I got out of the shower and stared into the mirror as I dried my hair. I wasn't anything special, my chest was flat, my rib cage was showing towards to middle of my torso and my abs where as plain as could be. I didn't see what drove Jon crazy about. My dick was an average 4 inches soft, hung gently over my balls. I wondered what I could look like with a couple of months at the gym; a fleeting thought as I turned on the blow dryer. I hate when your hair is long enough to hang over your face but not long enough to tie into a bun, mostly because it was a bitch and a half to dry in a reasonable amount of time. A haircut was at the top of the list of things I needed to do when I was back home. I threw on the clothes I had brought into the bathroom as Jon jokingly said we wouldn't make our reservation if he saw me naked. Suzy was right. I did look great with the blue and white. I really had to add lighter colors to my wardrobe instead of the blacks and navy's I chose to wear every day.
As I came out of the bathroom, I found Jon putting the finishing touches on his dotted tie. He was wearing a black and red checkered dress shirt with a blazer with the handkerchief pocket. Jon no doubt had learned how to dress up, everything about how he looked was meticulously perfect. He looked over at me and whistled.
"Fuck I owe Suzy now, you look fantastic" He came closer but I backed away.
"Can we just go to dinner" My heart was already beginning to race, I couldn't handle another kiss like I had experienced twice today.
"Relax" Jon stepped forward once again and placed his hand under my chin."I got it, not too fast. Enjoy the weekend" He butted his head against mine."Just know you're fucking sexy as hell and I can't wait until you're ready.
"You...you look great too" I said breaking close contact.
"You think so" He went back to the mirror and fiddled with his tie."I think the blazer is too much, it's just us I'm not trying to impress anyone else. What do you think" "Whatever makes you comfortable"
"Hmm, yeah I think it's just a little too much" He undid his tie and Blazer and took his cufflinks off."I just go overboard sometimes you know"
"You? Overboard? Never" I checked my wallet for everything
"Ahh there he is. There's Jason Andrews" He came up behind me once again and embraced me" I was worried my charms had turned you into a mess but there we go"
"You're such a twit" I retorted as he kissed me on the cheek."Get off me"
"Yeah we gotta go anyways" Jon walked towards the door as I threw on my shoes."I know we can't go into the gambling area but there's a new shopping center and everything around here, lets check it out"
"You didn't do something ridiculous like rent out the entire restaurant right"
"You're the one made of money" He held the door open for me as we walked out."I had to exhaust a lot of family capital to get the weekend off, let alone all the stupid shit I have planned"
"Well then big shot. Whats actually on the agenda now that we're here" We caught the elevator and took it down to the lobby.
"I figured we'd do dinner tonight, wander what's left of the boardwalk before Garrix and head home Sunday morning" He was messaging someone on his phone.
"I find that hard to believe after the whole thing with your cousin and then your uncle. I figured I was joining a family reunion or something"
"Very funny. Maybe I have something up my sleeve, maybe I don't. You'll just have to find out"
"In all seriousness your family doesn't care about this at all? The whole dating a guy as the inheritor of the family business"
"Yeah I'm pretty lucky. When my dad was going through everything we had a long talk about my future. I didn't have it in my to lie to them at that point and they took the news pretty well" He stopped to look out the window pointed at the Atlantic Ocean
"Your mom was really happy to meet me when we went to your place that first time"
"Yeah, just goes along with what I'm doing right now. She seems content with her life, carrying on my dads legacy. My sister is already graduating college in Spring and I'm on my way out so she has plenty of time on her hands now. I wished he was still around but we've made peace with it. When I graduate from OSU and hopefully I'll be at peace with it all" It was pretty cool to see how put together he was considering his circumstance.
"I wish I knew what I wanted to do with my life"
"What about that Café you wanted to open up"
"I don't know, it just an idea. Just run a small shop and coast on my inheritance and travel"
"I'm sure you'll figure it out"
The shopping area was an active wide open indoor strip mall. All your standard brands were accounted for and between them you would find restaurants and coffee shops. There was a circus theme to appeal to the younger crowd and with that carnival games scattered about.
"I mean you can get into any school that you wanted because of your parents right"
"My parents aren't that rich" That's a lie, were loaded beyond belief. The problem was I ended up being an accident of sorts and they kind of just let me exist and thought the money would fix everything."I don't think I'm gonna leave the state and go to Penn"
"Damn, that's crazy, you can go anywhere and you just wanna go to Penn"
"I mean I'm open to going other places. I just don't have a plan right no" The cold truth was that I didn't plan on making it this long. I really did think I would of snapped by now but thanks to Jenna and my uncle Calvin I managed to get to this point and I wasn't sure where to go from here. He was right. I have all this potential and I was wasting it.
Jon motioned me to walk into the largest restaurant in the complex. One of those fancy steakhouses with a celebrity chef's name you know the deal. He talked to the hostess about the reservation and we were immediately seated by a table on the upper level outlooking the ocean. Everything was dim and candles provided a good portion of the lighting.
The waiter came by and gave us the whole nine yards about the menu and then asked for our drinks.
"I'll take a whiskey sour please" I handed him my fake ID and the waiter raised his eyebrow.
"Ah you're turning 21 today" He didn't sound convinced."I'll be right back" He went to the bar I'm sure to scan the dumb thing.
"You have balls man" Jon had to stop himself from laughing.
"How else am I supposed to maintain my rampant alcoholism"
"Yeah we need to work on that" He shook his head and looked out to the ocean. The moon was a perfect half tonight and there wasn't a single boat out at sea from where we were. The waves crashed against the shore in rhythmic fashion.
"Before you go and trying to change me"
"Nah, I'm not playing this shit" Jon grabbed my hand and got my attention from looking over the menu."It's process. I'm your friend so even if we don't work out I want everyone to get to know the real Jason. I want to see you be happier."
I swallowed a lump in my throat, unsure how to respond. Thankfully the waiter came back telling me everything was fine with my ID and asked about the details with my drink order. I paid good money for the dumb thing and it had yet to fail me. We put our food order in since they took their sweet time with the ID.
"So who's the real Jason Andrews" I stirred my whiskey sour waiting for a response.
"The music aficionado, the guy who always has a clever comeback, the guy that never fails to put a smile on my face even if he's giving me a hard time" He blushed as he continued talking about me in earnest."I still can't believe all of this came out of a stupid dare that day in detention"
"You're telling me that everything up till now was a result of a dare" I cocked my eyebrow in annoyance.
"Well more of a challenge. I was looking over at you and Kenny said I didn't have the balls" He said nervously hoping to steer the conversation back on track."If you think him or the crew have any malintent I promise you the joke was on me and not you. They thought you would deny me straight up"
"Yeah I guess Jon Han can't pass up a challenge" I scoffed.
"Fuck. Jason, it's not anything like that" He stammered realizing he was losing any kind of ground he had."I didn't think you were a fling. I took you to my restaurant because you wouldn't of fallen for any of my dumb tricks"
"Foods here. We'll talk about this later" I rolled my eyes and put on my best face to not look annoyed to the staff.
Dinner went completely silent after the exchange. I browsed my phone uninterested and Jon didn't look up from his food once as he was clearly deep in thought. I took the opportunity to get two more drinks knowing Jon would protest if he were in a better state of mind. The waiter eventually asked if we were done and after refusing dessert he paid for the check. I went through my Jacket pockets looking for my cigarettes and walked out while he filled in the tip. He followed me outside to the boardwalk soon after.
As I attempted to pull my pack out Jon stealthily grabbed it from my loose hands and slipped them into my pocket
"Come on Jon. It's been like 3 hours" My nicotine habit was not one I was proud of.
"I want your full attention for this" He looked quite a bit more determined than he had when we were eating.
"I can smoke and listen to you. I'm not a idiot"
"Look" he tensed up like he did in front of Suzy."All of this may have been started on a dare, but I've never in my life felt like this about anyone"
"Bet you tell all the girls that" I countered as I walked towards him trying to claim my cigarettes.
"Let me finish please" His eyes went lighter, almost like a lime as he pleaded to let him finish his statement. I wasn't having it however I was too drunk and too deprived of nicotine to care.
"Just give me my smokes I can ignore your stupid tirade"
"I know you aren't actually like this Jason" He sounded like he was about to cry.
"How the fuck do you know how I actually am" I slurred unable to control the vortex of emotions in my head.
"Because I would never fall for someone who didn't give a fuck about me" He shouted right into my face, and before I knew it he grabbed my chin and repeated the same action he had on Wednesday afternoon. This time though, it felt different. His tongue coated my lips, knocking for permission in. I opened my eyes and saw his light green eyes, begging to let me in. I was so overcome with shock and my mouth slipped open slightly and the feelings that would follow next would prove just how much he was right.
When our tongues touched, I felt a surge of energy rush through my body. Any anxiety or sluggishness from the liquor had vanished. We tore at anything we could get our hands on as he pushed deeper into my mouth. I wasn't having the same issues I had before where it was too much to breathe. It was as if I had been struck my lightning and finally awoken to all the buildup to this moment. We went at this for what seemed like eternity until we heard door slam behind us.
"Holy shit" I breathed out breaking off of him.
"Yeah" He said equally out of breath.
I looked behind me and saw it was just another couple wanting a view of the ocean. They saw the clawing and ferocity and were trying to not laugh at the two lovesick losers standing on the dock. I grabbed his hand and motioned back inside not wanting to acknowledge the people who had seen me at one of my most vulnerable moments. He chuckled as he lead the way, winking at the couple in their early forties.
We walked in and everything in the shopping area was closing up. I scratched my arm as I thought about grabbing another drink to top of the night but Jon grabbed my hand and pleaded with his eyes to not. He was definitely getting used to my ticks. We made our way up the elevator with decorum as there were plenty of people around us.
"Now you're sure your uncle isn't gonna show up" I asked sternly because the last thing I needed was the Hans seeing me in a compromising position with their heir.
"No, he has a room of his own. When I tell you I used a lot of my family capital on this trip I mean it" I saw him slip the Do Not Disturb sign over the door before closing it."This weekend is all about you"
When Jon grabbed me from behind and my heart immediately raced and my eyes rolled back. I was energized once again.
"I get it" He kissed my neck."It's hard to trust anyone" His right hand began unbuttoning my shirt."I think you want this though. Please tell me if I'm wrong" His hand moved to my heart and he began rubbing my pec in hopes of calming me down.
Long deep breaths were hard to come by but I made my best attempt here. He was right. I did want to be close with him. I didn't want to push him away like I had everyone else in my life. I just needed to focus on his touch. I moaned lightly as his lips met my neck once again."Keep going" I meeked out hoping he would help me get through my thoughts.
"Are you sure" He moved to remove the remaining buttons on my shirt.
"I'll tell you if I need you to stop. Just take it slow please" I closed my eyes and focused on the attention he was giving me once again.
I felt my shirt being removed, my shoulders being rubbed and being turned around. My anxiety skyrocketed, I was expecting it all to be a joke, for Jon to make a fool of me and for all of this to finally culminate in the embarrassment I thought I deserved. Instead I felt his lips on mine, his hands bringing me close and a low whisper.
"I won't hurt you" His lips moved down my body."Let me prove it" We gently fell back onto the bed and he continued his oral assault. With his hands grabbing on my sides he gently bit on my left nipple causing me to whimper."Just say stop. I promise I will" I took a sharp inhale and felt amazing as he played with me.
He continued to massage my sides as he worked on my nipples. I clawed my fingers into his back letting him know the pleasure he was bringing me. After what felt like an eternity he moved down and played with my navel as he unbuttoned my pants. After pulling the zipper down I felt him get up. I looked up to see him carefully removing his shirt and revealing those incredible abs I had the pleasure of touching before. His eyes were still that bright lime, as if he had adjusted every part of his being to be gentler with me. I reached to touch him but he kept my hands at my side."No, tonight is about you" He stated before coming back down for a deep kiss, taking a hold of my rock hard dick at the same time. I let out a loud moan as he invaded my mouth.
He slipped the remainder of my clothes off and stroked my bare dick slowly causing me to take a sharp breath. Never in my life had I felt such a shock of pleasure to make me nearly pass out and here I was receiving several all at once. He slowly started jerking my rock solid six inch dick, whispering in my ear about how sexy I looked. I knew what I exactly wanted now.
"Please Jon" I managed to cry through the pleasure.
"Tell me what you want" He whispered in my ear and he jerked my dick.
I couldn't bear to open my eyes at this point. I was so frustrated and ready for to feel him take me over the edge."Please, get me off" I whispered breathlessly with my hips gyrating against his hand.
Within the next second he dove down deep, swallowing my head and licking the leaking precum. I writhed in pleasure, squirming and grabbing his head to go deeper. He bobbed up and down in rapid succession, clearly unsure how far could go before I was going to burst. I cursed and stomped as I felt his lips reach my top of my pubes but he quickly pulled off after bottoming out much to my annoyance.
"So fucking hot" He took a moment to say before taking my right nut into his mouth and enveloping it with his tongue. He shot me a sly grin as he spit it out. He knew he was teasing me and he loved the control he had over me. He hovered his lips right over my twitching dick."Say it again"
"Make me cum already" I took his head with both of my hands and shoved his head right back down on my dick. He and opened up this throat to take me halfway. I had no idea how Jon was an expert in dick sucking but it was paying off well. He took one last look at me and swallowed the remaining half of my dick. The full swallowing motion was too much. It was then I knew it was time, I sharply inhaled and let myself finally release, bucking my hips into him, exploding into his mouth until I had nothing left. Over the next thirty seconds I shot several waves of cum eventually drowning Jon, having Jon get off as the next to last load became too much. The last shot splashed over my abs as I shuddered and laid back blankly staring at the ceiling, unable to process what had just happened..
"Are you ok" Jon snapped me out of my daze trying to hand me a water bottle as he drank his own."You fucking nearly drowned me. You must have been horny as shit after this afternoon"
"Just...give me...a minute" I attempted to find my bearings at that started with breathing. The water was more than welcome and eventually I was able to readjust on the bed and signaled him to join me. He took off his pants leaving those incredible black boxer briefs on and hopped in throwing his hand around my shoulder.
I tried to start talking, expecting Jon to be his old dumb self again, but as soon as I opened my mouth he shushed me.
"We can talk about this tommorow. Let's just go to sleep and enjoy what we had" He nibbled on my earlobe as he continued to whisper. "Happy Birthday" I wasn't in any condition to argue so I closed my eyes and let his embrace lull me to sleep.
I woke up pretty abruptly. I could never sleep well being in an unfamiliar place. Jon had turned over at some point so he was sleeping at the other end of the bed, happily snoring into his pillow. I looked at my phone to see it was only 4:00 After staring at the ceiling for 5 minutes I realized I wouldn't be going back to sleep soon and decided to take opportunity to go down to the lobby and smoke. I fumbled around the room in the dark looking for the appropriate clothes to head downstairs. Before heading down I realized my cigarettes were missing so I continued to stumble looking for them in all my things. After about 10 minutes I heard some shifting behind me and knew I had failed to sneak out without alerting Jon.
"They're in my pants" He groggily muttered."What time is it"
"A little after 4:30" I quipped annoyed. I completely forgot he took them from me last night and he knew exactly what I wanted.
"Ok, enjoy" He turned back over and closed his eyes as I rolled mine.
A short elevator trip down and a walk through the lobby put me outside. It was standard for a Friday night, everyone had been kicked out of the club at this point and were waiting for their uber rates to go down. You had your plastered idiots trying to take selfies and the people who were clearly way past their drug rolls and ready to go home. I walked to the end of the lot and found a bench to chill on while I lit my smoke. I thought about it for a few minutes and decided to do the thing I had been avoiding.
"So he broke your heart right? I bet you're on your way back now" Jenna sounded slightly intoxicated as she walked away from loud music.
"I actually had a great night with him. I just couldn't sleep because you were still on my mind. Hows dipshit by the way"
"I'm not with that piece of shit anymore" She shot back instantly."He's a fucking manipulative asshole and I'm sorry I ever fell for it" I could hear the annoyance in her voice. Jenna was proud like me but she didn't realize how Mark has an effect on people much like I did all those years ago.
"Well that's good to hear at least. Who are you with then"
"I'm more popular than you think Jason. Like I just found a guy to bring me to a party"
"Well as long as you put out" I chortled.
"You're such a fucking shithead you know that" She screamed over the phone.
"Whatever bitch we're even for trying to sabotage Jon and me. I forgive you even though I know you were pretty much acting under duress"
"I'll never fall for him again" She groaned."I think he's here looking for me too but that's just a rumor"
"Well good luck biting his head off. I would be such a shame if he ran into a terrible injury on your behalf" I said planting a seed in her head just in case Houston was there looking for her."I'm gonna go back to bed"
"Make sure you can walk on Monday. Everyone knows Jon's huge"
"Very funny you dumb bitch"
"Love you too" With that she hung up. This is how we worked. We were both stubborn as shit but when push came to shove we kept it real between ourselves at least. I wasn't sure what felt better, the nicotine or the feeling that everything was falling into place in my favor for once in my life. With the call and my cig all done I went back up to the room.
I came back to Jon exactly as I left him. I looked at my phone to see an hour had passed. Another few hours of sleep couldn't hurt so I got back under the covers and laid on the vacant side of the bed. With the sun not coming up for a few hours I stirred around in the dark until I felt a familiar arm fall on top of me and a nibble on my ear.
"Howd it go"
"How'd what go"
"The conversation you clearly had with Jenna"
"How"
"I can't imagine you doing much else outside at this time of night and I know there was a rager I was supposed to go to and surely she's there getting trashed after today"
"You think you're so smart" I huffed rolling away from him.
"Alright how about I make you feel good again" He grabbed my hand and put them on his abs.
"Jon, stop if I wanted this to be about sex I would've fucked you ages ago" I said very controlled, not making any attempt to look at him. It was pretty much lost if I even looked at him here.
"It doesn't have to be about the sex, but it doesn't hurt" He brought me in close."Come on, I know you enjoyed it"
"I just had a cigarette, I thought you couldn't stand it"
"I could get used to it" He went back to my neck, tenderly pecking at it over and over trying to get me to give in."I know you enjoy this" He moved his hand to my chest to check on my heart. Strangely enough this time my heart wasn't racing. I didn't feel the massive rush of anxiety I had felt less than 8 hours ago. My body and mind had finally relaxed to Jon's touch. It was all happening so fast though.
"Can you just hold me" I brought his arm all the way over and hunched up."Just having you hold me for a bit would be better than any blowjob you could give me right now"
"Anything for the birthday boy" He put his head on my shoulder and pecked my cheek.
"It's not my birthday anymore idiot" I felt him slide over onto me and couldn't help but notice a particular body part poking my ass through our clothing."Horndog Jon Han at it again I see"
"What can I say? You're sexy as fuck and I can't wait until you're ready" I felt him wiggle his eyebrow and I rolled my eyes away from him.
"I guess the rumors are true then"
"That I'm huge? Lets just say I break the Asian stereotype. Come on just touch it and if you aren't turned on then we'll go back to sleep" He grabbed my left hand and bought it to his thigh.
Jon was so good at pressing my buttons in all the right ways. I never felt pressured or rushed with him. My hand defied my brain and slipped under the thin fabric on his left leg and I felt the tip of his massive head.
"Fuck yeah" He moved so I would feel his entire head in my hand. It fit perfectly in the middle of my palm and he was already leaking precum. He knew that he had me hooked, that I had to see and feel all of it. He pushed off the blankets and turned me over to devour my mouth. I moved my hand and I found myself to be correct in my initial assessment. Jon was a solid 8 inches and nice and thick. He moaned in my mouth as I rapidly moved my hands up and down his monster.
I had to feel it in my mouth. I had to taste Jon as he had done to me not too long ago. I moved down the bed and looked at his swollen member. In the moonlight his cock was leaking profusely, a huge vein following his urethra halfway down and he was perfectly cut, the skin stretched out thin over the throbbing muscle.
"Jason...fuc" He moaned as I inched closer to wrapping my lips around his beautiful cut cock.
"Hmm" I hummed over the tip and his hand gripped my hair harder.
"Fuck" He winced as he was unsure what he wanted to say.
"Alright" I told him a second before I took his head in my mouth. His hips bucked and I felt a hand grip my hair signaling his enjoyment of the situation we found ourselves in.
"FUCK YES" Jon was a lot bigger in my mouth than I had anticipated, it took a second to figure out how to take it. I licked the slit and sucked on the head while I figured out how to swallow this monster. This elicited louder moans and a stronger grip on my hair. I decided to throw caution to the wind and flattened my tongue to take as much as I could at once. I found myself being able to get halfway down before I hit my uvula, gagging and coughing a bit. Jon snapped out of his trance and released my head."Shit, I'm so sorry"
"Nah it's fine" I laughed a bit and I continued to cough.
"Get up here" He brought me back up."Let's take it slow"
"How can you go from screaming yes to this"
"Look after Wednesday, I just don't want you to feel pressured to do anything with me you aren't comfortable with. I'll live with some blue balls. Besides, we're definitely further along than I thought I would be by now"
He was right, we had gone from me freaking out over a kiss to blowjobs in less than 48 hours. I thought back to Wednesday night. The memories were blurry but I remember the gist of it. I told him to get out of my life, trying to scare him like I did with everyone but he braved through it and held me as I broke down.
"You didn't run..." I mumbled
"Sorry what"
"I said you didn't run. You know, on Wednesday"
"Well yeah, I wasn't going to abandon you like that" He brushed the hair out of my eyes to get a better look at my face."You're my friend and you needed me"
"Everyone runs Jon."I felt the tears welling up. It sucks being this emotionally unstable."I'm too much, too crazy"
"How many times do I have to say it" He flicked away the tears that had managed to make it out."I know you're so much more than you show other people. You're just scared"
"See you have to keep comforting me. I'm a fucking mess" I turned away ashamed.
"I think I know what I signed up for" He pulled me right back in, laying my head on his chest."We're working on it together ok"
I just didn't understand what he could possibly see in me. There were plenty of people smarter than me back at Wilson High, people who were mentally stable and could keep him in check but instead he was here holding me, 4 hours away in a different state.
"You seriously need to stop doubting yourself" He stared straight ahead at the reflection in the tv."You challenge me. You're helping me grow as a person, something I didn't think I was doing when I first started talking to you" He tilted my head up to make sure I heard the next part."I'm just as scared as you right now honestly. I've never felt like this before, you know caring this much about someone. Maybe Kenny comes close but that guys my brother. I think about you as much more than that"
"How do you know you feel this way for sure? That you aren't just taking pity on me after seeing how much of a mess I was" I rested my head on his shoulder, trying to hide more tears."I just feel like a charity case right now"
"Honestly, I don't. There's no time to worry though, I want to live life before I had to settle down and take care of my family. You don't fake nice and bullshit like everyone else does, they have all this time and can just fuck around. I don't"
I hadn't thought about it like that. Here was a star basketball player, pretty much putting his neck out on the line to date stupid ol' me. He was just trying to push himself to experience more before his time was up and he had to become an adult and he somehow thought I was good enough to be a part of it.
"You're good enough. I wish you would see that" It was as if Jon had heard exactly what I was saying and it was freaking me out so much.
"Can you fucking stop" I smacked his chest a little harder than I anticipated and he wheezed."Shit sorry"
"It's fine" He whined as he rubbed the spot I hit."I can't help but read your mind, sorry"
"What is it written all over my face"
"I just feel you think it. I'm able to do it with people I'm very close with"
"Well what am I thinking about now" I slid my hand down his thigh. I was partially annoyed at the whole mind reading thing and partially ready to pick up where we left off.
"Jason...I mean it, we don't have to rush" He closed his eyes and I felt his briefs rise up, indicating a contradiction growing nearby.
"But you want it though" I nuzzled his neck and gently licked it as my hand slowly moved up from the bottom of his thigh.
"Do you want it" He moaned as I worked on his neck.
"Read my mind"
"I can't handle this twice" I could feel his hand moving onto my ass.
"We don't need to go that far" I began massaging his balls eliciting a louder groan."Maybe I don't blow you tonight"
"Come on man" His head went back and whimpered."What do you want"
I gripped the base of his dick in my hand as I slid up to give his hand better access to my ass. He gripped my ass harder as I moved up and down all seven inches of his dick. I began pulling down my sweats and the blanket with my free hand. I wanted to make him scream.
He opened his eyes as he realized what I was doing and sat there as I got up and straddled him.
"You aren't going to"
"Nah I'm just gonna drive you nuts like you like it so much so much" I dove in on his mouth, sucking and biting whatever I could get a grip on. All remaining articles of clothing were swiftly removed as we fought for dominance. He attempted to grip my hair and push me down but I wasn't about to lose to him. I was going to make him beg me to cum. I pushed my ass down on his cock, grinding it like my life depended on it. I could feel his head leaking all over my bare hole and knew he would fucking lose it. Sure enough his grip relaxed on my head and he surrendered to me in his complete confusion at the drastic turn we had taken. He groaned as I continued to invade his mouth asserting my dominance.
"Oh my fucking god" He screamed as he broke off the kiss."You feel so fucking good holy shit"
I threw my head back as I grinded my ass from top to bottom over his head. It felt amazing to be this close to him and have it mean something. Knowing that I was giving him unfathomable amounts of pleasure made me want to work harder, to drive him nuts. I went in circles, wetting my tight hole around his mushroom head.
"Jason please" He slammed his fists into the bed, frustrated at what I was doing. He knew we weren't fucking tonight but I was giving him the absolute closest thing I could give him and it was driving him insane."Your ass feels so fucking good I can't fucking take it" He wanted to remain consistent, prove that he meant every word he said in spite of my actions up until this point."You fucking win I'm begging you"
"You promise you won't hurt me" I looked at him and threw my hands on his beautifully symmetrical pecs."You want to be with me for me, and I'm not some stupid conquest" I had to be sure that this was for real. My own hardon bounced against my stomach as continued my aggressive teasing loving the rush I was getting from being on him, being naked and driving him insane.
"YES I FUCKING LOVE YOU JASON NOW PLEASE GET ME OFF" He roared and that was when I knew it was time.
I dropped down to take his left nut in my mouth and gripped the base of his swelling dick. I jerked it as hard as I could as I suck his nut to give him the friction he was crying out for. In absolutely no time I felt his left nut rise up out of my mouth and urethra fill with cum. I watched as he shot all over his abs and face, cursing and yelling over his long awaited sweet release.
I rose up and gave him one last slow kiss, scooping up some of the cum that had landed on his face with my tongue and swirling in our spit. He offered little resistance and after pecking him a few more times I moved down to left side of the bed sliding.
"You're a piece of shit" He panted, working through a combination of anger and confusion had happened.
"Told you I would drive you nuts. What's wrong? I thought you liked it when I challenged you"
"That was something else...I can't describe it. Me grinding against your ass, my mind couldn't handle it"
"Do you think your mind couldn't handle the grinding or the fact that you weren't allowed in"
"Both" He breathing was slowing but the afterglow was still strong."If this is what it's like before I fuck you, I can't wait until you're ready to let me in" He brought me in to kiss my forehead."I'll find a way to get revenge though"
"You said you wouldn't hurt me though. You sounded so sincere when you yelled" I traced his neck down his shoulders.
"You mean when I said I loved you" His voice trailed off unsure about what he said in the heat of the moment.
"Yes, that" My hands felt his incredible biceps."I know a lot of people throw around that word so don't feel bad about taking it back"
"I'm just so fucking awful with words. Just know I care about you ok"
"I can accept that answer"
He tapped his phone on the nightstand."Ah shit it's like 6am, the suns about to be up" He got up and pulled the curtains all the way in before coming back into bed and setting us up to sleep."I don't want to be tired when we head into the concert at 10 tommorow. Let's go back to bed"
I laid in his arms for a few more minutes as I heard him nod off. This whole situation was starting to make sense. I was still a ways off from being able to fully reciprocate Jon's feelings but for the first time in my life I didn't feel like I was a loser or a waste of life. The culmination of all the feelings we had discovered over the past year were finally resolving themselves and it felt amazing. I closed my eyes in his loving embrace and for the first time in a very long time I felt ok.
I woke up to the toilet flushing and knew it had to be Jon coming out of the bathroom. He came out throwing on a green shirt that matched his eyes with some Jeans already on. I was pretty disappointed I didn't get to admire his body again.
"You need a shower" He put away his toothbrush and checked his phone."We can get lunch downstairs and then head to the boardwalk. I doubt much is open since its offseason but it'll be a nice walk"
"What time is it anyways" I groggily muttered as I rubbed my eyes.
"About Two"
"Nice" I shifted out of bed and moved to my bag to find a change of clothes. We would come back to change for the concert so I just found my black jeans, shirt and hoodie. I really should consider a change in wardrobe when I got back home.
"Yeah probably. I can take you to the outlets here if you want" Jon was texting someone in front of the mirror and casually reading my mind again.
"Jon"
"What" He didn't look up from his phone. I don't even think he realized what he was doing.
"You're doing it again"
"Fuck sorry"
I rolled my eyes as I walked into the bathroom for a quick shower. As soon as I got in I realized I still had dried cum on my belly from last night. A quick rinse and hair dry and I was ready to get something in my stomach after last nights antics.
"My stupid uncle lost a grand at blackjack last night" He shook his head as he opened the door."Fucking degenerate"
"Is that who you were talking to"
"Yeah I wanted to see if he wanted to get lunch with us but he just got into his room" I sighed in relief because I could not handle dinner with a Han after the night I had with their heir.
We made it downstairs, found a seafood place and got seated immediately.
"You gonna get a drink with lunch"
"I was thinking about it" I picked up the drink menu to browse the craft brews.
"Wanna get me a shot" I looked at him and he was giving that signature Jon Han grin.
"Weren't you just lecturing me about my drinking habits last night"
"Ok. Ok. Sorry to ask" He looked back down at the menu and chuckled."I will say when you drink in the right mood you're a lot more fun"
Like clockwork the waitress came by and asked for our drinks.
"Yeah can I get a Blue Snout from the tap and a shot of Gold Tequila" I handed her my fake to her. We went through the show and dance and as usual I came out on top. If it wasn't for the liquor the lunch would have been terrible.
We got the car out of the garage and headed into the main part of Atlantic City. If you've never been here, the Carat and the 2 other casinos that attract the youth are towards the top side of the city. When you get to the end of the highway you immediately hit the outlets and then in about four blocks you hit the other seven casinos on the shore. It was offseason so everything was pretty much dead but I preferred the quiet. Jon used another resort card to get free parking five seconds from the boardwalk. He grabbed a large blanket so we could just chill and watch the ocean. After finding a store for some beers we made our way towards to beach.
"You see what happened back home" Jon was engrossed in his phone while I was acquiring the beer and stayed that way as we walked.
"No, I stopped caring years ago"
"Mark Houston and Steven Boticello got into a fight over Jenna and it's all over Facebook"
"Oh boy I definitely wanted to hear about Houston after we took a four hour trip to get away from him" I cracked open the first beer.
"Oh come on, it's pretty funny" He took the second one and joined me.
"I hope he has a black eye and that's all I'll say about that"
"You're right though. They should be talking about us"
"Ah yes the Point Guard is dating the emo freak. What a shocking revelation for the gossip section in the paper" I rolled my eyes as he expertly steered the conversation away from my childhood bully.
"It's my job as your boyfriend to make people know who you are" He said proudly before taking another sip.
"No it's not your job and I don't want to be some school celebrity just because I'm dating a jock"
The one thing I still can't shake from all of this is the thought that Jon simply sees me as a charity case and a project that makes him feel better. This idea that after he saw me on Wednesday night, he feels this urge to baby me so nothing like that ever happens again. If I really thought about it, it doesn't make sense but that's what happens when your entire world view is warped from not being able to develop meaningful relationships during your formative years. You think anyone who's stupid enough to associate you does it out of obligation or pity and you have no self-worth. Him saying all this shit about having his friends get to know me wasn't helping.
"But it's true"
"That it's not your job"
"No. That i'm now your boyfriend" A dumb wide grin took over his face.
"You're actually so stupid you know that" I walked away from him and made my way down to the beach.
"So I am? LETS GO" He zoomed past and made his way onto the beach running around like a six-year-old who had just gotten the birthday present they were asking for. I have to admit, seeing Jon being this excited over stupid ol' me made me smile even if it was incredibly childish. He downed the rest of his beer and ran up to meet me on the boardwalk.
"You're actually such a twit" I walked down the stairs and shook my head at the loud spectacle in front of me.
"But I'm YOUR twit and that's all that matters" He grabbed another beer from the ring and put his arm around my shoulder to toast himself."Here's to a wonderful senior year together" And with that he pecked me on the cheek and set up the blanket he haphazardly threw on the ground in his victory lap.
I nuzzled my face into his chest and he put his varsity jacket over us as we watched the ocean. It was a cloudy day so the sun wasn't beating down on us and the wind wasn't too bad.
"Thanks for everything"
"I'm glad I could make this your birthday. I would have been kicking myself for days if I screwed it up"
"Yeah, I needed the break now that I see it. It makes me not want to go back to everything" I felt tears starting to form so I dug my face deeper into his hoodie.
"Everything will work out ok" He rubbed my back slowly."Jenna and you have been friends for way too long for her to just toss you aside. Even if she does for Mark, you have me and Ken now"
"What if."
"I promise to be there for you even if it doesn't work out between us" This was one of the few times I wasn't annoyed with his mindreading. It was exhausting just thinking about everything let alone expressing it."You mean a lot to me, so even if we aren't meant to be anything past this weekend I'd still want to make sure you're ok"
"Thank you"I cemented into his hoodie."I'm trying here sorry if I screw up. I hate being so vulnerable"
"I'm telling you, as long as you try it will all work out" He stretched out his legs and wiggled his way into laying down."Now come here and kiss me" His stupid shit eating grin was more than welcome and even caused a smile of my own.
I straddled over his pelvis much to his surprise and dove in. This kiss was much like the one from our second go of it this morning. He just laid back and let me play with him. He let me explore his mouth and gently clawed my hair and neck. He really enjoyed when I was aggressive. He eventually ended our little make out session by getting up and saying I was too heavy. I think he was just at the point where he was ready to rip off clothes and be arrested for public indecency but it was all the same really.
We spent a few more hours just wandering the boardwalk. Jon saw some carnival games and was determined to win me a prize at the basketball game. He proceeded to throw down about thirty dollars and walked away empty handed much to my amusement.
"That shit is rigged I'm telling you. That hoop was greased or something" He was visibly frustrated.
"I didn't even want a dumb prize. What am I going to do with one of those large stuffed animals anyways"
"It's the principal of the matter dude"
"I see you take after your uncle on the whole not knowing when to quit thing"
"Hey, I will NEVER get to that level of degeneracy"
We made it back to the car as the sun set. We decided to get some takeout and eat back in the room. Nothing fancy, just some burgers from a spot around the outlets. I took over the music on the way back. It was time for me to look at the opening acts and decide if I wanted to be there early or not.
I've been going to these shows since I was 16. My uncle Calvin(Not Harris come on guys it's just a coincidence.) got me into the old stuff like Avicii and Armin Van Burren. From there I just kept up with the trends. Right now everyone was about Big Room. If you need an example just listen to Martin Garrix – Animals. It's deep bass smacking your face with electric drops breaking it up. I could go on for days about how awesome Martin Garrix is and how awesome it was to see him on my birthday. This doesn't mean that I want to be there from open to close though. Some opening acts are god awful and you never want to be in a concert hall with some weird ass shit blasting in your ear. I've learned that lesson the hard way too many times.
Some New York City native made his way down to AC to open and he was actually pretty good. I'm sure the house DJ would fill in before him so we probably wanted to be in about two hours after open at like 11:00 pm. This gave us about three hours to eat, get dressed and make it in.
"You're gonna need to nap you know" I looked at what Jon had ordered and it was quite the feast. He decided to get two large potato sides with his double patty burger .
"Nah I need the carbs to dance all night" He rubbed his hands together before starting on his French fries."Besides, we have plenty of time"
I shrugged and sat down at the end table with my single and medium fries. The TV was on and we just lazily watched the sitcom on as we ate.
"Damn that was good" Jon finished about the same time the show ended and cleaned up his mess."You ready to shower"
"Yeah sure you go first" I was on top of the covers of the bed texting Jenna an update and couldn't be bothered to look up.
"No, together" He grabbed my phone from my hands and tilted my head up."I promise I'll behave if you do. He gave me these sad pleading eyes as if I could even muster up a no.
"And if I don't want to behave"
"Anything for the birthday boy" He pulled me me off the bed and started removing his shirt with his other arm.
"Well if that's the case"
"Look at you, can't get enough of me after one night" We reached the bathroom and he let go of my hand to start the water."Leave the door open, who's gonna come in"
"Your Uncle? Some other family member that hiding in the closet" I stood there as he took his pants and underwear off in one move."Wasting absolutely no time I see"
"You love it"
"I do"
We met in the middle of the bathroom. There he was, Jon Han in his full naked glory in front of me. His black hair still sticking up with whatever product he used. Those insatiable emeralds looking for where he wants to strike. Perfectly chiseled Jawline without an ounce of baby fat featuring his signature shit eating grin. His chest looked incredible in spite of the massive meal he just had, it was so prominent even as he stood there with the hips angled to the right. I grabbed both of them and gave a firm squeeze eliciting some eye rolling and a growl.
"What are you are cat"
"Nah I'm a Lion. I'm here to eat my prey" He dove in on my neck, biting and sucking immediately."You're mine now"
"You fucking piece of shit" I groaned as he marked me. After a minute I pushed him off and turned towards the mirror to see the damage. Sure enough there was a decent sized blotch right next to my shoulder blade.
"Like I said mine" He gripped my shoulders from behind moving into a hug."Everyone's going to know it" His right hand moved down the my side and approached my ass."Especially this. This is mine"
I backed my clothed ass into his bare dick. I felt the immediate reaction as his dick grew while he shivered. A hand went under my shirt it while I grinded on him. As soon as my shirt was off Jon brought me in for a kiss as he removed all my remaining clothes. I could melt into him for hours, knowing how insane he went as I grinded him. After a minute of teasing he pulled off knowing he couldn't go much longer. I briefly felt the emptiness I normally felt before he turned me around and gave me a hard press on the lips.
"Not tonight. I want our first time to mean more than this weekend. I want our time to mean something more than sex" He grabbed my hand and brought me to the shower."Besides, I want you to be able to stand tonight"
He jumped under the water and It was a sight to behold. There was a decent amount of space under the shower head and it was accompanied with its own lightning. I watched his hair drop down and the water cascade over his muscles all the way down to his still erect dick. All eight inches bounced out forward below his trimmed black pubes as he rinsed himself in the water.
"You there" He had his eyes closed as he turned around."Come on lets make this quick. I wanna drink before we get in"
I took advantage of his temporary blindness and grabbed his dick giving him another shudder. He wasn't the only person who was going to claim ownership today.
"Mine" I snickered.
"Yup all yours" He smiled as I tugged on it under the water.
"...to taste" I said bodly, looking for a reaction.
Jon opened his eyes to see me make my descent. I gave him a sinister wink as I got on me knees and got his now rock hard dick from out of the water and into my mouth.
"Seeing your lips around my dick is the sexiest thing I've never seen in my life" I felt his hand hovering my head, wanting to guide me if got lost.
This was different from the first time. I was overconfident then, now I had a plan of attack. I bobbed back and forth on his massive head. I could taste his precum coating the back of my neck and I knew I wanted more. After about half a minute of stretching my jaw and pulled off and took a breather.
"Jason...you don't have to do this" I looked up to see Jon once again torn between his physical desire for me and his mental fortitude. He almost looked like he was going to start crying as the water cascaded down his face. He clearly wasn't used to such a strange position with someone he cared about deeply. Sex was always easy for Jon, but it having any sentimental meaning was the tricky part.
"I'm not doing anything I don't want to don't worry" I mumbled as I approached his monster for my second round. This time I managed to get it down to my uvula. I held myself there for a few seconds before pushing past, swallowing his head until it hit the back of my throat. I felt his hands find the back of my head as he roared in ecstasy. That was it I had figured out how to tame the beast.
"Holy shit" He panted, as I worked his dick down.
I wasn't going to get past this for today but it was more than good enough as he kept moaning and cursing as I sucked the life out of him. I played with his balls to get an idea of where I was at in the battle with dick. This drove him to insanity as he pulled at my hair. I removed myself from him one last time to look up at the man in front of me. His tanned brown skin perfectly covered his covered his well-defined 6 pack and the shower lights bounced off the water washing his pecs. Jonathan Han was really in front of me unable to comprehend the pleasure I was giving him.
He looked down at me with dark emerald eyes, currently filled with lust."Do it" He commanded.
I slipped his head back between my lips, giving a quick kiss before repeating the same motion as I did before. My gag reflex finally had subsided and I grabbed Jon's ass and pushed it into me, giving me the space to work his dick in rapid succession. No less than 10 seconds later, Jon was screaming words of lust at the top of his lungs and releasing everything down my throat. It became too much and I nearly drowned before l quickly withdrew coughing.
Jon came back to a crashing reality post orgasm and immediately fell to my side."Shit, I'm so sorry I should have warned you" He held me as I coughed out the last of his seed. It wasn't nearly as bad as it sounded but I wasn't exactly in the shape of my life."Thank you" He brought my face up to his and landed a deep kiss, looking for sweep up any of his remaining seed. He sucked on my tongue and made sure he completely cleaned my mouth before letting go.
I was out of breath but pretty satisfied with myself. Me giving Jon indescribable pleasure was so satisfying. This felt like it mean something, that I learned how to be closer to him. We laid against the shower wall until I was ready to get up and actually get clean. Jon was adamant about returning the favor but we were pruning from the water at that point so I told him to just wait for later. Truth be told I needed a break from sex after the workout my jaw had gotten.
The clock blinked a little after 10:00 pm as we got out of the bathroom. I managed to break off from his hands all over me so we could get dressed.
"You're too much sometimes" I buttoned the dress shirt up as he threw on his boxers and pants.
"You were telling me I wouldn't have any energy after that meal" He compared two shirts in his hands and couldn't come to a decision."Which one should I wear"
"I like the green one, it's the same color of your eyes when we're screwing around"
"So you're saying it turns you on"
"Yeah a little, it was just a point of reference though"
"You mentioned something about a drink right"
"Yeah. If you think we could get something from the stores down there it would be pretty cool to be buzzed before we went in"
"I thought I was the one with the drinking problem here"
"After tonight I have to go on a strict ass diet. I can't even eat any of the food at the restaurant. I'm just trying to enjoy myself" He came up behind me as I put up the finishing touches with cologne in the mirror. "You smell so good"
"You think you'll ever get tired of doing this" I brought his arm across my chest and interlocked our fingers.
"Smelling you"
"No just all this loving nonsense you're doing now"
"Eventually. I'm not trying to think about later. Later is bad" He kissed me on the cheek then walked off to check his phone on the charger."I'm living for what makes me happy now and right now you make me happy"
"I'm sorry" I said with sincerity."You just think about things so differently from me" I looked at the asshole in the mirror and questioned why I was like this. It's one thing to be an asshole to the people you don't trust but I was just being an asshole to Jon for no real reason.
"Just get me drunk and we'll call it even"
"Degenerate"
"Takes one to know one" Jon opened the door and like that the night had begun.
I found one of those booze stands in the shopping center and the girl clearly didn't want to be there on a Saturday night. A quick scan of the fake and some sweet talking and I walked away with 2 tequila sours.
"I can't believe you got one that scans" Jon had watched the entire thing from afar and gleefully accepted the beverage."I could get used to shit like this"
"You should come with my to Scotland then. We can get trashed all day and night legally"
"Is that where you are every summer? Jenna wouldn't tell me and Kenny thought you were in like Japan or something"
"I visit my uncle. He's my closest relative, I don't have much family besides him and my parents. Grandpa and Grams passed away when I was like 5"
"You can have my cousins"
"I would have to share my inheritance then, absolutely not"
"I knew you were loaded" Jon shouted a little too loud for my liking.
"Yes, my dad is a high level executive at top bank and my mother owns her own law practice specializing in corporate law. They both work in Philly"
"Wait seriously? How much are you worth? Millions"
"Probably. I don't know. Look at my parent's will when we get back" This wasn't exactly a secret. My house was the nicest on the street a block away from Wilson High with 4 high end cards parked out front. He had seen my back yard so I didn't understand why this was some big secret.
"I'm dating Richie Rich"
"Richie Rich didn't see his parents either so that's an apt analogy. Mind if we go to the pier for a smoke"
"You should vape like Kenny does. Could easily get away with it in here"
"I just never looked into it, I picked it up from my dad and there's always a carton in my house somewhere"
"I'll have him set you up" He opened the door for me and found ourselves at the same spot as last night.
"What makes you think me and Wilker will hit it off"
"If I like you he'll come up with some dumb nickname for you instantly and squeeze the life out of you"
"You make him sound like he's your boyfriend"
"Not my type. I likem like you" He smiled wide as he put his hands close."I can't be aggressive with a guy like him. It's too weird"
"But you aren't aggressive with me" I flicked my lighter a few times and the first hit on nicotine was more than welcomed.
"Yet"
"Is that a warning"
"You have no idea what im capable yet" He cocked his eyebrow and winked before making his way back to me.
"I have no idea what I've gotten myself into huh"
"Here's what I promise. I'll never do anything you're not comfortable with and I'll never intentionally hurt you" He giggled as he kissed my neck after a puff."You have to try vaping though, I don't know how long I can tolerate this smell"
"Not promising shit" I flicked butt away and watched the ocean as he held me and gnawed at my neck."You really are a goddamn cat you know that"
"Nah I'm a lion. Courageous and proud like one, but smart enough to be gentle"
"Have the ego of one too"
I had to admit, I could get used to the way Jon was affectionate. I couldn't help but wonder if it was all an act and if he was still hiding something from me. It all just seemed too good to be true. This weekend was so nice, so perfect. Something I hadn't experienced in a very long time.
I thought back to the first time I felt like this, when me and Houston went on a family trip to the Jersey shore. We spent the entire day running around the beach without a care in the world. Houston had been the guy to protect me from the bullies in primary school and we were finally moving onto middle school. He promised me that day that he would never let me get hurt if he could help it. It was the day I fell in love with him. I felt the tears starting come out and the only hand that could have caught them was already wiping them away.
"You want to talk about it"
I had a long pause. I was so used to clamming up and shutting down but if I wanted to be fair to Jon I had to tell him."Just thinking about Houston"
I turned around and looked at him. He brushed my hair aside and held my face and nodded."I should have defended you back then. I'm sorry I didn't have the courage that I have now"
"I needed to fight my own battles" I looked away as my damn indignation was coming back to bite me in the ass.
"That's where you're wrong" He wiped another tear away."We all need friends. People we can rely on the get us through tough times. You never had that and it's a miracle you still turned out to be this amazing, smart guy that I'm falling in love with" His eyes started to get foggy as he started opening up his heart to me."You mean a lot to me and I just want my chance to show it"
"Why"
"I've never felt like this before. The way you laugh, the energy you bring me and way you make me aware of my flaws are things I never get from anyone else. I know you're always genuine and I never have to worry I don't know what you're thinking. I know it's all real"
"I don't know if it is though"
"I know. Stop worrying about screwing up. I can handle it. Just try to be the best person you can be" With that he met my lips and awaited my acceptance. He was looking for the assurance that what he felt was that I was feeling and I was happy to give it to him. We softly kissed and he pulled back and bumped his forehead against mine."I'm gonna show you who I see. All I ask is you believe me ok"
I nodded in embarrassment. I hate being vulnerable but Jon brought out the worst in me. I guess it wasn't the worst it was just hard to be like this with anyone and never in a million years would I think it would be with him. I couldn't bring myself to talk so I just took his hand and motioned back to the door.
"You're so fucking cute" He chuckled as I dragged him along.
"Shut up"
"Nope, I meant everything that I said"
We got in and I walked up to another bar and secured another round of drinks as I needed something to calm my nerves. Two shots and a jack and coke later I felt ok. We walked towards the convention center and Jon was fiddling with his phone messaging someone. It being late into the night, the line wasn't as long as I was anticipating. As I said before if you go to these things long enough you know to avoid the opening acts because it can be a real bad time. Our little emotional outburst ended up having us a half hour later than planned but it wasn't too much of an issue.
We walked in and that all too familiar energy washed over me and I remembered where home was. I handed Jon some disposable ear buds and emphasized how important they were. My hearing was already fucked to high hell and I wanted to make sure he didn't experience the same fate as me.
Something about electronic music resonates with me. I learned from my uncle that outside of the douchebags, people who come to these things just want to let it all out. I never have to be afraid of myself. I can dance and sing to my heart's content and not worry about the bullshit until tommorow morning and that's exactly what I was going to do. I lead Jon to the back to a place where we could watch the stage but there was enough room to dance.
Garrix in of himself is an incredible artist. He's a super young kid who knew how to play true to the basics of big room and yet he would come out with these incredible orchestral tracks and pop songs showing his incredible range. I words couldn't describe how happy I was to see him for my birthday.
There's an art to dancing at one of these things. You move around just enough to show dominance and you can't be pushed around but stay stylish enough to have people know you're not being a jackass. I learned how to shuffle and spin years ago and it's one of the few physical activities that really gets me going. The look on Jon's face when I started was hilarious. He couldn't believe the way I was moving my legs. The show was a blur honestly. It had been a couple weeks since my last rave and I was determined to make the most of it. I even forgot about Jon at one point when my favorite song came on, rushing forward into the crowd.
"Don't look down. Up this high we'll never hit the ground" I screamed my lungs out and immediately went to dancing. Spinning around, shuffling my feet and waving my arms around like a freak I'm sure. Eventually Jon found me and immediately brought me in to join me. We found a rhythm together, moving our hips and grinding to the beat. I looked at him as we danced his arm over my shoulder and the flashing lights all around us and it was the best feeling I'd ever experienced in my life. Having someone to be there with you, able to process the same incredible joy that you felt from the music amplified it to a level I had only dreamt of. Before I knew it, Garrix finished out his encore of Animals and that was the end.
"You can fucking dance" Jon was trying pluck out the last ear plug as we left for the front door to get some fresh air."I had no idea you were so good"
"Yeah it's my hidden skill. Uncle Calvin taught me everything I know, you should learn from him if you liked what I was doing" I flipped open my cigarettes and threw back on my button down I ripped off at some point due to the heat.
"Just when I thought I knew everything about you, you just keep surprising me" Jon was fixing himself up as he stood there. I couldn't help but notice an outline in his dress pants.
"You need to calm that thing down" I pointed at his prominent boner with my lit smoke.
"No shame. You're so fucking sexy" He turned around to adjust himself to hide it much to my amusement."I'm gonna walk this off and grab a water from the store I'll be right back"
I looked up at the moon, it was a pretty decent crescent tonight without a cloud in sight. I was still in the post rave bliss where everything was actually okay for a bit. Some people need drugs to achieve this stage of joy but it was all about the music for me, and now adding Jon put this stupid grin on my face that couldn't be knocked off even if Houston showed up and punched me. This weekend was as perfect as Jon said it would be and I couldn't wait for him to come back and thank him for putting up with stupid me and setting all of this up.
"I got you one too. Sorry it isn't booze but I think it's a bit late for that" He tapped my shoulder with the bottle and put it in my hand.
"Jon, thank you for being awesome" I forcefully hugged him as he took a drink of water, catching him way off guard."I haven't been this happy in years"
"Awwww" He pat me on the back as he processed my sudden change in mood."If I can have you like this every day, I'd be the happiest guy on the planet"
"We'll work on it. I'll stop smoking and drinking so much and we'll do this more often and we'll have a great year together" I never stop rambling when I'm like this. I just felt so good to feel unlocked and free.
"Don't make promises you can't keep now" He laughed as he held me with his phone behind me."I can't wait to show people this"
"Show what" I turned around to see a video of me dancing being uploaded to his story.
"You're actually so fucking cool. I can't not share this"
"Ok." I didn't want to break up the mood with an argument so I let this one slide. He was just so happy and excited. I banked this in the back of my head to talk about with Jenna tommorow, took the last hit and tossed it away."Let's go"
"Back to the room already"
"Yeah I'm really tired after all of that" I stretched out."Let's just go upstairs and listen to some chill stuff" I nuzzled into his neck.
He growled in agreement and I led him back inside. We stopped by the diner to pick up an appetizer platter to pick at in the room and then headed up. I made the mistake of asking Jon how his uncle was doing at the casino and he showed me the text message asking for a grand. After getting back to the room Jon ran into the bathroom as I took out the food and helped myself. I picked up my phone and browsed social media while he took his sweet time, something about his large dinner. There were quite a few responses on Jon's story already. A lot of people were surprised I had a talent that wasn't being a complete asshole. I was expecting people to be harsh as shit but everyone was impressed so far. As I finished reading he finally came out of the bathroom with nothing but his boxer briefs on looking like he sweat up a storm in there.
"I'm not touching that food, go nuts" He looked visibly disgusted at the plastic tray next to me and went right to the bed connecting to the Bluetooth speaker with his Spotify."You see what everyone's saying? You're a hit"
"Look I don't wanna ruin tonight, but we need to talk about this idea that we're gonna be prom kings when we get back to school on Monday" I was seriously trying to avoid this conversation because I didn't even have tommorow with Jenna figured out.
"You are mine, and ima show you off. Just let the chips fall where they may" He was flipping through his playlists and he ratted it off, about as disinterested was I was in starting an argument so late into the weekend."Hows Seven Lions"
"You would like that garbage" I remarked as I walked off to the bathroom to brush my teeth and get some water out of me. He was a man of his word and put on some acoustic songs as I heard him type some messages. Some brushing and a facewash later I stripped down to my boxers and slid under his arm in bed.
"This was everything I wanted. Thanks again Jon"
"De Nada. You're worth it" He kissed my forehead as he hummed along to the song.
"You really like this melodic stuff huh"
"I mean it's chill no"
"Yeah I suppose. I can't wait to go to another one of these with you soon"
"It won't be for a while you know right? Conditioning starts Tuesday and I have to basically be my uncle's slave for the next month since I took you here so I'll basically only have time between my last class and practice to see you"
"Oh right. You have school stuff"
"We'll make it work. Plenty of time between One and Three every day with you" We were seniors so we could opt for early release but Jon had one more class than me every day.
"You right" I pressed my nose into his chest to get a wiff of his scent. The blend of a bit too much body spray and the sweat from tonight's concert was incredible and caused some excitement down below.
"You didn't want to do anything right now right" He brushed my hair and he looked down at me sniffing him."I'm honestly too tired"
"Yeah I went crazy at the show" I closed my eyes and laid on top of his pec."No worries, we've done enough to satisfy me for quite some time"
We laid there as the music brought us down from our weekend of excitement."Worlds Apar" came on, my favorite song by Seven Lions came on and I moved my head to the beat rocking back and forth slowly. When the song ended I looked up to see Jon had dozed off, that nuclear bomb in the bathroom really must of done him in. I got up and turned everything off and got on the other side of the bed to wind down. In about five hours we would have to get up to check out and head back to reality and I was ready.
Authors Notes: Confession time. I nearly deleted every word from this arc and ripped the trip out of the story. It just felt so contrived and awful. It was originally three chapters but I decided to smash everything together for the sake of being done. Apologies for the massive grammar errors I'm sure exist. I couldn't bear to look at it anymore.
Sorry for a less than stellar chapter.
Thanks for reading.