Breaking of a Boy and the Training of a Bitch (The Story of How I came to be owned)
Chapter II - Back to the Beginning
(Thank you to all that have responded with positive comments about my story, and for encouraging me to continue to tell it. It helps me to overcome my fear and guilt about my lifestyle, to know that there are others who understand and desire the same things. Please let me know if you like the fact that I included our email exchanges or other thoughts or suggestions for style of writing. As always, I appreciate your comments and encouragement to continue if you want to know more.)
My name is Gene, and I am a boy in training to my Master Benjamin. This is our story.
Sunday November 19th
It seemed like just another Sunday. I was trying to finish my paper for school the next day. And as usual, was also trying to find ways to distract myself from actually writing it. I was feeling incredibly horny and decided to check out Craigslist to see who might be in the same mood. As usual, there were many many other men that were wanting to hookup.
One ad caught my attention. "Lean hung top needs some skilled, dedicated, non reciprocal head. Need to travel. Pix with response please."
Simple and to the point. I love lean guys, exclusive tops especially, since I am an extremely submissive bottom. The fact that he was looking for non-reciprocation showed me that he would be happy to find a good little cocksucker to crawl between his legs. I responded to the ad, not expecting much because Craigslist tends to be flaky and unreliable most times. This was going to prove to be the exception.
My response. "I can host in the castro and will service your cock while you lay back and enjoy. i'm very oral, submissive, masc. 37, 5'6" 150#, brn, blu, 7"c, hiv-/std free. love to be fed a nice dick."
Fairly immediately I received a reply back from the guy who placed the ad and we proceeded to have a series of email exchanges. He commented on how he liked my submissiveness and that he required long service from me.
Benjamin: i last forever, takes some dedication to get me off. i'm basically lookin to kick back and get serviced by a dude into big dick who knows what he is doing. i tend to get bit verbal, name calling etc. lemme know if that isn't cool with u
Gene: i love to be made to service for as long as it takes for you to get off. you can watch tv and just keep me between your legs. i'll do whatever you want. are you just looking for oral, or should i clean out my hole in case you want that too? i LOVE verbal guys, it makes me wet. i'm a nice sweet guy who just happens to like to be treated like a bitch sometimes.
Benjamin: clean out your hole. i only assfuck dudes i know, generally, but i def do like fingerplaying with a hot hole while getting sucked on. lookin forward to feelin that face hair on my balls. what's ur address? i want ya on mydick soon
Gene: yes sir, i will clean it so that you can finger it if you want. i want to have you rubbing my face in your crotch and make me sniff your balls, ass and pits.
Benjamin: cool hope ur down with some man smells.
Gene: i LOVE the way a man smells, so please come over sweaty. i want to have your scent on me for the rest of the day.
When Benjamin arrived, he was wearing a knit cap and looked extremely handsome. The moment he showed up at my door, as soon as I saw him, I felt drawn to him. All I was expecting was for him to come in, feed me his cock, cum and then go. Instead, we spent the rest of the day together.
As soon as I met him at my door and let him in, I felt a charge when our eyes met. Of course I found him sexy, tall, slim, scruffy with facial hair. I led him upstairs and I was so nervous I was shaking. Then it was all a blur. We didn't talk much initially, just small talk I think. He had me undress him and myself. He allowed me to get between his legs and unbutton his pants, smell his crotch. He made me take off his shirt, and I got to inhale his pits. And the scent coming off his body was intoxicating. I sucked and licked and smelled him with a hunger I'd not experienced. And that hunger has only increased over time.
As soon as I opened his pants, he was hard and wet. That first day, he kept my mouth on his cock for hours. And it wasn't too long after he had me get started on that, that he became focused on my ass. He had me position myself so that my face was impaled on his dick, but so that he could have a hand on my ass and a finger in my hole at all times. His fingers were in my ass constantly through the entire cocksucking session. He was as focused on opening up my hole as I was on worshipping his big cock.
And the entire time, he talked to me. Told me what a great cunt I had, called me a faggot and bitch, told me to suck on his cock, eat the dick, taste a man. And I went wild with every word that came from his mouth. His dominance seemed to compliment my submissiveness perfectly. Our levels were exactly on the opposite ends of the spectrum. I just felt automatically as if I was his and that I should do what he asked without question.
I served him like this for what seemed like hours. We didn't move from the couch I don't think, he just sat there and let me worship his cock while he explored my ass with as many fingers as he could fit in me at one time. We stopped long enough to go eat dinner, and I think that was when I realized I was meant to be his boy. When we walked to the restaurant down the street, he held my hand. And he hugged me when we were waiting to cross the street and kissed me. Once we were at the restaurant, he situated us so we could sit next to each other and he put his arms across my shoulders and pulled me against him. We had an easy conversation, getting to know each other a little better while enjoying the moments of silence as well. I could feel the energy flowing between us and it felt good and natural.
When we got back to my place, he wanted me to show him my toys and what dildos I had for him to use on me. I was shy and embarrassed to show him the fairly large and mostly unused supply of toys I had. I bought a lot of equipment over the years because I found it hot and hoped to use it one day, but most of it I had not had used on me with another person yet.
Almost immediately, he put me on the floor and fucked my ass deep with a 10" dildo I had. He made me get on the floor, face down, with my ass in the air and lubed up the dildo with Crisco. He worked my ass open with the dildo for quite awhile until he finally pulled it out and popped his own cock in my cunt briefly so that I could know what it felt like and crave it afterwards. Then he left, and I was hungry for more. If he had wanted to, he could have claimed me as his bitch that night, marked me with his piss and bred my hole with his seed and then collared me. As it was, he wore my underwear home and was going to wear them everyday until we saw each other again - which we had planned to do on Wednesday of that week. We both seemed to be extremely hot for each other, and he talked of training me and claiming me as his.
Because I was so excited to have met him, I sent him an email immediately.
Gene: Sir, thank you for using me today. i am looking forward to wednesday, so you can continue my training. i hope you wear my underwear everyday until then. and maybe bring a pair of your own dirty underwear to leave for me to sleep in at night. i would like to lay in bed tonight as i'm about to fall to sleep and remember everything you did to me today as i jerk off and cum if i'm allowed. i meant to also give you my cell so you can call your boy. if you are really meaning to own me, then you should have the ability to get a hold of me when you want, anytime you want. your sweet bitch
Benjamin: i imagine u've nut by now and are dead asleep, but if not, in retrospect i should have left my 'wifebeater' for you to inhale on as u jerk off. at any rate. yah. will sleep in ur briefs tonight and tomorrow, tomorrow night. lookin forward to it as well. enjoyed my day with u. sleep well little man. see u Wednesday. glad out of all the options, i picked you. bit of a no-brainer really but again, i'm very very happy with the option i went with. very. thank you for hosting me for so long, and for the admirable service. you've got real promise :)
Gene: Sir, your little man (i love that pet name by the way) hasn't cum yet, i wouldn't without your permission. i wish i could have your wifebeater to wear to bed, just that, my bare ass exposed and available to you but your shirt against my skin. i can't wait to get my underwear back afer you've lived in them for so many days. the idea of you sleeping in them has me hard. i am about to go crawl into bed and am very happy that you picked me. i realize you could have had any number of boys to suck on your cock Sir. maybe one of those boys will be lucky enough to serve you with me! hot - i've never done that and not sure how i'd feel about it in reality, but in fantasy it is sexy as hell. you with me at your feet, face on your dick while you read responses to your ad.
Benjamin: call me tuesday to firm up wednesday plans. u want me to come over and own ur hole for a coupla hours?
The next day.Monday November 20
Gene: i've struggled with accepting the submissive little bitch side of me for a long time, because i was afraid that no guy i'd want to date would want someone who was wanting to be used or owned like the way i've fantasized. could be very sexy, to be serving you and another dom, or you making me serve a boy that you are fucking with. i slept naked last night remembering the day with you. i didn't cum. i won't until you tell me you want me to. i showered this morning and cleaned off the dildo you fucked my hole with last night, and i kept reaching back and touching my boypussy. it is not sore today, although it definitely feels as if it were used hard. i'm wearing that red thong to work, and the strap will be rubbing against my hole all day and I'll probably be hard thinking of you stretching it. did you cum last night sir?
Benjamin: "Morning my sub, No I have not cum yet. I worked out a bit in your shorts last night, slept in them, and I'm sitting here now, more than half hard in your briefs, rubbing my dick and balls and remembering the look of your peach-of-an-arse perched up in the air with that dildo sticking out of it. I very much enjoyed doing that, and shoving my cock in you afterward for a few quick thrusts. You begging for more on the floor after I pulled out was very hot as well. I want to get you repeatedly turned on to the point where you mentally snap, and give yourself up to me and accept your role as my obedient, owned sex slave. And my parents think I don't have any goals in life. Pfffft. I'm pre-cumming now, sizable gooey spot forming now on the crotch of these briefs - poor thing, like ur ass, it is being stretched rather mercilessly right now by my hard dick and churning nuts. I'm horrible at denying myself pleasure, because really, why should I, and I have a difficult time keeping even my own hands off my dick, but my 'goal' is to not cum until I see you again, to save up a big fucking load for you. the thought of blowing a big load on your face, and making you look at it in the mirror as i continue to brutally play with ur hole, is a very sweet incentive. Do not cum. I want you very horny and unfulfilled for Wednesday. I want you so needy that you are on your knees the minute I get to your house, clawing at my pants, whimpering and begging for my dick. I'll likely push you on your back, sit on ur chest, and wave my hard dick right out of touching range of your tongue, and wipe the globs of pre off it onto my nips and into my pits, again, out of your reach, until you are begging so hard you are almost sobbing.
Gene: hello Sir, the fact that you would refer to me as your sub, has my whole body tingling and my hole twitching. after reading your email over and over now 3 times, i wish i could smell you in my underwear. now i'm at work, my boydick hard in my pants and leaking into the thong i'm wearing for you. i wish i could feel your hand reaching down the back of my pants now to move the strap aside and finger my hole - get it wet for you. it shouldn't be hard for you to keep me hot for you Sir, as you seem to know exactly how to work this boy. i want to accept my place as your property Sir, so that you can make your parents proud! your boy will not cum sir, until you decide i should be allowed to for your enjoyment. i should be there to take your cum whenever you decide you need to unload it, if that is what you want Sir. my purpose should be there for you to use when and how you want me. i want to be trained to slobber for your dick as soon as i see and smell you. my dick hard the instant i see you, like a good boy should be. i'm staring at your picture now Sir and need to go to the mensroom and wipe up my precum, eating it for you if i'm allowed. i'm hungry for more of you and your training. by the time wednesday comes around, i will be willing to do anything to be allowed to taste and smell you.
Benjamin: have your hole shaved n smooth by the time i arrive wednesday. i do wanna see ur cunt hairless. i'm bringing my jock over and you'll wear that and little to nothing else the whole time i'm there, unless i find something more appealing of yours for you to wear, but traditionally i get off on seeing my boy wearing my clothes, if you get cold, you come to me for warmth. also, you should buy a few of my favorite beers and keep em handy and cold in your fridge. even more than liking one every once in a while after or during a fuck, i enjoy moreso the visual of my boy bringing me one on command.
Tuesday November 21
Gene: good morning Sir, i understand your instructions for wednesday night and am excited to have them and happy to obey. do you understand what affect this had on me? you have me hard instantly. i will have my hole smooth and ready for you Sir. i want to wear your jock, your clothes around the house, out, to work, anytime i can. everything you say to me gets me hot Sir, the way you say it, what you say. i want to have you staring at me in your jock as i go to get you a beer - you having just been up my ass and deciding you were thirsty. making me get back to your cock after i hand you the beer and you take a drink while i offer my hole back to you and put my mouth on your cock.
Benjamin: Morning puppy, My balls are at fuckin critical mass my little man. Grrr. I can't fuckin concentrate. I can' t promise I won't ring you up tonight for a short servicing. Blue balls is bullshit and if you wanna be at my beck and call to work my tool when I need, then you need to be just that. Tomorrow. Running errands with a friend, should be done around 1:30 or so. I may have him drop me off at your house. You'll just have to undress me and maybe rub me for a short bit in your bed. I'll nap while you finish up work, then you can come crawl into bed as I sleep and wake me up with your hot little submissive sniffs, licks, and kisses. Then we can begin.
Gene: i will be home naked and doing my school work. i absolutely want to be your oncall boy, one that you can come by and use whenever and however you want. you won't get complaints from me Sir. i can't imagine wanting anything more than to be your good obedient boy, knowing that i am fully satisfying your needs, sexual or otherwise. i want to please you better than any other boy you could possibly ever find. train me and show me what is expected of me so that i can learn. in case you do decide you need your little puppy to lap at your crotch tonight Sir, i will get beer and shave my cunt for you tonight to be ready. as for tomorrow, i'll be home working all day and would love to have you show up and let me put you into bed for a nap until i'm done with work. that thought makes your boy even more excited to get home tonight. do you understand what affect you are having on this boy Sir? how badly i just want to be marked and owned and start my training to become your boy. And by the way Sir, my little boy balls are happy that you are controlling them. i definitely enjoy having you deciding when i should be allowed to cum, if i've earned it, mainly just when you decide you want to see your boy shoot his load for you - teach me to cum for you exactly how you want to see it - if you want to milk your boy, punish him and not allow him to cum, making me wait for a month and really get me going crazy for you.
Benjamin: I'm sure I could easily get you to the edge where you'd cum without touching yourself. Probably from you sitting on my lap, and making you so so slowly lower your hole down around my shaft. Going to love watching your eyes bug as I fill you up. Then when I'm ready, I grab your little hips and basically use your body to jack off my dick, with a few unexpected 'last inch' slams up into you. It'll be on one of those I'm guessing that you'll lose your boy load on my abs and chest. I hope you aren't one of those homos for whom getting fucked is painful after they cum, because I will still be inside you, holding you down on me, fucking up into you, until I'm done. Feel free to whimper into my neck and chest if it hurts, and of course begging for me to stop is hot too. Probably not terribly effective, but hot.
Gene: i want to feel you bare inside of me Sir, you making your boy sit on your lap and slide down on you. you looking into my eyes and telling me to keep going. stretching out your boy's hole around your thick cock. so hot for that Sir. i want to know how amazing it would feel to have you breed your boy's hole, to fuck me and leave yourself inside of me someday. i only want to be allowed to cum when you are inside me Sir, either your cock, your fingers, or something you have chosen to fill up your boy. teach me that i only cum for you. and as long as you let me hold on to you and moan and whimper against you, you can do whatever you want with me - before or after i cum. i'll probably beg you to stop after you've made me cum, but just hold on to me, and stop only when you are ready to. i can be trained to do anything. just cuddle me after please sir and tell me i'm a good boy.
Benjamin: I'm not expecting a shaved hole tonight but exceeding my expectations is probably a good idea. I'm more concerned about getting head sooner rather than later. Call me when you get home and get this and let me know what time you can be ready to service me.
Gene: Sir, your little puppy is hungry for your bone. i have had a hard time concentrating all night because all i can think about is what you might do to me tomorrow and the fact that i'll get to see you and know that you'll be napping in my bed waiting for your boy to come and wake you up by sniffing at your ballscent. i will shave my hole for you first thing in the morning and will answer the door when you arrive wearing whatever you want or nothing at all.
Wednesday November 22
Gene: good morning Sir, your boy is anxious to see you today. i woke up with you on my mind and wishing i could have had you laying next to me, so that i might have been able to crawl between your legs and wake you gently with your puppy lapping the sweat off your balls. i definitely would have rubbed my face in your crotch and pubes to get your scent on me immediately. i showered this morning and cleaned out my hole thoroughly. then i shaved my cunt smooth for you. i can't wait for you to show up to let your little bitch make you feel good and show you my hole for you to inspect. i think you should just never let me cum, to keep me this hungry for you always. although even if i did get to cum, i'd still be eager to obey you and please you. i can't remember the last time i felt this hungry for anyone.
Chapter 3 - Our next meeting