DISCLAIMER: The following story has erotic scenes involving a 10-year-old boy. Such material may be against the laws of certain areas. Please take care, be safe, and if you could be offended by such material, please leave now.
Austin was a perfectly normal 10 year old boy in so many ways. He lived with his mother and father in a wealthy part of town in Denver, Colorado. He felt loved and was mostly cared for well, and was highly successful in school, where he showed an active interest in a wide range of subjects. He was outgoing, had many friends and was a dedicated player in his local soccer team. Life seemed good.
He was short, but a very healthy build, a little naturally plump, but very fit. He had short black hair which was parted at the front, and everyone in his life had always responded to his looks positively. He had an appreciation for the colour blue, and most of his clothes were either black or in that colour, blue. Everything from jeans, t-shirt, sweaters, socks and boxer briefs. But he made sure he got the latest fashions, and his appearance was important to him.
While he had a good quality of life, there were some things that made him feel down. Like with so many young people these days, he felt disillusioned by the adult society in which he grew up. He did not understand why the values of the society in which he grew up in did not seem to make sense. On one hand, society said that everyone had equal opportunity. On the other hand, he was very aware of the fact that there was so much suffering in this world, and it ate at him deep down.
He also felt that people did not understand him. This was particularly true, perhaps, in one way. Although he was only 10, he already had sexual feelings, and could at times feel very attracted to other people in his class, both girls and boys. He even liked to look at porn on his iphone every once in a while. However, there was a message being sent from society that terrified him - that children are supposed innocent and asexual. In one of his darkest moments, he had even heard somewhere in the news media that children even as young as his age could get into big trouble for acting sexually, even put on a register.
Austin knew that kids could be sexual. From a very young age he had known that playing with his dick felt good. Sometimes he had liked to play with it when thinking about his classmates, but there was also something else. Although he wasn't physically attracted to adult men, he sometimes felt lonely deep inside, and had a longing to be physically close and loved by one. He sometimes enjoyed imagining how an adult might be attracted to him, and want to get physically close to him, and it did excite him sometimes.
His 4th grade year had been superb in so many ways. He had gotten straight A grades in his last report card, and had come top of his grade in Math, which he particularly excelled in. His mother had given a wonderful hug when he had shown this to her, and all the teachers had commented that he was a likeable student who was fun to be around. Despite this, he was a perfectly normal cool kid with normal interests. He liked his pet dog, his friend Justin, his action movies, and superheroes. However, he did not care too much for today's music, and mostly liked old rock music. Sometimes he enjoyed listening to classic rock as it made him feel wild and rebellious.
He was very excited when his parents announced to him that for one week, before he went back to school, they would be taking a family trip to Alaska. This excited Austin as he had never been to Alaska before but it had always seemed like an interesting place full of wild open spaces, animals and a special culture. He was in many ways switched off from politics, like many boys his age were, but he did have a real desire to be left alone in this world, and believed in freedom. The wide open spaces and wilderness of such a place attracted him because of his ideas like that.
Although he was a very outgoing boy, Austin also had a strong sense of independence. He valued the time he had alone as it gave him the freedom to think and be himself. Although he could talk to someone on his phone or online for hours, he needed time to himself to recharge his batteries. He also had a vivid imagination and this had only been becoming more intense lately as he had dared to play with himself more often and see how far he could go.
While he was sexual, and somewhat attracted to girls, he was most capable of of feeling intimately close to other males. He enjoyed going to the pool in the summer with his friends and playing in the snow with them in the winter. He and his friend Justin had been particularly close lately, and along with the feeling of closeness Austin had felt a strong desire to be with him physically, and cuddle with him and enjoy each other's bodies. He did not know why such a natural thing could be so wrong.
He was also curious about what would happen if he kept playing with his dick for long enough. He knew it felt good, and as he kept on playing with it, it seemed to feel more good, but he had never dared to play with it for too long. But he was becoming more and more determined lately, to explore this pleasurable activity during his precious moments of solitude. He made sure he had a good stash of porn on his iphone before leaving on his trip.
When they got to Alaska, he was momentarily distracted from this by the large array of activities they undertook in the first few days. They went on a boat trip around remote islands, they went on a plane ride above snowfields, they went on a wilderness trek and saw bears. They enjoyed visiting museums and leaning about the local history and culture, as Austin, being a naturally academic boy, would always appreciate this. And then finally, they ended up spending their last two days in a beautiful tranquil remote lodge on the edge of a forest in the wilderness, by a stream.
After dinner, Austin finally had a moment to concentrate his thoughts in his cabin later that evening. He had enjoyed this trip greatly, but he was also constantly thinking of his friend Justin, and how in general he seemed to crave to be loved and understood, in a way that seemed missing from his life. He casually lay down on his bed and started putting his hand underneath his boxer briefs and playing with his dick.
Although he did not know what it was, he had seen on his iphone, pictures of people performing oral sex and it did look intriguing. He rubbed himself some more and felt his little hairless 3-inch uncut dick beginning to twitch and produce a positive physical sensation. He began to think of how wonderful it would be if his friend Justin was here to do this with him. Justin was such an awesome guy, so kind and compassionate it seemed, and Austin would have had no trouble at all, taking his clothes off and letting him do what he wanted.
To get a better grip on what he was doing, Austin quickly undid his zipper and slid down his jeans. He had his little dick in his hand and felt more relaxed now, he was on his own, and he was doing an activity he enjoyed doing most. His attention had now turned to the porn he had looked at on his iphone. Although he found the pictures arousing, he also felt jealous that the people in the pictures were experiencing something he felt he was deprived from.
Austin began to slide down his blue boxer briefs and now he was totally naked waist-down, with a fashionable blue sweater on. He began to think of his friend Justin and determinedly lay face down and shamelessly and deliberately began to thrust against the mattress. He began to think of the oral sex on the iphone, and imagining the thrilled look of excitement on Justin's face after imagining he'd told him he could suck his penis. He pictured himself with his legs apart, kneeling on top of Justin and fucking his face as hard as he could, feeling totally in control over the pleasure of someone he loved so much.
Justin had an older cousin as well who was very nice to both his younger cousin and to Austin. This older cousin was in his early twenties and liked to spend time with the two boys and really seemed to care about them in a way that most older people didn't. Austin thought he wouldn't mind at all if this older cousin joined in, and started to get really excited at the thought of his and Justin's dick in this cousin's mouth at the same time. Savouring the awesomeness of having control over this cool guy's pleasure. In addition to which, savouring the simultaneous feeling of love and intimacy for his friend Justin by sharing his cousin's mouth with him.
Austin suddenly realized that he was really getting into this and the pleasure was becoming intense. He took a deep breath, and thought it must be now or never, and quickly pulled off his sweater and t-shirt (as he enjoyed the feeling of being totally naked and alone). He held onto the bed, and violently and determinedly, almost like some crazed psycho, thrust his dick forward and could feel it getting wet. He knew he was having a great time, and he loved being a rebel and wild, and he totally didn't care. He was going to find out what was going to happen.
Then suddenly, as he was picturing himself kissing and licking and lovingly worshipping his friend Justin's dick in his mouth, while simultaneously having his hairless dick devoured by his awesome cousin Michael, a new sensation happened. A burning sensation. At first, Austin felt surprised, but then quickly he decided that he wasn't going to stop. He closed his eyes, squeezed his teeth together, and gave another couple of powerful thrusts against the mattress, fully embracing what was to come. The wave of relaxation hit him, and the boy juice flowed naturally out of him onto the sheet.
As he lay there naked with the light from the sunset from an upper window reflecting on his body, he felt like a totally awesome little dude. He had the feeling as if he knew he had done something totally wild, and was totally proud of it. He felt like a real complete boy, who had done a normal healthy and rebellious boyish thing. His only wish now was to be able to do it in the company of someone else, either his age, or even older, someone who he loved and was close to.
He fell asleep for a while, and woke up a couple of hours later when his mom knocked on the door. Panicking, he quickly ducked under the covers she wouldn't know he was naked, and let her open it. She told him to quickly come outside and see what was going on, that he would be amazed. He told her to give him a few minutes, and she agreed. As he dressed, he figured he might need to get someone to wash that sheet, but perhaps that could wait till the morning as he might just like to sleep in it and savour the little wet patch he had created.
When he finally came outside it felt as if he had suddenly stepped into a big beam of light. All around him, the sky was lit up with a mystical green colour and he felt amazed, and had no idea what it was. Of course, it was the Aurora Borealis, the Northern Lights, but he did not know that. He just stood there looking over the landscape and the wilderness and the trees and the river, savouring the silence and the right for him to be alone to collect his thoughts, under the light, after his awesome solitary experience.
Perhaps, he concluded, it was true that miracles could happen. He took a few moments to reflect on his thoughts, his life, and where he saw his place in the world. He knew that he felt outcast sometimes, astray from society and that the world was a strange, crazy place where things did not seem to make sense. But perhaps what had happened today - both his previous experience, and now seeing this miraculous display of green lights, could be proof that wonderful things could happen in this world. For what this thought was worth he savoured it, and allowed it to settle in his mind as he prepared for the return home.