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I think Gretchen was just looking for a one off fling more than anything and too be honest I knew it wasn't going to be a lasting thing that could ruin what lucinda and I have at the moment. Lucinda is loving her trip overseas at the moment and I am glad she is able to send photos and talk to me on face time as I am missing her more than anything in the world. The time we have spent away form each other has been extremely hard, as we are still grieving the loss of such a beautiful person and most of my spare time has been at phoebes place talking to her mum and brothers. They are slowly coming to grips with what happened and why. Its going to take a long time for them to come to terms with it.
The best news I have had in weeks came yesterday when mum and faith set a date for their wedding and I know I can't wit for the day to come as it will be the most wonderful occasion. Faith has been sleeping in my bed with me a lot of late as my nightmares and severe bedwetting has returned, I asm baffled as to why have been wetting the bed so much of late. Mum took me to the doctors again and we may have a reason to why I have been wetting myself and it is not something I was expecting. The doctor is thinking that I have become incontinent and that I have lost control of my blaster, but not my bowel. I couldn't believe it, he ran some tests and I will know in a week. My life is pretty much stuffed now. Mum said I probably m not incontinent and its just a severe bladder problem. I hope she is right
I got some good news on Sunday, one of my best friends in Sydney is moving up to Brisbane to board at one of the prestigious boarding schools in at the start of the second term. Marry was my closest and really my beast friend when Claire started to go downhill and when I told her that I was a lesbian. She actually asked me out on a date and wanted to be my girlfriend and we were up until I moved up here. after dinner I talked to faith about being incontinent and she reassured me it won't be the end of the world and that I will still be able to go about my normal life. The only thing that will change it what my undies will be and where I will go to the toilet. She is such a super person and I am glad mum and her are together. She is like another sister to me and I lover her to bits
I slept ok that night and faith didn't leave after our talk, she never wants me to be alone at any time. She loves to cuddle in the night and I think mum is a lucky woman and really faith should be in mums bed. I woke up with a wet nappy but a dry bed, the double nappy worked thank god and I am going to have to get use to it as I think I am incontinent. After breakfast I got dressed and I decided to wear them sports uniform. i wore a full nappy and I didn't bother wearing bike pants, I don't give a shit about it any more. I looked in the mirror and really the skirt only just covered the nappy but I wasn't going to care. I made it to school and no pone even turned their heads at me and pointed I was mightily relieved. At lunch I was walking to go sit with my group as I was walking past a group of seniors on of the girls put her foot out deliberately and tripped me. I have no idea why she would do that, I fell on my face and my skirt flew up and it showed my nappy. Then I heard her say "does the baby want a dummy with your nappy" and all her started laughing. I ran to the sick bay and stayed there the rest of the day crying
When I got home I went to my room and cried my eyes out, I can't believe a senior could do that too me. They're supposed to be role models and leaders to us 8th graders and now I may have a bully harassing me, I dint need it. After dinner I just went to bed after mum put a fresh nappy on me I set on the bed and thought I wish mum had sent me to the same school as my other sisters. Faith didn't join me during the night and I am glad as she should be with mum and they're a couple and they should just sleep together. When I got dressed in the morning I remembered to put bike pants over the top of my nappy, I don't want what happened yesterday to happen agin today. Mum let me know that I might get my results back today around lunch and she would message me when she got them.
when I got to school I walked past the girl that tripped me yesterday and she started making baby noises as I walked past, honest she is a bitch and karma will get her one day. I was checking my phone all day and I had really soaked my nappy pretty bad during English, I went to the toilet to change. As I was taking my wet nappy off mum messaged me with the news I had feared. I sat on the toilet and cried. As I was about to get a new fresh nappy I saw a hand come from underneath the stall and grab my bag, I tried to take it back but the girl who took it was too strong and she reared it out of my hands. I got off the toilet and pulled my bike pants up and went after the person. I didn't know who it was but I had an idea. I searched and searched for her and my bag, as I turned into the courtyard I saw a group of girls looking up something on the roof it was my bag. How the fuck am I supped to get that down and as I started to panic I started wetting myself again. Everyone turned and started laughing at me and pointing. I was humiliated, thankfully Bec was close by and took me to the sick bay.
As we were waiting in the sick bay Bec started talking to me about what was going on "why is your bag on the roof Annie" I started crying again and she hugged me "someone is bullying me Bec and its a senior." Bec saw red and I could see she was furious. "Why would someone start bullying you" I just didn't have any answers for her. The school nurse put me in a fresh nappy and the Chaplin gave me a clean pair of bike pants. One of the friends of my bully vape in with my school bag, she seemed to be good friends with bec "I'm sorry for what Georgia has been doing to you Annie is it" I looked up at her and she looks so much like my sister but a bit chubbier. I took the bag and she left. Bec gave me a kiss and said "I'm sorry that I haven't been talking to you much of late honey" I knew she had been as busy as myself and I don't expect her to drop everything for me
Mum came up to the school and had a talk with the principal, she was furious with what happened. She is also really good friends with Georgias mum apparently and Georgia had heard about my condition after her mum had been talking about it. Georgia has been suspended and her mum has taken her out of the school for what she has done. I was happy and as was mum, its not right to treat another student like. Surely she knew what had happened to Phoebe and what my state of mind could be. When mum and I got home she sat me down and we started discussing my news "ok honey the doctor said the condition isn't severe and can be managed" I was in tears "so do I have to wear a nappy the rest of my life mum?" She hugged me and "sorry to say it honey yes you will, but as you're a strong girl and you can don't anything. You'' be ok" I held my teddy bear and looked down and robbed. She left the room and came back with a few boxes of nappies. "We'll just keep them in here and I'll change you when at home. You can have tomorrow off school" I looked at the boxes and wished I was dead
Funnily enough mum slept in my bed during the night, once her alarm went off I went back to sleep. I spent most of the day looking up information about incontinence. The more I looked into the more I felt comfortable in knowing my life isn't over and I will be able to live a full life and still be able to swim. I got an email today about the championships that I am representing my country in and apparently Emma got a call up as someone had to pull out. I am so happy for her and soon as I could I messaged her and we face timed through her English class. I miss her and can't wait to see her when we go to Japan for the meet. my life is going ok even with the setback and I will live my life to the fullest and hope I do everyone proud.
When I got to school the next day I got a hug from all of the senior class, even the friends of georgia. They didn't mean to laugh and make fun of me, I decided to let it pass as I just want to get on with life. The girl that was first to apologise the other day finally told me her name, god she looks so much like my sister its no funny. Bridget was her name and she is so sweet, she actually baked me some cupcakes and she gave me and big hug and a nice kiss on the lips when no one was watching. The first day with my condition was pretty tough as I had to change my nappy 3 times and I nearly had a leak, but I changed it in time. The principal told me in no uncertain terms that if anyone was to bully me or make fun of my condition they would be expelled and to always go to the sick bay when needing a change of nappy. Bridget and I walked home together as she only lives 3 houses away. She didn't say much, but when we said good bye she gave me another kiss on the lips and she patted my bum and said "see you tomorrow sweetie" it made me feel good
I woke with a splitting headache and a wet bad, I had a big leak during the night. Mum kept me at home and I think she is being over protective of me. Mum, faith and my sisters went to sydney again to see my eldest sister. She has been having problems with my dad and she wants to come back to Brisbane, I was originally going to go but I was feeling terrible. When school finished I got a knock on the front door, it was Bridget holding flowers. I was still in my Pjs, As I hadn't left my bed all day other than to change my nappy. I was so tired and sick. "Have I come at a bad time Annie" I smiled and said "no way you want to come in" she came in and put her bag down and I put the flowers in some water. As I was putting the flowers in some water I felt Bridget come up behind me and rub my arse and move her hands up inside my singlet and cup my boobs. My nipples were so erect and she started to play and squeeze them, I smiled and "you like my small boobs". She squeezed them a bit more and purred and said "I love all womens boobs, small and big. Yours are perfect." I turned around and looked at her and she was smiling and happy, she hugged me and put her head on my shoulder "you aren't friends with Georgia are you" I asked she laughed and said "I've never spoken to her in the 5 years we have been in the same grade, she bullied me as well" she moved her hands to my butt and grabbed my padded arse.
We stood in the kitchen for an hour hugging each other and her phone was going off and I feel it was her mum wondering where she was. She eventually checked her phone and it was her mum asking where she was. "I better get home Annie mum is annoyed I didn't tell her where I was even though I don't have to tell her" as she was leaving I grabbed her hand as to hope she would stay "don't worry Annie I'll be back in 20 minutes". I was so happy that she was coming back. I went and change my nappy, as it was pretty wet, I actually put a pair of underpants on that mum bought me yesterday that help women in my condition that give us a bit of confidence. After I go changed Bridget came back, with an overnight back and some goodies. "Is it ok if I stay tonight Annie" I hugged her and said "yeah of course I have the house to myself"
We went to my room and I got some movies out, she emptied her bag and she had a few books that I want to read and a couple of dads of shows I love. I picked up one of her books and it was about a girl our age and her story about how she battled depression and her sexuality. "I have read this book Bridget and it is an amazing story" Bridget took the boo off me and she said something that I never thought it would happen "the book is about me Annie" I sat down next to her and gave her a big hug. The stories in the book were heartbreaking and bullying she received was borderline criminal. All because she was overweight and she started liking other girls. "I thought you would like to read this, thats why I brought it tonight. I didn't know you had read it" I hugged her again and wiped away the tears rolling down her face. "Its an amazing story. i can related to it"
We laid in my bed and just watched movies for the rest of the night, I fell asleep well before she did and she cuddled me as I slept and she put me in a nappy before we went to bed. The next morning I woke before she did and she looked so nice and beautiful, I wanted to touch her and kiss her all over. I leant down and kissed her on the lips, it startled her a tiny bit and I pulled back "sorry Bridget I didn't mean to scare you" she smiled and said "you didn't scare me it was nice to finally get a kiss from the best girl in the school" I smiled and kissed on the lips agin and this time we both didn't push each other away. She is a really good kisser, she turned me onto mu back and got on top of me and she removed her shirt and showed me her tits. They were quite nice and ample. I put my hands on them and squeezed therm, she held my hands there and said "you like my tithes Annie don't you" I smiled and said yes. She hopped off and went straight to my shorts and said ";time to check if you need a change"
I didn't really wet my nappy much during the night and I felt pretty good. She pulled my shorts down and checked my nappy "Annie you are pretty dry, but I'll change you" she removed the nappy and threw it in the bin. She came back to me and looked down at my crotch. She started rubbing it and started purring, I moaned and begged for her "please Bridget I want it" she lowered her head and opened up my pussylips and started licking my snatch, a woman tongue had never felt so good She really worked my pussy over and her fingers did a wonderful job inside my snatch. My hips were bucking hard every time she swirled her finger inside my pussy, I had the best climax ever and its all thanks to Bridget. She removed her shorts and panties and she laid next to me for a bit, while we did that I started fingering her pussy, god it was wet and warm.
She had to be at work at 12 and I was shattered she wasn't going to be with me the whole day, I don't know what it is about her. I love her. She came back to my place after work, I was asleep when she knocked on the door. I was happy to be awoken by her