Becoming a girl (TS/TV/Cd/Gay sex) by Vincent Fairclough based on my own experiences Part 2 of 2 - The becoming
So do I want to be a girl? Well the last few years I have asked myself that question many times.
What would I have to do to be a girl:
1.If I want to be girl means several operations
2.I do not have an Adam's apple so that is not a problem
3.I do have a small cock and am not very hairy, would it make much of a vagina? (It turns out it can be extended with anal tissue)
4.It's high maintenance for the rest of your life
5.A lot of make up and clothing to be convincing
6.should I keep my cock? which for all it's faults I rather like it, would I still have amazing orgasms.
7.Harder to be accepted especially in work situations.
8.I would still like men and women, so what's the difference
Stage1 - One thing I have toyed with is taking the cross dressing to the next stage and doing full dress and make up, even if its only to play on the internet. It would be nice to have a partner who would support that and also stage 2
Stage2 - Safe exploration, there is a swingers club near me and presumably others too, that have a bi/cd night where only people who are into that will attend so there is no chance of someone grabbing a cock they where not expecting. Cock in hand is a distinct possibility, happy days...
Stage 3 - Public appearance, No I do not plan to tell my few precious friends what I get up to, but it would be nice to 'do the town' in full convincing drag. Thank god for small feet (UK size 6/7).
Stage 4 - Move to a country where gender is less important such as Amsterdam, must be others in Europe too.
So how do I feel when I am in girlie mode, here is a fictional story I wrote about Stage3+
Let's call me Amy as in amiable which I can be.
I am getting ready to to meet you tonight, I have showered nice and slowly making sure I smell subtle and nice. I have shaved myself several times so that I will be sexy and smooth for you, I know you appreciate it. I am going to my bedroom to find something nice to wear, I look at myself in the full length mirror and hope I can make the magic work, I slip on a pair of panties, nice new silky ones with a girlie bow on, I turn around and look at my arse in them, hope you think its sexy, I have been told a few times I have a girls arse and it's one reason that I work out. I slide on a pair of patterned stockings, the sort I love to see women wear black but with lacy patterns on, I'll put suspenders on first, I think they break up my lines. Next a nice bra, you know I don't want massive breasts when there's going to be nothing inside them but the implants you bought me, real small boobs I would love to have....
I find a nice top and skirt and give a twirl in the mirror, I want to look sexy and sassy but not slutty, not tonight anyway. I find a wig with a nice cut, there are advantages to having short hair lol. A few drops of perfume and the effect is almost complete, ah yes make up, I am glad I took the time to learn how to create something nice with this, there is nothing worse than a tranny who slaps it on with a trowel, I want to look like a girl not a cheap whore. A few licks of mascara and there we go! I do not even recognise myself as Ralph, but I do see Amy and for her age she is gorgeous, sophisticated, mature and sensual, now I have to get her into my head, learn to speak gently, god what a gob I used to have that's the worse of being a scouser and my dads son, very loud. Learn to be gentle and raise my voice an octave like I am singing which is something also alien to me.
The door bell rings and you stand with with your mouth open, my lady friend wants to be seen with me tonight as Amy, you pull me close and says, 'You look amazing, totally girlie' we discuss glasses or no glasses and I opt to go without which means I have to do a lot of close eye contact to avoid getting migraine, I'll pop them in my handbag that you chose for me and plan to drink Merlot rather than real Ale. We couple arms and start to walk to town, thank god you are there to support me because I am damned if I can walk easilly in heels even modest ones, though it is nice to be 5'10 in them, something I used to do to get served at 18. I am showing some cleavage and guys are looking even in the street, if only they knew what was under this skirt. I am having fun and you and I have agreed the rules of our relationship so we can both have fun if we want to. The magic is definitely working and I am having to learn not to keep looking as I am attracting so much attention, have to play hard to get – lucky girl. Two younger guys buy us drinks, now I am nervous. My guy keep edging toward his mate to talk in his ear, is he asking 'am I really a guy' or 'what will his mate do if he goes with me?'. Such fun and dangerous too.
Several drinks and three bars later and I think we know what is going to happen, so I pull my guy Geoff over to one side and whisper, 'you do realise I am actually a guy under here don't you' to which he replies nervously, 'I was more scared about asking you in case you were a girl because I was 99% sure you're a woman, I really don't mind it's something I have always wanted to do, Danny has already done it with a tranny, your mate is even more convincing". After I burst out laughing I put him out of his misery, 'That's my actual girlfriend and she's 100% female, but don't worry we are both up for some sexy fun tonight but I am going home with her afterwards'. 'Wow you two are amazing' he said and he would make sure that Danny knew the score before it got too crazy.
So for sure we did get invited for drinks at one of their houses and we were both nervous but once Geoff and I started kissing it was he who was nervous, 'I am not sure, he says I do not want to do the wrong thing' he said, 'don't worry', I said, 'just leave my undies on so I can be girlie other than that you can do whatever you want'. He explained that he had talked to some trannies online and that they seemed to have a lot of does and don't s which spoiled it for him. I undid my blouse and he was feeling my 'breasts' which I told him I liked him doing as I took his shirt off. Danny and my partner went to another room with a nod and a wink and you mouthed to me, 'Condoms!'.
I started feeling Geoff's pants and he was nice and hard which was making me very excited, have you ever tried to control a hard-on in a pair of girls knickers, it ain't easy. 'I am not very big', Geoff spluttered between kisses, 'that's a good thing' I replied and he looked puzzled. 'Well I can do a lot more with a small or average cock than I can with a big one, darling' and proceeded to remove his pants and shorts. Well he might not have been long but he was quite thick and his cock head was swollen so much that his foreskin stretched deliciously when I slid it back, that is something that is a big turn on for me, I pulled my skirt off the rest of the way and pushed him down onto the sofa on his back and spread his legs. I climbed between his legs stroking his thighs, he was murmuring and moaning gently, 'I have wanted to do this for so long', he groaned as I licked along his thick shaft and sucked the slimy swollen head. 'I have never done it in full girlie dress', I told him between delicious sucks staring right into his eyes savouring the effect I was having on him.
After a few minutes he tried to pull back, 'God you are gonna make me cum sexy', he moaned but I was having none of it and manoeuvred so he could feel my arse and pantied cock which was now poking out of a panty leg hole. I held him down and let him know in no uncertain terms that he was going nowhere, I saw the door open out of the corner of my eye and Danny winked at me as he came full strength into my mouth, Danny left before Geoff saw him and I gave him a big slimy cum soaked kiss as I shared his delicious sperm with his mouth. 'Best blow job ever baby' he said as he pulled me onto the sofa where has had previously been. He proceeded to stroke my stocking tops and stroke my cock and play with my panties, 'I have never done this before', he stammered. I said he was doing a really good job so far and he managed to find out just how much of my cock he could get in his mouth and resist the gag reflex, its a bugger to master to but so so much worth it.
I was beginning to drip and Geoff was having a great time and beginning to get really hard again when he looked me straight in the eyes but did not speak, 'Tell me, you won't offend me' I said. 'I really want to fuck you!', he said. 'There are three conditions', I said reaching for my handbag, 'Condom, lube, gently, you are my first after all!' He smiled like the proverbial Cheshire cat and I passed him the lube as I pulled the condom on and spread some over it, 'You need to work some inside me first with your finger, easier if you pull my panties down some first' I giggled as he looked as if he didn't know what to do. 'My god you have a lovely arse, so smooth', he said as he stroked it and rubbed some lube inside me deeply making me gasp. 'I want to be touched all over baby, that's why I do this' I giggled. He rubbed by arse with his hands and his cock began to explore my arse hole eagerly.
I could hear you and Danny fucking noisily in the next room and I had no doubt that you were enjoying it which made me relax more. I took hold of Geoff's cock and guided it in so that I could control how fast it went into me, but in the end it was me pulling him closer and screaming' 'Fuck me big boy! Fuck me hard now!'. He was stroking my cock as he entered me, 'God I cannot believe how good this is!' he screamed as he really started banging me stretching my tight little arse hole, I was glad of all the training we had done together. My feet where either side of his head and I felt like a real slut, taking the ultimate delight in his cock pounding into me, it was so comfortable, I knew how long I had wanted this and as he wanked me and fucked me I came so hard, I was really screaming, when the door opened wider than before and there you are watching and rubbing yourself in the doorway, 'Cum for me you horny fucker', I screamed at Geoff knowing he was going to oblige me any second, I pulled his face to mine and kissed him as I felt his hot spunk spurt into the condom deep in my arse making me gasp for breath like never before, 'Oh god yes!' I blurted as he finished the last of six hot spurts of delicious cum inside me before he collapsed breathless on top of me.
As we got into the Taxi you kiss me and we both talk about how hot it had been, much to the delight of the Taxi driver who was paying us more attention than the road in front as we shared lesbian kisses, so he thought anyway. We got home wrecked and as we both got cleaned up and I slide into bed alongside you not being as fast at talking make up off as you are, we hugged and knew it would be a great talking point for days and weeks to come, we said we would swap partners next time, you told me that Danny had fucked you twice and made you cum a lot, he said he couldn't pick between us and hoped to try me out too, I knew Geoff would concur. You told me that Danny's cock was bigger than Geoff's and after tonight I felt a lot more comfortable about having it in me. I couldn't wait, what a slut I really am!, a slutty girl anyway.
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