Here is the next part, hope you all like it, let me know what you think, bsb_brok1@hotmail.com Happy New years all!! Special thanks to David and Allen, and a new friend Jonathan. I have a very special thanks and goodbye to Jeremy, i will miss you, and i will always love you, thanks everyone and enjoy.
-- Chris
B-Roks 10,000 Promises Part 6
Chapter 19
"We have to leave, today," Brian whispered through a sob.
"What? Why? Are you okay?" I said as I grabbed him into my arms.
"I'm, I'm fine, but look at the TV, hurry we have to get to Orlando," Brian cried uncontrollably.
I looked at the TV and saw a boat hitting another in slow motion, It was the news, it showed a blond hair guy getting projected off of the back of one of the boats. I kept watching as a local reporter came on the screen with a picture of Nick.
"Nick Carter, of the famous Backstreet Boys is in the hospital this morning. He is clamed to be in critical condition, after a boating accident early this morning in the Gulf Of Mexico. We will be updating you throughout the day on the condition of this famous Backstreet Boy, so stay tuned," The reporter said as my mouth dropped.
"Oh my god. Nick," I whispered to myself.
"Bri, let's get going, I'll drive to the airport we'll get the first plane out," I said as the door opened.
"It's all set. I got the three tickets we leave in 15 minutes so throw your stuff in the bags and lets get going," Kevin ran around like a maniac, with a few tears running down his face when he saw Brian crying.
We jumped up and started running and grabbing all of our Christmas presents and throwing it into the luggage. I grabbed Brian's hand and led him back to the bed feeling that he looked like he was going to pass out.
"Bri, just rest a minute while we get ready," I said holding his hand.
No answer. I just got a dazed look through the rolling tears on his cheek. Kevin exited the room as he began to cry and got the car to the front of the house. I grabbed Brian and guided him into the car. After I got him in I grabbed our luggage and through it in as well.
"Bye, Mom, and Harold, see you soon, ok," Brian said with tears still running down his face.
"Bri, we'll see you soon, now go make sure Nick is okay, which I know how strong Nick is and he'll pull through," Jackie said as she let go of Brian's hand.
"Bye. Thank you very much for everything," I said as I hugged Jackie.
"Oh honey, you're welcome, take care of my boy ok?" Jackie asked me.
"Of course," I said giving her a quick smile.
Kevin and I entered the car and I drove off down heading towards the airport, Kevin directed me until we entered the parking garage. I parked the car as we all jumped out and grabbed our bags we all pulled ourselves together and tried to act as normal as possible.
We boarded the plane and it seemed as if no time went by that we were disembarking from it in Orlando. We got all of our baggage as Brian was trying his hardest to keep his cool and not burst out crying, when Howie walked up to us.
"Hey guys, hurry up we got the limo outside. It will only take 10 minutes to get to the hospital from here so hurry," Howie was running.
We crawled into the limo and headed off to the hospital, Brian was on my shoulder crying the whole ride up to the hospital. Howie and Kevin were silent, staring out the windows of the dark limo.
"We're here," Howie said as he threw open his door.
Brian ran out grabbing my hand and running through the corridors and up to the 3rd floor of the building. As we turned the corner we ran into a woman crying and right then Brian burst into tears.
"Jane, how is he doing," Kevin said as he grabbed Brian around the shoulders, I stood there not know what to do or what to say.
"Well he is still in critical condition, but he seems to be ok, he has a concussion, and a broken wrist, but they think he will be able to pull through, he's in a coma right now though so once he wakes up they will know more." Jane ended her sentence with a dead silence.
"Brian, he was asking for you, on the way over before he slipped into the coma, the doctors said he was begging for you," Jane looked to the floor.
"Maybe you could go be in his presence, talk to him a little, let him feel you in the room," Jane said as a tear ran down Brian's face.
My heart felt like 50 pounds, but I knew it was best to forget about everything else and just help Nick. I mean Nick was the one who said there was nothing between him and Brian, right?
"Bri, you should get down there, see what you can do," I said trying to help.
Brian looked at me for a moment, first with a little anger, then with a touch of a smile, as he walked down the hall. Kevin lead him down to the room and let Brian go in alone.
(In the room with Nick)
Brian looked at the body lying stiff in the bed with monitors all around him. He slowly walked forward and grabbed Nick's hand as he sat in a seat beside him. Brian wiped the tears from his eyes as he looked at Nick's gold locks falling into his eyes. Brian gently brought the strands of hair out of Nick's eyes and pushed them behind his ears.
"Please Nick, you have to stay with me, I can't live without you, what would I do?" Brian said as tears welled up in his eyes.
"Bri, is that you?" Nick woke up.
"Yes, Nick, it's me, how are you feeling? You want me to get a doctor?" Brian said as tears ran down his cheek.
"No I'm ok, Bri, stop cryin, I'm ok," Nick moaned as he grabbed Brian's hand harder.
"When I heard, I didn't know what to do, I don't want to lose you," Brian cried.
"Bri, your not going to loose me, but haven't we talked about this before, this has to be killing Chris, did you think about him?" Nick said as Brian stopped crying.
"I don't care, all I care about right now is you. I mean, I do love Chris, he means so much to me, but I love you too," Brian said trying to think about everything.
"Bri, I know you love him, that's why you shouldn't have come running like this," Nick said in a hurt tone.
"Nickie, no matter what I will always come running if you are hurt," Brian said as he leaned in and kissed Nick.
"Bri, we can't do this, you love Chris," Nick said pushing Brian away.
"I know I love Chris, but how do I stop loving you?" Brian said leaning in and kissing Nick again.
"Bri, this isn't the time to think about this, I need rest," Nick said pushing Brian away.
"I know you do, so get your rest," Brian said leaning in and kissing Nick one more time.
"I am so glad your ok," Brian said as a tear fell from his eye.
Brian then began to kiss Nick deeper, as Nick brought his arm around Brian's neck pulling him closer. Brian fell onto the bed beside Nick and Nick groaned. They started feeling each other all over, kissing each other all over, becoming acquainted with each others bodies after the long break they had from each other. Brian slowly lowered his head to Nick's bare stomach, and began licking all over, lowering down to the head of Nick's now erect cock. Brian engulfed Nick's cock as Nick let out a load moan of pleasure. Nick quickly exploded into Brian's awaiting mouth. As the cum flowed Brian let it all slide down his throat.
Brian raised his body off of Nick and leaned in and kissed him, Brian closed his eyes as they passionately kissed.
"Mmm, Chris that was great," Brian moaned.
Nick felt a tear come to his eye.
"Oh my god, Chris, NO, what did I just do," Brian whispered.
"Bri, shit, I can't believe we just did that, Bri, you have to tell Chris we didn't mean to do it, we both weren't thinking, oh god please, I don't want either of us to loose Chris' friendship," Nick said as he grabbed his head.
Brian lifted himself off the bed as he was pulling up his pants and buttoning his shirt, Howie entered the room.
"What the hell is going on in here?" Howie said as he saw Brian pulling his pants up and nick naked in the bed.
"No, Howie it's not how it looks," Brian said trying to calm him down.
"The hell it isn't. Brian what about Chris, did you guys break up?" Howie said.
"No, Howie please don't tell Chris, it was an accident we weren't thinking," Brian said starting to cry again.
"The hell I ain't tellin Chris, he has to know, or things will get even worse" Howie said as he ran out the room.
"He's right Bri, you should tell Chris, so he doesn't hear it through the grape vine, just explain that we didn't mean for it to happen I know he will understand," Nick said as he slipped back to sleep.
Brian looked at Nick and covered him up as he ran out of the room.
(Back in the waiting room, everyone is there except Howie and Brian.)
Harold and Jackie came into the waiting room.
"Jackie what are you doing here?" I said stunned to see her.
"We wanted to see if Nick is ok, so we decided to hitch the next flight," Jackie came up to me and sat down.
"We don't know yet but Brian is in with him," I said looking at both her and Harold.
Howie came running into the room saw Harold and grabbed him.
(Howie and Harold in a small room off of the waiting room.)
"Hi I have some news, I just walked in on Nick and Brian, they are back together, now I know you don't like Chris just as much as I don't like him so let's slam it on him now, hopefully he will go packing and get out of here," Howie rambled on.
"Ok, sounds good to me, go get him," Harold said with a mischievous smile.
I entered the room to find both Harold and Howie awaiting me.
"Um, hi, guys, what's wrong?" I said nervously looking at there evil faces.
"Well, Chris we have some bad news for you," Howie started.
"Why, what's wrong?" I asked again.
"Well, seems Howie just walked in on Brian and Nick in bed together," Harold said with a frown.
"What?" I said confussed as my heart fell to the floor.
"Actually, they were just finishing up I would say," Howie said with no compassion.
"I know you have to be lying, they told me they are done, they don't love each other like that anymore, Nick even told me that," I said to myself.
"Chris I'm sorry, but Brian didn't want to leave Nick, he said he had to stay with him, he asked me to tell you, they are still in love and Brian doesn't need you anymore, the accident brought out his true feelings, I'm sorry, I'm sure David can help you with your contract, I think the best thing right now would be for you to leave, it would be hard on Brian to see you right now. He feels really bad, but you know how things are when you are in love, right?" Howie smiled as a tear ran down my cheek.
I sat there stunned at their words.
"Come on Chris, we know you only like Brian because of his status. You don't love him, you love his popularity. Just make it easy on everyone and take the next flight back to New York," Harold said.
"That isn't true, I love him, not because he is a fucking Backstreet Boy, but because I love him, we have something deep," I said as I started crying harder.
"No. Correction. You had something deep. Brian no longer has feelings for you. Just give it up. If you love him you will leave, this isn't coming from me Chris, I would love for you to stay but, this is what Brian said," Howie said sounding completely serious.
"Ok, if it's Brian's wish I will leave. Can you talk to David for me Howie," I felt Howie trying to help me so I latched on.
"Of course Chris, I will help you in anyway you need. I don't think it's fair what Brian has done to you. You are a great guy you'll find someone else," Howie said as he gave Harold a smile.
I ran from the room crying uncontrollably straight into the bathroom, I fell onto the bathroom floor and curled up in a corner trying to hide from everyone as I cried from my broken heart. I started to sob and choke on a lump in my throat.
"Chris, Chris, are you in here? Where are you?" I heard Kevin yell.
Kevin pushed the stall door open and saw me curled up crying on the floor.
"Chris, what's wrong? Oh man, come on, come here, stop crying," Kevin comforted me as he grabbed me into his arms.
"I love Brian," I said tears flowing hard.
"And he loves you too," Kevin said picking me up.
"No, he loves Nick and I don't want to hurt him. Can you just take me to the airport? I don't want to face him, if I see him I won't be able to leave," I said with my head on Kevin's shoulder tears soaking his shirt.
"Chris, stop, please, you aren't leaving, Brian loves you. It's just he still cares for Nick. Nick is hurt, Brian is helping him get better, he would do the same if not more for you," Kevin said as we exited the bathroom, me still in his arms.
Kevin brought me into an empty room and laid me on the bed.
"Take a rest, clear your head. When you get up I'll be in the waiting room," Kevin leaned in and kissed my forehead.
"Thank you Kevin," I said as I rolled over and fell asleep.
(An hour later)
I startled awake, from a nightmare I couldn't quite remember. I looked to my side to find Brian sitting in a chair next to the bed fast asleep. He looked so peaceful. I slipped out of bed and tip-toed out the room trying my hardest not to wake him. I entered the hall to find Kevin sitting in the chair outside my door.
"Hey, feeling better?" Kevin asked with a smirk.
"A little, he looks so peaceful in there," I said as I looked back in the room.
"Well, there is someone who wants to talk to you, room 11," Kevin looked at me with worry.
"Well I knew we would talk sometime, wish me luck," I said as I turned around.
"Just, don't flip out on us ok?" Kevin said with a smile.
"I won't. I figure if I want to keep my job I have to live with what ever they decide," I said with a frown.
"Chris, you will always have your job with us," Kevin said as he put his hand on my arm.
"Thanks, Kev," I said as I walked to Nick's room.
I entered Nick's room to see him sitting up in his bed.
"Hi," I said with a shaky voice.
"Hi, Chris," Nick said, in pain.
"How are you feeling?" I asked him with concern.
"I'm doing ok, still a bad headache but I'm feeling better I should be out by tomorrow so I can do the concert still," Nick said happily.
"That's great," I said smiling back at him.
"So how about you, how are you feeling?" Nick said lowering his head.
"I am fine, physically, but I am very confused about everything else," I said as I sat next to him.
"I know. Please, you can not get mad about this, things got out of hand and I don't know how it happened," Nick grabbed my hand.
"Nick, I just want to know what happened, so it's true what Howie and Harold told me?" I said with a tear in my eye.
"Yes it's true," Brian said as he entered the room. "Hey babe, why didn't you wake me up when you got up?" Brian said as he walked over and grabbed my hand.
"How could you do this to me, how could you call me babe, after you had sex with Nick? Do you want me to just forget that you love him? To pretend that you love me?" I said as I snatched my hand away and started crying as I looked at both of them.
"No, I didn't, I didn't, I don't know what to say," Brian said as he started crying on my shoulder and hugging me.
"Brian, I love you, and if the only way you are going to be happy is if you are with Nick then I can handle it," I said trying to comfort him.
"No Chris, we aren't together anymore, Chris, after he, well, you know, he said your name, you are all that is on his mind, and that is how it should be, we just got caught up in the moment, we didn't mean to hurt you and you will hurt both of us very very much if you leave," Nick tried to explain.
"So where do we go from here?" I said as I hugged Brian.
"Well, first I have to take care of some business with Harold and Howie," Brian said with anger.
"Just let it go Bri, once they see us together again it will be enough punishment for them," I said giving Brian a grin.
"But look what they did to you. I don't want you to cry anymore, I want you to be happy," Brian said as he brushed a tear away from my eye.
"I love you, B-Rok," I said with a laugh.
"I love you more, Chris," Brian said as he kissed me.
"I am so glad you guys worked things out, you definitely deserve each other," Nick said as he grabbed Brian's hand.
"I hope ya'll resolved everything," We heard Kevin's voice as he entered.
"Yes, we did, thank you for keeping me here Kev, I think I would have left if it wasn't for you," I said as I dropped Brian's hand and hugged Kevin.
"Well, I'm glad you're staying. Now Bri, since we are here, David wants us to go to rehearsal. We are going to learn a new dance move for the show, it's going to be to 10,000 Promises," Kevin said as we ended our hug.
"Oh I love that song," I said as Brian sat next to Nick.
"I will be back to check up on you later, get more sleep. We need you to be totally better for rehearsal tomorrow," Brian said grabbing Nick's hand.
"I will be fine, I just gotta get rid of this headache," Nick complained.
"Rest," Kevin said as he pulled Brian from the room.
"Do you want me to stay?" I asked Nick.
"No, go with him, Chris. Remember he loves you," Nick said with a smile.
"Thank you Nick," I said as I hugged him and left the room.
I ran down the hall to catch up with Brian and Kevin.
"Thanks for waiting, jerks," I said laughing as I grabbed both of them.
"Oh, hey, I didn't think you were coming," Brian said as he grabbed my hand.
"If you don't want me to I don't have to," I said with a frown.
"No, I didn't say that. I want you to come," Brian said as he put his arm around my shoulder.
"Actually, it would be great if you could come you could stand in for Nick, we need to fill his spot for today," Kevin said with excitement.
"Cool, that I can do," I said as we exited the hospital to find Harold and Howie entering at the same time.
I quickly grabbed Brian to stop him from charging Howie.
"Brian, stop. What did we agree on?" I said as Howie walked by.
"Trouble in paradise?" Howie asked.
"Actually things couldn't be better," Brian smiled at Howie.
"Oh, well, that's good," Howie faked a smile then frowned as he looked at Harold.
We entered the limo, Brian sat on one side of me Kevin on the other.
"Hey Chris, I talked to your sister and Steve today," Kevin said with a smile.
"Oh man, they must be mad at me?" I said to Kevin. "I didn't keep in touch as I said I would."
"Actually, they are very happy, April only has 2 months to go, they do want you to give them a call. I told them you were doing great, but I think they would like to hear it from you," Kevin said like a father would.
"Yeah I will, maybe I will tonight," I said looking at Brian.
Brian placed his hand on my thigh, he began to rub it as he looked me straight in the eyes, I got lost in his gorgeous blue eyes. We pulled into the garage of the stadium where the dancer rehearsals would be taking place.
"Ok, we have about a half hour till everyone else would be here, so we can just hang out or go talk to the others and get things moving along," Kevin said as me and Brian stared into each others eyes, not listening to him.
"I want you," Brian said to me threw the erotic stare.
"Ok, well, how about I leave you to alone, and I'll go talk to the others,," Kevin said smiling at us.
"Oh, Kevin, sorry, do you mind? We will be there in the half hour, I just want to, um, talk, yeah, talk, to Chris for a little while," Brian said breaking the daze and laughing.
"No problem, just come down when you guys are done, um, done, talking as you call it," Kevin started to laugh as he exited the limo.
"Thanks, Kev," I said as I looked back at Brian.
"Let's go to the office. It'll be more comfortable," Brian said as he kissed me then exited out the limo.
We entered the stadium and Brian lead me to a dark room, flicked the switch and a blacklight lit the room, the room glowed in blue light. Brian lifted me up and placed me on the desktop, he lifted my shirt to expose my tight stomach as he leaned in and kissed me. Brian slowly pushed my shirt over my head and threw it across the room. I pulled his shirt over his head and kissed his lips as he undid his belt.
"I love you," I said as he kissed my chest.
Brian's body glowed from the blacklight, he looked like he had a bronzed glowing body, he looked at me and smiled and his face lit up from his shining teeth.
"You look like an angel," I said as lowered my pants.
"And you are my angel," Brian said as he pulled out my erect cock.
He began kissing, then licking my cock, as I saw the silver chain and ring I got him bounce and shine in the dim light. The small scar on his chest glowed like the reflection of the sun off a mirror. Brian lifted me from the desk and took me into his arms and let our bodies flow over each other like a waterfall onto rocks. It was a moment neither of us would forget. We kissed passionately as we heard a knock on the door.
"Guys, I know your in there. We have to get to work." We heard Kevin say from the other side of the door.
"Ok Kev, we'll be out in a minute," Brian yelled as he held me tighter.
"We can finish this later. I don't want to rush things anymore. I want to go slow, but I want to please you. Will you come watch me dance?" Brian said with compassion.
"Of course. I love you Brian," I said holding him tight.
"I love you more Chris, and someday I will prove that to you," Brian said as he kissed me.
"Someday," I repeated.
"Someday," We said in unison as we ended our kiss.
To be continued.