American Dream

An American Dream. Chapter 8. Goodbyes are not always easy.

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The following story is a work of fiction depicting a sexual relationship between two teen boys. If you are under the age of 18 or do not approve of gay sex, or the subject matter is not legal in the area you reside, please do not read further. The author welcomes constructive criticisms. I answer all emails. As usual all flames will be ignored...Please direct your comments to

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A special thank you goes out to my good friends David, and Iain, for their help without whom this story would be a lot harder and less pleasurable to read.

Sorry for the length of time it's taken to write this chapter, after all I'm a teen my self and it's been a good summer..lol.

"No I won't leave you alone, Dave, and what do you mean me kissing Vicky and her groping me? Every time I looked over at you, you were doing the exact same thing, and you looked like you were enjoying it too."

"STOP right there! If you had taken the time to look properly you would have seen that I was not kissing her, it was her trying to kiss me, and I hated it. It was so different than kissing you, it felt like I was kissing a cow. Do you have any idea how I felt when I saw you kissing her, letting her tongue you? Did you know there are communicative diseases you can get from kissing, herpes, and mono? Did you honestly feel that you knew her well enough to take that risk?"

"I didn't think Dave."

"That's your problem J, you just don't think of other people. You're just the spoilt son of a rich Senator. You can't just play with peoples feelings like that."

I got up put my boxers on, and went over to my wardrobe to get my sleeping bag out. I lay it down on the floor next to the bed.

"W...w...what you doin Dave?"

"Isn't it obvious? I'm sleeping on the floor; you've made it quite clear that you can't be trusted, and I'm not sure I can go on as your boyfriend."

"I'm so sorry Dave."

"You're sorry? Hehe, you stand there and say you're sorry and you think it makes every thing all right as though it never happened. Well it did happen Jordan, and it's not going to go away."

I got into my sleeping bag and zipped it up, he looked so upset as he was looking at me.

"You're gonna sleep in there then Dave?"

"Yes I am," I said with a very straight face. He looked like he was going to say something else but stopped himself. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

I woke up from a fitful sleep; I sat up and looked at my watch, 2.30. That was the usual time I woke up in a cold sweat, worrying. I'd not done that since Jordan and I met, we were totally together, or that's what I thought. Now I wasn't so sure. My throat was dry, I looked over at J in bed, he was facing me, as my eyes adjusted to the darkness I could see he had the face of an angel. He was really so beautiful, but now I wasn't so sure he was mine any more.

I slipped out of my sleeping bag, I put a clean pair of boxers on and crept down stairs to the kitchen for a drink of milk. As I sat down at the table my mind went back to the night before, of the scene where Jordan was kissing Vicky. It had upset me more than I realised. So there I sat with my elbows on the table and my hands on either side of my face just thinking things over. The door opened behind me, I turned round expecting to see Jordan but it was Dad.

"Thought I heard noises, what are you doing down here David?" He said as he put the kettle on for a cup of tea. When he'd made it he came and sat next to me at the table.

"Now then David, what's the matter?"

"Nothings the matter Dad."

"Not true son, I can tell."

So I proceeded to tell him all about the previous evening. As I was telling him my tale I started to tear up. He got up from his chair as I finished my story, he put his arms around me pulling my face to his stomach. He was stroking my hair as the door opened, I turned round expecting to see Jordan standing there again, but it was my mum this time.

"What's the matter? What's going on?"

"It's ok love, it's man talk we're ok you go back to bed." Dad said.

"Oh right if you're sure?"

"Yes I'm sure."

Then she went back to bed as Dad told her to. Dad was still stroking my hair, all in all we're a very affectionate family and although we all have our differences there is deffinatly lots of love between us, I had always had plenty of hugs.

"David, life's not easy. You'll have knocks from time to time, and choosing to be gay, your life will have even more knocks than most boys your age.

"Dad, I didn't choose to be gay, any more than I chose to have blue eyes, or brown hair, that's the way I am. I can't change that even if I tried, and now I've got Jordan I don't want to be anything other than gay. Though after last night I'm not sure if he's gay or bisexual, and I'm not so sure he's mine any more either. I couldn't just wait for him to come back to me every time he sees a girl, it would hurt far to much. I would rather finish with him all together than go through that."

"Then you should ask him."

"Yeah I know I should, but I'm too scared to dad."

"You need to make a promise to each other not to go out with girls, be they friends or other wise."

"Yeah that's a good idea Dad but what if Jordan doesn't want to promise that? I don't think I could go through life without him now, I really can't."

"Well you can ask him, he's stood behind you right now."

I turned round to see him standing there in the doorway in just his boxers. God he was so sexy, he had a much better body than me. His package was much bigger too. I went over to him. We embraced.

"David, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm not bisexual, I'm gay. Always have been, always will be. I just wanted to make sure, that's all, and going out with those girls was a big, big mistake and one that I would not like to repeat in a hurry."

We started to kiss as tears ran down our cheeks, "chough, chough it was dad, we had both forgotten he was stood there.

"Oh sorry Dad."

"That's ok guys, glad you've got it sorted."

He stopped, looked down then smiled and said, "I think you two should go back to bed."

I looked down to see what he was looking at; we both had a huge bulge in our boxers. Now realising our embarrassment, Dad pushed past us with a laugh and out of the kitchen, "don't be here all night guys, go to bed soon ok?"

"Yeah ok Dad."

"K, Jerry."

I made us both some hot milk that we took back up to bed with us.

"I thought I'd lost you tonight Jordan, I'm still not sure if we can make a go of it after what you did last night. I'm not sure if I can trust you again."

"What do I have to do to make you to trust me again?"

"I want you to promise me that you will never, ever do any thing like that again."

"I promise, I promise," he said as tears fell down his cheeks.

"I wondered where you were when I woke up and you weren't there. I went down to the kitchen and heard most of the conversation with your Dad. He knew I was there. He told me to be quiet, so I was. He really loves you Dave."

"Yeah I know he does. They both do really, even mum, she's just more up front than dad that's all."

It was a warm night for this time of year. We have a saying here in the North of England, whatever the weather they have in New York we get a few days later.

We flopped onto our bed, it was too sticky a night to get under the covers, it had spoilt us the last few days living in air-conditioned rooms.

"A...a...are you coming to bed Dave or are you getting into your sleeping bag?"

"I don't want to go on about it J, but I want you to promise me that you will NEVER ever do anything like that again. I know that I love you, the thing is, do you love me? You say you do but that's easy to say, now you'll have to prove it."

"I do love you Dave and I would never do anything to hurt you ever, k?"

"Yeah ok."

Then he kissed me on my lips, his tongue was trying to enter my mouth, I started to giggle and opened up for him, as our tongues went back and forth into each other's mouths.

We broke the kiss, then he kissed down to my bony shoulder then down my left arm, he got to my hand lifted it up and sucked my fingers into his mouth one at a time, it was so sensual the way he was doing it. He let go of my hand then started to kiss his way down my thigh, then on down to my shins. He did the same to my toes that he did to my fingers. I had to stop him though as I'm so ticklish. He kissed his way back up my leg, when he got level with my crotch he stopped and kissed over to my groin area.

He then started to nuzzle my pubes after first pulling Mr Woody out of the way, then down to my balls, he took my left ball into his mouth and played with it with his tongue. He let it out, then took my right one into his mouth and did the same with that as he did with my left ball.

"For fucks sake J, where the hell did you learn to do that?"

"I haven't learnt to do it anywhere, you're the first one I have done it to."

"Well you certainly know what you're doing, you're driving me crazy."

He just smiled. Fuck, that smile melted any anger or hurt I had left in me. He let go of my left ball and started to lick the under side of my cock, going up to the tip where he pulled my foreskin the rest of the way back. He then licked all around the ridge to my piss slit, he swirled his tongue around my cock head and that part where the skin is attached to the penis, is it called the frenulum? Well what ever it was called he was driving me mad.

I was so close, he must have been able to tell, because he stopped and went back to my balls, sucking first one then the other, separately of course as they were to big to go into his mouth at the same time. I'm not saying I have big balls, far from it but they were still too big.

When it had subsided he went back to licking my cock head, he then took all of my cock into his mouth, he started to suck at the same time as he played with my piss slit with his tongue, my body just couldn't stand any more and I blasted four hard shots that must have hit the back of his throat.

"God J you're getting fucking good at that."

He just smiled back. He started to undress and while he did I went to get the Nivea. When I got back he was naked as the day he was born with his cock stuck up in the air. I pounced on top of him, I sat back on his shins then I slicked his pole up and my arse. I looked down at him, he smiled, I bent down and we kissed. I broke the kiss.

"God J I love you."

"I love you too Dave."

I then went back to working the lotion into his cock, it looks to have grown since the first time we did this. I positioned my arse above his knob-end then sat down slowly, the look of ecstasy on his face was amusing. Once down I lifted up slowly and just like a train I picked up speed till I was going quite fast, on the downward movement he pushed up, after about five minutes of that I got up and off him. He opened his eyes.

"What you doing?"

I smiled down at him then got onto all fours, he smiled back when I did that, he didn't need to be told what to do. Five minutes later he was flooding my bowels, he slowed down almost to a stop as I grabbed Mr Woody and finished him off. We got the 'Kleenex', cleaned our selves up went to clean our teeth we got back into bed and fell asleep almost immediately.

The next thing I knew the sun was streaming through my skylight window. I looked over to J to see him sat there reading one of my football magazines.

"Ah about time you woke up Dave."

I smiled at him as he bent down to kiss me on my lips.

"What you reading that for? Do you understand it?"

"Haven't a clue, Dave."

"Well our team have a home game today we'll go and watch it if you like?"

"Yeah that would be kewl, Dave."

"What time is it J?"

"Five after ten."

"You mean five past ten, you're in England now."

"K Dave if you say so."

He bent down and kissed me again.

"God Dave I love you so much."

"I love you too J."

I have a season ticket and usually go to all the home games with my mates, we all sit in the same seats every match, this time however with J not having a ticket we would have to buy one.

I phoned Kev up to say we would meet him at his house at the usual time. We got dressed then J and I went down to find a note on the fridge door, my Mum and Dad had gone shopping, when they did that they were usually gone all day.

We had our breakfast, I tried to explain the rules of football most of which went over his head I'm sure. He was looking into my eyes so intensely; I stopped and smiled at him.

"What you stopped for? And what you smiling at?"

"You, you look like you haven't a clue what I'm talking about."

He smiled back, "I haven't."

We both had the same idea as we got up from the table we kissed. Our cocks were up again as the kissing got hotter and hotter. I broke the kiss.

"I love you J, don't ever do what you did last night again ok?"

"K Dave sorry I won't."

He slipped down onto his knees and proceeded to undo the buckle of my belt then the button on my jeans, he let them drop to my ankles. He pulled my boxers down next and Mr Woody hit his nose. His tongue liked under my foreskin as he played with both my balls, he pulled the foreskin all the way back as he went round the ridge, god it was excruciatingly good.

He knew just what button to press and he pressed it, he just managed to get his mouth onto my glans as I shot into his mouth. I collapsed onto the table knocking most of the pots all over the place.

He came back up and leaned over me so that he was on top of me, we kissed as my cum went from his mouth to my mouth and back again.

"Fuck J that was unbelievable."

He got up and left me panting, about a minute later he was back, I was still on my back on the table, he leaned over to show me he had come back with the Nivea, no words were spoken, he took my shoes and socks of then pulled my jeans of too, we smiled at each other, we kissed again then he slicked me up, dropped his sweats and boxers to the floor, he slicked up his cock, he turned me around so that I was on my belly, he then placed it at my anus and pushed. He slowly slid in as I pushed out. Once he was in he stopped for me to get used to it for a few minutes. He started to speed up slowly, going all the way in and out, he slipped out a few times but was soon back. I could tell he was having a problem going so slowly, so to speed him up I clenched my anal muscle as hard as I could, he gasped and then started to speed up, that sent me over the edge into oblivion as I felt him shoot a load into me. He collapsed on top of me, how long we stayed like that I have no idea.

I came to as he was pulling out; I sat up picking my boxers up off the floor to wipe the mess up we had made. I had to put another clean shirt on and threw my dirty one in the laundry basket along with my boxers; fuck, all these cum stained clothes what would mum think when she washed them?

We then went for another shower.

We were in and out of the shower in no time at all, just doing what we had to do this time. I tell a lie we kissed, hehe.

We waked the short distance to Kev's house; he was waiting for us as we got there.

"Where the fuck you been?" He said.

We both had that strait out of the shower look that you have.

"We just had a shower." I said.

"Well come on the bus is due any minute."

We all walked round to the bus stop just as our bus arrived. Most of our other mates were on it, I did my usual introductions again, they all wanted to know why he came back with me, I told them the same story I told Kev at first, that he hadn't been to Europe before and that was the reason he was staying with me, I spotted Kev smirking behind his hands.

When we got to the bus station we walked to the football ground getting a program on the way, there's a burger van that does the best burgers you've ever tasted. I went and got Jordan a ticket and a replacement ticket for myself so we could sit next to each other. After that we all walked over to a pub waiting for some adults so we could walk in with them as they had bouncers on the door to keep out supporters from the opposing team and unaccompanied teens like us out.

With the pub being so near the ground they usually had a video of an old game or a live match on the big screen TV and about three or four TV's dotted around the pub, we all had cokes, we didn't want to push our luck.

The match on the TV was an old game from 'Wembley' before they closed it down, at about two thirty we left and made our way into the ground so we could watch the team warm up and chat to all our other mates as they arrived.

All this was new to Jordan and he was loving it.

We saw some guys from school come and sit a few seats behind us, two of them I really fancied, Harry, Steve and Ant. They were very straight though, that was such a shame, cos they were all very cute.

We kicked off and from the first kick it was hard work for our guys. I was explaining it all to Jordan, he was nodding his head as though he new what I was talking about, I stopped to ask him.

"Do you have any idea what I'm talking about J?"

"Sure I'm getting the hang of it slowly, you're good at explaining it all to me and all. Plus, I just love to here your Brit voice."

I looked into his eyes; I melted into those big brown orbs. I looked over at Kev and he smiled and winked. I just shook my head.

At half time we all went down for a piss, a hot dog and a coke.

The second half was just as boring as the first half. We drew 0.0.

"Where are all those goals that they are supposed to score?"

"Yeah well, we don't score every time."

"Oh, k."

As we were about to leave Kev asked if we were going to the Party.

"What party's that?" I said

"Its Rebecca's 16th."

"Oh rite, cool, we going J?"

"Yeah that would be kool, as long as you don't go of with another girl he said with a smile."

I just looked back at him and laughed, I then punched him lightly in the arm.

"Owe that hurt," he said with a smile.

"Yeah we'll go, what time is it? I said."

"Eight o'clock."

"Ok we'll see you there then Kev."

We all went home on the bus, when we got in my mum asked if we had won, to which we told her that it was a draw.

"I want to have a word with you guys, the people that looked at the house want to buy it, it should take about six weeks for it to go through, but Raytheon want your dad to start work in three weeks, we've arranged for all the our things to be shipped out as soon as we can, your dads firm has given him a bonus payment for all the work he's done and have told him he doesn't have to work his notice, so we're all going back to New York on the QE2. It takes a week to get there, so we leave in two weeks time, you have to say good bye to all the friends you want to."

"Holy shit," J said.

"Jordan, mind your language," Mum said.

"Oh sorry Jackie, I just cant get over it, am I going on the QE2 as well?"

"Of course you are."

"What about the money? Is my dad paying for me?"

"No we're paying for you, like I said to David, with his Dad's bonus, it's quite a lot of money, plus we are getting more for the house than we expected, and Raytheon are paying for most of our travel and moving expenses, we are also going to be staying with you at your house for a few weeks when we get back, till we get sorted out with the house we're moving into."

"Wow that's kewl, it'll also be my birthday while we're on board too."

"Yes I know it is Jordan, it should be quite a time," mum said.

"That doesn't give me much time to say my goodbyes mum, but it's really cool about the QE2, thanks. How much is it costing you?"

"Never you mind, that's none of you business David, and you'll have plenty of time to say your goodbyes." ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

We got to the party at about 9pm, there were some people there but not many, I went round introducing J to all my friends that don't go to the matches. The girl who's birthday it was came in, we both said hi to her, her parents were hovering about like hawks making sure that we didn't drink any alcohol that was brought in covertly. It didn't work though, as soon as people arrived they would get their Coke or Pepsi, then they would take it into the kitchen where someone would put a generous amount of vodka in their glass.

It stated off fairly quiet, but started to get going around 10 as more and more people came in, Jordan and me were in the kitchen propped up on the side of the sink, we were chatting away like you wouldn't believe, then I looked up and who should be standing there but Vicky and Megan.

"Shit where did they come from?" I said to J.

"I don't know," he just about managed to say that before Vicky came over and through her lips onto his, Jordan looked shocked as his eyes shot to mine, Megan decided to do the same thing to me, whereupon I pushed her off none to gently.

"Megan, stop that, I like you but not like that," I shouted at her, I looked over at J to see what he would do, when he too pushed Vicky away very un-ceremoniously. He was looking at me for some help, he wasn't going to get any, he had to deal this by himself.

"What's the matter? You were ok last night, what's happened since?"

"I don't want to start anything that I can't finish, what with me going back to the States and all"

She came back to kiss him again, "It's ok I'm not ready to fall in love with anyone yet."

"Love? Well that's it you see, I am and I'm already in love with someone else, sorry."

"Who is she?"

"Can't say."

"Well who ever she is she's very lucky."

I looked at Megan, she was looking at the two of us with a funny expression on her face.

"I bet I can guess who it is?" Megan said.

I thought, oh shit.

She was looking from Jordan to me, "oh yeah it all makes sense now."

"What you talking about Megan?" Vicky said.

"Look at them, just take a fucking good look at them," she said at the top of her voice.

Now people were coming into the kitchen to see what all the shouting was about. Kev came in, he looked at us, "what's going on Megs?"

"Your two fucking friends here are poofs!"

"So?"

"You knew?"

"Yeah, Dave's my best friend, and I don't care if he's straight or gay."

"Well I do," she said as she came over and gave me a hard slap across my face.

"Is that true Jordan?" Vicky said.

"Yes it is, sorry about last night, I shouldn't have kissed you."

"No you shouldn't," was all she said before she left taking Megan with her.

Megan turned at the door, "I hope you'll both be very happy."

"Oh we will." J said with a smile.

We now realised that most of my friends had come into the kitchen and had heard most of the conversation that had just taken place.

Janet came back in after seeing the girls out, she went over to Kev, "You knew all about this and you didn't tell me?"

"Yeah I did, like I said to the girls, Dave's my best mate, gay or not, and I love him Jan. I just found out for sure that he's gay, plus it's none of your business, ok?"

"It's ok if she doesn't like it Kev, not all people are like you." I said.

"Yeah well it matters to me," he looked round the room at all our mates, "he's still the guy that went to the match this afternoon, he's still your mate."

I looked round at all their faces, some were ok but you could tell some were disgusted. I looked over at Kev, who came closer and put his arm around me, then hugged me to him. We broke the hug, and then Kev said to Janet.

"He's like a brother to me Jan and I love him ok?"

"Yes I can see that I'm not blind," she said with a smile.

"I'm really sorry about all this Jan," I said.

"That's ok, but I don't think some of your friends see it like that."

"Yeah so I noticed, but that's their problem, we're not gonna change just to be popular."

I looked over to J and smiled. "You handled that perfectly J, now I know I can trust you."

We looked into each other's eyes without hugging. We were brought out of our trance as one of the adults came into the kitchen. It was her dad.

"What's the meeting about," he said.

"We were just talking about the match this afternoon," Kev said.

"Oh right, it looked more serious than that."

I looked at my watch, five past twelve.

"We'd better be going don't you think J?"

"Yep if you want."

We said bye to Kev and Jan, as we walked into the living room everyone stopped talking, the atmosphere was so thick you could cut it with a knife. So much for saying bye to all my friends, it now looked as though I now had no friends. As we were approaching the front door to go outside, someone tapped me on the shoulder, half expecting some guy to hit me I flinched and turned round to see one of my so called friends stood there with another mate.

It was Graham and Matt, they were two of my other best mates, "can we have a word with you outside Dave? Matt said.

I looked over at J, we all went outside, and J came and stood next to me expecting there was going to be some trouble. Matt must have sensed this because he said, "don't worry guys we don't want any bother, we just want to say how we think you're very brave coming out like that, we wish we could do the same."

"We didn't come out Matt, we were outed, didn't you see the reception we got? It wasn't exactly hostile but it wasn't good. So you're both gay then? That's so cool Matt, but remember we won't be here in a few weeks, you will, and after the way we were accepted I'd certainly think twice before coming out. You two don't look or act gay, I would never have guessed, and my gaydar is very good. You look good together to by the way."

"We're in love just like the two of you, we love each other and want to tell the hole world, but after that I don't think we will."

We all said our good byes then we walked home. I looked at J and said, "thanks J."

"What for?"

"The thing with Vicky, now I know I can trust you now and I have no need to worry."

"That's k, Dave, when I looked at you then looked at her, no contest."

When we got home they were both there waiting for us.

"How was it?" Dad said.

"It was k wasn't it Dave?"

"Yeah no problem Dad."

"Good glad to hear it."

"We were worried about you both, after last night." Mum said.

"Don't be mum, we also said our byes to most of my friends."

"Good, good. Do you want a drink of milk then guys?"

"Erm, yes please mum."

"Jordan?"

"Please."

We took our drinks up to bed; we undressed while our milk cooled down. Like the night previous it was hot and sticky. We finished our milk then lay down. We just cuddled.

I woke up first, I looked over at J, he had his back to me, so all I could see was the back of his head, even that was cute, the way he had his hair cut, must have cost a fortune. His life was so different to mine, his dad was so rich, they were loaded!

J must have sensed me looking at him because he turned over smiling, "what do you see so fascinating at the back of my head Dave?"

"It's your head isn't it? And I love everything about you."

We kissed, a passionate kiss. We broke the kiss.

"You need to clean your teeth J."

"Thanks, and you need a shower."

I laughed and threw the covers off us, it was then that I realised that we were in fact covered up, when the fuck did that happen? I threw my dressing gown on and went for my shower.

I had to have my morning shit; J came into the bathroom as I was sat on the toddy, as he calls it.

"Fuck Dave I'm busting for a piss."

"Sorry J I'm gonna be a bit."

"Shit!"

I laughed, "exactly."

He started the shower going then stepped in relieving his very full bladder. I looked at him standing there, he was the most beautiful boy on the planet. I was so glad I went and knocked on his door back in New York now. He had the sort of body that had he been around at the time of 'Michelangelo' he most certainly would have been one of his most popular models.

I finished what I was doing and stepped in behind him, he turned to kiss me, there was a knock on the door, "what the fuck does she want now? I'm getting pissed off with this, always disturbing us like this.

"David, Jordan, can you hurry up please, there's someone here to see you?"

"Ok dad, we won't be long."

"Wonder who that is?" I said to J.

We just had a shower then and got out, got dressed and went down to see who it was that it was so important to disturb us like that.

It was Kev. His face lit up when he saw us.

"Hey how's you Kev? What do you want?"

"I thought you'd like to go for a bike ride with me and Jan?"

"Is Jan ok with us then?"

"Yeah she knows how much we mean to each other, and you'll be going away soon, so I want to spend as much time as I can with you till you go, if that's ok? Your mum tells me you're going back on the QE2, That is so cool Dave."

"Yeah that would be cool Kev, and yep we're going back on the QE2, don't know what to expect there. What about J? He's not got a bike?"

"Oh yeah, shit."

"Kevin, I heard that, watch your mouth." My mum said.

"Oh sorry ma." (He calls my mum ma.)

Jordan and me bust out laughing.

"I have an idea, hang on." I said.

I went back up stairs for my mobile phone, ran back down at top speed, as I got to the bottom my mum was stood there.

"What have I told you about running down stairs like that? What if you fell?"

"Well I didn't fall did I mum?"

"No you didn't, but you will one of these days."

"Chill out mum and stop worrying."

"We plan to go back to America in two weeks, if you fell down stairs and broke your leg you'd have to stay here."

It was my turn to be laughed at now.

"Ok, ok." I said going bright red.

So as I was saying before I was rudely interrupted, I found the number I wanted.

"Hi Graham, yeah fine mate fine, can I ask you a favour? No I don't want to borrow any money, can I borrow your bike please for Jordan? Yeah, me, Kev, Jan and Jordan are going, thanks mate I'll be round in a sec."

So we went on our bike ride to show J the English countryside, we have a canal near to where we live and we rode the towpath. We had a brill day. We all went with Kev to see Jan home. We then dropped G's bike off then went to my house, mum made us all some tea, Kev phoned his mum up to say where he was and that he was having his tea at our house.

Mum came in to see how we were doing.

"David, can I have a word with you please?"

"Yeah of course, what's it about?"

"Come with me and you'll find out."

We went into the other room where dad was sat in his favourite chair.

"You're going to miss that chair dad! That's not very polite to do that mum."

"Yes well, me and your farther wanted to ask you if you would like Kevin to come with us to Southampton, we're going to be staying for two nights."

"Wow that's cool mum yeah that would be great. Shall I go and ask him?"

"Yes you do that, by the way, if he does come with us he'll have to stay in the same room as you and Jordan, for two nights."

I went back into the kitchen all smiles.

"Go on then tell us." Kev said.

"Mum asked me to ask you if you would like to come to Southampton with us before we sail? You'd have to stay in the same room as us though for two nights, if you want to that is. You could see us off then"

"YEAH, of course I do, what about my mum though?"

"You leave that to me Kevin." Mum said coming into the kitchen.

We let Kev out then came back, my mum wanted us to have a family evening watching the TV. It was all a load of shit, how can people sit down all night watching rubbish like that? Thank god when it got round to eleven pm.

"I'm tired now and I'm going to bed, you coming J?"

"Yeah, I'm tired too," he said with a smile.

Mum gave us both 'The' look, "yes you'd better go to bed you have school tomorrow David."

"School?! I didn't think I'd be going there again."

"Why? You've got two weeks left yet, and you can say goodbye to the rest of your friends, and all the teachers."

"That's not going to take two weeks to do."

"Well you're not staying at home."

"Jordan will be here mum."

"Yes I know, that's why you're not stopping home too."

I don't think I'll have many friends now that I'm out, and who the fuck wants to say bye to the teachers, what have they ever done for me? Though my football coach was a cool guy, I could say bye to him, then there's Mrs Rollins the English teacher, she was the one who helped me write things like this, you have a good imagination there David, use it. Then there was the art class that I liked, I was never any good but she was a good teacher, always said my stuff was good when it was quite obvious that it was shite. Then there was geography; I liked that too, then history, and Mr Grimshaw the maths teacher. Yeah I think I'll go and say bye to them all, they're not a bad bunch really.

When we got into bed we kissed, small soft kisses, I like those just as much as the tongue crushers. We broke the kiss.

"Do you know what Dave?"

"No, what?"

"I love you."

"Hehe, I love you too J."

With that we fell asleep. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

We're all on the train on our way to Southampton where we were to stay two nights at the 'Holiday Inn' then to get the QE2 to 'New York.' Kev was to stay another night, on his own, then go home the next day. The two weeks went quite fast, I did say goodbye to all the teachers and the rest of my friends, the ones that were ok with me being gay that is. I was really surprised that all the teachers were sad to see me go. The removal men came the day after and packed every thing away to be shipped over to America. My Gran and Grandad, where we stayed the night, both wept to see us go. Kev's family saw us off too.

We arrived at the hotel about mid afternoon. Jordan, Kev and me were all together in the same room. As we went in we could see that it was a three bedded room, but as before in London they were of a double size.

"Which bed are you too having?" Kev said with a smile.

"Do you mind if we share?" I replied.

"No, do I heck. As long as you keep it down."

"I can never keep it down." Jordan said smirking.

"Well I don't want to hear you two going at it."

Both Jordan and me just laughed.

I went over to the mini bar, unlocked it, then took three cokes out. Kev came over to take a look.

"Fuck look at all that booze."

"We have to pay for any thing we have out of here Kev, so be careful what you take out ok?"

"Yeah that's cool."

Jordan and me had loads of cases for our clothes for the ship. We had a small bag for the time we were here and put the other cases to one side. We all unpacked our small bags and put our stuff away.

I picked up the TV remote control then started to flick through the channels. I got the film menu up; we picked a film for later.

Knock, knock, knock.

Kev looked at Jordan and me and said. "Who the fuck's that?"

Jordan and me laughed, "It's most probably my mum, she's always doing this."

I went to the door, yep I was right. She came in looked round found the mini bar was unlocked, looked round saw our glasses then picked my glass up and sniffed it to see if I had any alcohol in it

"It's ok mum, It's just coke.

"Good, it won't be long before we have dinner so don't fill yourselves up with that." She said.

We won't mum."

"I should have a shower if I were you three, by the time you've had one it should be time for dinner."

I looked at Jordan, he looked at me, and then we both looked at Kev.

"Ok mum."

As soon as she was out of the room I said to Jordan and Kev, how we gonna do this guys?"

"What do you mean?" Kev said.

"Well we usually shower together Kev, but while you're here we can have one on our own."

"Sorry guys, I don't want to cramp your style."

I walked over to him and looked into his eyes, "you're not doing any such thing ok?"

"Yeah ok."

"Right, who's first?" I said.

They both looked at me and said together, "you!"

"Oh right, are you trying to say that I smell?"

"Yep."

"Yeah."

So I skulked off to the bathroom and took my shower, alone I might add.

I came out with my dressing gown on. Next to take one was Kev, as soon as he went into the bathroom Jordan and I kissed, with not kissing for hours we almost devoured each other. We broke apart just as Kev came out, with his dressing gown flapping about. Now it was Jordan's turn.

When he went for his shower Kev and me stripped off our dressing gown, as I've said before, we were more like brothers than mates so we didn't bother about being naked in front of each other. His body was always a pleasure to look at anyhow, he had much more in the way of hair all over than Jordan and me, and he also looked more like a man than the teens that we looked like. He was uncut like me, he didn't work out like Jordan and me so he didn't have a six-pack. Neither do I as I think about it.

When Jordan came out we were both dressed, I saw the look on his face, he was ok with me but I think he was a little uncomfortable about Kev seeing him naked. Kev must have noticed as he said, "I forgot to clean my teeth, I won't be long."

"You don't have to go on my account Kev." Jordan said, and dropped his towel and started to dry him self, paying particular attention to his cock and balls. I saw Kev's eyes go strait to his cock. I looked too; I never tired of looking at that gorgeous cock. I think it was the first time Kev had seen a cut one.

I turned the TV on to try to distract him, didn't work, so I put the news on, something we never watch, (yeah I know we should, but we don't) any how it worked, he turned his head to look at me, as if to say what the fuck you put that on for? I just raised my eyebrows; he then got the message and blushed.

Five minutes later we were knocking on my mum and dad's door. We all went down to the dining room; I think mum felt quite proud of us, I could see people looking at us as much to say there goes three fine looking young men. Hehe yeah we must have looked good.

If you've ever stayed at a 'Holiday Inn' hotel you don't need me to tell you, but if you haven't, the food is always out of this world. We all had soup to start then we all had roast beef with Yorkshire pud. We finished with trifle and cream. We went back up in the lift stuffed.

Once back in our room.

"I need to go to the bathroom." J said.

Kev looked at him, "I heard about American's saying that when they needed a shit."

"K, Kev, Dave's always making fun about that, but it makes more sense than the fucking loo that you Brits say." J said with a smile.

God I just love him, I wanted to run over and kiss him all over his body but I couldn't, not with Kev being here.

As soon as he was in the bathroom Kev said to me, I can see why you like him, he's cool Dave, and I bet you like his cock too don't you?"

"Yeah I do, and I didn't miss you checking him out either."

Kev blushed at that. J came out of the bathroom and looked at Kev with a red face.

"What am I missing guys?"

At that Kev went into the bathroom to clean his teeth.

"I was just telling him I saw him checking you out when you were getting dressed, not bad when he's straight."

"Yeah I guess."

As Kev was in the bathroom again we kissed. Another mega kiss.

"I don't know how we're going to go on tonight J? I'm as horny as hell."

"Yeah me too Dave, we'll have to jack off."

"Yeah it's only for two nights too."

"And he is your best mate."

That sounded so funny in his American accent.

"Yeah I suppose so."

"Suppose what? Kev said coming out of the bathroom.

We both looked at him and I think he got the message.

"I thought this was a bad idea, want me to go see your mum Dave to see if I can stay in another room?"

"No, she'd go mad, any way it's only for two nights Kev."

"Ok, if you're sure."

Kev then stripped down to his briefs and slipped into bed, Jordan and me looked at each other. We also stripped down to our boxers and got into separate beds, that was so fucking hard to do. Talking of fucking hard, I didn't know what to do with it. We turned the light out. It took me ages to get to sleep.

I don't know what time it was but I was awoken by someone getting into my bed, I didn't need to be told twice who it was, I felt him reach round to get my cock out of my boxers fly, I stopped him and slipped them off, he went back to my cock, he had hold of it with his left hand, I was so horny I came in no time, I felt round for my boxers to wipe my belly and pubes.

I turned round and returned the favour, he had his boxers ready to hand to clean him self up. Then we kissed, those small kisses again. We fell asleep arm in arm.

The next thing someone was shaking my shoulder.

"Dave, Jordan wake up, I've made you both a cup of coffee."

I jumped. "Oh shit, sorry about this Kev."

"That's ok Dave, don't worry about it, you're made for each other, if I didn't think that before I would now."

Jordan stirred, "oh fuck, sorry Kev."

"I've just told Dave not to worry, so don't you worry either ok?"

"Yep k, thanks Kev, you're a good mate."

"Yeah ok just sit up and drink your coffee."

We both drank our coffee thanking him, I took a closer look and saw that he was dressed; he had also had a shower too.

"Erm, Kev? Don't you need to clean your teeth?"

"No I've already cleaned them."

I lifted the covers up and looked under, then looked at Kev appealingly.

"Oh, oh, right, right, give me a shout when you're ready ok?"

"Yeah ok."

As soon as he went into the bathroom we fished about for our boxers then jumped out of bed, put our dressing gown on then went to tell Kev that we were ready for our shower. As he came out we went in, I washed our boxers in the washbasin then put them on the towel rail. We had a shower without doing anything, which was very difficult.

We went and knocked on my mum and dad's door once we were dressed.

"My, my, I can tell Kevin's staying with the two of you, up at this time!" Mum said.

We just ignored the comment. We all went down in the lift together. As with dinner the previous night breakfast was brill.

"We're going to 'Beaulieu' today, do you want to come with us guys," dad said.

"How we gonna get there dad? Without a car?"

"I've arranged to hire one."

"Wow, yeah that would be cool," Kev and me, said.

"What's 'Beaulieu'?" Jordan said.

Dad then started to explain that it was a stately home; it also had a motor museum, one of the best in Europe if not the best.

"Kewl."

It was pissing down, when we got there, there was also a school party of young boys there, all about twelve years old, to young for me and Jordan, I remember my friend from Hong-Kong saying that unless they had hair around their cocks they were too young, that's quite true, most of this lot wouldn't have one hair.

We looked round the museum saw all the famous cars. Had some lunch in the cafeteria. Then we drove to the 'New Forest' and all the ponies. Then we went back to the hotel.

We all showered then met my mum and dad back into the dinning room. After another good meal we went back to our room stuffed yet again. I was so tempted to strip off like we usually do, but I just kicked my shoes off.

Kev got the film channel up, the pay to view channel. Jordan and me got on one bed Kev on his bed. It was a good film, 'Captain Corelli's Mandolin' not a film for teens but it was still a good film.

By the time it was going off Jordan and me were falling asleep, I looked over at Kev, he was flat out. I walked over to his bed and woke him up, he jumped when I shook him.

"You two sleep together guys," Kev said.

"Are you sure Kev?" Jordan said.

"Yeah I'm sure or I wouldn't have said it, just try to keep the noise down. "

So we stripped off to our boxers after first going to clean our teeth and have a piss, we then all slipped into our beds.

I don't know about J but I was asleep in no time I was so tired. I do remember we were cuddled up together.

I woke first the next morning; I went for my morning piss to relive my piss hard on. I put my tracksuit on and my running shoes then woke them both up.

"I'm going for a run this morning, do either of you two want to come with me?"

"Nah I'll stay here if that's k Dave?"

"I'm with J," Kev said.

"You're just a pair of lazy twats," I said with a smile.

They just laughed. I got them both a coffee, and then left them in their pit. As I set off it was raining again, I ran down to the harbour, I was surprised to see that the QE2 was in dock, it was a hive of industry, with lots of cars and taxi's taking people home or to the station, just think in a few hours time I would be on there with Jordan.

I ran back to the hotel, they were up showered and dressed when I got back, I told them about seeing the QE2, they were both as exited as I was.

I had my shower dressed and we all went down to breakfast and proceeded to stuff ourselves once again.

Mum and dad had made some arrangement with the hotel to leave our cases in Kev's room till later. Kev would be sleeping by himself that night.

We checked out, and agreed to look round the town. We went into a big mall, with it being a Friday there were no boys about till lunchtime. We had a snack and a drink.

When we got back to the hotel we picked up all our bags out of Kev's room. Dad got our tickets from out of the safe at reception. We then got a taxi to the dock; from there we were directed to the berth where the ship was. We picked up our boarding cards and a special one for Kev.

We went through passport control, they made a point of telling Kev to make sure he got off when he was told to.

It was very busy when we got to the ship, we all showed our cards then was directed to the deck that our cabin was on, there Dad showed our tickets and was given our electronic keys and was told where our cabins were, and that our luggage would arrive shortly.

We found our cabin, we were on the sundeck and the cabins were just like the rooms in "The Plaza" just a little smaller. We had a TV to my surprise, didn't think anyone would be watching TV on here. The bed was a double; they had actually booked a double cabin for us, that would be Dad.

"Wow just look at this," Kev said.

"Yeah it's cool isn't it?"

Kev went round looking at all the things we had, he stopped at the bowl of fruit and took a banana out then looked at me with his eyebrows raised, I nodded my head and took one for myself then one for Jordan.

I made an improper gesture with the banana much to the amusement of the other two.

We were all looking round and into all the cupboards and the bathroom. All in all, it was indeed just like our room in "New York" but smaller.

There was the usual knock at the door; we were getting quite use to this by now. I went to the door, it was our luggage, the guy that brought it was about twenty, not bad but not the model type we were use to. He came into the room struggling with all the bags, we went to help him but he stopped us saying that he could manage.

There was a sort of map that showed you the ship, we picked it up then went out with the steward. He gave us a smile then went back to his duties. We knocked on Mum and Dad's door. Dad answered it, "we're just going to look round the boat now Dad."

"It's a ship David! Not a boat."

"Ok ship then."

"Kevin, don't forget to get off when they announce it, ok?"

Kev's face dropped a mile when he said that.

"Yeah k."

Dad gave Kev ten quid for the taxi.

"You can go by taxi Kevin or you can walk and save it. You will be ok tonight won't you?"

"Yeah I'll be k!"

Mum came to the door and put her arms round him and hugged him tight with tears falling down her cheeks she said, "bye Kevin, take care, you can come to see us once we're all straight ok?"

"Yeah k," Kev said tearing up himself.

"I wish you weren't going ma."

"Yes I know you do, but it's something that must be done."

"Yeah I suppose so."

We were all feeling sad now realising that we were actually not going to be coming back, to live that is.

She gave him one last hug then let him go.

"Go on now go and look round the boat, err ship."

We all turned and walked off, me first cos I had the map. We walked round the ship for ages. Then it came over the loudspeaker. "All ashore that's going ashore." We all looked at each other.

Tears started to fall from Kev's eyes.

"I don't want to go, and I don't want you to go Dave!" He said as he flung himself at me. I hugged him like Mum did; he was squeezing me hard, making it difficult to breath, and all I could do was hug him back.

"I don't want to go either Kev, but I have to I'm not old enough to stay on my own yet. My place is with my parents like it or not."

"I didn't know how much I loved you till now, you're the brother I never had and if you're going to live in Washington then I want to come with you."

I pulled away with some difficulty and looked into his eyes.

"And how do you think you're mum and dad would go on then? Don't you think that would hurt them?"

"Yeah I suppose so."

"You know it would."

"All ashore that's going ashore."

He threw himself around me again, I looked at Jordan who was just a bystander, there were even tears falling down his cheeks. I looked at him for some help he came over and put his arms round us. "I'll look after him Kev."

"Yeah I know you will. It would be worse without you being there for him."

"All shore that's going ashore, this is the last time of asking, please leave the ship as soon as possible."

Kev was now openly weeping, I could feel his body shaking, people were stopping to look at us.

"Come on Kev, we've got to get you off the ship before it sets sail."

"I'm not going! I want to stay with you."

I managed to break free again. I had to shout at him now, "Kev you can't stay you have to get off or we'll be in trouble, one of the officers came past. "Can I help you?"

"Yes you can you can fuckoff." Kev said.

I looked at the officer, "sorry about that, he's finding it hard to leave."

"Well he'll have to, we sail any time." He said looking at his watch.

"Come on Kev lets get you off the boat."

"Ship!" he said with a slight smile.

"Ok fucking ship then."

"David Wilkinson, watch your mouth. Why aren't you on the key side Kevin?"

I turned round to see my mum and dad stood there. Thank fuck for that. Never thought I would be saying that!

"He's just going now aren't you Kev?"

"Well he'll have to hurry up then."

"Yeah I'm going, I'm going."

We managed to find the place where we got on; with one last hug he went down the ramp and off. We pointed up to show him we were going up to the boat deck. We then rushed up to find it was full by the rails. We went all along looking for a gap without finding one. Shit.

Then we must have had some divine intervention as it started to piss down, with that most of the people left and went inside leaving us plenty of space.

As we leaned on the rail we spotted Kev waving like mad, we waved back. There was a loud blast of some sort. Then we could see that they were letting the ropes go at the stern and the bow. We then slowly started to move away from the dock, we inched our way out not forward just away from the dock. Then, when we were quite away away we started to move forward. All this time Kev was following us down the dockside, when he got to the end he just stood there waving.

We followed him back to the stern of the ship where we waved and waved till our arms felt like they were dropping off.

I got my phone out and rang him up.

"Wow didn't think of this Dave."

"I just thought of it, are you ok now Kev?"

"Yeah I'll live, let me know as soon as I can come to stay with you k? And phone me as soon as you get there!"

"Yeah I will, better go now Kev, see you later you wanker."

"Yeah bye shit stabber."

I turned my phone off then put it away. Mum came up to me and hugged me as the tears just fell.

"Goodbyes are not always easy, are they David?"

"No they're not."

To be continued..........

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