because I want to do some traveling with you." I say smiling.
"Sounds good boss." He says trying not to laugh.
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