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Babysitter - Morning AfterI feel all warm, protected and completely feminine folded into Paul's naked body in my sexy little bustier with my skirt a little bunched up around my waist. My plans to drive home safely under the cover of night have evaporated as it is beginning to grow light outside, but I don't really care, I want to stay like this forever.
I was thrilled and scared when he asked me to stay last night! His hands were so gentle, massaging my toes and feet as he unstrapped my shoes, then massaging my calves and ankles after he set me on the bed. I remember feeling his heartbeat as I was all scrunched up against him, my head on his shoulder, my hand on his tummy. How perfect his hand felt on my back, my leg across his thigh, just drifting, peacefully content....
He is holding me from behind as we lay on the bed in their guest room. His gentle deep breaths resonate through me and caress my neck and shoulder. I can't believe I've spent the night with him, in a bed, I've actually slept with a man? Is that what they mean? A vague memory of being at some beauty shop, mom was having Lily done up for something, and to somehow appease me, they put clear polish on my nails, I remember feeling so grown up. Now I'm lying in bed with a naked man who likes to fuck me. But a part of me still feels scared to death. Why don't I feel all grown up?
As I become aware, I realize his cock is semi hard and nestled up against my butt. I really want to pick up where we left off last night. But really I have to pee. I slowly extricate myself, trying not to wake him and wander to the hall bathroom. As I sit there, I can't help wondering what Lily did the first morning she woke in bed with a man? Did she ever wake up with a married man? In his house? Or is it really her house? What I should do? Parts of me feel like running away, but thankfully not my legs. I hear him as he goes into their bedroom, hopefully just to go to the bathroom. At least we didn't sleep in there. What if he feels guilty? What if he kicks me out? But he looked so peaceful when I got up, and damn, so freakin handsome!.
I look in the mirror, pull up my skirt, and see myself in this sexy bustier, my shoulders, tummy and butt uncovered, the thong strap hidden in my cheeks. I pose a little, shaking my hair, sliding my hands up under my breasts, wiggle my hips, admire my little curves. Not quite Vickies Secret, but I feel really sexy! I manage to hide my own growing little secret in the front lace. He really is sweet, I think he treats me like his woman! He doesn't seem to mind that I not really a girl at all. I really want to pick up where we left off last night! I want him to want to fuck me! On that big bed! I love when he cums, I feel so fulfilled. I fluff up my hair and just think well, no time to get my stuff and freshen my face....but, yeah! Here goes!
I lean back on a pillow against the headboard, just knowing he is coming back, did he put his clothes on? what if Nicole calls? but I'm here now, and he asked me to stay last night. It was the most precious thing, just sleeping in his arms. And there is so much room on this bed! I want to roll around with him!
When he comes back in, my fears dissolve. I get a chance to admire his still naked body, how his strong chest, rippled tummy and tapered waist all twist and turn in concert as he walks, the way his shoulders move, strong hips and of course, his thick cock not really hard, but not all shrunk up as his eyes slowly burn up my legs, my body to my eyes. I brush my hair behind my ear, smiling back, incredibly nervous but so excited and tingly all over.
"Good morning Paul" I try to sing to him.
"She's real! It wasn't a dream!" he exclaims. as he climbs on to the bed.
"So nice to have you here, all night, right now, this morning!. It was so nice just holding you all night!"
And I'm just so happy, he's so much fun, so cute! I want him, hold me, kiss me, please, my thoughts run........... I want you inside mellllllll
I kneel against him on the bed, arching my breasts up to rub on his chest, his hands slide down my sides, pulling me close. His thick body feels so strong in my tiny hands. I slide my hand up, pushing up my little breasts, nipples peeking out for him, and arch back, then he kisses me, leading with his thick tongue, wide open lips, my hands on his slightly bristly face, I squeeze his face and bury my tongue in his lips, slowly licking the roof of his mouth, and fall back, gasping.... His silver eyes smile in surprise and his face lights up, I'm so hot for him! His hands slide down to pull me closer by my hips, then squeezes my butt to him. I have to reach out and feel his cock as his lips push against mine, then kisses down my neck, my chest and his lips cover my breast. As he lowers me softly to the bed his hand caresses my hip and my thighs as his tongue tweaks my nipple, sending ripples of pleasure through me.
I gently tug at his warm cock, as I lay back, licking my lips, seductive eyes, trying to be all sultry. "Bring it here" I whisper. He smiles and straddles my chest and arms as his cock jerks and throbs. He's just so big, filling my vision! I get a hand free and grasp his prick halfway down, as I slowly stroke it tight back to his balls it just pulses and grows in front of my wide eyes, and I'm just completely turned on. I love that I can make him hard, fully erect! With just my touch!
He holds my hand against his balls, his cock just straining through the skin, the head just so sexy, looking like it's going to burst and pop off. I lean up to flick it with my tongue, then he maneuvers the head around my lips. and slides it up my face, against my nose and I feel so sexy as he gently humps my face, rubbing his balls on my mouth and chin as I tickle them with my tongue through my open lips, my fingers cupping them, then feeding them into my mouth. It is so hard now, and everywhere it touches me it seems to send a jolt I seem to feel in my nipples, my own cock, and a yearning deep inside me. The head rubs on my forehead and he slides it back down. I chase it around with my mouth as he jerks it, softly patting my cheeks and chin, and finally grasp it with my lips. My tongue tasting and playing with the little drips.
"Is that what you wanted baby?"
I just smile around his cock, nodding my head, trying to bend it in my lips. I love watching his face as I make love to his cock with my lips! I work my hands free to slide them up his arms, then rest my hands on his sexy waist, my neck arched forward, my lips sucking on the head of his dick as he gently pops it in and out. I love squeezing it, how it feels, getting wet on the insides of my lips, when it jerks in my mouth if I lick it a certain way! But I want to squeeze it inside me! He slowly slides it deep on my tongue, then slowly pulls it out as I clamp my lips.
"Yeah, my breakfast mffnnng" and I start to giggle uncontrollably. "You still owe me, from last night!" I continue.
He laughs sweetly and smiles "I did that on purpose!"
"Yeah, happy to oblige!" I smile.
"Just so you'd stay!" as he lays beside me, brushing my hair back, kissing my cheek, my neck, then nibbling my shoulder and I'm turning to jelly and really horny and he somehow has me onto my stomach, rubbing my back. My cock is peeking through the wisp of a panty I slipped on last night after I recovered. I feel him straddling my butt, his weight then completely on me, gently pushing my hair aside kissing my neck again, and kissing my cheek. He kisses and tongues down my back and he pulls my skirt back down? And I'm suddenly afraid he's going to pat my butt and send me home, that it's all over! But he unzips it and I feel so feminine and vulnerable as he wiggles it down my legs.
"God you're sexy, I just had to see your cute little ass!" And I'm melting. I feel so sexy too, in only my sensuous little lingerie, bright white against my tan body. And he's naked! With me! He caresses my feet, kissing an ankle, then nibbles up the back of my calf and my thigh, rubbing my other leg and my nipples seem to grow and burn and it's not quite tickling me, but so intense, my whole body is a bundle of excitement and I'm almost ready to hump the bed.
He pulls me up to my knees against him, his body so warm touching my shoulders, my butt. I love being wrapped in his arms, I feel like I'm melting into him!. I want to be part of him! I arch back, my wrist around his neck, slowly pushing, grinding my butt back into his pelvis between his thighs, his cock sliding up between my cheeks. I twist around to kiss him, but get his neck as he's nibbling on my shoulder. His hands slide up my thighs, hips, to my breasts sending signals deep inside me, his hands moving all over. I'm getting lightheaded as I writhe against him, my nipples tingle, my cock aches and my whole being is overcome by the yearning itch. My love muscles pulsing inside my butt. Clenching at nothing, unbearable emptiness.
I reach back, and grasp his hard cock with my tiny hand. Rubbing it against my "pussy", he slides the strap aside. I slowly push myself against the head as I stroke it and it feels like forever and the anticipation of having it in me is excruciating, his cock feels so really good this time slowly nudging into me! For an instant I feel all grown up now! Holding his cock and knowing what to do, how to be his woman! And then it finally splits me in two again, but it feels so much better this time! My eyes water and roll back, and I'm slowly gasping, slowly squeezing the head as soon as it's inside me, incredible pleasure flowing from his cock up my body. I reflexively jerk and arch back against him fast and hard! and it's sliding almost out, just that little bit of movement, sliding in my love ring is driving me crazy, my body shakes! I'm strangling his cock in me as hard as I can so he doesn't escape, and lean forward to relax and open myself to
accept more of him, and I feel like I'm already going to explode as my "pussy" grabs it again and the pleasure runs through me, and my own cock has never been harder and he hasn't moved an inch except to envelope me in his arms brushing my breasts and tummy and hold me reassuringly and whisper my name.
"Oh God Paul" I gasp slowly as I catch my wits, slowly quivering on his cock, "you belong inside me!"
I put my hands down on the bed, and slowly work my way back to him.
'Just hold still, ok? I want to try something!" I whisper.
"Oh Alyssia, that feel so good!, I'm all yours!"
I can feel his big hands gently spreading my butt, but really stretching me in two with pleasure, his cock jerking a little, and I pull up slowly, clenching it tight and have to push back and open for him, again and slowly and surely I squeeze and shuffle back on his cock, and it's in me deeper than ever! and I can't stop moving, arching my body for a long slow pull forward, pleasure slamming me from every cell in his cock through my love canal into every part of me each time I grab it and pull, humping my hips, and I can almost take all of it in one push open back, and again forward. And then jamming back and I'm filled, and I can squeeze him and push him out, almost passing out it is so amazing how the waves build and collapse. I slowly arch and undulate my hips, grabbing and grinding his cock inside me, riding on the edge, so close to cumming.
"That is so sexy! I love watching your body" He leans down to kiss my neck. He whispers softly, firmly "Are you ready?"
And then the fireworks begin! He starts slowly matching my movements, his thick cock sliding in me as I take it, and it's so big inside me! He leans down and whispers if it's ok and I JAM myself back, to let him know it's good! I want him to take all of me! I know he's been holding back, afraid he'll scare me or even hurt me. He's been so gentle.. His spell over me is complete. And it is so good! He's pulling it out and thrusting it in. His hands around my tiny waist, pulling me back on him faster as I grab it and over and over and quicker and ooooooooooohhhhhhh fuck! my head is arched back, and he's knocking the breath from me with each deep thrust, each stroke and the waves come and soon our rhythm increases to a pulse of pleasure and then to a complete vibration and my whole body is clenching and grabbing as he pulls back to slam in harder and faster and I can't breath enough in. Only to have my breath pushed back out but it feels so incredible. And I
love him letting go. And I need more!
He pushes it in until his hips seem inside me too, holding it deep in me, taking me to the edge, then slowly back out as I hold on, floating on a razor of pleasure, over and over he slides and grinds inside me, filling me. And emptying me when he pulls back. He drives really hard! and holds it again, so intense, the pleasure building and my body wilting, impaled and my hands give way, but I can't let go, can't break through. I'm vibrating from everywhere and my love muscles are on auto pilot clenching and grabbing at his cock as he drills into me into the bed. I want more but can't get it! Then he lifts me to him, and he feels so hot and sweaty on my back and he's kissing my neck and sliding it up into me slowly and deep as I spasm on his cock. He's rubbing my nipples and I'm gasping and grinding against him and pulling on him and trying to jam him deeper and I'm hovering on the edge of ecstasy! ready to just burst! If he wasn't holding me I'd
ether float away or fall. Right as slows down, thrusting slow, deep and gentle strokes into me, and my body is still humping uncontrollably and he pulls it out and I feel lost. Empty and abandoned!
But he kisses and licks down my neck and he leans on me and rolls me over and falls between my legs as I just open up for him. And he's in me again, so smooth, but I still feel how thick he is as it pops inside me! I just writhe and gyrate under him, trying to pull him in, make him a part of me!
"I love to watch you cum 'Lissa. I want my strange woman to cum with me!" His eyes sear into my soul, I can barely nod, my mouth wide open in a silent moan. and I want to give him everything and more. And I don't say it but I love you runs through my body. His weight is on my little body, my nipples erect and buzzing against him. He's gently kissing my lips, my cheeks, biting my shoulders as he slowly begins thrusting deep into me. My hands on his sides, his back. I accept more of him in me as I calm down and try to match his slow movements and hold onto his cock in me, my hips up to meet his thrusts. and slowly trickles of pleasure fluttering then running through him into me, through me, and it just builds as he moves in me, and I hold him in me. I'm gasping his name, and he whispers mine and I'm lost forever or all of a sudden I'm riding a torrent of pleasure that doesn't stop, and he makes it flow and gush. He knows how to open the gates inside me
and I love him and I clench I'm cumming from everywhere and he's part of me! I give him all of me. Grasping his cock at the base and not letting go as my hips hump and grind with him sliding in and out of my clenching love. I'm gasping and I can't breath and I see colors and he grunts and explodes forever inside me. And fills me with love and it's just soooooo good and I'm not sure if it ever ends!
I come to and it's to nice to see his eyes smiling at me, feel his arms around me. I could die right now and just be happy. I hold his gaze for a long time and just enjoy being there, half conscious and we just smile and lightly kiss.
But I'm not sure when 'she' is coming home, or what time it is, so I slowly stir, and he knows, and with out a word he gets my skirt and it's really funny just getting dressed in front of a man who undressed me and I just start to giggle, then laugh, and he's all smiles. Our fingers entwinded as he walks me downstairs, and hands me my shoes. I turn to kiss him, love when he hold me against him. I lean back in his arms, hold a finger to his lips, but he says anyway "I'll call soon" through my finger.
"You better!" I laugh. "I know we'll have to talk, but I've just had so much fun with you, We can talk later, like maybe when I'm 30! and I giggle and wink. And I just love his smile, his eyes. But I do get in Lily's car and back out of the garage onto the street.
The streets are empty and I'm all alone. And I'm crying, suddenly, not sure if I'm happy or sad or scared or what and the phone sings and "How's my strange woman? Alyssia, I miss you already" and it's really just too much.