Disclaimer: First and foremost, this story is NOT true and is not meant to imply anything about any of the celebrities mentioned. Secondly, this story is similiar to the story 'Cosmic Companions' written by Shell, Kat, Jackie, and Colleen. I love the story and recommend that you read it, but 'Angelic Damnation' is not meant to be a rip off of their story. To the authors of 'Cosmic Companions' You rock! I love the story and am glad the bad guys got what they had coming. But, I don't want to give away the story so I'll shut up.
Also, my story involves the Backstreet Boys and contains consensual male/male sex. If you are not entertained by stories of this nature, you've stumbled into the wrong site. Please leave now. I know, I know. If you weren't interested, you wouldn't be here, but I'm required to write that anyway.
Questions, comments, and flames can be sent to Expression_of_Truth@hotmail.com ______________________________________________________________________ This chapter is dedicated to RisingPhoenix391~~~~~~~~~~~~ ______________________________________________________________________
Nick paced, wrung his hands, chewed on his bottom lip. 'Do I tell Kevin and Bri?' he kept asking himself. He picked up a pillow from his bed and threw it across the room. 'What do I do? It's not my place to tell the other guys. We all have the right to our secrets but...'
Nick threw another pillow, this time knocking over and breaking a lamp. The crash made him feel better, though he couldn't explain why. 'I have to tell them about the drinking at least. Aje could be killing himself and they don't know.'
Nick let out a wry laugh. 'Kevin's gonna skin him alive.' Grabbing his key card and wallet, Nick left his room, intent on finding the cousins of the group. ______________________________________________________________________
Howie had gone back to his room. Aj had showered and was now contently cleaning his room up after his time with Howie. He'd just finished making the bed when he spotted his black duffle bag sitting in one corner of the room. He well knew that he had a bottle of vodka tucked beneath his clothes, near the bottom of the bag. How easy would it be to drink away his worry over what Nick now knew? How quickly could he make himself forget? No. He'd promised Howie that he'd give it up and he was determined to do so. He said he'd never drink again. Ever. And when Aj made a promise, it may as well be written in blood.
He walked over to the duffle bag and pulled out the unopened bottle. He was determined to prove to Howie that he had the strength to give this up. And he had to prove it to himself. He left his room and began to walk down the hall to Howie's room so he could watch as Aj poured the liquor down the drain of the sink.
But, just as he was about to knock on the door, he heard Kevin's strong voice and froze. Kevin was the 'group dad,' so to speak. He was the one they all looked up to, the one they all ran to. He could handle anything. And when he was angry, people knew to stay out of his way. And he was royally pissed this time.
"Hold it! My room, Aj, now! We need to talk." Turning to walk back to his room, he looked briefly at Nick and Brian, "You guys get Howie. This needs to be resolved. Aj is not going to do this anymore. And if I have to beat that into him, so help me, I will!" he all but growled. ______________________________________________________________________
They'd all convened in Kevin's room and were sitting in a tense silence. No one spoke. Aj still held the bottle, though it was clear that he'd forgotten about it as he stared at Kevin who sat a few feet from him. Aj thought this particular meeting was about the relationship between himself and Howie. Howie had no idea what to think. Nick had said something to Brian and Kevin, that much was obvious; but what exactly had he told them?
Howie and Aj both knew that dating was nearly out of the question given their fame. Celebrities had the difficult task of always looking available to their fans, while never truly being available. Aj glanced at Nick, who looked nearly sorry for saying anything. Brian was discreetly studying Howie, who looked nearly as nervous as Aj. 'What the hell does Howie have to be worried about?'
Kevin stood and advanced rather heavily on Aj. He stopped a mere foot in front of him and glared down at him. Aj refused to meet his gaze. Kevin snatched the bottle from Aj and threw it against the wall furthest from them, where it shattered and fell to the floor in a rain of glass and liquid.
"I don't know what the hell you were thinking but it stops here! Do you even realize what it can do to you? I've lost two members of my family to alcohol, and I will not let you be the third. You hear me, Alexander? I want your word. Think of the fans. They pay to come to the concerts and expect to see us at our best. You need to take better care of yourself. You owe them that much. And think of the effect it would have on all of us. We care about you. We don't want to watch you die. Now, you swear it here, on your very life, that you will not drink anymore. Or that life is exactly what the drinking will take from you!"
Aj hung his head, whispering "I promise."
"Ok. I will personally hold you to that, Aj. Absolutely no more of this. Now out everyone. It's late. We'll see you all in the morning." Kevin said, his anger quickly leaving him. He rarely stayed angry for long.
Nick waited until everyone else was out of the room before he turned to Kevin.
"You think he meant it?" he asked, referring to Aj's promise.
"We'll just have to wait and see. I think tomorrow is gonna be hellish. I'm gonna go shower. I'll see you in the morning. Get some sleep, Nicky."
Nick nodded. He and Kevin had shared a room ever since the band began touring just after their first album was released in the United States. Nick just never felt safe sleeping alone. They always got a room with two single beds, as Kevin was uncomfortable sleeping next to Nick and told him that it was just the age difference.
Nick slipped into his bed and curled up, knowing full well that he wouldn't be able to sleep. Discovering Howie and Aj's relationship had made quite an impact on him. It made him think. Could it actually work? Could one be a celebrity and still manage to find love? Sighing, he turned on his side to get more comfortable. It was going to be a long night. ______________________________________________________________________
End chapter two.