Author's Note:
Greetings all, I am sort of back, I have come to the conclusion that my other stories have become stale and so I can no longer write on them until I can figure out what I want with them. I can't promise anything any more, because I have discovered that promises are only made to be broken. I have been through a lot of shit in my life and I am now trying to rebuild what I can. Also I have moved from Arkansas to California due to conflicts with my mother and her beliefs on homosexuality. I have to say this homosexuality or Bi-sexuality or lesbians shouldn't have to fear the world all we are wanting is to feel accepted for who we are and what we are. We aren't asking for everyone to fall on their knees and love us but we do want to be seen as a person. At least I do, I can't say how every one feels, but for me I just want to live as a person not an outcast which many are placed under. I hope and pray that one day straight gay and bi people can get along with out being hateful of the others sexual preference.
Legal Note:
Okay most of you know that it is against the law to read sexually related material if you are underage. Also This story depicts relationships between two males. Also the sexual preference of the celebrities listed in this story are not true or may not be. Basically I don't say I know for sure which way these celebrities swing. This story is fiction meaning it isn't real. but it is in your imagination.
Contact Info:
Well I can be reached in a few ways, one is by e-mail which is wesm22@txk.net, another is in the boy bands chat room on the BFM server. and I can be found on my irc server which is located if you have mIRC or another similar type client at wesm22.spark host.com in the channel #bfm. I can't promise that I will answer every e-mail or question or remark. But I will give it my best to try. And now on with the story.
The trip home was one of strange thoughts and dreams that plagued Wes Sheal the worlds newest multi-billionaire. Before he lived from payday to payday, but now he would never have to worry about money ever again. This was very new to him and he really didn't understand it but accepted it. Opening the file folder of estates he had inherited he saw first off a deed for a very large amount of property. but there was no description of what was on the property. Settling back into his wicker chair he laid the file folder down next to him and just stared off into the sunset letting his mind find peace in knowing that the way of the universe is still in control and he will find his time. As the last rays of sunlight disappeared from the ocean waters Wes was slowly falling asleep, hoping the trials of the next day would be good ones and fun...
Dream
Soft music seemed to come from every where, I saw the rays of the sun dance across the ocean from my front porch. The wind gently swept across the area kissing the water with a gentle kiss. Water gently caressed the sandy shore with its waves like fingers caressing a lovers skin. I sat there and felt content, happy cause I had everything i had ever wanted. I felt the gentle touch of my lover on my face. I heard his voice tell me he loved me. I watched him stand and face me but his face was hidden by the sunlight of the sunset. The sun was in the position of giving him a golden halo around his head. He was my Angel. I smiled and stood. I turned to put my glass down, Then I turned to him to kiss him on his luscious lips the color of blood...
BEEP...BEEP....
I rolled over and hit the snooze button then rolled back. I almost saw his face, damn. I sat up and stood. It was time to get ready for the day. No less than thee steps from the bed i felt pain shoot up from my toes.
"ouch mother fucking damn." I looked down and notice the i had hit one of the legs of the bed. I made my way to the bath room and turn the shower on. I felt better after the shower at least my toe did. I stepped out put a towel around my waist and went to the mirror to begin shaving. That was about as bad as getting out of bed. I ended up with five cuts, normally i don't cut myself oh well there is a first for everything. the rest of the morning went by and i found my self on my way to work. Camps Computer, I worked as a consultant and did what ever my boss had told me to do. Any way here i am on high way five trying to get to main and there is a traffic jam on the exit ramp. Just great i thought now I'm gonna be late. When the traffic jam cleared i was able to get to the office and get a parking spot in the staff lot. I looked at my watch to see it was now 8:15am 15 min. late. I run in and sign on to keep my lateness down. I began going through the papers in my in box when i heard the loudest and most horrible sound i could imagine ... My boss Mr. Crab.
"Sheal get in here now!!!!!!!!!!" I got up and sighed. I grabbed my note pad and walked to his office. I shut the door after i entered and sat down to begin taking notes. But that isn't what he had planned. He grabbed the note pad and threw it in the trash can.
"What the hell do you mean coming in here 15 minutes late. Do have and excuse like you did when you left for three days. And speaking of that I thought i told you to send those papers on the Walgreen's upgrade to the system administrator... Looks like you can't do a decent job on the simplest of things. Your pathetic. you know what i should do, huh? I should fire you. How about that?" I had had enough of his shouting and degrading of others.
"How bout this, Mr. Crab I quit, good bye." I said with a smile as i got up and walked out of his with him yelling at me saying I couldn't quit cause i was fired. I went to my old desk and gather my personal belongings and left. Once i was in the car i sighed.
"Well Wes that is one thing done on your list, now what is the next item?" I decided to go car shopping. I owned an older model car that like all other cars had it's share of problems. I drove to a Ford dealership parked and walked in. I was met by a nice older man I'd say in his late 30's early 40's.
"Hi my name is Ken, how can we help you today?"
"Well I am looking to buy a new car today, that I an trust." I said with a smile.
"I do believe you have come to the right place. Let me show you a few of our older models." I never moved I put on a wry frown and got a little upset. This man thinks I can't afford a brand new vehicle.
"No I am more interested in this one here." I walked over to the one on the show room floor. It was a 2002 F150 extended cab four door, Dark Blue pickup truck.
"Aww yes that is a very good one sir,..." He went on about it as we walked around the truck. There were a few things that i would have added to it, but this was what I wanted.
"How much?" I asked him.
"Hmmm oh yes the asking price is 25,550.00 that is with out the extended warranty and accessories."
"Okay add chrome rails, bed liner, bug shield, multiple cd play, chrome running bars. with as much extended warranty passable on all items mentioned and not." I said flatly. He scurried over to a small desk and calculated it all up and came back to me.
"Well sir with all you have asked it will be around 40,000.00." I thought about it and looked at the truck some more.
"Deal, fix it up for me." He looked at me rather shocked, and began stuttering.
"S.s.sir, okay please follow me. Followed him to his desk and he was drawing up the papers for the purchase and such.
"Umm sir how would you like to pay for this?" He asked me. I smiled and looked at him.
"Cash." I said. He dropped his glasses he had in his hands and quickly picked them up.
"We will need to verify the information with your bank." I nodded and he dialed the number i gave him to my bank. It was pure luck that Shirley was the one who answered. She was one of my friends I knew at the bank.
"Nation Bank, this is Shirley how can I help you?" I heard her say on the speaker phone.
"Yes this is Ken Smith at the Ford Dealership and I have a young man Wes Sheal here wanting to pay cash for a truck, I need to verify that there is enough there money to pay for it."
"Yes Mr.Sheal do I have your permission to open the account?"
"Yes." I said into the speak. I heard some typing and then she came back.
"Mr. Smith how much is needed to purchase the vehicle?"
"The final amount with tags title and License is 40,650.98."
"Yes there is enough in the account to purchase 20 of those same trucks if he wished for it." Ken hung his mouth wide open and just stared at me and then at the phone. He gathered himself and thanked the teller and hung up the phone. I signed al the papers needed and I would be able to pick the truck up later that after noon. I left the Ford place and decided to go for a walk along the beach.
Being that it was a little cooler, school time and people working the beach was practically empty. It was peaceful. I found a spot near some rocks and sat down to watch the ocean waters caress the sandy shore. The birds were calling to each other and flying around. It was just a beautiful scene. I had gone back into the far reaches of my mind to think, so i never heard anyone walk up to me. The only thing that brought me out of my reverie was the touch to my shoulder.
"Hey you okay?" Avery gentle voice said.
"Huh, oh yeah just thinking." I said not really looking at the man who spoke to me.
"It's a nice place to think actually I used to come here when I was in town and needed a place to think." I finally looked back at the man with the gentle voice. He was very handsome. He was fairly tall, tanned slightly, piercing blue eyes. His shoulder length black hair flowing in the wind as the blew past his face. I could still feel his hand on my shoulder. I could feel a very weird sensation there, I couldn't place it or think of what it was, but I think he felt it to. I felt as though he was supposed to be here with me, but how could that be, I have never seen him in my life. I felt him remove his hand and i saw him walk around in front of me. The sun was in front of us as he turned to me and held out his hand to me.
"My names Kevin..."
"I'm...Wes"
"I know, I have a question for you?" he said as he sat down beside me. I listened.
"Do you know if it is possible to know some one before you actually know them, like not knowing their name but know what they look like, and then later find a name to the face?"
"Yeah," I said to him, "I know all too well about that." He looked up to me and smiled. We sat there for another hour or so with out speaking. There were no words to speak, is the comfortable silence that is shared between two lovers. I looked down at my watch and saw it was time to go pick up my new truck. "Kevin, I need to pick up my truck, umm would you like to join me?"
"Yes...yes I would." With that we left to go pick up my new truck and drive it for the first time together, as friends. The ride was nice we talked about life, our pasts and what we each planed for the future. It was going on 7pm and I had pulled up in front of his hotel. We said our good byes and I left. In truth I had gained a friend, but in secret I had found something more, though I refused to let it show. Many times secrets are good, especially when the secret could harm you or another, but secrets always find their way to surface. I pulled out of the lot and began to drive. I didn't want to go home, my heart just wasn't there. I guess you can say I had no home cause home is where the heart is, and my heart wasn't there. my heart wasn't anywhere. Unknowingly I hit the interstate and headed east. I wasn't sure where I was going but I decided I would follow where ever the road would lead.