Hey hey people here is part 20 that so many e-mailed me for. (Man you guys are harsh sometimes.) But I still love you.
Some people are emailing saying they are still a little lost and realize that's how I like you. LoL but everything will become clear soon.
I saw this hotti today at the mall with these amazing green eyes. Hey Steve if ya readin LOL.
Um wha else....
Oh yeah I don't these 5 hotties but if I did....(Shit I still wouldn't tell you.)
Oh yeah um if anybody knows anything about Pensacola would you mind telling me.
And thanx 2 Jimmy v, Ray F, Crusher200452, Laboredbeath, pseud0nym, titi4113 and anyone else who wrote me. All your e-mails help me get my lazy ass up a write more.
E-mail me with your comments and suggestions: Steelo64@msn.com
"Your right, Justin I don't think we can be friends anymore."
Justin got a crushed look on his face and tuned away.
"Oh God no, that didn't come out right." Rajin skated to Justin quickly.
"What I meant to say is, I don't want to be just friends anymore. I was wondering, I mean if you want to...."
Justin tilted Rajin chin up to meet his eyes. Rajin swallowed hard. "Would you be my Boyfriend."
Justin leaned his head down and kissed Rajin lightly. Pulling away they looked into each others eyes and pulled each other close for a hug.
They stayed like that for a while until Rajin pulled back felling water on his back. Looking at Justin he saw he was crying. Reaching up with his thumbs he wiped away his tears.
"What's wrong baby?" "Nothing, I was just so afraid that you were going to say you didn't like me like that."
"How could I not, it's the simple things you do that make me lo-live you."
Justin grinned. "What were you going to say?" He asked poking Rajin in his side a bit.
Rajin in hailed quick. "Justin no." Justin poked him again. Rajin was terribly ticklish and tried to back away but Justin still had his arms tight around him. Justin just laughed as he felt Rajin's laugh vibrate through him.
Rajin was in tears. "Jus-Justin st-stop it." He barely made out.
Justin let go and was able to dodge a swing from Rajin. Rajin doubled over to catch his breath.
"Yo-You suck." He breath heavily. "So, you didn't mind." Justin laughed. Rajin broke into laughter again and feel over. Justin loved his laugh and just reveled in his joy.
"Oh man-" Rajin stood himself up. "damn I'm hungry now." He complained. "Well lets go out to eat." Justin suggested. "Mr. Timberlake are you asking me out?" Rajin smiled.
"I already got you, no need to try and impress you now." Justin laughed. "Well anyway, I have to go meet Shane and them at the studio to come up with a song." Rajin apologized.
"Well I'll make sure when you get home that something is waiting for you, so what do you want."
Rajin thought for a minute, "Beef rolls, white rice and gravy." Justin took out his cell and ordered it for later that night. Rajin smiled cause he thought Justin would try and cook.
They finished skating around the park and ended back at the jeep. Putting their shoes back on they headed to the studio.
Justin drove at Rajin's request so he could come up with a song.
Reaching the studio both Rajin and Justin parted ways in the elevator, giving each other small kisses on the cheek promising to meet up later. Rajin walked into the studio and saw Shane looking over some papers, Jelani laying backwards on the piano stool so that blood was rushing to his head. Remy was in the corner making up random beats on a computer seeing what he could come up with.
"Hey guys." Rajin beamed. "Hey Ra, you look happy so I take it you got your problem solved?" Shane asked to low for the others to here.
"Yep and I just as happy as can be." Rajin smiled. "Well get your happy ass over here and help come up with a song." Remy yelled.
Rajin went over to where Remy was and put on the head phones. Looking through what he had come up with. Slowing down the beat and taking out the drum he turned Remy's moderate song into a slow one.
As he was doing this he started day dreaming about Justin. 5 minutes later he felt a slap to the back of his head. Wiping around he saw all of his brothers looking at him.
"You were spaced out the whole time." Jelani laughed. "You better have something." Remy threatened knowing he had his brother caught for daydreaming about someone.
Rajin knew he was on the spot so he pulled the headphone from the computer and let the music fill the room.
One your smile , I don't have to say no more.
Two Your guidance and all the things you showed me.
Three The way you look at me when you say I love you. (Shane saw N'sync coming in no doubt hearing music)
Four Your headstrong personality (Rajin saw Justin and locked eyes as he continued his free styling.)
Five Your Take charge capability
Six I love it when you cook for me, beef rolls whit rice with gravy. (Rajin smiled as he kept going.)
I'll give you 25 reason why I'm really in love with you, I can give you 25 reason why I'm never leaving you
Seven eight nine, The roses, massages, cards you give for no reason at all.
Ten the way you spend on me even thought I got my own money.
Eleven for always being your self, no matter what I or anyone else felt.
Twelve The way you don't trip on me when I'm in the studio real late like now.
I'll give you 25 reason why I'm really in love with you, I can give you 25 reason why I'm never leaving you
Thirteen Knowing jus what I need even when didn't make it clear for you to see.
Fourteen For being understanding when the time comes if you know what I mean.
Fifth teen For your beauty inside and out
And to close it off 16 - 25 ....
for and the chicks you could have here but you didn't because of you love for me.
Rajin tried to pick up again but could think anymore. Shane shutdown the music and began to clap followed by everyone else.
Rajin got up with a cheesy `what you thought' smile a bowed.
Justin walked over to him a gave him a heavy kiss.
JC's jaw dropped, while Remy shouted `hu-rah'.
Rajin and Justin both parted
"I love you." Justin whisper to Rajin. Rajin looked into Justin eyes and saw nothing but truth. Smiling wide he replied
"I love you to."
"You little shit" Shane laughed "How much did you really spend on that song, it was pretty good." Shane commented.
"What are you talking about I spent all day on it." Rajin replied with innocent eyes. "Bull shit now I know you lying, you used those eyes when you melted my GI Joe's bodies and used their heads as ammo for your sling shot."
"Hey you cut my hair." "It grew back." Shane countered.
Boys behave or your both on time out. Justin said looking at Rajin sternly.
"Says you." Shane laughed. "Says me to." Lance breath in Shane's ear.
Jelani, Remy, Jc and Joey wasted no time in make the `whipped' noise.
Chris shot a glance at Jelani, which caused him to turn a pretty shade of red.
Lance, Justin and Chris decided to get into the game and yell "damn right`.
Rajin, Jelani, and Shane got the same look on their faces.
Remy slid out of the little N'sync group whispering `your fucked now' in the guys ears.
The three brother stood next to each other, giving each other a agreeing look they all nodded.
"Ok it's decided." Shane spoke for all three. "Due to the shit you like to talk. Our three asses are on strike."
"That all so means no kissing, hugging, and stroking." Jelani added.
Justin mouth hung open. "Baby please, baby baby please." He ran over to Rajin on his knees.
"Nope sorry I'm apart of a union." Rajin smiled.
"But to show I am not with a heart, I will allow a quick kiss." Shane smiled knowing Rajin.
All three brothers walked to their guys giving them full long kisses.
Shane kissing Lance while rubbing a spot on the base of his spine causing him to moan. Chris was getting the roof of his mouth ticked by Jelani and Justin, poor Justin was in a deep kiss with Rajin stepping so close that hie leg was between both of Justin's. During the kiss Rajin would move his leg back and forth causing him to get rock hark in his pants. Rajin moved his hand down to Justin's shaft and let his fingers glide over it.
Justin let out a gasp into the kiss. Pulling back all three guys saw that they got their men just how they wanted them. Hot and bothered.
"Oh that is so grimy." Justin argued. "We'll see you after we come from shopping. "Again you guys got problems." Remy laughed.
They were walking out the door when Justin yelled after them.
"That's ok, go ahead and leave we still have Remy." Justin smiled. Before the door closed you could a loud "The hell you do." echo the halls.
Before the elevator door closed Remy jumped on pulling on his jacket.
"You guys suck." He growled. "Now I'm afraid to stay alone with them."
The other just laughed at him.
"See man you guys play to much." Justin pointed at his friends. "I just got with Rajin, and no I'm on restriction cause you guys." He pouted.
Chris just sat on the couch with Lance looking lost.
-Justin's View-
Yeah I'm heated. Tonight me a Rajin were going to get our freak on. I mean it's been three days, I
mean I think people have died without sex for that long. Well I might be exsaderating but I horney and frustrated.
"Ha ha looks like someone won't be getting any tonight." Jc laughed at me. "Shut up its your fault to." I pouted.
"Oh calm down why don't you use this to show them that you care." He sighed like it was horribly obvious.
Chris and Lance seemed to want to listen to him so I thought I should to. Jc sat there and noticing we were staring at him.
"Leave to the straight boy to save the day." He sighed, moving to miss getting hit by my pillow. "I'm just playing Just." He laughed.
"Me and Joey could take out Remy and stay out for the night while you guy make this place into the N'sync love château ." Jc suggested.
"You even thought your straight, you make since sometime." I commented giving him a hug. Now it was on . Me Chris and Lance were going to make this place so romantic for the guys it would make them love us or make em sick.
It took us most of the day but we went all out. I each room We had bought candles and some new sheets.
We even bought the light that were different colors.
We all decides to get the comforters that were real puffy and warm to snuggle into, because even with the heating system it was cold sometimes.
I bought the black sheets and comforters with the red light, hoping to get a little `red light special' going on. Yeah boy.
Chris in his infinite wisdom bought white sheets. With a light that gave to room a goldish glow. I thought the white would me to much of a hassle later, But in the end it looked nice.
Now Lance I don't know about him, that church boy thing has to be just an act. He went with a black comforter with black satin sheets. I would have got some but the fucker got the last set.a
But he didn't get a light at the store so I thought I rub it in. And no that little didn't say. "No shit huh, but guess who's room receives full moon light."
"You summamabitch." I cursed. But I had to give it up he was good. But we weren't going to just wow them in bed. We each bought five dozen roses.
Jc even called the Remy and told him the plan. He said they would be home in like two hours. Perfect that gave us loads of time.
We Ordered diner so it would be here before they arrived. We were also able to get three separate table round tables and one long rectangular one.
One each or the tables were a table cloth and some sort of flower arrangement and candles.
I went with the simple long stemmed rose, beat a classic and Lance agreed doing the same, but have a red rose intertwined with a white rose.
We both looked at our work smiling know they looked top notch, but Chris couldn't leave that alone.
He took a smooth all around punch bowl and filled it with water. In the water he place three plastic disk and put half cut wide base candles on then. In the middle of the candles was a white and pink water lily.
He put a lot of work into his creation and it came out looking good as hell. "Show off." I muttered.
We finished up the living room with facing the sofa and two loveseats towards the fire place.
As I was making sure my room was set I saw Lance with his head on the table looking at Chris's set up. "The water looks so calming if you look at it from the bottom." He said semi noticing I was near.
Yup he lost it. Then I saw him jump up and pull a chair into his room. He also ran into Jc's and Joey's room take their curtains into his room.
"He's probably going to try something kinky with Shane." I laughed with Chris.
Lance came out a half an hour later looking pleased.
The food was coming in when Chris's cell phone had rung. His eyes bugged out as he closed his phone back.
"Ok I'll give you all 50 bucks if you can set up the food and get out within the next five minutes."
The bellboys moved quick with that little incentive and were out of the way. Chris and Lance ran to check their hair as I reveled in having a buzz cut.
I straighten out my shirt as the other guys came to stand on either side of me. The door open and we all stood with our smiles and roses.
Remy walked in apologizing. "Sorry guys they're still down stairs." We let out a breath "Well go and get them." Chris yelled sick of the waiting.
Remy just looked at him like he grew something on the side of face, that he would love to try and remove with a dull knife.
"Anyway" he continued." I thought I should give this to you first Lance, it was right where you said it was."
"Thanks Remy, you don't know how much this means." "Well it's the least I could do, after being a dick to you." Remy smiled. Jc, Joey and Remy all left with a change of cloths.
The room was dead quiet as we waited for the guys. The finally we heard the elevator. We jumped up and stood in our positions. The door open and they walked in.
And Rajin was practically crying.
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