An Ever-Growing Wonder Ch.2
This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything About the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual Contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where You live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this Story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not Real! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me kidd_02012@hotmail.com -------------------------------------------------------------- Cole Allen Dunham-15 Devin Nicholas Faden -15 Stephanie Dunham-15 (Cole's Twin) Dylan Dunham- 12 (Little brother deaf) John Dunham-35 (father, Bioengineer) Susan Dunham-33 (Mother, New column writer) Raymond Faden- 40 (Devin's father, Mechanic) ------------------------------------------------------
I walk into the den where my mom, and dad are sitting at the bar, drinking a glass of wine, "Hey is it ok if I go out on a date with Jordan tonight?"
My mom looks over and smiles, "Yes, that doesn't seem to be a problem. How late are we talking about?" She asks.
My dad laughs, "Honey, lets extend his curfew till 1am. You have been such a great help around the house, and I think it's time me and your mother trusted you a little more."
"Thanks guys." I say.
I go back to my room and grab my phone and send a text to Jordan that tonight is a go. I change out of my gym shorts, and look at my tape deck boxers; I just shrug my shoulders they will just have to work. I grab a pair of blue jeans, and throw them on. I look through my closet and I cant seem to find a shirt that I like. I know we are going to have sex tonight, and I don't really know how I feel about it at all. I just grab my green fox t-shirt and pull it over and spaying cool water on, so I do smell at least good.
There is a knock on my door and I see Dylan come in since I left the door open. "Too much cologne Cole." He says smiling, "what are you doing tonight?"
I sign back to him I am going out with Jordan; I make the letter J and motion flowing hair. That is the sign name Dylan gave her. My sign name is a C with a smile, since I do smile a lot. "We are going on a date." I sign and speak to him.
He signs kissing and making out. I roll my eyes at him, "What is Stephanie doing tonight?" he asks.
I shrug my shoulders, "No clue."
Just as we speak of the devil she walks in, "I am thinking of going nowhere but I am thinking of renting a movie if you want to watch one Dylan?" she asks.
He nods his head and she tells him to follow her, so I am left alone once again. I check and make sure they are gone, before I go to my night table and pull out a condom and stick it in my pocket. I get a text from Jordan that she is outside. "I guess this is it." I say.
I run out the house and jump into Jordan's car. "Hey sexy." She says.
I smile, "Hey beautiful."
I lean in to kiss her. I already notice how there wasn't the electric spark that I had with Trent. Dang it I can't think of him right now, or Devin's nice perfect lips. "So what are we doing tonight?"
She smiles, "Well we are going back to my house and going to relax for a bit and do something fun. Then we have a little desert, and cuddle. What time do you have to be home?" she asks.
"One, so we have like six hours to kill." I say with a smile as she starts to drive.
I hear my phone go off, it's a text from an number I don't have in my phone.
"We still on for tomorrow?"
Me [Who is this?]
....:[It's the angle from your nightmare, the one you lust after so much, and I am sure you think about me at night in your bed.]
Me [Devin?]
Devin [Good boy.]
Me [Yes we are still on for tomorrow.]
Devin [So you don't deny that you lust after me? Plus I am sure you think of me when you are in bed:)]
Me [I did not say that! I am with Jordan right now. I will text you later.]
Devin [Don't lose your virginity to her, you know that's not what you want, besides, I bet she doesn't even know how to handle you the way you want to be handled.]
Me; [STOP I told you im not. Just stop! I got to go.] Devin [Bet you wish it was me in bed with you. :)]
"You okay babe?" Jordan asks looking over.
I look back up from the last text, "Yeah sorry just Dylan he couldn't find his other hearing aid."
She looks at me. "He's deaf! What good is a hearing aid going to do for a deaf kid?"
I clench my teeth, "Jordan we already went over this, yes he is deaf but the hearing aids help him hear a little not that he can make anything out of it, but its still something. Just forget it he found them."
We pull into her drive way, and into the garage. Jordan runs around to the passenger side and meets me as I am getting out of the car. I hate the fact that she is taller than me just by a little bit. But her brown eyes are apologetic, cause she knows she upset me with that stupid comment.
"I am sorry, I know how much you care for Dylan, I guess sometimes I am rude about things." She says pressing herself against me.
She kisses, me and slips her tongue into my mouth I kiss her back, she gropes me as we kiss. I lean against her car, and she leans harder into me. "You smell so good." She says mumbling.
She breaks the kiss off, and grabs my hand, and leads me into the house. I follow, and we go to her room which is so different from the last time I seen it she has the bed bare with just pillows on it and a shawl over the lamp, and candles burning.
Following her lead still she pushes me back onto the bed and she gets on top of me, she takes my shirt off and I let her. I feel the cool air wash over my bare chest. I let her kiss my chest and run her hands along my stomach, "I see you are starting to develop a four pack that would be so sexy baby." She says kissing my neck.
I laugh, "I am trying." I say kissing the top of her head. I start to grow hard, and I feel my jeans tighten around my dick. The image of Devin flashes through my mind, the image of him on top of my straddling me and kissing each nipple. I see him reach the button of my pants and undo them, and slowly unzip them.
His blue eyes focusing on my as, I lift off the bed, and he pulls the jeans off of me, leaving me in my boxers, and my raging hard on.
I watch as he slowly slides his hands into my boxers and grabs my hard dick, and I let out a whimper, as he pulls it out of my boxers, and helps me slide them off as well. and rubs slowly jerks it up and down. I help him take off his shirt, and we kiss as he takes his jeans off.
I reach for the condom, and he takes it opening it, he slides it over my dick, jerking me off a few more times he straddles me and places it at the beginning of his tight hole, I whimper at the heat. I think that he should be entering me first.
That's when my imagination stops....it's not Devin I am naked with its Jordan, and she is waiting on me before I enter her.
"I...I can't!" I yelp out, scooting out from underneath her. I yank the condom off, and retreat to the far side of the bed. My knees pulled to my chest. I am crying and I have no control over it. "I'm sorry I just cant." I tell her afraid to look up at her I know she can see right through me, I don't want too see the major disappointment in her face.
I feel a hand on my forearm, and I look up, she has a look of concern on her face, "Baby what's wrong? I thought you were enjoying it? Was it something I did?"
I just shake my head, "I am sorry....please don't hate me, don't be mad at me." I say.
She lies besides me, "Babe, I thought this is what you wanted?"
I lye beside her, and look at her, "I'm just not ready yet. I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore...."
She slaps me in the chest. "You dork; of course I want to be with you. Just because you aren't ready yet doesn't mean I want to break up with you! I love you."
"I...love you too." I tell her, not really knowing if I mean it or not.
We lay there, I still can't look her in the eye, "I am sorry....just I don't know I just I suck."
With her head on my bare chest, "It's okay Cole, I was just doing what I thought you wanted, its ok that you don't want to have sex yet."
I don't believe her I am sure the next time me and her get into an argument, she will throw it in my face. At this point I don't care, I am just tired, the whole thinking it was someone else and it wasn't and the freak out just wore me out.
I look over at her clock and its fairly early, "I'm exhausted."
"Do you want me to take you home?" she asks.
"Probably be best if you do...I feel like crap, and I have to work on that project tomorrow." I tell her.
She kisses my cheek, "I love how you don't cuss. It is so cute, is Devin working on this with you tomorrow?"
I nod my head, "Yeah he is coming over tomorrow. I want to get a jump on this project so I can make an A on it."
"He shouldn't be over at your house, what if he tries to pull something on you? I mean he is taller than you!" she say getting up putting on her clothes.
I roll my eyes as I get up, "Jordan, stop listening to Mandy, He isn't like that at all."
"So he isn't gay?" she asks putting on her shirt.
I grab my boxers and pants, "I don't know if he is, I really don't care. All I care about is passing this class. It's not like me and him are going to become friends or anything. I didn't really know him before this project."
I was honestly getting fed up with this conversation so I put my clothes on as fast as I could without her noticing. I didn't like being naked in front of her at all, I didn't like her being naked in front of me. I am glad she didn't notice the instant I realized I wasn't having a fantasy my boner died.
The car ride was quiet, we didn't say much. Well I didn't really have much to say, other than I was sorry. Honestly I really wasn't sorry, I was upset at myself for not being able to go through with it, I wanted to prove Devin wrong that I know I am straight, but honestly freaked out because I was fantasizing over him.
We pull into the drive way and I kiss her, "I am sorry I ruined tonight..." I tell her again.
"You didn't, its fine, go get some sleep baby." She says.
I wave to her as I shut the door to her car, and make my way up to the door of my house, I let myself in. I see Stephanie and Dylan watching the movie.
Stephanie looks over at me I just wave and make my way to my room. I shut the door and throw myself onto my bed, and get my phone out an I text Devin
Me [I didn't have sex with her.]
Devin [You are telling me why?]
Me [Nothing never mind. What time are you coming over tomorrow?]
Devin [Look, I am at work, I don't have time to play gay consoler to you right now, we will talk about it tomorrow. I will probably be over first thing in the morning.]
Me [Whatever I figured you didn't care about anyone but yourself.]
Devin [hahaha I am not going to argue with this, go to bed you are cranky.]
I just rolled my eyes, and threw my phone on the table. I feel so frustrated, and pissed off, because I don't know what's happening to me. Even if Devin says I'm gay I'm not!
I peel off my clothes leaving me in my boxers. I crawl into bed and lay on my back, I fight the tears that are so close to coming. I look up at the glowing stars and wonder what is going on with me.
I never realized I dozed off, but images flash in my head, of hot kissing with Devin. Him touching me so tenderly, across my stomach, and holding my firmly on my back, while he never breaks the kiss, him pushing gently into me. His fierce blue eyes looking into my green eyes, I let out a moan, and that's what woke me up.
I feel wet, and warm, I am still on my back I look under my covers and lift up my boxers, and see I did have a wet dream, I sigh and throw my head back onto my pillow. My day cannot be starting like this I say. I have never ever had a wet dream in my life why now?
I get up, and grab a pair of clean boxers in my closet; I have shelves so I don't have to have a big bulky dresser. I yank off the cum covered boxers, and throw them into the dirty clothes hamper. I walk into my bathroom and run the water to heat it up
I step in the water, and grab the soap do get all the sticky dried cum off me. I put the water almost on full blast; I love the feel of the heat hitting me. It relaxes me I recall more events of the dream, the kissing the touching lightly, and how great it made me feel. We weren't even having sex, just both of us naked and kissing exploring each others body. I grab the shampoo to wash my hair, after I do I stand under the hot water for about fifteen minuets, and I finally shut it off.
I towel myself off, and grab the red silk boxers and slide them on, I look in my full length. Jordan was right I was developing a little four pack, it looked really good on me. I hated my short frame, and I didn't really like how skinny I was, I tried to gain weight but my metabolism is way to fast. I also don't like the freckles across my collar bone, and shoulder blades, I guess that just comes with being a strawberry blonde haired kid.
I walk into my room, and lay on the floor to do some sit ups like I normally do every morning, I get to doing my reps, doing them fast so I can get done, and grab something to eat, when I hear someone clapping.
I look towards my bed and Devin is lounging there like he belongs, "How long have you been there?" I ask getting off the floor and starting to blush.
"Long enough to know you look cute in those boxers." He says smiling.
I walk to my closet and pull out some gym shorts and a tank top and throw them on in the closet before coming back into the room. "Who let you in here?" I ask.
"Your mom, she said she would bring up some breakfast in a bit." He says with a smile.
I go sit on the bed, "So, what do we need to do on this project?" I ask.
"Well like I said I am going to build a diagram and a model of the sinking of the Titanic, you write up the facts like; deaths, survivors, and what caused it besides the iceberg." He says.
"Sounds like we can get that done in no time then." I say still not looking directly at him.
"So why couldn't you have sex with her?" he asks abruptly.
I furrow my brow, "I....I just freaked! We were about to, and I just freaked and started to cry."
He laughs, and it makes me mad so I get off the bed, and he catches me by the arm, "Sit down."
So I do, "Look Cole, you freaked because it wasn't what you wanted. Tell me is there that feeling you got when you kiss Jordan, like you did when you kiss Trent?"
I just look at him, "I don't know I didn't really feel anything with Trent, I mean it was nice, but I don't know."
He holds my gaze, his blue eyes studying me to see if I was telling the truth, my mom broke the tension, as she knocked on the door and entered carrying a tray of food.
Setting it on my bedside table she says hello, "Hey boys, I cooked breakfast. Cole I wished you would have told me you were having a friend over sooner, I would have had it all ready when he got here." She says smiling.
"I'm sorry mom I just forgot." I say.
"It's my fault Mrs. Dunham. I wasn't sure if I was going to make it over today, and I let him know late last night. I was going to be working with my uncle, but he had to cancel." Devin says and I know he has my mom locked in with that smile.
She laughs, "Oh honey it's fine, you have the prettiest blue eyes I have ever seen!" she gushes.
He smiles even more, "Thank you ma'am."
She ruffles both of our hair, "If you boys need anything let me know."
I tell her ok, and get up and shut the door behind her. I turn around and Devin is behind me, He grabs me and kisses me.
It's not hard, it's what I dreamed it would feel like soft, and passionate. I felt a spark travel through me, and I kiss him back hungrily. I put my hands on his cheeks, to keep the kiss a little longer. He pulls away and looks at me, "Does it feel like that when you kiss Jordan?"
I just shake my head, still trying to recover from that kiss. I don't say anything I just kiss him this time, and he doesn't stop me. We move to my bed and he pulls me on top of him, never breaking the kiss. Our tongues fight back and forth, I let out little moans, because I never felt something like this in my life. He kisses so good, I can't stop.
We are still kissing when my stomach rumbles, and he breaks the kiss and starts laugh, and I roll off him and laugh as well. "I am sorry." I say laughing.
"It's ok, I am hungry as well. Hell it's been awhile since I had a home cooked meal." He says getting the tray of food and putting it in-between us.
"Your mom doesn't cook at home?" I ask, grabbing a fork.
He laughs, "She is long gone, haven't seen her in years. Just me and my dad."
"I'm sorry." I say picking at the eggs.
He laughs, "Don't be not like you told her to go off."
We eat for a few more minuets in silence, and I ask, "I thought you didn't work at the bar on Fridays?" I ask.
"I don't, I have another job." He says eating a piece of the pancakes.
He stretches out, and his shirt rides up and I cant help but look at him, when I see black on him. I move closer and pull the shirt up more. It's a tattoo that reads "Cause I stole your soul You said I`d never be able."
"Why do you have a tattoo? You're only fifteen?" I ask looking at him.
Pulling his shirt down he sits up, "because I also work at a tattoo shop, cleaning up and stuff."
"Oh, well I like it." I say trying to raise his shirt up a little more to see it again, he stops me from raising it up again.
He drinks a gulp from the orange juice. "I am so full." He says.
I move in to kiss him again, and I do. I can taste the orange juice on his tongue, he pushes me down, and straddles me kissing me. I feel his hand run up my arm, and traces the palm of my hand and laces his fingers in mine, he looks up at me and I meet his blue eyes with mine, "You are so adorable and it's so sad that you don't realize it at all."
"How'd you know I liked looking at you?" I ask.
"It's kind of obvious, when I catch you looking at me non-stop. You were practically undressing me in your mind. It's cute though." He says kissing me again.
He gets off me and reaches for his shoes, "But, we can't do this."
I sit up flustered, "What do you mean?"
"Look, you deny you are even gay. Plus you have a rude girlfriend who has spread a lot of rumors about me, third you don't even know me, and finally I don't have the time for a boyfriend." He says getting up.
"I'm not gay! I don't know why I..I just like too kiss you, and Jordan isn't so bad. I wasn't asking to be your boyfriend, cause I am not gay." I say I know it was a poor argument but I stuck with it.
He leans in and whispers, "Cole you are gay, just look at how aroused you are, and if Jordan wasn't so bad you wouldn't cheat on her by kissing another guy or anyone for that matter. You can't have sex with her because you want someone to be giving you the penetration."
He walks out the door leaving me with this hopless feeling, he was right about everything, but I can't be gay I don't know what to do. I can't have sex with Jordan, because I want to be having sex with Devin and no one else. I don't understand what he means by he doesn't have the time for a boyfriend, and I don't know him.
This day is getting worse; I am more confused than anything. Nothing is making sense to me. I don't even know what I am. I start to cry out of frustration, I don't understand why I am this way.
I lay back on my bed, I can still smell his cologne on the bed, and it makes me cry harder, my phone goes off. I reach for it hoping it's him.
Jordan [Hey baby, how are you today?]
Me [Just not feeling good, I think I am getting sick.]
I know I am lying I just, don't want to have to cater to her today. I don't even want to get out of bed right now. With everything I just want to sleep my life away.
Jordan [Awwee babe, do you want me to come over and take care of you?]
Me [No I don't want to get you sick, but thanks though.]
Jordan [:( ok babe I miss you!]
I don't even reply back, I just turn over, and cry more because I don't know what to do, I hate DEVIN, and I hate Jordan...but most of all I hate myself right now, because I don't even know what the hell I want.