Becoming Ben's (part 3)
When a gender dysphoric man tries his best to be a man, including military service, perhaps it is time to be the girl he was meant to be. I hope you enjoy this work of fiction!
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Ben lifted the covers and invited me to join him. He and I were still naked from before, and soon I was lying next to Ben, with him behind me, spooning. I felt his hard cock against my ass. He let it slip between my cheeks a bit, but did not push further. He had his arm around me, holding me as a man would hold his lady.
I fell asleep like that and slept soundly through the rest of the night.
In the morning I awoke, still in Ben's arms. We had not had sex, but I knew I was definitely in a very fem role with him now, and I was enjoying every moment of it.
I lay there still until I felt Ben stir, and then rolled over to face him. I smiled and said, "thanks for accommodating me last night."
Ben smiled and kissed me. This time my lips parted his, and he reciprocated by slipping his tongue into my mouth and we kissed as passionately as I could ever imagine kissing a woman.
I reached down and took Ben's huge cock in my hand, which was fully erect and in need of attention. "I'm not sure what to do," I said, "but I want to do this – will you teach me?"
"Of course," said Ben, "just start out doing what you think is right, and I'll guide you."
I pulled the covers back and moved to his cock. I stroked it and marveled at just how wonderful it looked to me. I knew I should suck him, but didn't want to do it wrong, but I had to try. I moved my mouth to him and kissed the head, then extended my tongue and licked it.
I knew I could never get his entire cock in my mouth but wanted to do what I could, so I opened my mouth and took the head in, along with a small part of his shaft. It felt really good in my mouth and I ran my tongue along the bottom of the head.
"Yes," said Ben, "that's it, exactly – keep doing that!"
Encouraged, I continued for a time and began stroking the part of his shaft outside my mouth.
Soon I felt his monster cock grow even bigger, and he began to pump his hot seed into my mouth. It tasted very strong, but I was determined that I would take it, and kept my mouth on him until he stopped pumping.
"That was wonderful!" Ben exclaimed, and pulled me up to him, kissing me once again. Because I had his cum in my mouth I kept my mouth closed, and swallowed as soon as I could, but his tongue insisted on entering my mouth.
We lay there for a time, and then Ben asked me how I felt about what just happened. "I'm not really sure," I said, "I liked it but I don't know if that was my fem side or if I'm becoming a faggot."
Ben held me close and said, "if you have not been inclined to be gay most of your life, perhaps it is your fem side coming out. Have you ever had any fem tendencies as you were growing up?"
As I thought about it, long-suppressed memories began to emerge. "Yes," I admitted, "as I was growing up I liked to play with the girls and from time to time tried wearing girls clothing, but my parents stopped me. They made it very clear that I should never do that. Just the same, occasionally as I grew up I would experiment, and the feelings would haunt me. I enlisted in the service hoping that it would make a man out of me.
"Perhaps your time in the service helped to clarify your true feelings." Ben said.
"I just don't know what to do!" I said, "I can't escape the fact that I'm a man, but I have these feelings that just don't fit!"
"Well," said Ben, "perhaps I can help. How would you like to be a girl for me?"
"I don't understand," I replied. "how can I possibly be a girl for you?"
"In a sense," Ben said, "you were a girl for me last night. We can take it further and you can assume a full time role as a girl. If that suits you, we can work on some changes that will make you even more fem."
"I'm not sure I fully understand," I said, "but it sounds like something I would like to try, but I'm scared about it."
"Of course you are," Ben assured me, "it is something beyond your experience, but I promise you that I will go slow and make sure you are fully in agreement at each step – ok?"
I pulled toward him and kissed him and agreed.
Ben reached down and took my small hard cock in his hand. "You are aroused now, and may be feel different when you are not. I want to hear what you think when you are not aroused."
Ben completely surprised me by moving down and taking my small cock into his mouth. He sucked with great enthusiasm and soon I was cumming in his mouth. He swallowed and resumed his place next to me.
"But you are a very masculine man to be doing such a thing," I protested.
"Nonsense," said Ben, "I was simply going down on my lady."
"Yes, oh yes Ben!" I said, "Please help me to become your lady!"
"I will," said Ben, "now that I know you really mean it – better come up with a girl name – I can't keep calling you Mike"
"You can call me Michelle," I said, "will that do?"
"Very nicely indeed," smiled Ben.
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