This is a erotic story written for the enjoyment of males. Anyone who reads this story i beg you please to send comments to me at half_desent_guy@yahoo.com.au. This story is half true. The other half is pure fantasy on my behalf. I mean a guy can dream cant he. While i ask you to write comments to me all flames will be gracefully ignored. Now for the legal bullshit. Please do not read this if you are under the legal age where ever you may be. (Or if you are under legal age just be extra careful that you dont get caught otherwise we couls all be in serious shit) Oh well with all that crap out of the way. Please enjoy my story and remember to send in comments.
ALL FOR BRENDON
CHAPTER ONE
My life had been pretty hectic as it was up until that point anyway. But i had always managed to keep it under control. Well fairly under control. I had a loving girlfriend. An awesome group of friends, a fairly decent family. All in all i really only had one sizeable problem, and that was my past. But well leave my past alone for the moment. Anyway as i was saying my life was over all pretty good i could nt really complain. It was uncomplicated basically care free and i loved everything about life that was until all that changed with the simple appearance of 1 simple boy.
I guess i should probably itroduce myself. My name is Jamie Griffin. At the time this story takes place i was sixteen years old. I have short curly blonde hair. My girlfriend who i loved dearly was Denise Crawford. Everyone called her Dee she was the same age as me. She had long straight black hair. I loved everything about her, she had stunning looks that had most of the school chasing her and and had them all jealous of me. We had been going out for a little ove rtwo months, and im the first person to admit i was nothing special.
Anyway back to the events that changed my life. I was in grade ten and was already aware that the next year i would be attending uni. So i had been basically just cruising through the year looking forward to it. It was a friday afternoon a beautiful day as usual and me and my friends were sitting eating lunch in our personal spot. While it was never really official all groups had a reserved spot. If a member of a group went into anothers territory without permission he or she could expect trouble. I basically got along with all groups so me and certain of my friends had free pass to all groups basically. But we had our own group which we preferred.
Our group while not the most popular one in the school had a special bond that only the members understood. We were always there for each other no matter what. We had been through a lot together. We basiaclly had a core group of about thirty kids spread over all the year groups. As well as a group of twenty or so others who regularly floated in and out of our group as they saw fit. We allowed these drifters cause most were ex full time
members.
Back to this day about half way through lunch i spotted a year nine girl who had been a member of our group once but had turned her back on us. Anthea Jameson was walking towards the library walking very close with a boy who looked to be about the same age as her. I had never seen the boy before and from the way they were walking they seemed very close. While i thought in no way that i was gay i instantly realised that this boy was red hot. He was short for his age with curly blonde hair like me. I shuddered because he looked so cute.
I turned back to my group and saw dee looking at me starngely. "Who was that" I asked her she could only shrug her shoulders. I decided to ask someone in Anthea's year. I walked up to Chris Warlock and said "Hey Chris whos that with Anthea do you know." Chris spun around suddenly he apparently hadnt known i was there. "Oh shit man you scared me." I just smiled at him and he looked angry. Then he softened and looked in the direction of Anthea. His face took on a look of confusion as he concentrated then he shrugged his shoulders. "I dont know dude never seen him before."
I looked at the two as they entered the library. I didnt understand why at the time but i felt i had to follow them and find out who the kid was. I looked to Dee and pointed to the library to tell her where i was going. She looked at me confused. She came up next to me and whispered "Why are you so intreseted in the kid." I shrugged my shoulders and said quietly."I dont know i just want to find out who he is." She looked as though she still didnt understand but she shrugged her shoulders again and said"All right babe ill see ya in Science. I gave her a quick kiss on the lips then made my way to the library.
While i didnt make it a habit of going in the library during lunch too often. I still knew a lot of people who did. So on my way to the back where i knew Anthea and the new boy would be. I got caught up talking to friends and what should have taken thirty seconds ended up taking three minutes. But when i finally arrived at the bookcases where they were, the look on their faces when they saw me was priceless. "Oohh how sweet Antheas found herself a little boyfriend." Anthea was throwing thunderbolts with her eyes. But the newbie stepped in front of her and calmly looked at me and said. "Look dude why dont you just fuck off and leave be." I had to admit the kid had guts. I laughed at him." And who the fuck exactly are you, her bodyguard?"
Anthea looked as though she was going to say something. But the kid stepped in before she had a chance again. "My name is Brendon, and no im not her bodyguard and no im not her boy...." He was cut off by Anthea grabbing his neck and pulling his face to hers for a long kiss. I nearly threw up. When he broke the kiss he looked shocked. I decided it was time to kill this conversation."You were saying look kid dont get cute otherwise youll get hurt." For a moment i shat myself as i realised i had called another boy cute. I could see he had realised what i had said as well but thankfully decided to let it go. But when we looked at each other in the eyes i could tell we both felt some sort of spark. I walked away feeling both a bit confused and a bit scared.
The next night i was on the phone to Dee talking about what had transpired in the library. She thought it was good that i abused Anthea. I thought so too but i felt strangely guilty about the way i abused Brendon. When i told dee this she still couldnt understand it. She said that it had all been a bit of fun. I agreed and shortly after we hung up. By Monday morning i still felt guilty about the things i had said. So i decided i would apoligise. While i only wanted to apologise to Brendon i figured i had to apologise to Anthea as well. I saw Anthea first so i said i was sorry. She said whatever. Then i asked her if she had seen Brendon.
She said she hadnt and that i should leave her alone. I ignored her and went to try and find him. It was just before the first bell went that i finally saw him get off a school bus. When he saw me he frowned and tried to sneak past me. I tried smiling to calm him down but it didnt work so i let him walk past me. I caught up to him when he stopped at his locker. I casually leaned against one of the lockers next to his. He looked at me nervously then went back to opening his locker. "Look Brendon im sorry about Friday." I stopped and waited for a reaction. When he said nothing and kept at his locker. I assumed he was still pissed so i stood back up and got ready to walk away but first i said."Well thats all i wanted to say i guess youre still pissed at me so ill leave now." As i walked away i heard him punch his locker then he said in a shaky voice. "Hey Jamie im not pissed at you. Im pissed at my locker it wont open."
I stood there in shock, he smiled his killer smile and i almost knew right then that he was making me feel things for him like i had never felt for a boy before in my life. I walked back to him and asked him for the combination. He told me and without even trying got it open. For a long time i thought he had faked it to get me to stay but i found out later he really hadnt been able to open. Once he got what he needed from his locker he closed it and leant on it as he looked at me. I avoided his eyes as i asked him if he wanted to hang out during the morning break. He eagerly agreed. then we split up.
When i talked to Dee during first period she didnt like the idea of Brendon joining us during the break. She told me that she didnt trust him. That he looked like he was only going to cause problems. I smiled at her and told her not to worry so much. But at the break i learnt that the restof my group agreed with Dee and that they didnt like him either. Towards the end of the break I had had enough of listening to them and Brendon and i walked away from the group to go somewhere else. Dee was calling after me and when i looked at Brendon i could see we were both thinking the same thing. We took off in a sprint to get away from them. Dee was pissed at me, and she was even more pissed at Brendon. During lunch when i didnt sit with them and eat Dee and the rest of our group sat down and wrote a letter to me explaining that Brendon was trying to break the group up. They all but made me choose between Brendon and the group. I chose Brendon. While i still didnt understand why i was becom,ing so attached to someone id only met a few days before. I knew that i wanted to keep Brendon.
Over the next week Brendon only grew closer and closer to each other. We had hardly anything in common yet we would spend all our breaks in deep conversation with each other. Almost as though the rest of the world wasnt there. Dee and i were on the verge of breaking up, cause i was always with Brendon. In that week i found out that he was a foster kid. And that he had a foster brother at the same school as us. And that he had a kid brother (real brother) that he was forbidden to see. We all but exchanged life stories and we grew stronger and stronger no matter how hard my group tried to break us up. Everytime i was near him i felt something i had never felt in my life. I was so afraid of what i felt.
On a few seperate occaisons we had been caught by my friends in odd positions but the always had strange circumstances. The classic was when my best mate Mathew Cohan was walking past us when we were in the library. Brendon had been reaching into my pants pocket to retrieve something i had in there. And Matt walked past while Brendon was moving his hand around. The look on Matts face made me and Brendon laugh. Matt looked shocked as he turned around and walked away. Another time we had been talking and as we talked Brendon was making strange faces when he stopped we were just staring at each other seeing who would laugh first. Brendon let his face got really close to mine. When Dee walked past she flipped as she thought we were going to kiss. At the time I just laughed at the suggestion. But she acted really weird around me for the next couple of days.
On the weekend i had invited Brendon around to my place for Saturday. He had eagerly agreed and arrived at my place when we had said he should. We spent the whole afternoon watching videos and playing the playstation We were watching some movie on tv and a love scene came on. And i found myself looking at Brendon, when he realised i was staring at him he sat up on my bed and looked at me curiously. "Wat." I blushed and didnt say anything. We jsut continued to look at each other. He bit his top lip and looked at me through soft eyes. He looked almost scared of what i wanted to say. "Brendon, why is it i cant stop thinking of you, why is it i never want to leave you." Brendon began to weep slowly as he said in a quiet voice. "You tell me and well both know. Jamie i dont know whats going on, but i do know that my heart tells me i cant leave you."
With that he suddenly leant forward and planted a slow lingering kiss on my lips. To this day i dont think ive ever had the privlidge of kissing anyone as good as Brendon. It was slow and gentle yet passionate all at the same time. We held the kiss for a while it seemed like hours and i wish it had have been. I felt his tongue on my lips and i opened them slightly and our tongues began a loving caress. Kissing him felt so beautiful and so right. He had one hand on my back and one on my neck not pushing but just gently caressing. My left hand was on his cheek while my right was running through his silky hair.
When we finally had to break the kiss to get our breath back i was suddenly sent crashing back to earth by the realisation that i had just kissed a boy. I scooted away from Brendon. I began to cry softly." No no no..... This isnt right im not Gay. Im straight i have a girlfriend for fucks sake......FUCK FUCK FUCK." I was crying quite heavily at this stage. What the hell was going on. Why did i just kiss another boy. Brendon tried to console me. "Hey Jamie sttle its gonna be all right." I stood up off the bed and walked to the window when i reached it i looked back at Brendon. "No it isnt all right im STRAIGHT." Now Brendon burst into tears. I felt bad for doing this but it was all way too confusing so i did theonly thing i could think of. "Brendon i need you to go."
Brendon looked at me shocked. I knew it wasnt his fault but seeing him wasnt going to help me sort myself out. "Please Brendon im sorry but im not gay." Brendon got up off the bed with tears still straming down his face. "Yeah well i am." I was semi shocked i dont know why i mean after all it was him that initialised the kiss. "Please dont hate me cause im gay."
"I dont hate you Brendon i just cant deal with you at the moment." He frowned at me but nodded and walked out my door. When i heard the front door close i layed down on my bed and balled my eyes out.
TO BE CONTINUED
Chapter two will be coming soon please send in comments to me at Half_desent_guy@yahoo.com.au. I will reply to all comments I swear. Hope you enjoyed the first enstalment.
With this story with each chapter im going to give a tip to young gay boys/men out there who are experiencing problems. Ive been through it and im only twenty so in a way im still going through it.
Tip 1- If youre afraid to tell anyone that youre gay whether it be a parent or a friend. The best way is to gage their reaction to gays in general. Ask them a generalised question about gays and see how they react. If they abuse them then i suggest you dont tell that persone or at least wait a while. If they appear to have no problems with people who are gay, then pick an apropriate time and place and when you feel comfortable tell them. I find the best tip on this subject is trust youre instincts.
Oh well until next time all the best and happy reading.
Kind regards The guy who aint fully desent only half