Hi my name is Endre Kovacs (hun) and I'm the author of this story which may have gay sexual content, so if it's against your beliefs, don't read! I've just started writing and please forgive my grammatic mistakes for I'm no english. I hope you'll enjoy reading my stuff and please give feedback at endi.kovacsendi@gmail.com !
------------------------------------------------------------ -- Andy's life -- ------------------------------------------------------------ -- Chapter 11 -- -- Depart -- ------------------------------------------------------------
Andy was depressed. He managed to sleep but he had to take a pill to do it. He was up early in the morning, and he thought over the previous day. He still felt his heart heavy, but he didn't want to go to Mr. Staunton's. No way he's got to go through it again. He felt like his body and soul were torn apart from each other, when he had sex with Tom.
But what's going to happen now? His secret will be out soon. His parents were never to understand him for they are religious. It made his heart even heavier. He held his head with his hands and suddenly felt a little bit of tear reach down to his fingers. He was exhausted and had the most horrible heart-ache ever. He cried himself to sleep in the end.
He woke up late in the afternoon when he heard knocking on the door. He felt it that it was for him. He jogged downstairs and opened the door. It was Pete. He was breathing heavily, and was soaked by the rain which Andy didn't realize up until this point.
`Could you come out for a minute?' asked the wet boy in a cold voice.
`I'm not sure...' answered Andy almost crying.
`You should! I have bad news! John sent me.' said Pete with a strange expression on his face.
Andy was a bit surprised and scared of that face of Pete's. He hasn't seen something like that before. It wasn't just about the secret. Andy escorted Pete out to the veranda where they were protected of the rain.
`So? How did you do with your new friend?' Andy couldn't contain himself. He had to say this.
`Shut up!' shouted Pete in a strange threatening voice.
`What's wrong with you?' Andy got angry too.
`It's just... Mr. Staunton will tell your parents about you! But I won't be in the story, so if I might ask... Don't tell about me!' he said all this in a commanding type of voice not an asking one.
`I'll think about it!' said Andy and turned around to enter the door. He felt a strong pushing behind him and his face smacked on the door.
`What do you want from me? Why are you being such a jerk?' shouted Pete.
`I don't want anything from you now, Peter. Just let me go! I won't tell.' Any said in a sad voice and entered the house.
His mind was racing. Pete turned out to be something very different from what he imagined. His heart was still aching about this, but now he had a bigger task. He had to tell his secret to his parents. He had to tell it before Mr. Staunton did. It was the right thing to do.
`Who was it?' asked his mum.
`Mum, dad, I have to talk to you seriously!' his parents realized that he was serious. They went into the kitchen and sat down.
`I must tell you that I'm gay.'
`What?' his dad was absolutely furious.
`I like boys.'
`No way! You cannot! My boy cannot do this to me! You're kidding, right?' his dad was hitting the table hard.
`You cannot change me!' changed Andy into an angrier voice.
`Go to your room, now! I have to talk all this with your mother! Go!' he was shouting now.
Andy went upstairs and saw Mr. Staunton's shape out the window. He must hear everything from outside. Andy shut his door and cried out loudly. He could put everything, every matte, every bad thing that happened with him lately into that particular shout.
He began to settle down a bit, and he heard their parents arguing. His dad shouting with anger, and his mom crying loud and prayed to God. Andy felt bad he put his parents into this position, but they had to know the truth.
Later when the argument got a bit quieter, he heard footsteps coming his way. It was his dad with a face that expressed disappointment. Andy felt a hard aching sensation in his stomach. He knew he let down his father. He and his mum didn't expect him to be gay. Why couldn't he be a normal guy.
`We thought about a way to cure your perversion.'
`Dad, you cannot cure this!'
`There's a way! And don't argue! We decided what you have to do!'
`What I have to?' Andy was a bit plaintiff.
`You are leaving to Saint Jones Catholic School in the end of the summer.'
`But that's the other end of the country! And I don't want to live in dorms!'
`You should have thought about it when you decided to be gay! There's no argument. You go and that's my final word! You'll see! The priests will help you with your problem!'
`That's wonderful. You cannot understand me, and you send me away no to bother you anymore!'
`Shut your mouth, young man! And of course you'll be in detention from now on until you depart!'
Andy didn't expect such thing. He was breathless. Leaving town and live in a religious dormitory. That will be great! But after he thought of it, he realized it had a good side. He could start anew. Nothing was tiding him here anymore.
Although his parents were so narrow-minded, he could earn something from this. And he decided to change. It was the first time he had a minute without thinking of Pete. But he still had half a summer to spend in his room. He was confused by all this. But maybe in the future his parents will get to understand him a bit better. He always felt he was way to far away from his parents as the matter of thinking...
A new life awaits... But first...
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