The day I started high school I was a shy insecure eighth grade learner who was suddenly exposed to guys and girls from different backgrounds all in their teens, out of my comfort zone and missing all my friends that I left behind at my old school when I moved to a new neighbourhood
I made friends slowly and soon I had a few friends whom I spent lunch breaks and shared a few classes with. It didn't last long, one of the guys pushed me out the clique because he didn't like the attention I started getting from the girls and guys alike
I became a loner
After a few months of school, I started noticing certain guys, checking them out in my own way, hopefully without them noticing. Sitting in biology class one day a few months into high school a classmate who had never acknowledged me before smiled at me
To say I was shocked was an understatement but I politely greeted him back and melted when he flashed his handsome smile. I felt something I have not felt yet but little did I know that later that day I would figure it out
The day progressed without anything happening until gym glass in our final lesson of the day. It was a class that I didn't care much for but I tried my best to participate. I looked up to see the boy from earlier that day changing right next to me. I could see from catching glances as he dropped his pants that he had a big bulge for a 13-year-old. He had an amazing body with a six pack that was rock hard no hair whatsoever except on his head but then again not all 13 year olds have much hair on their body
After changing we headed out to the school field for a game of touch rugby
We had a great lesson and me being me I stole glances of him and a few of the other guys during the lesson. We headed back to the change room after the lesson. While we were changing back into our school uniform the class clown came up behind me bent me over and dry humped me in front of everybody which left me feeling humiliated.
My classmates laughing about it didn't make it any easier.
I was upset and of course ended up in tears. The boy that smiled at me this morning noticed this and stuck up for me. He sorted this class clown out with one quick shove to the ground and it was over as soon as it started. The guy didn't even get up
The change room emptied quite quickly as I continued getting dressed keeping my head low and not making eye contact with anybody, until he spoke to me.
"I am going to stay with you till you are done and will walk out with you"
"But why would you?"
"Because that's what friends are for"
I continued getting dressed. When I was done he spoke again and this time I was caught by surprise
"I need to ask you something private but you don't have to answer if you don't want to"
"Go ahead"
"Are you gay" he asked me
"What is that?"
He laughed and said "It means that you like guys and not girls"
I laughed and said: "I think I am"
"That's great because you will be my first guy friend that is gay"
We headed out of the change room and walked towards the school gate to head home. My mind processing what just happened
"By the way my name is Anthony, what's yours?"
"Nice to meet you, I'm Jason"
"How far do you walk to get home?
"About 30 minutes or so"
Then he flashed that handsome dashing smile.
My heart skipped a beat I melted when he said let's walk home together
As we walked together we started chatting, getting to know each other learning more about each other. I learned that like me he too was an only child
I also learned that like me he too was a virgin but he was crazy about girls. This made me a little sad but I thought I have him as a friend and that was good enough for me.
As we continued walking we spoke about what happened in the change room he asked me if anything like that had happened before. I said no it hadn't and that's why it shocked me and I cried. He told to me that I didn't have anything to worry about because guys like that are usually so insecure about themselves that they humiliate others to feel good. There was suddenly an awkward silence between us. I blurted out the first thing that came to mind
"I liked what I saw in the change room"
As the words left my mouth I couldn't believe that I said it.
"What exactly did you like?"
"Your body especially with all those muscles I want to have a body like yours"
He smiled.
"Thanks for the compliment. I saw you checking me out"
I blushed immediately and he said it's all good he doesn't mind
As we got closer to my place which was a two-bedroom apartment that I shared with my Mom, he asked me if we can do our homework together at my place. I said that's cool but inside I was all fuzzy and happy
Anthony and I settled down to do our homework, of course we chatted more than anything else about our likes and dislikes. I discovered that he loved watching movies but especially porn. He had his own private collection that he had gotten from his friend.
We eventually got our homework done and Anthony asked me if he should bring a porno with the next day and we could watch it together after we finished our homework. I said yeah that will be great seeing as how I had never watched one before. He laughed and couldn't believe that I have never watched one After we spoke for another few minutes I told him that I am really happy that I had made a new friend and I hoped that we would be friends right through high school and hopefully after that to.
Little did I know just how true these words would be?
"I am very happy knowing that I have a friend for life in you"
Of course I was blushing bright red.
A few minutes later he gathered his things and decided it was time to go home because it was getting late. As we approached the front door he stopped and turned towards me
"Do you think that when watch the porno tomorrow that we could jack off together?"
"Yeah we can but I am very shy because I haven't done it in front of another guy"
"Don't worry. I haven't either and it will be really cool to do it together"
I smiled so big I thought my face was going to crack.
He hugged me back said goodbye and left
A moment later he was back saying he needed to tell me again how happy he is that we have become friends and he knows that we are going to stay that way for many years to come.
I couldn't stop smiling
I had to wait an entire weekend to see Anthony again but it would be worth the wait. Of course being in a time when cell phones were not yet meant for kids, we had no form of contact other than seeing each other at school.
I went through that weekend thinking about Anthony constantly.
Monday arrived I was up earlier than usual and got ready for school. I couldn't wait to get to there to see Anthony. I would have a chance to finally see him naked that afternoon after months of watching him the wait was over. I began to feel guilty, here I was crushing on a straight boy who had defended me and stood up for what he believed in.
I was just about to leave for school when my neighbour offered me a lift seeing that he was going that way. Donny is a man in his mid-20's, single, no kids, a sexy man with a bulge showing in his jeans that excited me and a great body that went with it.
We go into his car and left. While driving the traffic got heavy we started talking about general things and he asked me if I knew that he is gay, I said no I hadn't but I do now. He said he can see that I am gay and if I needed to talk or needed advice he would be happy to help.
I hadn't really admitted it to myself yet that I was gay so at the time I was still very much in denial but it changed soon after that.
I eventually got to school after 15 minutes in the car with Donny and as I got out of the car I noticed handsome Anthony was not there waiting for me like we he had discussed we would each morning. My smile turned to sadness and I thought immediately that something was wrong or he had changed his mind about being friends
I was suddenly so disappointed wondering what had happened that he wasn't there putting it down to he is probably just running late. I went through that day with each passing class with Anthony consuming my every thought. I then realised that he wasn't at school that day and I later discovered would not be for another few days. Of course not knowing where he stays meant I could not go find out if he was okay.
That afternoon I walked home and as I got closer to home, my neighbour Donny happened to pull up at the same time. We greeted each other and he asked me if I wanted to chat about things
I said yeah that will be great. We spent an hour talking when he shocked me with a question
"Have you had sex yet?"
I was so shocked that I sat there with my mouth hanging open not able to get my words out.
"No I haven't I am only 13"
"Well if you want to practice with me, I don't mind at all"
"Only kissing because I am not going further than that I wouldn't know what the hell to do"
All this is going on while thinking how I am still quite in denial about being gay
"I am cool with that" he said
"I have never been kissed" I said
Donny smiled very big smile and said
"You don't have to worry I will show you what to do"
He leaned into me told me to relax and close my eyes, he touched my lips with his and lightly kissed me which sent shock waves through my body that I had never experienced before and immediately I felt my dick getting harder.
He then did something that I never thought happened in real life but had seen it in movies and stuck his tongue in my mouth I did the same going with the flow. We kissed for almost 20 minutes and I got into it.
All this happening while my dick is hard as rock and wanting to jump out of my pants.
When I opened my eyes I looked at Donny in a totally different way, a way that shocked me because I finally admitted to both him and myself that I am indeed gay. I couldn't believe that I had finally said it but it just came out with ease.
We spoke for a few more minutes and then I realised it was late and my Mom would be home soon.
I said goodbye to Donny and left. I got upstairs to my apartment and I couldn't stop smiling. I was in a trance and I didn't snap out of it till the next morning. So much so that my mom even commented after noticing that I was in an especially good mood this morning.
"I made a new friend" was all I could think to say
Little did I know that things were going to be a bit different than I had ever expected in my wildest dreams.
As the week continued I thought more and more about Anthony and Donny but more Anthony. I was getting worried that I had not seen him of course I didn't know if something had happened to him.
It was Friday morning and always a day I looked forward to not only because it was the weekend but also because we had a casual day at school we could wear anything we wanted instead of the boring school uniform
I arrived at school and was greeted at the gate by another friend Mario. He is also gay but doesn't want anyone to know seeing that he is on the rugby team and really good at it to! He stood a head taller than me, a great body, one of the most popular guys in school, I felt proud that he chose to share his innermost secret with me
Mario had this look on his face that was both alarming and intriguing like he was bursting to tell me something important. I greeted him and said we have to talk, it's very important. We found a secluded spot and spoke for a few minutes
"Jason I know that you have been worried about him. I found out Anthony was in a car accident"
The words that left his mouth nearly made me faint, I stood there with a look of utter shock on my face.
"He is okay just got banged up with a broken arm and leg"
Those words sent a wave of relief through me and I could breathe again
Then he made me smile
"He asked me to give you this and wants you to come and see him after school"
I had Mario with me in all my lessons, him making sure I was okay after the shocking news he delivered that morning. He told me that Anthony asked him to look after me till he returned to school.
I smiled so wide that you would think that I just won the lottery
I went through my day thinking constantly about Anthony and couldn't wait till school ended. We got to our final lesson when Mario and I were called to the office by Our Grade Head Mr Williams. We got up straight away and left. We arrived at his office to see a tall slender well-dressed woman sitting outside his office
Mario and I entered his office and we were asked to please sit down as he needed to discuss something with us. He explained to us that the lady seated outside is Anthony's Mom. She has come to see him to let the school know that he would not be in school for another two months and Anthony requested that Mario and I bring him his homework at the end of each week. We agreed to this and then met Anthony's Mom
At this point my heart sank to my feet knowing that I wouldn't be able to see Anthony every day. But I knew that I was going to see him as soon as I was finished here. Anthony's mom explained that she was going to be heading home and then leaving on a much needed business trip
Anthony would be at home alone with the nurse. I smiled so much!
Mario and I headed back to class and waited for the final bell to ring.
Before I left I went to my locker dumped the books that I didn't need and ran out through the gates towards my Anthony! I couldn't wait to see him! These feelings were confusing me but I knew I felt something for him
As I held the piece of paper containing Anthony's home address I was getting more and more excited. I neared his house but I couldn't wait anymore so I ran up the path. I rang the bell at the front door.
I arrived at a beautiful double story home with lots a flowers and a big patch of grass in the front where I imagined Anthony playing as a child.
I was brought back to reality from my day dream with the nurse asking me who I was here to see, I told her that I had come to visit with Anthony. She showed me through to his room and when I walked in I was smiling uncontrollably and also in shock at the same time.
Anthony was holding out his one arm to hug me. I ran towards him and embraced his hug which I have always wanted.
After the hug I looked at him smiled and asked him how he was feeling. He said to me he is suddenly feeling a lot better now that I was here.
I found it strange that he would feel this way seeing as how he is straight and all.
We sat talking for a bit when he looked at me with this look I had never seen before
"Jason we need to talk"
"This sounds serious" I said
"I have been holding onto a secret for a long time and I have to let it out"
"Anthony, you're scaring me"
"Don't be scared Jase, it's something that I have wanted to tell you for long time"
"Okay"
"This is the reason I asked Mario to give you the note to come see today"
"Now I am even more scared and nervous"
Then he did something that I have been thinking about, dreaming about and wanting forever!
He leaned forward and kissed me!!!!
A long intimate kiss that lasted a few seconds but felt like an eternity. I was warm romantic and full of passion.
I pulled away from him and he could see the shocked look on my face but inside my heart was dancing with such passion. I didn't say anything but rather kissed him back and we shared the most intimate kiss that lasted for about 20 minutes.
"Are you ...... Gay?" I asked him "Yes I am and I fell for you the first day we met"
"I didn't know you felt that way about me"
"You do feel the same for me, don't you?"
"Yes I do Anthony. I have had a crush on since that first day I laid eyes on you in assembly the first day of school"
We shared another passionate kiss and got caught by the nurse who left the room suddenly with a very shocked look on her face!
Over the next few weeks we spent a lot of time together that our mothers ended up becoming friends. One night over supper at Anthony's house, our mothers commented on how happy we are when we together but the minute I leave each day to go home Anthony's mood would change and he would sulk until I returned the next day.
My mom then asked: "Are you two a couple?"
We both looked at each other and confessed that we do like each other a lot but we were still working things out. Our mothers at this point almost choked on their food but they admitted that they suspected something was going on.
They gave their blessing because we have a positive influence on each other. This was my going to be my first sleepover ever! I was so excited I couldn't contain myself.
After supper I helped Anthony back to his room and his mom asked where I would sleep, before I could answer Anthony says:
"Jason will be sleeping next to me in my bed I don't want him to far away from me"
She agreed but made it clear no funny business and we agreed to it.
About an hour later after my mom left to go home but before she did she gave me a lecture about how my behaviour should be and what was expected of me while at Anthony's home. I told my mom that I knew all of this and that I love her.
A short while later after watching a bit of TV together in his room we got into bed and laid in each other's arms. As we lay there in bed together we looked deep into each other's eyes. He leaned in to kiss me and that's when I felt his rock hard dick pressing into my rock hard dick.
I couldn't believe how big it was!!!! It must have been at least 7 inches compared to my 4 inches. He kissed me so hard and long that I had come up for air, what he did next I didn't expect!
There I am lying next to Anthony in his bed both our dicks rock hard and his hand came travelling down my body and rested on my dick!
I looked at him and wondered what he was doing, being naïve as I am, I realised what was about to happen when he started pulling my boxers off and playing with my dick
I was in pure ecstasy because it was the first time that my dick had another boy's hand around it. Anthony tried to move closer but couldn't because of his leg and arm in a cast. With that I made my move and pulled his boxers down and started playing with his dick.
The next 10 minutes was a total blur. I was in total heaven as he asked me to be his boyfriend. I smiled and nodded. He smiled too.
Anthony looked at me and whispered:
"You are the reason that I can't wait to get to school every morning" he continued "I make sure I am always early each morning to spend time with you when we are not classes together"
I smiled and leaned it to kiss him and said "Thank you babes, I can't imagine life without you"
We fell asleep a short while later holding each other.
The next morning, I woke up first and lay admiring my boyfriend, he looked so peaceful I could see a small smile on his face and this brightened up my day even more. Then I remembered that today we were going to the doctor so that Anthony could have his casts removed and begin physical therapy to recover completely.
We returned from the doctor later that day and we both in a really good mood because it turned out that Anthony didn't need any physical therapy and had made a full recovery. He would be returning to school on Monday morning. I was the happiest guy in the entire world.
Monday morning, I arrived at school and there he was waiting for me, we greeted each other and went to class. Throughout the day I could see that there was something he wanted to say but he just didn't find the time to say it because each time we had a free moment someone or something interrupted us.
After school he slipped me a note and told me to read it when I was alone at home. We had agreed that we would only spend weekends together because during the week school work came first. His mom dropped me at home and I couldn't wait to get inside to read the note Anthony had given me.
I got into my apartment threw my bag down on the floor and opened the note. I nearly fainted right there in my room as I read the note! My heart skipped ten beats I couldn't believe what I was reading!
As I stood there in my room not being able to speak or move I suddenly realised that I had been standing there for like 10 minutes just staring at the note.
The note was written carefully neatly and explained what Anthony had been thinking about all day and looking distracted but sexy. It read: "Jason. I know you are not expecting this from me but I have to admit that we are meant for each other and I don't ever want to be without you. This weekend we will be alone at my house and I wanted know would you make love to me, could this be the weekend that we could lose our virginity to each other, P.S. I love you"
I couldn't wait to write a reply and give it to him the next morning at school. As day turned to night I didn't know what to do with myself so I lay on my bed unable to sleep and starting thinking of Anthony. Almost immediately my dick jumped up rock hard.
Being the horny teenager lying in bed I jacked off thinking of him. I went faster and faster as my pace quickened until I couldn't hold it anymore and then it happened something that had never happened before, I shot my first load of cum.
It was such a lot that I was in total shock.
I couldn't wait to share the news with Anthony as I fell asleep thinking of him.
The next morning, I woke up earlier than usual making sure I got to school earlier because Anthony and I made a breakfast date to spend some time together without anybody noticing or seeing us.
We went to the back of school near the bike shed. It was deserted or at least we thought so. We kissed each other long and hard and in no time we were rock hard. We were touching each other all over and couldn't get enough of each other.
Then I heard it! Someone moaning loudly!
Dam we were busted! I couldn't see anybody but I had a feeling I knew who it was.
There we were standing scared stiff holding each other not sure who had been watching us. We both just stood there and I could feel how hard Anthony's heart was pounding in his chest.
I then called out
"Who's there?"
At first no answer then he came out from the behind the wall. It was Mario, he looked around and he said I am so sorry to spy on you guys but I loved what I saw.
Immediately Anthony asked him to promise that he would not say anything to anybody. He promised he wouldn't because like us he was also in the closet.
In all the commotion I forgot to give Anthony the note I had written in reply to his note of the day before. My note read:
"Anthony, I never want be without you and never ever want to lose you. You are the most amazing man ever and I will proudly lose my virginity to you. Oh yes! I love you to Anthony"
I handed it to him he read it and the moment he finished reading it he looked up at me smiled and kissed me passionately. We forgot momentarily that Mario was with us. But he just said from behind us
"Aww you two are just so cute together"
We both blushed turns shade of red
We went through the rest of the day not saying anything to each other but just wearing these goofy grins. Now that Mario knew that we were together it was relief because we both knew he was happy for us.
Soon the week came to end and it was about to be the best weekend either of us had ever had. Friday afternoon after school we walked home and were talking and having a great time. We stopped off at my place to get my weekend bag so that we could head off to Anthony's house. When we arrived he fetched the key from his neighbour Mrs Johnson and made our way into his house. We took our stuff straight to his bedroom.
We flew into each other's arms with no care in the world, hugged and kissed each other for a few minutes before deciding that lunch was a good idea and then afterwards a swim. We changed into our swimming trunks and had a two-hour swim after which we had shower together for the first time.
We explored each other's bodies in the shower. I looked down to see that Anthony was rock hard smiling with extreme excitement. I then made a bold move and went down on my knees, I took his full length into my mouth and I looked up to see this look of shock on his face. I asked is something wrong and he said no I like it.
I sucked his dick like a man on a mission and in no time he blew his load into my mouth and I swallowed it. I came up to give him a passionate long kiss. He tasted himself on my lips and said
"Babe, it's my turn" he went down my body slowly kissing his way down my body till my dick was right by his lips, he licked the head and I felt my dick entering mouth. He sucked it like a pro, bobbing up and down on my dick. He had me so horny that I blew my load into this mouth and he swallowed every last drop.
He came up kissed me and said thank for you sharing yourself with me. The rest of the night we watched movies and spoke about the next night when we would make love for the first time.
We made our way to the bedroom and stripped down in to our underwear brushed our teeth and got into bed when Anthony turned to me
"Will you sleep in my arms babe?"
"Yes I will because that is where I want to be forever"
"I want you in my arms forever"
We fell asleep holding each other and woke up holding each other both of us rock hard. We were smiling and shared a kiss which set my world spinning. I had spent the night in the arms of my boyfriend. It was just an amazing feeling.
We just lazed around that day fooling around kissing each other and exploring each other's bodies. We watched movies ate food we prepared ourselves and before we knew it night has started to set in.
I looked at the clock and realised that it was shortly after 19:00. I looked at him and smiled but he didn't see my smile because he had dozed off.
I watched him for a few minutes. I stayed looking at him and admiring how handsome he is and just then he opened his eyes and said
"My handsome boyfriend" I blushed and giggled like a school girl.
I got up and went to the bathroom and returned to find him standing looking at me with such love that I fell into his arms hugged him and held him tight. We started locking up the house and we went through to bedroom and both of us so nervous we couldn't even speak. I sat on the bed and turned to Anthony and he looked at me
"I love you Jason"
I got up went over to him
"I love you to Anthony"
He kissed me so hard that my knees weak
It was the most passionate heart pounding explosion of kiss that it sent a jolt down to my dick and I was rock hard instantly. I could see that Anthony felt the same way
We lay down on the bed and slowly started to undress each other, we kissed again and again and again. Anthony started kissing all down my body that when he got to my dick he took my dick in his mouth. He was sucking me so hard I could blow my load right there. So I pulled him off flipped him over and went kissing down his body and took him inside my mouth I sucked his dick like there was no tomorrow and he pulled me off because he too was about to cum!
We kissed again and he looked deep into my eyes and he asked me if I was ready for him to make love to me.
Dry mouth
Words not forming
I just nodded yes