Bi sub at the parking 9
I had to keep wearing the ring that kept my foreskin retracted on a daily basis now. The sensitivity of my cock head clearly is much less than before. It feels slightly different now while doing it for some time. As it was the first reason to do this to make me last longer and better control orgasms I have to admit after some time that works.
For that same purpose I got another exercise to perform to be able to indicate my level of being close better. I had to pick a day in the week that was suitable and be naked at least half of the day. Every hour I had to jerk off and indicate the level to myself with a numer from 1-10. Since the last part can be so quick and difficult to predict at this stage I had to stop at an 8 and wait for the next hour. I have had in the past for an online contact a similar task to jerk hourly to just not orgasming for 24 hours and found it very hard to keep up after some hours. But this was half a day a week to train me better to indicate where I was so thought it easier/better. Partially yes and partially no. Walking naked half the day during the week was getting used to, having the timer scream that it was time to calibrate my orgasm and start jerking off and giving it numbers made it a bit clinical. Having to stop while the buildup is just right there is the hardest. Sometime you have to trust the process and it did suit the purpose. I felt I could much easier over time to indicate the 80 % line. Did not make it much easier or less frustrating having to stop there though.
I had to practice this and get the right feeling for my position on the curve of orgasm closeness before we could meet again I was told. During all the practice i had to have a cock in mind. This was also a nasty trick I think, because my focus on cocks grew every time I was edging. Coupling sexual arousal and denial resulting in more arousal to the image of a cock. It worked. If I think sex I start out already thinking cockhead, precum, balls,etc. etc. pussy in that order.
With time and effort I could by now quiet well indicate my 80% point and also able to stop there how shitty it is.
That is when I got invited to show my achievements. With a racing heart I went to their address and rang the door. She opened the door and let me in the hall. "As you have trained yourself better to be naked you know the rule to be nude behind this point, so drop em all and enter the living".
I left all my clothes in the hall and continued where I had to take the legs apart and hands in the neck position to show myself of well. I was looked up and down by them both and felt rather uncomfortable by it. She took my low hanging balls in hand and massaged them hard while I was slowely getting harder. "Good boy" like it that way. I felt played with, naked and vulnerable. He opened his pants and took his hardening cock out while sitting on the couch in front of which I was standing. "look at that cock getting hard, you deserve it" she said while kneeding my balls further. "and remember at 80 % you give the warning". By then I could not help but to be hard as a rock, standing naked watching his cock hardening while my balls got taken care off. The fact of me surrendering to her kinks to use/train men and me getting deeper and deeper into the focus on his cock thrilled me. I was so focused on his cock that he now started to jerk of that I did not even notice she was slowly stroking my cock. "Watch what you crave and get to your first 80" than she started to faster stroke me. Soon I felt that point coming and had to give the warning. "I am close now". She stopped and let me stand there. "you came that close by looking at my man's cock. and smiled". I felt the more naked and caught as ever before just close to orgasming looking at another man's cock, while not allowed yet. But I was praised of doing so and having learned this stop moment, albeit frustrating.
I was ordered to kneel and he stepped in front of me, his cock straight in my face. I felt all kind of bells ring in my body and grasped it. Started to play with his balls. my mouth took his cockhead in and my tongue started to play with it. She in the meantime was circling her finger on the most sensitive part of my cock and warned to remember the 80 rule while getting my mind coupled more and more between sexual arousal and another man's cock. Mimicking what she did to me my tongue eagerly went over that sweet spot under his frenum and it paid of getting him rock hard in my mouth. He could not resist starting thrusting in my mouth over my tongue, not having the same restrictions as I had. By now my cock was drooling and she caught it for me to lick it up and clean, which I did before going back to his cock while she kept teasing me. I had to call in again the 80%. she stopped playing with my sweet spot and ordered me to let his cock go. Indirectly he was part of my limit. I sat there on the verge of orgasm with his stiff dick in my face, allowed to let the level drop. 30 sec later I had to continue pleasuring him, while being kept from further tease challenges myself. He soon found my mouth again started thrusting his cock over my tongue. Much easier to keep from getting to close like this my cock did still drool, which I was given to clean.
"I know you like your balls to be treated while servicing my man's cock" an she started to kneed my balls while I was sucking him and tried between his thrusts as good as I could to touch his sweet spot with my tongue.
I am having some rather low hanging balls, perfect for playing around with and she took the change. Holding them in one hand and giving slight slaps on them with the other. "you will get 50 to reach your 80% while sucking my man's cock". I did not believe that was going to get me there without any further stimulation, but man was I wrong... His cock was my full focus and loved it in my mouth, feeling slow soft slaps 1,2,3 on my balls. It hurt a bit but also got me back hard. 5,6,7 fine. then she increased speed and force (which was still enjoyable) . and it continued. at 30 I already thought I was close, totally focused on servicing his cock, at 40 I really had to count down to make it and not accidentally come. I managed, sucking his cock like there was nothing more important in the world at that moment and had to stop .....
Just gasping air I let go. "Look at the cock you crave" I did and could not believe how far down this road I went. At that moment she pushed my head down again on his cock and a finger up my ass. I sucked his cock for all I was worth and was directly up to the 80 limit when he shot his load in my mouth. Not really expecting that already and feeling rather slutty suddenly taking his load . His sperm shot suddenly in the back of my mouth. Knowing I had to take it all I let my mouth fill and the heard "keep it there for the taste". I kept his sperm in my mouth and had to show it to her being there. "stand up legs apart and show me the cum in your mouth, then you are free to jerk yourself off until orgasm". This was more humiliating that expected with them both looking at me jerking of with his cum in my mouth , but after all the 80% stops I could not help myself. Soon I was trembling all over and could hardly keep standing when my orgasm came up and I started to shoot ..... in a glass she by then had at hand. "sorry, you know no seed gets wasted here" and she emptied it in my mouth. "enjoy your and his taste". "lovely"
"I really love you taking all the cum released during your cock fetish as agreed. It will help you enforce your cock fetish. I think you are ready for your real surrender as cock lover, you'll have some practice coming your way....
End part 9
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