All Alone: Chapter 21
All Alone
Copyright © 2013 by JD
Authors Note: This story you are about to read is one of emotions. I have laughed, got angry, cried, and even depressed while writing this story! Most of all, I enjoyed writing it. I hope you the reader will enjoy it as much as I did. For those who would like to email me, you can reach me at johndazel@hotmail.com. Please remember that if you like the stories here on Nifty to donate whatever you can to help keep this wonderful site up and running.
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The story you are about to read contains diaper use, violence, adult language and strong sexual content. The following is evil, illegal, should be banned, and all that other blah, blah, blah. If reading a coming of age story of self-discovery about pre-adolescent and adolescent boys that wet their beds, wear diapers, and explore their awakening sexuality with each other does not tickle your pickle (or if the law in your area says that pickle tickling is illegal) then don't read it.
Chapter 21: Sunday November 24th, 2013 – That Afternoon
Eventually Mr. Jackson showed up with Jessie. It turned out that due to some program at church that they were a part of, they had gone ahead themselves for the service. Of course the rest of the Jacksons' normal Sunday routine was all messed up because of me.
Mr. Jackson like usual didn't say much. He like Mrs. Jackson said that he was sorry. He also felt bad for how I got hurt. Of course I had no idea why he would as I said earlier, I was blocking myself from remembering what happened to my mom, which meant I also didn't remember that Mr. Jackson was there when I hit my head.
As for Jessie, she gushed all over me like a girl! While she went on and on about how I need to be more careful and all that junk, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson left the room to talk privately without me noticing. Adam thought it was funny the way his sister was being and burst out in laughter.
"What's so funny?!" Jessie demanded to know.
"If you have to ask, then you'll never get it!" Adam continued giggle out of control.
Jessie looked at me with a questioning look and I shrugged my shoulders as much as I could without causing pain in my head. "Don't ask me! I have no idea what's wrong with him!" I told her.
It was about now that I noticed the elder Jackson's disappearance.
"Where did your parents go?" I asked them.
Still laughing, Adam got up and looked out the door then came back over and plopped himself back down in the chair he had been sitting in.
"They're out in the hall." He informed me and his Sis.
I thanked Adam and then lowered my voice a little. "Your parents are being nice to me?" This statement was more of a question then stating the fact.
`What's wrong with that?" Jessie asked.
Again I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know. Just weird I guess."
"Well I know they really feel bad about everything." Jessie explained.
"Yeah I guess so... At least that's what your mom said earlier."
We ended up talking for a little while. At one point my lunch tray had been delivered and I had eaten while talking to the two of them. While I was finishing up my lunch, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson returned to the room.
"Jamie, I hope you don't mind, but we're going to go for a while. We will be back later this evening." Mr. Jackson informed me.
"Mom, do I have to go? I want to stay here and talk with Jamie!" Adam whined.
"Yes you got to go!" Mrs. Jackson snapped at him. "Now grab your coat."
"Alright!" Adam said in defeat. He then grabbed his coat which was sitting on the empty bed next to me. He then leaned and waved at me. "See you later Jamie!" He then followed his parents out the door.
Jessie lingered for a moment and once we were alone, she bent down and kissed me on my cheek. I can't tell you how much that kiss from her warmed my insides. She smiled at me as she saw the goofy look I had on my face.
"Is it okay if my friends come by later and visit?" She asked me. I nodded my head. "Good, they've been asking about you since yesterday." She then waved goodbye and walked out to join the others.
Now alone, I realized the terrible need to pee. I hadn't wanted to do anything about it earlier because I was visiting. Plus to be truthfully honest, I had managed to put it out of my mind completely. But now the need had come back with a vengeance. I pushed my call button and as I tried to hold back the floodgates, I waited for someone to come.
It was several minutes later before the nurse from earlier showed up in my room. By this time, I had begun to leak a little as my bladder muscles began to fail. So far though, I managed to keep the majority inside of me.
"Yes sweetie?" The nurse asked as she came into the room.
"I `really' `really' need to pee!" Having to go very bad, I stressed the Really's.
"Okay, I will send someone in to help you." I nodded my head and watched her leave.
As I waited and stared around the room I was in, which was a small room with two beds, I tried my best to hold it. Every few seconds though, my bladder twinged, and I would lose a few drops of urine. As I continued to wait I started to whimper as I the loss of urine started to last longer. Suddenly, my bladder completely gave and I found that I could no longer stop the flow. As I laid there wetting myself, I began to cry.
A couple minutes later the guy from earlier came into the room. "Sorry it took so long..." He started to say then noticed my tears.
The orderly came up to my bed to see if I was okay and I guess he must have seen what I did.
"I'm sorry there little man." The orderly apologized. "I will get the nurse and they will get you cleaned up in a jiffy."
He then left and promised, the nurse returned shortly. I was still crying when she entered the room so she first tried to calm me down.
"Please don't cry sweetie. These things happen to everybody." She said trying to calm me. "We will get you and the bed all cleaned up. You will see." She promised.
A few moments later the orderly returned with a gurney and after the nurse removed my wet gown, he picked me up and placed me on it, making sure to be very careful with my one ankle. Then while the nurse gave me a quick bed bath, the orderly started to strip my bed.
As I laid there I began to realize all the trouble I was now putting these nice people through all due to me refusing to wear a diaper. Of course that one part of me that had wanted that diaper all along goaded me.
"You see! Look at what you done!" I heard it say in my brain. "Now you are going to have to wear a diaper!" It announced in joy.
By the time I was washed and back in a clean dry gown, my bed had been stripped and remade. The orderly lifted me back into my bed and replaced my ankle in the sling, before leaving with the gurney and my empty food tray from earlier. As the nurse recovered me she asked me something.
"Do you want to try again?"
After all the trouble I had put her through, she was actually willing to take a chance on me once again. I really wasn't sure though that I deserved it. A tear escaped and ran down my left cheek.
"Shhhhh. Don't cry sweetie." She said soothingly. "Maybe its best you try and take a nap." She suggested.
I sadly nodded my head but felt better when the nurse smiled and smoothed back my hair.
"I will be back in a moment." She then left.
I knew what was about to happen now. It was obvious and besides, I did promise I would wear one while I slept. As I assumed, the nurse returned a few minutes later with the cart she had earlier. The one with all the diapers and supplies on it.
Like I did when she cleaned me up earlier, I watched as she diapered me. After putting on some gloves, she first put some sort of cream on me. Making sure to spread it all over my groin and Butt and of course the rest of my diaper area. Then as if I were a baby, she sprinkled baby powder all over my diaper area. Finally, she opened up one of those solid green diapers and placed it under my butt. Quickly she pulled the front over and covered my little guy down there. Finally, she securely fastened the tapes on each side.
"How does that feel?" She asked as she patted the side of my diaper.
In truth I was in heaven. Every part of that experience was imprinted on my mind and saved in my mental archives. I wanted to remember it forever. It had been a long time since I had been put into a diaper. The last time was when I had to stay the night over at Mary's, my babysitter's house. That was about a year ago and she just put the diaper on me and didn't do any of the other stuff.
As for the diaper, it was much bulkier than the GoodNite and felt nice and secure around my loins. I couldn't help myself; I smiled at the nurse and thanked her.
"Thank you, it feels okay." I said shyly but still with my goofy grin plastered on my face.
The nurse laughed. Okay you little squirt..." No pun intended "...try and get some sleep."
She then took something out of her apron. It looked like one of those medicine pill containers. I watched as she shook 2 small pills out.
"Open up. These will help with the pain and let you sleep for a while." She explained.
I opened my mouth as she asked and she placed the pills on my tongue. She then picked up my cup of ice water and placed the straw in my mouth. I took a large sip and swallowed the pills.
Would you like some more water?" she asked.
I shook my head no and she placed my cup on the stand next to me. She then wheeled the cart out of the room, only stopping long enough to lower the lights down.
I closed my eyes and soon found myself in dreamland, but... I wasn't ... All Alone!