Amanda's Fantasies - Part 10
Movie star By Amanda Smith
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WARNING! This deals with adult material. If you are offended by sex with Shemales or are under 18 then this is noy the story for you.
My name was Adam Phillips and I was born in a small town in Pennsylvania. I said my name was Adam, it's now Amanda and this is my story.
My town was getting smaller and smaller by the day after the factory closed down. The entire town police were the sheriff and his two deputies,
all brothers. They didn't have to do much, bar room fights and domestic disputes. No much crime because there wasn't a lot to steal.
When the factory closed my father got lucky and landed a job as a cross-country trucker. He's was gone weeks at a time and when he did come home
he just crashed. He would be around a couple of days and be off again. So at 11, it was kind of hard to have a father who is never there.
Occasionally one of the deputies, Dave would drop by the house if my mother needed something fixed and he came over to fix it. I was pretty sure after a while he was dropping by when I was at school and having sex with my mother. I had come home early and saw his police car and my mother came down stairs like she had just thrown her clothes on. I then heard the police car pull away.
When I was 13 my mother received a phone call. My father had been killed when a drunk driver ran right into his truck. Dave would come by to "console "my mother. We received a small payout from the insurance company, enough that we wouldn't have a problem keeping the house and my mother worked nights as a cocktail waitress at a bar in town to keep us going.
Dave was around the house more and more. At first it seemed like he was a nice guy, he tried to teach me how to play baseball. I was kind of small for my age and had just started going through puberty. One time he was pitching to me, I awkwardly swung the bat.
"Jesus H" he yelled. "I try to teach you how to swing a bat and you still swing like a girl." He stormed away.
Girl I was not. I lost my virginty at 14. I had been in the lockeroom. I try not to change in front of the other guys for a reason- even though I was just going through puberty I had a very big dick. Almost Mark Wahlberg in Boogie Nights size, as soon as it got out I got girls anywhere from 14 to 20 wanted to
fuck me. I figured if that got around too much I might have every woman in town after me.
One night Dave came home drunk(he had pretty much moved in with us). I heard him yell at my sleeping mother. "Wake up, I want a blow job." My mother waved him off. I heard a crash. "I don't care how tired you are, suck on it bitch".
I ran into the room, Dave was trying to force my mother suck to his dick, He turned and saw me. "What the fuck are you looking at girl? Maybe you want to suck it because your mother won't. How about it little girl, you want to give Uncle Dave a BJ because your mother won't?" he said.
He walked towards me, his pants down and his cock coming right at me.
My mother grabbed Dave and I ran out of the room. "Guess he didn't want to do it, so again bitch blow me." I had gone to get my baseball bat and swung right at his head. "Do I still swing lot a little girl" I grinned as he lay there on the floor.
My mother went to check on him. "He's bleeding badly. I have to call 911 and you need to get the hell out of town. His brothers are the police when they see him there they will kill you." She went to the jar where she kept her tip money. "Here's all of it -$300 bucks, I'm going to call 911, drive you to the next town.
Allentown Then get on a bus and go. "
I was scared. I didn't want to leave my mother; they were going to go down on her hard."Where do I go?" I cried.
"Get a Bus to LA, I'll call my brother, Uncle Lou and have him help you." She wrote down his number. "Put that in your phone and let's go." So she called 911, finished throwing my clothes in a bag and she drove me to the bus. "I have to go back now and cover for you." She gave me a
kiss and drove away. I went to the ticket booth and bought a ticket for a bus to LA.
A few days later I was in LA at the bus stop. I took out my phone to call Uncle Lou when a guy bumped me and grabbed my phone. I called my mother collect
to tell her what happened. Just to make things even worse Uncle Lou was in prison (again, he had some anger issues which he settles with a knife) and couldn't help me. It'll just be a matter of time before Dave and his brothers find out that I in LA. I sat on a bench crying.
"Hey kid, here." There was a man in his thirties standing there with my phone. "I saw what happened and as he ran by me I threw a body check on him." He handed me my phone. "Hey are you okay" he said. I told him I had to leave home. I said this guy had been beating me and my mother and she wanted me to get away. My uncle who my mother called was in jail. "No place to go? I can help you out."
"You need money? " I nodded my head."You need a job?"
"Who's gonna hire a 15 year old?"
"Me, you might not like what you have to do but the money is decent You can sleep on my sofa, I have some work for you tomorrow so you can get a room at this motel where there are a lot of runaways. You'll have to find someone to split it- that shouldn't be a problem there."
I woke up the following day. Gary(that was the guy's name) bought me breakfast. Afterwards he drove me to "work".
We arrived at what looked like a warehouse and saw a camera, lights and a bed. And three naked guys. It didn't me long to put to two and two together. "You want me to act in gay porn?" I asked Gary.
"Not exactly" he said," we need a fluffer, someone to keep them hard between takes."
Oh God, I can't do that! I thought.
."Before you freak out remember, you have no money and no place to go. You can do this or leave. If you leave you'll be dead in a week out on the streets.
I will give you money, food and a place to stay. Your choice. Leave or take off your clothes. I took off my clothes. "Holy shit!" he said as saw my dick." Maybe I will put you in the movies but for now sit down in that chair and wait until you are needed." The director walked over.
"That's our fluffer?" asked the director to Gary. "I know you like them young but I guess if he knows how to suck cock that's what I ... He saw my dick. "Sweet Jesus." said the director Ralph. "I want him in a movie." " " Lets take him slowly. He hasn't sucked any cock yet" said Gary. "Figured to break him in now."
"Hasn't given you a blow job yet?"
"Nope- a little experiment, let's see if he can do it" said Gary.
"You're a fucking idiot Gary, if he bites..."
"Then at least won't be me" said Gary. "We'll break him in good and then we can talk movies."
| watched as the movie started. One guy was sucking anothers cock while making out with the third A few minutes later the director yelled to change
directions and told one of the guys that one of the others were going to fuck him in the ass. The fucker needed his dick hard and walked over to where I was sitting.
I stared at it. "You gonna suck or what" he said, "I don't feel like jacking myself off now... Motherfucker" he said as he looked at my cock ."I've been fucked up the ass 100 times but I still couldn't take that in." By the time I had finshed I had gotten each guy hard at least once.
I.went home with Gary that night. He made me blow him. He held my head down and when he started to come he told me to swallow. Ugh, that's the worst thing in the world. Until the following morning when he told me it was time to pop my cherry and he fucked me in the ass.After he finished I had cum leaking out of my ass. I found out that was going to become an every day occurence. He told me he needed to break me in good.
For several weeks a couple of days a week I was brought in as a fluffer. Gary said that I sucked cock so good he had me lined up for several jobs.
That's what you get for being good at your job, getting fucked in the ass- by Gary. He said one of the directors wanted me in a movie but Gary wanted my ass for his own so I just fluffed.
One day we ended up at another warehouse. "You know the drill now but this one is going to be different" he said. I went in, the set was up but the actors weren't out yet, Gary told me to get naked and sit in the chair. Then the actors came out, three girls and a guy-
shit those weren't girls, they had dicks."Surprise kid "Gary said. "You get to try some chicks with dicks!"
There was a blonde an Asian and a redhead. "Wow ,look what Gary brought us" said the blonde(Carlee) pointing at me." Fuck godamn. Girls come here. The three of them stared at my cock.
"Shit I want him, not just have him fluff me." "Her" voice was somewhat female, a little lower. She had big fake tits and when I looked at all three of "the girls" if I didn't know better I would not have guessed it. The Asian was hot; I had to remind myself it wasn't a girl.
"How about him " said the Asian(Aja) pointing at me ,"I would rather fuck him then this moron" she said pointing to the guy. "I've worked with that whiny fag before, I'd rather do the kid, I gotta play with that cock of his." The "girls" were in agreement but as the director pointed out, I was underage and Gary didn't want me in a movie. The director pointed out that just having me on the set was illegal; fucking me would be downright sex offender if anyone found out.
"Come on "said Aja, "We were all underage when we started with you so you crossed that bridge." The director shook his head. The girls were adamant. "You want to do it with us honey ? Asked Aja. "We'll be gentle." The director relented. Gary, reminded by the director of how much this could make somewhat relented but he said to me he was still going to fuck me tonight. I was to get dressed, deliver a pizza and when I asked for a tip they would gangbang me. I was ready to shit right there. Carlee handed me a pill. "Take it, it'll make it better."
We started the movie ,delivered the pizza and when I asked for the tip they pulled out their dicks and I was directed to suck them all off . They surrounded me from three positions; I was to suck and jerk the other two off, then change. The director told me to bend over and the redhead (Tina) rolled on a condom. I winced when she entered my ass. "Christ he's tight. You okay baby? "She said as she fucked me, stroking my hair."
The pill whatever it was when it hit me, it was all good. I was half out of it but Carlee had me on my back with my legs up fucking me, I blew Aja and then Tina blew me. As I got hard Tina said "I think I need some help with this."
The movie ended with me jerking off onto their faces and them to me."Your first Bukkake" laughed Gary. I got it on the chin, my mouth, my cheeks and one eye.
"Sorry about the eye cum" said Tina as she helped me clean up.
The girls began talking amongst themselves and then to Gary. He nodded. "Come on" said Carlee,"You're coming with us tonight." Wonder what was coming next.
We ended up in Tina's apartment. A woman came out. She was a little heavy, not as feminine as the others. When I looked at her she said "Stop checking, I'm a real girl."Tina began kissing her. "I love a chick with a dick."
"And I love eating pussy" said Tina. "This is my girlfriend Dolly."
"We talked things over, asked Gary and he said he was okay with it as long as you were okay."said Carlee. I looked puzzled. "We can't believe how cute you are and how you would look as a girl." Okay now it was getting too crazy for me to handle.
"We can do a great job. Trust us, you'll love it. Plus they pay us better" said Tina. "Just let us do you up, if you hate it, just take it off and head back to Gary's." I wasn't sure about that so I reluctantly agreed. I stripped,Dolly gasped, the girls shaved whatever hair I had on my legs ,underarms and pubic hair. Aja handed me a pair or black lace panties. Carlee put a bra on me and put some gel breasts in the bra. Dolly began putting makeup on me.
"Jesus, she is looking good" as she finished the makeup and put a wig on me. She called me a she. Carlee said change of plan, had me take the panties off,
put a garter belt with stockings on me and had me put the panties back on. "Check yourself in the mirror"said Dolly. I was totally shocked;
I looked so much like a girl and a hot one at that. For some reason that made me smile. Carlee gave me a skirt and a blouse.
"Unfucking believable. She is so fucking hot" said Aja."You are going to make some good money looking as good as you do if you want to. You like it?
I surprisingly liked it. "You go back to Gary's and get a lot of money because we are taking you to V's tomorrow and you're going to look hotter than
you are now."
Carlee got me a cab to take me back to Gary's. I walked in and he looked shocked. "Shit they did an unfucking believable job with you. No more fluffing, if you can look like that I'll make a fortune." I noticed he said him and not us. "Jesus I need to fuck you right now."
I hated Gary and that I had to blow him and get fucked by him and how he sold me out for money but for some reason, dressed in my clothes I was horny as hell. I looked at him and said "Stop talking and just fuck me already."
The sex felt totally different dressed as a girl. I took off my dress and blouse took off my black panties and stood there in my bra, garterbelt and stockings. I sucked Gary's cock, enjoying it as he fucked me in the ass.
The following morning my clothes, makeup and underwear were messed up. I had to clean up and put my boy clothes back on. I didn't want to but I couldn't go out like a girl. I just put the black panties on under my clothes because it just felt right.
I turned to Gary. "The girls said I should get money from you to go to some place called `V's".
"Shit, those three will probably buy out the store but the way you looked last night was worth money." He pulled out a wad of cash and handed it to me.
"They said whatever you give me to add a couple of hundred more." They hadn't but I knew I would see things I would want.
"Fuck, I better get a good return on my investment " he said. "And you better buy something for tonight because I am going to fuck your brains out."
"I headed over to Tina and Dolly's apartment, Aja and Carlee were there. "I turned down a gig because I wanted to see this myself "said Carlee. "We're, going to love helping you pick out new things."
The V was for Vanessa's Place, the largest place in LA for a cross dresser. They had racks of lingerie, bras, panties, skirts, dresses, shoes. They even did manicures and pedicures.
"I think we may need to start from the bottom up- your nails are awful "said Tina. She looked over to the woman who owned the store. Now that I was in the know I knew she was not a real woman. "Hey V is Angela around. We're talking major mani- pedi." Angela came by. Very pretty.
"You can stop staring at my tits, they're real. And yes, I was born with a pussy." What kind of world had I gotten myself into? And why did it feel so good. "Yuck "said Angela. "You never had a mani-pedi before? You're feet are awful. Talk off your pants, I'm going to have to moisturize your legs. We can get you a robe." I took my pants off. "Wow, you still have the panties on" said a surprised Aja. "I guessed you liked them on. " I turned three shades of red.
"It's okay but we are going to have to buy you a whole set."
The entire day was spent getting my nails done, buying me bra's, panties and other lingerie. By the time we finished I had 15 different pair of panties, five bra's,several dresses and skirts and blouses. I was given precise makeup directions, I got some C cup gel breasts that look surprisingly real.
I couldn't resist bending forward in the mirror to see my cleavage.
"I need to go to Doctor Goldstein's office for my monthly checkup" said Carlee. "I think we should bring...you know we haven't even given you a name.
A girl name."
"Amanda" I said. My name is Amanda." Everyone loved it.
Doctor Mara Goldstein, formally Doctor Mark Goldstein was a fixture in the transgender community. After sex reassignment she decided she wanted to help other transgenders. She did monthly health screens for porn actresses which were required on set, she also prescribed and monitored hormone treatment.
Carlee was just waiting until she had enough for the surgery, her money had for the most part been for her hormones and for the psychiatrist visits' since she had to sign off on the surgery.
Doctor Goldstein's nurse drew blood from all four of us. Every porn set required monthly STD checks. Aja told me that if I ever ended up on a set where they didn't ask for one to leave. It made sense to me.
I sat down with Doctor Goldstein. She asked me if I was doing the porn of my own will. She also asked me how far I wanted to go- just cross dress or start on the hormones.I wasn't sure since I had just started. She said I needed to think about that soon since I wasn't done with puberty she could give me hormones to block the rest of puberty.She still couldn't believe I hadn't finished puberty and had, as she called it a giant schlong.
All of this was a lot to take in. I suddenly put on girls clothes and now I am thinking about sex hormones. As we left Aja put her arm around me. "Don't so anything you don't want to. Something like this you have to be really sure of". She gave me a kiss. "Don't let Gary make your decisions either.
We've all had to deal with some type of Gary and we decided to make our own decisions".
I liked Aja a lot. I didn't really want to go back to Gary I cried to her. "Carlee, Tina, come here. Amanda does not want to go back to Gary except I am afraid he might go after her if she leaves. I cut her off. I said I had a plan but I was going to need their help.
I went back to Gary,dressed in my school girl outfit-white bra and panties,knee high socks,the whole catholic school girl thing. I got him a drink with a little ambien crushed into it and I let him fuck me. I knew he would probably pass out at some point. When he did, I got to work.
His computer was locked up but I had seen where the key was and looked over his shoulder enough times to get the password. I quickly went through his files.
He had pictures of me in different outfits and showing me fluff some guys and a couple of clips of the two of us fucking. I left those pictures, just using Photoshop to cover my face. I covered any picture of my existence. I had to unfortunately leave pictures of some of the other kids Gary had used.
Tina and Aja came in I changed to another outfit."I'm supposed to go to a shoot with Carlee when he wakes up " I said. "When he can't find me and goes to see if I went to the shoot we'll be ready.
I went down to the shoot. Ralph the director was yelling "Where the fuck were you and where is Carlee. For that matter where is Gary?"
His phone rang. "Where the hell are you? You fell asleep? Yeah she's here but I can't find Carlee, I'm going to have to find...yeah bring him down.
I'll have him fuck her." Poor stupid, predictable Gary. I wasn't going to be sure who he was bringing down.
Probably some other kid he picked off the streets. As he walked in I saw the boy he brought in, maybe 16 . He looked at me and said, I was cute and he would love fucking me. Gary brought some little shit with him. I don't have to worry about some poor kid getting caught up in this. The guy was an asshole.I said I had to go to the bathroom. the kid yelled at me to make sure my ass was clean. When they weren't looking I walked out the door and Aja made a phone call.
It took five long minutes for the cops to arrive. They had been looking for this site for a while. that's why Ralph kept changing where the sets were. They took the kid, the director and Gary into custody. When they get the warrant for his computer he is dead.
All my stuff was in the small apartment Aja and Carlee shared. I lay on the bed. Carlee took my wig off. "You know we can probably do something with your
hair so you don't have to wear a wig. It's long enough we can give you a style." I just stared down into the pillow. She could see I was upset and
she rubbed my back. "Do you want to go back to being Adam?" I shook my head. "Why don't you take a shower, put on one of the nighties you bought and we can work on your hair,you have long enough hair we can something. After the shower I fell asleep.
I woke up the following day. My hair felt different. "We did your hair when you felt asleep." Said Carlee. I'm really good at it." I looked at my hair,
She had cut my hair so I had bangs, My hair in the back was still a little short but it would grow in and would look good.
Meanwhile Gary sat in his cell. Fucking cunts. Statutory rape, possession and dissemination of child pornography. The guys in prision are going to fuck my ass until it's big enough to fist. Murder,arson,robbery are all good in prision. Child pornographers are scum to them.
A guard came to my cell. "Someone wants to see you ." Shackled Gary was led into a waiting room. There was a guy there. He had a a nasty scar on his head and face. The guy stood up. "My name is Dave Marshall. I am a deputy sheriff from Masters,Pennsylvania.
"Sheriff Marshall " laughed Gary. "When do you become Marshall Marshall?" Dave slammed Gary's head down onto the table.
"They said you are in for child pornography so I wanted to know if you have seen this kid." He threw a picture of me on the table.
"What's in it for me" asked Gary.
Dave slammed his head against the table. "My brother called the Police commander about a runaway who he said killed someone. I figured he may have crossed paths with you. As professional courtesy they gave me five minutes with you before you get turned over to the feds. They didn't say what I could or couldn't do with a scumbag like you do you better talk or I'll save the inmates the trouble of
knocking out your front teeth so you can blow them without biting." Gary talked.
I was over at Aja's, I moved in with her. It was tight but comfortable. Aja's cell went off. "Some piece of shit busted into our place "screamed Dolly.
"He hit Tina and said he was looking for Adam Phillips. He's looking for Amanda and he's got a gun." I overheard the conversation. Dave was here! It was only a matter of time until he found me.
Aja put her arms around me. "Don't worry honey, we've done this before." She kissed me. "You are going to be fine. Just come with me".
We were at Dr. Goldstein's office. "Jesus Aja, you and your plans. I already have the AMA and the DEA on my ass and about prescribing and giving hormones.
I have to account for everything I have in this office". That's when her door went swung open with a bang. Dave was standing there.
"Someone told me you would come here sooner or later. Hell I hardly had to wait. I knew you would turn out to be some cock sucking girl. And look how much
you are."
"Sir" said Dr. Goldstein. "This is a medical office and.." Dave slammed her to the ground. "Look you Jew freak, Adam's mine".
He looked at me." I'm, going to rape the hell out of you and you're going to be be my bitch and then maybe I won't kill yoo I'm, going to take you home to mommy and I'll have my two girls to fuck and suck me."
"Dr. Goldstein got up and said "okay Aja, now I will do it." Dave was too busy with me, he didn't notice Dr. Goldstein behind him with a needle. SHe shot him in the arm. "You fucking bitch" he said before he hit the ground. I looked at her, she had a slight bruise on her face."Aja asked me to give her some phenolbarbital to knock him out. I wasn't about to do it but now I'm glad I did. He's all yours girls. I'll figure out a a way to write the drug if they audit me again. Actually let's make sure he is out for a while "as she administered another shot.
Aja made a phone call.
I wasn't there when it happened but I saw it on tape. Dave slowly got up. "Jesus I have a headache don't know what that bitch doctor did." He suddenly realized he had womens clothes on. He looked at himself in the mirror. "Oh that's really funny, ha ha.See if you still laugh before
I kill you, the doctor and the Asian freak" He realized that his head had been shaven and the wig glued to his head. "Fuck, this is going to hurt to pull off."
"Then don't pull it off bitch". Dave turned to see two black guys. "We paid good money for a girl whore so we own you now.
I hope you give good blow jobs because I will break all your front teeth if you don't.And I can't wait to pop your cherry ass."
From what I heard it took several weeks until Dave got away. No one ever saw him again. He didn't come back home. The brothers questioned my mother about his disappearance and how I must have been involved. She told them I was dead and produced a death certificate-Cause unknown is what Dr. Goldstein wrote. Tina and Dolly had someone forge a birth certificate for Amanda Smith. I even went to the DMV and got a drivers license with my new name.
Carlee left the business and got the surgery. Tina and Dolly opened up a makeup store near Vanessa's so they got both a female and cross dresser business.
Aja and I moved in together but I stayed in the business.Evryone wants me because of my big dick. The producers love me because I suck them off before a shoot and let them come in my mouth. Sometimes they bring a dirend over and I blow the two of them. Two shots of cum before I even start the shoot. I love it
I have tits now,Doctor Goldstein watched me hormones carefully. It would be a waste if my dick couln't get hard Aja laughed.She loved when I fucked her in the ass and I loved blowing her and having her do me.
I loved it. The feel of a cock in my mouth turns me on. The feeling as the cock got hard in my mouth was great. I loved sliding the dick in and out of my
mouth and I loved getting it hard so I would get fucked in the ass. It felt so good. I loved the taste of the cum as it shot in my mouth. And I am getting paid for it!
Call me a fag, a tranny, shemale,cock whore I don't care. What I call myself is happy.
I would love hearing comments on the story. The email is tv_amanda_s@hotmail.com