Brandon is loosely based the author's life. At the time of this writing, I am over twentyone. If you are under legal age, according to your state laws, if this literature is offensive to you or to anyone around your viewing area, or it is illegal for you to view such content, where you are reading it, stop. This story can not be distributed in any way, shape or form, I without the author's expressed written consent. If you prefer a story filled with sex, look elsewhere, it appears when appropriate within the context of the narrative. Thank you for reading it, hope you enjoyed the tale, and I invite comments, including constructive criticism.
Chapter 6: Signs
So I got to stay out of school the remaining two days of our first week. (Damn!') I will have to go back on Monday. Eric won't since he will not be going home until sometime next week.
(The thought of it always makes me sad, that I will have to be away from him for so long.)
However that hasn't stopped me from spending as much time with him as possible. Some really great moments that I will remember for the rest of my life. I still can't believe how much my life has changed in just one week (in a word, wow!).
I made some really great friends, discovering I have a twin brother and met my dad. Most of all is my boyfriend. (I still can't even believe I am saying it. "My boyfriend") I am afraid that I am going to wake up and all of this will have been a dream.
Sadly there hasn't been much alone time (Damn!) mainly because Dad has gone overboard taking me to the mall getting me new clothes and setting up my new room since mom and I are moving in with him and Lucas. It's insane mom and dad have paid a lot of money, to take me under dad's roof, it's all so much to take in. The best part is they love and support Eric and me. Lucas has become the brother I always wanted, he has been so helpful to me. Everything has just gone so fast for me. When I am not with my sweet boy, I literally feel like a part of me is missing. My room is amazing, I have a huge queen sized bed, dresser, and an entertainment center. Both are black and match the bed frame. With a flat screen TV, a new playstation 3. Plus a fully loaded computer.
Plus my mom's personal touch, a closet full of new clothes in different colors and styles. Our new home is comfortable enough, and large enough for all of us to have our own room.
I was hoping mom and dad would let Eric stay with me in my room, but that was never going to be a winning battle. (That sucked!) Just knowing he would be safe and under the same roof is all I needed.
In spite of everything that has happened to Eric, things have been wonderful between us. I decided last night, I want to be there this morning when Eric wakes up.
I made it just in time getting to his room he is still sleeping. I walk over to his bed, my sleeping prince has gone through hell yet he looks so peaceful. (Wait! my boy is smiling) I have seen it a lot since I gave him a sponge bath a couple days ago.
Just reflecting on that makes me smile, also made me laugh to think back on our first.... moment let's call it.
After staring at my sleeping boy, just then I get this thought in my head to wake him up with a kiss. (Hey it works in Disney movies right?)
I lean down and kiss my boys lips.
I looking at him while he stirs awake.
His eyes flutter open, he is looking right at me with his gorgeous eyes.
"Hello handsome, you now this is how I expect you to wake me up every morning."
He finishes with a smile.
My boy pushes my hair behind my ears staring into my eyes as I lean down and kiss him. His lips are so soft but I didn't get to enjoy it too much because his tongue charged into my mouth and our tongues danced. His tongue invasion lit a fire in my mind while his hand crept up my thigh and lit a fire in my lap.
"I love you," He declaring to me when our kiss is over. "I love you too, so what do you say we get some breakfast." "Bran that all depends on what kind of breakfast you want. When you woke me up with that kiss, it was not the only thing you woke up." My boy winked at me. Looking down at his crotch, I can see he is getting hard. I don't reply instead I lean in to kiss him. Moving our hands slowly up and down each others bodies as we kiss each other. Neither of us want to stop feeling the other we just can't get enough of each others body. Hell when you have a sexy boyfriend like I do, you love every second, every inch of his body. Neither of us cared about anything we just want each other. Eric broke the kiss as I start to kiss my way down his neck. His taste, his smell is intoxicating. Kissing my way down to his chest, spending time with each of his hard nipples sucking and nibbling, before licking, kissing my way down to his six-pack. Eric is only in a hospital gown and boxers. (Easy access for me) Eric moves his hands to my waistline, then slowly starts putting his hand down my pants. Once I got to my boys boxers, I feel around for the prize I am looking for. As I am doing this I can see his dick waking up. I haven't even touched him yet it rose all by itself. (It is like magic.) By the time I get his underwear to his thighs, Eric's dick is fully hard. "Bran are you sure, I don't want you to do anything you are not ready for." "What? I am hungry, I need my breakfast after all it is the most important meal of the day right?" Not letting anytime waste, grabbing my boys hard dick, I start to lick up and down his cock like a lollipop. (Yummy) as my tongue licks across the head of his cock, it sends shivers up his body. Right before I was about to put his dick in my mouth, Eric pulls me back to him. He has my pants unbuttoned and down to my thighs. With a little help, I jump off the bed, pull down my boxers then crawl back next to him. "Wait a second Bran I need my breakfast too." With that encouragement I simply changed positions so we got into a strange sixty nine position. Trying to be careful so I don't hurt him, both of us take each others dick in our mouth at the same time. Without warning each other what we are going to do. I remembered our first attempt, when I gave him his sponge bath, I damn near choked to death. With those images in my head instead of rushing, I ease into it. I started out slowly, but gradually gain speed. Eric starts going fast then slows down to enjoy the moment longer. We want to cum at the same time. I knew I was close to cumming that is how excited I am. He knew I was close too but he was not there yet. He slowed down to let me relax. I start going slower. We are both on the same page, I let his dick slip out of my mouth so I can play with his balls. On our first attempt I learned, that playing with his balls drives him crazy. I begin my assault by gently sucking on each of Eric's balls, I can hear his moans which is like music to my ears. Moaning with pleasure, while he is sucking on my dick. I love how this feels as much as I love having his dick in my mouth. Neither of us want to stop. Eric starts playing with my balls as he continues to suck on my dick. I was now moaning with pure desire. (Fuck! does this feel amazing!!) With the way Eric is working me, he is sending me to another world. We are both getting close, but we keep letting each other come down from our highs we are riding. Then get close to the edge enjoying our mutual orgasms. The taste of Eric's precum is delicious, I am now fully addicted to his cock. I love the smell, the taste, of my boys big cock (that is all mine!) Letting go my boy goes back to sucking my dick. He deep throats me almost makes me shoot right then and there. He starts going deep then keeps it there for a few seconds, He did this a couple times, driving me even more insane. The sounds of our moaning is the only thing we can hear, besides the machines in the room. We are both in rhythm, there was no way I could tell him, I am getting really close then all of a sudden Eric grabs my hair I took that as a sign. At the same time we both start shooting in each others mouth. Both of us swallow as fast and as much of each others cum we can, that is shooting our of our dicks. I didn't let one drop of his cum drip out of my mouth, as Eric swallowed all of mine. After we sucked each other dry, we let each others dick slip out of our mouth. I pull my pants and boxers back on, then lay back down next to him. He reaches over pulling me closer to him, Eric starts to kiss up then down my face. So perfectly content, I just lay there letting him have control of my body. "Now that is something to look forward to every morning." My hot boy states with a devilish grin. "Well I think we better both get cleaned up." "Good idea, of course you will have to help me." "Oh well twist my arm geesh!" I smile at him. With my help we walk to the shower. Neither of us say a word, so I quickly start washing his body, then his hair. After taking care of Eric I start to clean myself up. Eric however has another idea sitting on the bench in the shower. He pulls me to him and takes my dick in his mouth.
"Eric we are supposed to be getting cleaned up."
He does not reply instead he goes about his activity sucking me off. (This just feels to fucking good) he is sending me yet again to another world. I am in pure heaven as he deep throats my cock. His pace gets faster and I verbally warn him with a squeeze of my ass he pulls me in more and explode like a volcano for the second time this morning within minutes from my first.
'Fuck!!'
Then I clean myself off one more time. We get out of our shower, I dry myself off then return the favor my boy just treated me to. I drop to my knees I begin kissing and sucking on his hard cock.
I love how he tastes. I love having him in my mouth. I am getting a little better at deep throating him the more I do it. I take as much of him as I can before I get into a good rhythm, then all of a sudden his body starts to convulse then he erupts shooting really strong bursts of his cum I make sure to empty my boy of his love seed.
I take it all.
I stare into my very happy boys eyes.
"Damn Bran that was amazing, you felt so good."
"Hey, I aim to please, besides I have to keep you interested."
"Brandon my boy, even if we never had sex. I will always love you nothing will ever change that."
"I love you so much Eric."
My boyfriend and I embrace each other, then I help him back to his bed. We turn the TV on then just sit completely happy being with each other. Then my mom comes in.
"Good morning boys."
"Good morning mom." We both respond together.
"I just wanted to stop by and check on you, Eric everything seems to be working beautifully as long as everything continues the way it has, then you will be able to go home by Wednesday."
"It'll will be great to get out of this place."
"Also I scheduled for someone to come in and talk with you Eric. You have gone through so much it will do you a lot of good to talk to someone about it."
"I don't think I need it, but if you feel I need to then I will."
"Brandon have you eaten anything today?"
"Um, yeah mom, I did. I am actually really stuffed." When I said that it causes both of us to laugh. My mom looks at us like we have both gone crazy.
Once my mom checks over Eric, she leaves us neither of us say a word we are just perfectly happy being with each other. The other thing is we know each other so well now, that we already know what the other is thinking before we say anything.
We are just watching TV when Lucas comes in.
"Hey Bro, Eric, how are you?"
Lucas walks over to us, gives me a hug then shakes Eric's hand.
"We are doing really good." Eric responds speaking for both of us.
"Man Eric, it will be so great when you get back into the swing of things. Brandon might just start acting a little more human. I swear when he is home he is counting down the time till he can be with you. Please give my brother his life back."
That declaration gains a laugh from all three of us.
"So dude, what have I missed at school?" Eric asks curiously.
Just as Lucas is about to tell us, Jean walks in smiling from ear to ear she lights up any room she enters.
"Hey boys, how are ya.?
"We are all doing good." Eric responds.
"Good I can't wait till you all get to rejoin the living, Lucas has been back but the brat pack is missing its scarecrow and eagle."
"Well Lucas, was just about to tell us what we have been missing." My handsome boy speaks again for both of us.
"Um, questionm why is Brandon not talking, what does a cat got your tongue or something?"
"What? No. Of course I can talk."
"Ok let's see, On Wednesday I slapped around Kara a few times. I think something might be going on with Vynse he seems to always be disappearing. Strangely I have not gone out much with JJ, he has been too busy doing stuff I guess. Our newest additions of Aaron and Edward to the pack are fitting in perfectly.
Aaron keeps asking when are you coming back to school, you really had an effect on the boy Bran. The Jock has been acting a little strange not sure what it is or why but I will find out, Neil the Neanderthal keeps coming around thinking he ran you off and your just to scared to come back to school and face him. Paul; oh lets just say he has been rather M I A, which could be for any reason. So other then that you two have not really missed much.
Oh if you boys are worried about any rumors about what happened to you Eric, so far it's all been quiet, everyone just wants to know why you are missing school."
"Hey Eric would you please let go of my brothers hand, I think he might need it back looks like you are cutting of his circulation."
Lucas brings me out of my thoughts. I never realized Eric once again had my hand in his vice-like grip, the whole time Jean has been here. I know one thing something is wrong.
"Hey Eric handsome are you ok?"
"Um uh yeah."
He lets go of my hand after noticing what he has done.
"Hey could you two do me a favor?"
"Sure what's up? Jean asks.
"Take Brandon and spend some time with him, he has been hovering around this hospital the last four days. I am not going to break."
"But I want to be with you Eric, I didn't know I was bothering you." (I just can't get over this strange change in my boy.)
"Hey no sweat, we will go get something to eat the three of us, then you can have Brandon all to yourself before he has to go home and get ready for school tomorrow." Lucas speaks of his plan, right before Eric makes his suggestion.
"Actually no I don't need to see him again, he needs to get used to being without me for a little while."
"Eric what's wrong? You know I don't mind being here, I would not want to be anywhere else."
"Just go!! Now!!! I need time alone." For the first time in my life I was just yelled at by the one person I love most. I don't even know what is wrong or why but I know something is. Sadly I don't respond I am the first one to walk out and walk away from the love of my life.
Once Jean and Lucas join me outside of Eric's room, Lucas goes on to ask me.
"Bran what the hell was that about?"
"I don't know bro."
"When I got here everything looked great between you to."
"I know I don't get it things were great."
"I'm sorry Brandon, maybe it was something I said."
"I don't think so Jean, I have a feeling it's something more, I just have no clue as to what that is. I have never seen him like that."
"Yes you have Brandon, that day he tried to break up with you."
"Yeah I guess Jean, but even so there is no reason for it."
Once again things are just really up in the air, I don't know what is causing my sweet boy to literally throw me out. I know one thing I am not going anywhere until I find out.
'What the hell did I just do?'
I can't believe how I just acted toward the one person I love most in this world, I did not matter how he felt. Plus I was physically hurting his hand that is twice I have done that and not once has my boy stopped me. Maybe there really is something wrong with me.
While I am deep in thought my sweet boys father enters my room.
"Hello Eric where is your better half, I figured since he is going back to school tomorrow he would be glued to you."
"Um well sir, he left with Lucas and Jean to get something to eat."
"Oh I see I'm sure he will be back soon if I know my boy."
"Actually he might not be, I told him to go on home after but I kind of yelled at him to go home."
"Is everything ok Eric?"
"Sir I don't know, I really don't even know why I acted the way I did."
"Well we both know he will be back."
"I know but I think it might be better, if he just went home till I sorted this out. I yelled at him, I didn't care about how he would feel making things worse I was holding his hand so tight I know I hurt him."
"What?"
"I am so sorry sir, something is wrong with me I was hurting him and when I noticed I was I didn't let go, I think it's best he just go home so please if he comes back make him go home."
"Yes I will Eric, you have been through hell and suffered so much. I know Diana told me she has someone coming in tomorrow to talk with you, but I might be able to pull some strings and get him today."
After telling me he would be back, he left I was alone and I truly felt dead to the world. I hurt Brandon again. I can't hurt him any more then I have what the hell is wrong with me.
"Earth to Brandon." Lucas stated while waving his hand in front of my face.
"Um sorry what?"
"Are you ok? You have not said anything since we left Eric."
"Uh yeah I'm ok."
"No you're not bro, you can't lie to me."
"What I think your brother is trying to say is, talk to us you are not alone sweetie."
"I know I am not Jean, it's just I have not seen Eric act like he just did to me. He was so cold, so mean, that was not Eric the love of my life in that room."
"Brandon you have seen it."
"What do you mean Lucas?"
"That day Eric tried to push you away."
Then my mind went back to that day realizing Lucas is right, the look on Eric's face was the exact same as it was that terrible day he tore my heart out. The thing I don't understand is why?
Then in my mind I start wondering if I should go talk to him, then my mind kept asking questions like what if I go and make it worse, or what if I leave and he feels I abandoned him.
While in the midst of my mental tug of war, I decided I would go back and at least tell him goodbye if for nothing else. I know Eric has suffered so much I really wish I could get my hand on that bastard father of his. I don't know what I would do if had that chance.
Me, my dear friend Jean and my twin talk for almost another hour about nothing in particular just talk among friends. When all of a sudden not familiar faces come over and join us.
"Hey Aaron, Edward, it is really great to see you guys, what brings you here?"
"Hi Brandon, I came for my monthly check up." Aaron quietly states.
My two newest friends join us, I actually forget how I am feeling at this moment I felt really good having these guys in my life.
I face Aaron directly as I calmly ask. "What have you been up to my friend?"
He responds.
"Basically just school, things are ok right now."
"So Neil has left you alone."
"Yes after that day I haven't seen him, if I do he walks away."
I was just channel surfing, I keep thinking what is keeping Brandon. I know I kicked him out but I thought he would of been back by now, I can't get these thought out of my head.
So does he think now that I am out of the woods, he can just ignore me well fuck it.... I yelled as I threw the remote as hard as I could causing it to break.
His mom and dad return, followed by someone I have never seen before.
"Eric are you ok?"
"Yes"
"Ok Eric let me introduce you to a good friend of mine, Dr. Croft ."
"Hello Dr. Croft."
"Pleaser dear boy call me Peter."
After the introductions Brandon's rents leave us alone.
"So I am sure you know why I am here Eric, I am here to help you if you need to talk. I know you will after what you have been through."
"Actually; Peter is it? I really don't need any help other then getting out of here and on with my life."
"Eric that is where you are wrong, perhaps you feel well but I can assure you that you are not well. Whether you admit it or not you could not only harm yourself but those you care for and especially love."
"I would never hurt anyone you don't know me doctor."
"You know I have been told that very thing, more then a hundred times. By other youngsters like yourself who have been abused and suffered highly. The truth is in some case the abused become the abuser.
So, you my young friend need a lot of help, not only could you hurt friends but you could hurt your girlfriend or boyfriend. I don't want to butt heads with you Eric. I just want to talk I want to help you if you let me."
After a brief silence I sigh in defeat.
"Fine."
"So Eric why don't you tell me about yourself."
I took a minute then I let him know everything, I keep watching him he is hard to read. But there were a few times I could see the look of repulsion.
"Ok Eric let's take you out of the spot light, tell me about this boyfriend of yours, Brandon."
"Well I know it's a dumb cliche but it was literally love at first sight, even knowing I shouldn't once I talked to him I just had this truly magnetic pull to him, I have loved him since the first time I saw him.
That first night after school, the bastard found out because of that bitch Kara, so the next day I had to break up with Brandon. I hurt him so much that day I hated myself for it I still do, now ever since things have been really great."
"Let me stop you a moment Eric, it sounds to me Brandon is everything to you so don't you think that is reason enough to seek out help, for everything you have been through."
"Sir, Brandon is everything. He is my heart, so I will do everything I can to get help so I can live a good long life with my angel."
I think to myself, I will never allow myself to hurt Brandon ever again. I love him so much so I guess my actions were my sign that I need help, I will do whatever it takes so I can spend the rest of my life with the boy I love more then life itself.
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