This is the first chapter in a series I'll be writing. It starts off with freshman aged boys, but will involve sex with women as well. If you're underage, please don't read.
I laid on the couch for over an hour, crying myself to sleep, not cool for a 19 yearr old married guy.
I don't know how long I was out, but I do know what woke me up... it was Billy's 8.5 inch cock, slapping my face. It woke me up in a stupor and I just laid there and stared up at him, thinking how fucked up all this is and how it all started.
My name is James, but most of my friends and family call me Jim, all except Billy... to him... I'm Jimmy. Billy moved to town, a few blocks from me, when he was 13 and I was 12. I was a skinny little blond kid and Billy was an already muscular dark haired boy. He was a grade ahead of me, but that didn't matter to either of us. Billy's always been a bit of a bully and I was always smart. I'd help him out with his homework, he was kinda my protector/mentor. We hung out quite a bit... went to movies, hung out at the mall, played video games and generally just hung out together. As we grew older, like everybody does, our conversations grew towards sex. It all seemed so natural when I was 14 and he was 15.
One weekend when I was staying overnight at his place, he asked me how often I jerk off. I'd heard about it, but didn't know much. I was an only child and my parents are really religious, so no sex chats with Dad. I felt really stupid, but I had to tell him I didn't know much and hadn't really done it yet. Billy starts laughing, I almost started crying, but didn't want to look like a baby, so I just got up and went to the bathroom quick. When I came back, I think he figured out what was going on because he said, "Dude, I'm really sorry. How bout I show you how to do it?"
"What?" I said. "It's cool man, but why don't you just tell me what it is, I'll try it later."
"Suit yourself," he replied, "but it's easier to show you. Me and Tony (another friend of his) have done it a bunch of times. It's no big deal, lot's of guys jerk it together."
I thought about it for a few seconds. God, if my parents EVER found out, my Mom would pass out and my Dad would probably have a heart attack or something. But, if all the other guys are doing it, why shouldn't I be. I wanna see what all the fuss is about, and besides, I'd never seen another guy hard before and I wondered if I measured up, pardon the pun. "Ok, but nothing too gay, dude."
Billy started laughing, "it's not gay man, it's just a thing guys our age do til we get dates to do it for us." That sounded pretty good, so I agreed. Billy pulled down his pants, then started to take off his boxers but stopped. "You can't jackoff with your clothes on, take 'em off!"
That was weird, it was almost like he was demanding me to do it. Like I said, he could be a bully, but never had with me before. I looked at him kinda scared and he laughed a bit. "Jimmy, really man, we both got dicks... I'm glad to show you, but this ain't no peep show. You gotta do it too."
I started pulling off my pants and then reached for my briefs. Billy kinda just stood there until I was ready to pull them down. I looked over at him and at the same time we pulled down our underwear. I wanted to die right there, I was kinda hard thinking about this and Billy wasn't. If that wasn't bad enough, he was over an inch longer than me while still soft. I was about 4 inches hard, once he got hard it was almost 7 inches. I really thought he'd make fun of me, but just looked over and said, "you're a year behind me, it will grow. Mine has grown 2 inches since last year." Since I'm a year younger, that made me feel better.
Billy spit in his hand, grabbed his dick and started rubbing the spit into his cock. I asked him, "what did you do that for? It seems kinda gross."
"It's called lube, feels a lot better," Billy told me.
"Ahhh ok," I said, and off I went. I watched Billy get hard up to his 7 inches, then he wrapped his fingers around it and started stroking it up and down. He told me to watch for a bit, then do what he did. There really wasn't much to it, other than 3-4 minutes later it started feeling really, I mean, REALLY good. I couldn't believe the feelings I was having, then HOLY SHIT... I thought i was gonna pass out or something. My dick erupted all this white stuff (which you all know is cum... if you don't... leave now). Billy took a few more minutes before he shot his load. He asked me how I liked it. "It was the most awesome thing in the world!"
I asked him how long he's been doing it. He told me a couple of years. I couldn't believe that I'd been missing out on this for all this time. That was it for that night, we pulled up our underwear and put back on our pants. When we woke up again, Billy announced he was hard and usually jerks off in the mornings. "Wanna do it again," he asked me.
"Can we?" I asked back. "I woke up in the middle of the night, but I didn't want you to think I was some perv or something."
Billy just laughed and pulled down his boxers. He started pumping away, so I started doing the same thing. We laid there, I kinda kept looking over at his dick. I couldn't believe he was so much bigger than me. I was mesmerized by it almost, or maybe just jealous, but I couldn't keep my eyes off of it. At one point I looked up at Billy's face, he was looking right at me, smiling. I looked away quick and kept stroking. I set a new personal record, I think I lasted 8 minutes this time.
Over the next few months, I stayed over at Billy's house a lot. Each time we'd jack off at night in bed, then in the morning again. Billy had a birthday a few weeks before, he got a new TV for his room with a DVD player built into it. The next time I stayed over, Billy had a surprise for me. "I'm gonna be your favorite person in the world, wait until you see what I got."
"What is it?" I asked, "I wanna see... what is it?"
"I had to get something out of Jason's closet and I found this DVD... it's a porn!" he yelled out. Jason is Billy's 17 year old brother.
"OMG, that is soooooooo cool, but keep it down, your parents are gonna hear us," I told him.
"Damn Jimmy, this isn't your house. I'm not gonna go telling my parents, but it's not like I'd be dead like you though," Billy said.
I realized he was right, after all, his parents have beer in the house, something you'd never find at my house. So tonight, we were treated to big titted girls sucking off big dicked guys. They were all kinda older and the guys weren't all that good looking. One guy was actually kinda gross, his name was Ron Jeremy, but why am I looking at the guys, the girls are all hot!
Turns out, when Billy did some more digging, his brother, Jason, was like the king of porn, he had tons of them. Each week, Billy would sneak out a new one and we'd jerk off to it. We usually wouldn't last the whole movie, so we'd watch the rest in the morning pull our puds again. Billy was cool about all of it, there was a few more times he caught me checking out his huge cock, he'd just say, "it's cool bud, we're all curious about how hung other guys are, don't sweat it." This went on for a few months, but then things took a turn one weekend.
Normally, when we left school on Friday, Billy would ask me if I wanted to hang out that night and spend the night. I always said yeah. My parents didn't mind, they thought Billy was this really good guy. I don't know if he was that great of an actor or they were just that fucking stupid. But seriously, they saw me starting to come out of my nerd shell a little and they'd heard Billy was popular, so they put 2 and 2 together. Anyway, so as we're walking out, Billy says "oh hey, I got good news and bad news. Bad news, you can't spend the night tonight, my grandma is gonna be there and my mom wants it to be just family."
"Well what's the good news then?" I asked, kinda bummed.
Billy beamed out, "Dude, this so rocks! My grandma is coming because her and my parents are going to a wedding tomorrow night. So, I told them I didn't want to go and they agreed to let me stay home since Jason is gonna be here. Then I told Jason I get to stay home, he just said he didn't give a shit if I was home or not, he was going out to a party and to leave him alone. So, get your parents to let you stay tomorrow night and we'll have the whole house to ourselves... all night!"
I told Billy I'd go right home and ask my Mom, then call him and let him know. I practically ran all the way home from Billy's house. I walked in the door and there was my Mom looking at me like I was from outer space. "Did you forget what night it is?" she asked.
"I don't think so, why? What did I forget to do?" I asked her back.
She just laughed, "nothing honey. I'm just surprised to see you, it's Friday night, you usually spend the night at Billy's house is all."
"Ahh, yeah, his grandma is there tonight. He wants me to spend the night tomorrow night, is that ok Mom?" I pleaded.
"Well, we were going out to eat tomorrow night, but if you'd rather stay over with Billy, I guess that's ok. I just don't want to hear you whining that we went without you," she said.
"Thanks Mom, I won't... I promise," I said running past her to go call Billy. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and said, "love ya."
Billy's taught me how to suck up, she just laughed again and gave me a big smile, saying, "I love you too honey." I went and called Billy, telling him my Mom said it was cool for me to spend the night. He told me to get there around 2 or 3 in the afternoon. I figured it was going to be a late night with him, since there really wouldn't be anyone there telling us to go to bed, so I went to bed around 10:30 that night and slept in until 9:30 the next morning. I did some chores, took a shower, ate lunch and headed over to Billy's a little before 2.
When I knocked, Jason opened the door, looked at me and yelled out, "Billy, your bitch is here." He then turned back to me, giving me a smirk and motioned me in. I ran upstairs to Billy's room, where he was playing a video game.
"Why did he call me your bitch?" I asked Billy.
Billy just snickered and said, "he thinks you follow me around too much and do whatever I say." I thought about that for a few minutes, and decided maybe he was right, I do seem to follow Billy's lead a lot, but I'm not his bitch. He's just older and knows what to do. Jason left, telling us to not have anyone else over and not to trash the place.
We played video games for quite awhile and before we knew it, it was dark outside and it was 8pm. Billy put a couple frozen pizza's in the oven and we watched Lord of the Rings, then School of Rock. Around midnight, we decided to watch a better movie, before it got too late and we were too ired. We got up to Billy's bedroom and he had 3 porn's. I asked him, "aren't you afraid he might come home and find you took all these?"
"Nope, not at all, he caught me the other night. I was really afraid he'd be pissed, but he wasn't, he said just make damn sure our folks didn't find out about it. I fessed up and told him I had been taking them and we'd watched them on the weekends. He was cool with it and even gave me these and told me he thought we'd like them," Billy explained.
"Awesome, well let's put one in and get to watching it," I told him. He handed me one of the DVD's, I put it in the player, stripped down and we started watching it. After we started up the first one, we realized it was one we'd already watched, so Billy handed me another DVD. This one started off with this hot blond chick, she was nice and young. She had firm titties that weren't overly big, just the way I like them. The guy was younger than most guys in porn too. He had huge cock on him, it was bigger than Billy's even, much bigger than mine. He ate the girl's pussy for a bit, she gave him some head and then he started fucking her.
It was your typical porn plot (or lack of), but then something new happened. All of a sudden this other guy walks in on them fucking, he's blond too like the girl. He starts yelling, asking what the fuck is going on and shit. Turns out it's his wife and some friend of his that's fucking her. The guy fucking his wife is THE man, he only paused for a few seconds and then just kept on pumping into her. He looks right at the guy and says, "sorry buddy, but somebody's gotta take care of her, she needs a man's cock in her, not that little thing you got in your pants."
"What the fuck man," the husband says, "that's MY wife... we're buds!"
"Yes we are, that's why I thought I'd help you out and satisfy your lady here. She had posted an ad online for some cock. I recognized the pic and answered her ad. When I got here, she about shit but I talked her into taking it from someone who treat her right instead of some asshole she meets online. That first time was kinda hot too, wasn't it baby?" he said slapping her ass.
The girl just moaned. The husband got more pissed, "what do you mean, first time? How long has this been going on?"
"A couple weeks, she calls me at least every other day, she can't get enough of my big cock," he bragged. With that he pulled it out of the girl and said, "check it out man, I got almost 9 inches here, she said its twice as big as yours is."
"I'm not that small," the husband said. He just stood there and kinda stared at the guy's cock.
The guy fucking his wife just kept on pumping her hole, looking at the husband with a smirk. "Dude, I know you're that small, cause you're fucking hard just watching me fuck her and looking at my big stick. Maybe you'd like some of it too."
The girl looked up and laughed at her husband, "look how big he is honey, why don't you show him how big you are."
The friend looked at him and said, "yeah man, get undressed and join us. We can fill her at both ends." The husband just stood there in a trance, finally stripping down and walking over to in front of his wife. He was definitely hard before he even stripped off, all 5 inches. The guy walked over to his wife and stuck his boy size cock in her mouth. She started sucking it, but her husband was a quick cummer, so she pulled off his cock after a few minutes. He looked down at her and realized why she'd stopped. By this time, he was so turned on, he laid down and started making out with her. At this point, the friend pulled out and brought his cock up to the 2 pairs of kissing lips.
"Get that away from me man, I don't want your cock in my face," the husband shouted.
"Oh honey, you might as well, you've been eating his cum from my pussy for the last 2 weeks," the wife said. "Why don't you give it a little lick, that would be so hot to see, isn't it just huge? It's so much bigger than your little dickie"
The husband just laid there staring at the comparatively monster cock in his face. The friend added, "hey man, you keep staring at it. I don't mind dudes looking and touching, I'm totally cool with it, whatever feels good is cool with me."
The husband just sat there staring at it, slowly shaking his head no. The friend, on the other hand, kept looking down at his buddy and moved his cock closer and closer to his mouth. He rubbed the tip of his cock on his friend's lips, wetting it with his precum and the juices of the guys wife. He pulled back for a second and the husband subconciously licked his lips. Then he took advantage of the lips out and open mouth and brought his cock back to his buddies lips and stuck the tip of his cock into his mouth. The husband just moaned.
"OH FUCK," I yelled out. I was shooting my load all over the place. I don't think I've shot that much in my entire life.
Billy looked at me smiling, "Shit dude, that got you all turned on I guess. It usually takes us 2-3 scenes to shoot a load, and you just shot yours as soon as that guys cock went into the other dude's mouth. I think you kinda liked that."
I looked at Billy, I don't know what happened, he was kinda right I did shoot as soon as I saw it. I decided it would be best to make an excuse though,"No way Billy, I'm not gay, I just was primed up from what we saw earlier on the other movie and then the other guy fucking his wife."
"Whatever man, I see you checking out my cock all the time and then as soon as you see some fag shit in a movie, with one guy dominating over another guy, you fucking lose your load. I've never seen you shoot that much. Jason told me you were a fag, then when we started jerking off, I kept looking to see what you did. You looked at me more than the girls in the movie. Hell, that one time when we had the movie with just lesbo's in it, you just kept looking at my cock. Last week, Jason made another comment about you being a fag, I told him I thought he might be right. He got me this DVD and told me to watch you, to see how you acted. He had you pegged dude, you are a fagboy."
"I swear dude, I'm no fag. I just haven't jerked off for a few days. You're the one who said it was natural for me to be checking out other guy's cocks to compare, remember?" I asked him.
"Yeah, it's fucking natural to check out another guy's cock, but you've been checking mine out for months. It's not like it's going to change enough any given second to "check it out" for more than a few seconds a month. Don't get me wrong man, I could care a less that you're a fag, but man up about it and tell me what you want," Billy demanded.
"Really Billy, I don't want your cock man, I just was curious. It's a lot bigger than mine, I just keep hoping mine gets a big some day. I'm not a fag though, really," I told him, try to choke back some tears.
"You're right there man, mine is a lot bigger than yours. I thought yours would get bigger, but it hasn't yet. I think you're destined to have a little boy dick for the rest of your life, like that dude in the movie," Billy said. I started crying then. "Don't worry though man, we'll still be buds and you can check out my big monster cock whenever you want." With that, Billy kneeled up beside me and put his big cock just a few inches from my face. I turned away, but Billy said, "come on man, I'm giving you an up close and personal look at my big stick. Take a look at it, just look man." I turned over and looked up at Billy. He was smiling down at me and motioning with his eyes to look at it. He didn't look pissed or mean or anything, just telling me to take a look. I brought my eyes down to his big dick. I'm sure I stared at it like 2-3 minutes, I couldn't take my eyes off of it. All of a sudden, before I knew it, I couldn't see the head anymore, but I could feel it, rubbing along my lips. "Open up cocksucker, give him a little kiss."
I just laid there for a few minutes, it was like I was paralized, I couldn't move. Before I knew it, Billy had inserted his cockhead into my mouth and my tongue was bathing it. As soon as I realized what I was doing, I pulled off and asked him, "what the fuck gives man, I told you I'm not a cocksucker." I started crying again.
Billy laughed again, "quit being a baby about it and stop crying. You were just washing my cock with your tongue while it was in your mouth. By definition, you're a cocksucker, whether you like it or not. Now you've managed to get me all hot and bothered, if you don't want telling everyone at school you sucked my cock, you'd better do it and do it right NOW!" I could tell he was getting kinda pissed, this was the bully Billy, the one I don't normally have directed at me, just other kids.
"Oh Billy," I cried, "we're buds, don't make me do that. I just can't do it, please don't make me."
"I'm not making you do anything man," Billy said, "but if you don't want me to tell everyone at school you had my cock in your mouth giving him a tongue bath, then you'll do it. What's the big deal, you've already had my cock in your mouth for at least a minute, you've tasted it, it wasn't that bad now was it?"
"No, I guess not, but it's just not cool," I told him.
"Well, from this end it's way cool Jimmy. Now get to sucking, it won't be that bad I promise. Maybe by being this close to my cock, it will make yours bigger," Billy snickered. He was really have a good time laughing at me for this. I didn't want to, but I let him put the head back into my mouth. He pushed it in a bit and I started gagging, this just caused him to laugh more. "Don't worry bud, you'll get used to it. You're doing great, watch the teeth and we'll get along just fine. Keep going like that and we'll be done soon."
I just kept laying there, Billy pushing his cock into my mouth, in and out, in and out. He told me, "yeah just like that, but use your tongue man, keep that tongue going on my cock and I'll be there quick... fuck dude, you're a natural born cocksucker. You may not realize it yet, but nobody sucks cock this good that isn't meant to do it. Oh yeah man, fucking suck my cock buddy... keep going so I can shoot my load."
Then it hit me, he was going to cum soon. Where would he cum? Surely not in my mouth, I can't let him shoot his cum in my mouth, that would be horrible. I pulled off for a second and begged, "please don't cum in my mouth Billy, please dude."
"Huh? Oh yeah... un huh.. sure... I won't cu...." That was all he said, as he started shooting his load. Where at? Right into my mouth. He held my head right up against him and wouldn't let go. He's so much stronger, I really couldn't get away. "Fuck me, fuck... fuck... fuck... OH GOD this is soooooooo fucking awesome. Eat it my bitch, eat that load... I got me a fucking cocksucker... OH YEAH BABY!"
As soon as he let loose, I pulled off his cock, choking and spitting, trying to get his cum out of my mouth. "God dammit Billy, why did you have to do that? I begged you not to cum in my mouth, I begged you man."
"Yeah, you begged me man, but you're my cocksucker, my bitch now. That's what cocksuckers do Jimmy, they eat cum, they let guys shoot in their mouth and they eat it. Don't worry, you'll get used to the taste, soon you'll be begging me for it," he informed me.
Oh my god, I was freaking out, "what do you mean I'll get used to it, I'm not ever doing that again, so don't go thinking I'm your cocksucker or your bitch, cause I'm not. Fuck man, I wanna throw up as it is, the idea of doing that again makes me wanna die."
"Now don't go doing that man, it wasn't that bad. Like I said, you'll get to like it the more you try it. As far as not ever doing it again, we'll see about that Jimmy. I've been wanting to find me someone to suck me off whenever I want and now I've found him. You may not like it at first, but let's face it, you don't really have much choice. If you don't do it, we can't be friends anymore, I won't protect you anymore, in fact, I'll be your worst nightmare. Not to mention, I'll be sure to tell everyone you sucked my cock and ate my jizz."
"They won't believe you," I smarted off to him.
"Don't talk to me like that, I own you now bitch. And they will believe me, check it out," Billy said, holding up his cell phone to me. Unbeknownst to me, Billy had grabbed his cell phone and while holding my head half way down on his cock, he'd snapped a pic. You could tell it was me, you could tell there was a cock in my mouth. My eyes were closed and I didn't look like I was fighting it, so I knew nobody would believe me. I was fucked. "Now let's get some sleep, lesson 2 comes in the morning. If you wake up before me, I've always thought it would be hot to be woke up with a blowjob."
And that's how it all started. I'll get to why I cried myself to sleep on the couch that night, within the next few chapters.