CARLOS-LOGAN
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This story contains acts of homosexuality.
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Chapter 2. Strange Feelings
Dream Carlos is sitting down on his mess of a bed. There is a soft gentle hand slowly caressing his face from behind. He bites his lips and closes his eyes. Two lips come to touch and ecstasy begins to take over the two. Carlos is taken away by the luscious feeling of the lips, almost as if they were perfect. He starts to open his mouth and his tongue boldly meets lips. His tongue begs for entry and its granted. The two still remain interlocked for some time. Carlos' eyes are still closed when the enchanting lips make their way to his neck. He slowly lets out a moan as a hand slowly makes its way under his shirt. Carlos starts moaning louder as he starts to lose control. He places his hands behind the neck of the other and opens his eyes. Its James. Carlos breaks away quickly. ** End of dream.**
"Wake up boys or you'll be late for school!" Mrs. Knight's voices rips through the apartment.
Carlos is already awake his face buried deep in his hands. He looks over to see he is the only person in his bed. "It must have been a dream." Carlos says as he sits up.
"What must have been a dream?" Kendall asks waking up as well.
"Oh nothing. I just had a bad dream. I'm ok. You know I get a few of them." Carlos replies.
"You have been acting really strange lately Carlos. Are you sure everything is ok?" Kendall asks. "You haven't been completely yourself. Its the gay thing isn't it?"
"Gay? What, no. Its just I have a lot on my mind. Hey Kendall can I ask you something?" Carlos asks.
Kendall is standing up putting his pants on and looks over to Carlos. "Yeah, shoot."
"What do you have against gay people? I mean I'm not gay or anything, but why do you have such a poor attitude against gay guys? What did they ever do to you?" Carlos asks trying not to check out Kendall's bulge as his pants are still making their way on.
"Come on, is it that hard to figure it out? Gay guys are creepy, and its wrong. I mean two guys, that's just not right. It`s disgusting if you ask me." Kendall says with a glare in his face.
"Oh. Yeah I guess. Well we better get ready before we're late. I think James and Logan are already fighting over the bathroom. You know it takes James about an hour just to do his hair." Carlos stands up and just lazily fixes his hair.
"Yeah I know what you mean." Kendall says as he makes his way out of the room.
Carlos sits down on his bed for a few seconds still trying to get over what Kendall just said. Why did he really have such a problem against gay people? Carlos was not the smartest guy, and though he came off as the toughest because he could roll with the punches, his feelings were deeply hurt. He sat and a tear slowly came to his eye. He had come to grips that he was gay, and now he wouldn't dare come out. Kendall was not supporting, and he really didn't want to lose a friend. Most importantly, it was the thought of Logan. Carlos really loved Logan, and he thought about it. He's always had these feeling for him, but he never paid any attention to them until now. What if Logan wasn't gay. The friendship would become really awkward, and Carlos had read things on his phone while on google the day before that sometimes friendships can even end. Carlos didn't want to loose any of his friends, especially Logan. What confused him even more now was why did he have a dream about James?
"Well, good morning sleepy head!" Logan chuckles as he wraps his arms around Carlos meeting him in the hallway.
The group starts walking off, and Carlos stays behind with Logan. Carlos happens to look forward and he sees James' ass slowly swishing side to side as if it was begging for his attention. Carlos tried to focus and slowed down the pace pulling Logan's shoulder back.
"Hey Logan, can I ask you something?" Carlos asks.
"What's up buddy?" Logan asks.
"Do you really think James might be gay?" Carlos whispers. "I don't have a problem against gays."
"I've known James for a little, and I really don't know. I mean just because he cares about his looks, doesn't make him gay. I don't have a problem with it. I think everyone deserves to be happy. Why did you ask?" Logan stares into Carlos's eyes.
At that moment Carlos' heart starts beating like a drum. There is an awkward silence for a few seconds. Logan's arm is around him, and its like Logan is looking right into his soul. Carlos turns and little red and puts his face down.
"I don't think Kendall likes gay people. He told me earlier. He calls it disgusting." Carlos says.
Logan makes a confused face. There is a little pain in his eyes. "Kendall said that?"
"Promise me you wont tell him. I don't want an argument. I don't-" Carlos gets interrupted.
"Hey relax buddy" Logan cheerfully says. "I won't tell him. I just don't know if I can look at him the same way. I can't believe it. I didn't think Kendall had such a problem with it."
The boys make their way to school and the entire time Carlos can't concentrate. Of course the teacher doesn't notice because he never seems to follow the work very well anyway. Carlos sits in his chair trying to process everything in his mind. He looks over and sees Logan writing down just about everything the teacher says. Carlos just pauses temporarily admiring Logan. James is cute, but something about Logan was different. Carlos couldn't figure it out. Maybe it was because Logan was the smart one, and he always backed up Carlos. They did have a great friendship.
The day seems to drag on until they finally reached the studios walking around with Kelly. She sits everyone down and looks at them.
"Ok so Gustavo is in an important business meeting right now finding a guy to do a song with you guys. I heard it has something to do with the direction Griffin wants you boys to go in. I just wanted to say I think that it is an awesome thing to do." Kelly says as she walks away.
Gustavo's door opens as he finishes up his phone call. "Alright, thank you very much. We look forward to working with Sir Elton. Take good care, and have a wonderful day." Gustavo hangs up his phone and looks at the boys. "Alright so I was on the phone with some very important people. Thanks to Griffin, we are going to be doing a song with none other than Elton John and Lady Gaga. I trust you dogs wont find a way to mess this up, or at least I hope so!"
"Wow! That sounds amazing!" James says jumping up.
"Oh wow, that seems like a honor. Elton John? He's amazing!" Logan says looking up towards the lights.
"Ugh, Gustavo, do we really have to do this?" Kendall asks.
"Yes! If you boys value your jobs, you know what Griffin wants, Griffin gets. As long as he's happy, we all have a job!" Gustavo roars. "Now I'm going to be busy writing the song, and I want you all to do something important, don't bother me until I ask for you!"
Gustavo storms off with Kelly walking behind him. The boys sit around thinking about who they will be working with. Carlos and Logan are talking about what it will be like to work with someone like Lady Gaga. The boys head back to the Palm Woods. Kendall goes off and Logan heads out to the pool to see if he can find someone who has ever worked with either Elton or Gaga. Carlos and James sit down on the couch and James looks over to Carlos. Carlos sees James looking over at him, but he doesn't think much of it until James starts moving closer.
Carlos looks at James makes a puzzled look. "Can I help you with something?" Carlos says trying to keep his composure.
"So Kendall tells me you're gay." James says making a devilish grin. "When were you going to tell me?"
"I'm not gay!" Carlos tries to shouts out.
James places his finger over Carlos' lips. "So if you're not gay, then why have you been checking out my ass? I see you. I saw the way you were looking at me today. When were you going to tell me?"
"Dude you better not tell anyone!" Carlos says as jumps up off the couch.
James somehow overpowers Carlos and forces him back onto the couch. "So how long have you wanted this?" James grabs his crotch with his dick already on hard."
"No its not like that. I don't want you." Carlos whimpers.
"Oh no, you could have fooled me. Like there is anyone else." James says with a evil grin.
"Logan." Carlos whispers.
"Logan? You gotta be shiting me! He's probably not even gay. Ha! I should have figured it out. That's why you're always hugging up on him. That's why you're always kissing and playing with him. That is freaking classic."
"So then you're gay too?" Carlos asks.
"Of course. Come on, you think a straight guy is this fabulous?" James asks. "I think you like me though. I see the way you look at me. I know you want it Carlos. Come on, just suck it."
Carlos looks at James in disbelief, but his hand slowly starts rubbing James' hard dick. "You have no clue how long I`ve wanted this." Carlos says before his lips slowly start moving over James' hard dick. He starts to pull his boxer briefs down and Carlos is holding the huge cut cock in his hand. He slowly strokes it and looks up and looks James right in the eyes. He slowly opens his mouth and hesitates. Carlos takes a deep breath and starts licking the head. James starts to moan slightly. Carlos starts getting excited and starts working his way down. He wraps his lips around the cock and slowly starts bobbing up and down. James starts moaning and his hands starts rubbing the back of Carlos' head.
Carlos starts playing with James' balls and James starts twitching. Carlos keep on doing it as James starts moaning like crazy. Carlos starts bobbing faster and then he feels James clinch up. Before Carlos can stop James busts in his mouth. Carlos finds himself devouring the cum as it starts shooting out by the mouthful. Carlos sucks the dick dry and looks up at James.
"Kiss me." James says Looking right into Carlos' eyes.
Carlos starts kissing James and it feels unbelievable. Carlos cant stop himself. Both guys start swishing their tongues around, and for that brief moment, Carlos is taken away.
"What the fuck?" Kendall's voice screams out.
Carlos and James jump looking in fear at Kendall.
"Kendall, when did you get back?" James asks.
"Not that long ago thank God." Kendall says with a disgusted tone. "I'm out, I can't freaking believe this." Kendall says charging out of the apartment.
James and Carlos scurry around both of them with panicked looks in their faces. James gets his clothes on just as Mrs. Knight walks in the door with Katie. "Kendall looked kind of upset. You guys have any idea why?"
"No, I don't know. He's been kind of stressed out Mrs. Knight." Carlos said.
"Oh, Okay. Well I'm going to work on supper soon. Have you boys seen Logan?" Mrs. Knight asks looking at the boys.
"Um no. I'll see if I can find him. I'll let him know." Carlos started walking towards the door.
"I'll help you find him." James said rushing behind him.
The two start walking through the hallway when James pulled Carlos aside. "You really like Logan don't you?"
"Yeah. I'm just scared to do anything about it. I mean he lets me hug him, and kiss him on the cheek, but I don't know." Carlos said.
"I didn't think you were gay. I mean you're Carlos, that just what you do. You and Logan have always been like that. You think maybe he lets you get away with that stuff for a reason?"
Carlos stops and thinks. "I really don't know. I'm scared I might lose him as a friend if he's not."
"I'm sorry dude." James says looked into Carlos' eyes. "I feel bad now knowing that you love Logan, and I came on to you like that. I know what you feel like. You like Logan, and I like Kendall. I know, I know, he seems to hate gays, but I've been in love with him since day one."
Carlos hugged James only saying "Its okay, I'm sure you'll find someone. I hope I do too."
The boys eventually gather for supper and Kendall is secretly looking at Carlos and James. After they are done eating he goes off to take his shower and heads to sleep. As Carlos showers he can help but think about what happened earlier. He started getting hard and before he knew it he starting jacking off. Carlos started thinking about James and found himself imagining it was Logan sucking him off. Carlos started to moan until his knees buckled and he cummed all over the shower floor. He sits with the water running over his body and gets out the shower. Carlos starts putting his clothes on when he sees a pair of boxer briefs Logan had left behind by mistake. Carlos knew they belonged to Logan because he was in the shower before him. Carlos picked up the boxer briefs and started looking at the crotch knowing what was there not long ago. He brought them to his nose, and he shoved them in his face taking in a deep breath. When Carlos came to his senses he threw the underwear down trying to figure out what he was doing. Logan knocked at the door.
"Hey I think I left something behind. Do you see anything there?" Logan asks.
"Um, no I don't Log, sorry. What did you lose?" Carlos asks.
"There is a slight pause before Logan speaks. "I um, lost my underwear."
"Oh wait, I think I found them. The black Hanes?" Carlos asks calmly.
"Yeah those are it. Sorry about that man." Logan says waiting for the door to open.
Carlos opens the door and hands the underwear to Logan. Logan blsuhes and tells Carlos to have a good night before going to the room with James. Carlos attempted to speak and Logan turned around smiling, but Carlos just smiled and turned around hitting himself in the head. As he walks into the room he looks at his messy bed and lays down. Just before he slips away to sleep, he grabs onto his pillow and hugs it pretending it was Logan.