Ben Installment: 1 ********************** Chapter 1
Ben wasn't your average run of the mill guy. I mean yeah he was hot as all hell, I got an erection even thinking about him with clothes on. He was in all my fantasies, of course they were just fantasies: I had known I was gay for five years now and never had the chance to even make out with a guy. He was mostly what I thought about like all the time. He occupied my thoughts, my dreams, and was all I thought about while I was how would you say, "rubbing one out". It's not like I never got to talk to him, we were pretty good friends, i.e. we hung out at school but we never really spent any time together. It was my first party (yeah having your first party at the age of 16 is pretty pathetic, but my parents are strict as hell) and I had invited him over. Everyone was in the hot tub for a while, when we both got out, I because the heat was starting to get to me, and he maybe for the same reason but at this point, I'm not sure. I was drying off and he was standing a few feet from me. I (being a sneaky little closet case) used drying my hair as a peek opportunity. He couldn't see my face as I was staring so intently at his crotch trying to see through the gray boxers he had on. Of-course, although I may think I'm perfect I don't have x-ray vision. Anyway, so from the rather long peek I got I estimated the print to be about a four and a half. No disappointment, he might grow up to a 6 and a half I thought, who knows. So we went inside to talk to Krystle who had just been sitting there by herself playing with my cat for the duration that we were in the hot tub, I guess she just didn't' want to get in so she just stayed in and sat. I decided I had to go to the bathroom, and while I was in there I could hear them talking, I thought I heard my name a few times, but I didn't know. Krystle was my best friend, she couldn't be telling someone my secret could she? I passed my suspicions away with "they were just talking about the party".
Chapter 2
It was about two weeks after the party and Ben and I were at lunch as usual with our little clique of friends the general hum of conversation was enough to keep anyone busy, but I had chosen that day in particular to sit next to Ben, I wasn't talking much, I had a lot on my mind. I just smoked my cigarettes in peace, never questioning anyone about anything. It was Friday and knowing that this was going to be another boring weekend where I did nothing and just sat at home, I was deep in thought. That was when it happened, Ben turned to me and with his normal grin he said,
"Hey mike, what are you doing this weekend" "Nothing" I replied solemnly "as usual" "Why don't you come over my house we can chill, and if you want to get out of your house even longer, you can stay over tonight." He said, intently looking at me "Sure, let me borrow your cell phone I need to tell my parents"
Can you imagine my excitement, I was going to get to sleep over at Bens house! I couldn't have asked for more. The rest of the day dragged by very slowly, so slowly, I though it would never end. Finally, 3,742 hors later the bell finally rang. I had been thinking all day about what this meant, did it mean that he wanted to get with me? No, that wasn't possible as far as I knew Ben was straight. Or did it mean that he was just trying to help me get out of my house. Either way I didn't care at all, at most however I expected to see his manhood, I mean what do 16-year-old guys do when they're together? That's right Jack off.
Chapter 3
So Ben and I had spent most of the day together already, it was coming up on 12h00m, and we were downstairs just watching TV.
"Hey Mike," he said, "do you want to go upstairs and maybe you can give me some head?"
I laughed out loud and called him a pig knowing that he was always joking around like that, the cute little pervert. I played along anyway and went upstairs with him just for the fun of it. We were upstairs in his room I was laying on his bed, and he was stretched out on a black leather couch. We were talking about something dumb when he said
"So mike how about that blow job?" Again I played along and said "But Ben your parents will hear they're only next door aren't they?" "NO DUMBASS" he said, "they're not their bedroom is on the third floor, and it wouldn't matter even if they did, they know I'm gay" "You're what?" I said astonished "I'm gay, you didn't know? That's weird, everyone else does, Krystle told me you were gay, so I thought you know..." He trailed off "Absolutely Ben" was all I said
Chapter 4
I rolled off his bed and sat down in front of him on the couch. I pushed myself up on his legs to kiss him which is what I felt was probably the right thing at the time. Our lips met for a long and passionate kiss. As we separated, he stood up to remove his shirt. After he got his shirt off, He took me in his strong arms, and for the first time, of many times I hoped I was pressed against his warm chest, I could feel his heart beating. I felt so safe and so comfortable. Still in his arms he sad to me
"Mike, is this your first time?" "Yeah, I replied." "Are you sure you want to go through with it?" He asked? "Yeah" I said.
As I said this I slid down his body and out of his arms, when I was on my knees again, I slowly slid his ADIDAS pants down his legs, revealing his boxers. He had tented his underwear and the bulge was huge, as I slowly pulled his under-pants down, I thought of how good it felt to finally be with him. I was finally getting something I had wanted for a long time, it didn't even have to be with Ben, although I was more than elated that it was, I had just wanted to be with a guy for a long time now, and now that I was, I was never more relaxed.
Ben had sat down now and was totally naked, as I sat there in front of him; I took in the smell of his man-meat, now oozing pre-cum. I raised my head up to him for a final look, I loved the way his brown eyes and brown hair looked on his face, I truly did.
"Just take it slow" He said "You don't have to do this" "I want to" I said quietly "You don't have to swallow, I didn't my first time" "I'm going to" I said more determined now
And with that, I moved in, I placed my mouth just on the tip of his cock, and began to swirl my tongue around it, while slowly stroking the remainder of his 7 and a half inch long piece. He began to rub my shoulders slowly and softly. I was in heaven. I was definitely a top I had decided that, I was sucking the dick of one of the hottest guys I had ever known, and he was giving me a back rub to add to it.
I continued swirling and stroking for a few more minutes, until I thought he may be bored with that, they I switched to a full length suck, going down the side every so often. He was moaning a lot by now, and I thought I heard him say faster sometime, so I did just that, faster. While I was sucking him, my free hands explored his body, I played with his pubes, I massaged his nipples, and I stroked his crack. After a few minutes of this, I felt him tense up and then I felt his hands closing around my head and him pulling my mouth off his dick, as if to tell me not to swallow. I ignored him and put my mouth over his head just as the first squirt escaped. I gagged, a lot; it felt like I was going to throw up for the first few seconds of it. But after the first few shots, I had grown accustomed to it, even started to enjoy it. I continued sucking right through the orgasm and stopped only after he was done. I looked up one final time to see him before he realized it was finnished. He looked so perfect and delighted, his head was laid back against the head rest on the couch, and he had his eyes closed, he was so perfect I thought to myself. He opened his eyes and looked down at me with that beautiful wide grin.
"Well, what did you think?" he said "Fuckin awesome" I said
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