I hope everyone enjoys this latest chapter of Brent's Struggle. A note to the readers of Devyn's Struggle the events in these first few chapters of Brent's Struggle are taking place during those months that Devyn spent with Tom. Thanks again for reading and I look forward to hearing your comments. Please e-mail me at keith.96@att.net.
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Brent's Struggle Chapter 2
Brent watched the sun rising thru his window. The warm purple and pinks were changing to an inviting blue. It was going to be another amazing day. The time was passing so fast. He did not want this vacation to end. It was the happiest he had been in months. He had been spending as much time as he could with Cody. He enjoyed every minute they spent together. Cody had turned out to be a great teacher and an all around great guy.
"He is so much like Devyn," Brent thought as he watched the sun climb slowly higher. He had been sleeping a little better here but he must still be on Eastern Time or something. He kept waking up before the sun was up. The sky would still be midnight blue. This morning he had been pulled from a very vivid dream of him and Devyn. Brent closed his eyes wanting to experience those feelings again. In the dream there had been no pain of Devyn leaving him. There had only been their happiness.
"Isn't this place awesome," Devyn said as they hiked up the deserted trail.
"It is great," Brent said. "The best part is being here with you." Grabbing Devyn's hand Brent moved up beside the other boy. He looked into those warm eyes. He smiled and felt at peace.
"I feel the same," Devyn said.
Reaching out To Devyn he pushed back the soft brown hair that fell over Devyn's eyes. Leaning forward a bit, he placed his lips on Devyn's. He felt the warmth of the other boy's skin. Brent felt Devyn's arms moving around him and Brent returned the embrace. Devyn's hands were sliding up and down his back. They were touching his butt and Brent loved it. He could stay embraced like this forever.
Breaking the kiss Devyn looked into Brent's electric blue eyes. "You make me so happy."
"Me too," Brent said.
Brent soon found himself on the grass covered ground. Devyn was on top of him kissing him passionately. Brent's arms were around Devyn holding him tight. "Oh Devyn," Brent moaned as he felt their two erect cocks pressing against each other. It wasn't until that moment that Brent realized they were both totally naked. "I love you," Devyn whispered into his ear. Then the sexy teen began kissing Brent's neck and then his shoulder.
Brent's hands caressed Devyn's tan skin. He was sliding them up and down Devyn's back and down to Devyn's smooth little round butt. He felt his fingers lightly exploring Devyn's butt crack. "I love you too," Brent said.
Devyn's mouth was moving lower. He was on Brent's chest now kissing each of Brent's pectoral muscles and then taking Brent's pink nipples into his mouth. He sucked and licked those erect nubs.
"Oh Devyn," Brent moaned again.
Devyn slid lower licking across Brent's flat belly. He paused to tease Brent's little belly button with his tongue and then kissed down to the soft patch of light blonde curls that surrounded Brent's erect and throbbing cock.
Devyn's warm breath caressed Brent's teenage erection. The piss slit and head covered with a shiny fluid as the boy licked the shaft avoiding touching the head. Kissing and licking Brent's almost smooth balls caused more pre-cum to flow from the teenage cock. It started running down the shaft and collecting in Brent's blonde thatch.
Brent tangled his fingers in Devyn's thick head of hair. His fingers encouraging the other teen back up to lick the shaft of his cock. He guided Devyn to the head and felt the lips kiss him. He then felt them part and the warm wet tongue lick his sensitive head. He felt that tongue licking up the pre cum and then the lips surrounding his sensitive head. He felt Devyn taking him in. He felt his cock sliding into Devyn's warm mouth. He felt it and he thrust forward forcing his cock in deeper. He held onto Devyn's head and he felt Devyn willingly taking him. Devyn was taking every inch of his teenage cock and swallowing it down into his throat.
Devyn moaned around that teenage erection as he was drinking in the fluid and swallowing it down. He sucked up and down on Brent he swirled his tongue around the sensitive cock head. And felt more pre cum oozing out of it. He rubbed Brent's cum filled balls. He wanted that load that was building in there. He wanted Brent to cum right in his mouth.
"Oh Devyn," Brent groaned "I'm going to cum." Brent could not stop himself. He wanted to make this last forever but he could not control himself. His balls pulled up tight to his body. His cock expanded slightly inside his friends sucking mouth. Then the wave of sexual pleasure enveloped him and he began shooting into Devyn's mouth. Jet after jet of hot cum was shooting from his cock and into Devyn's hungry mouth. Brent held onto Devyn as he was emptying his nut juice into the other boy's mouth. He threw his head back on the cool grass moaning in pure pleasure.
The wave of ecstasy went thru Brent and he felt Devyn slurp up the last of his young load. He Felt Devyn let his softening member slip from his lips. Then he was feeling Devyn kissing his cock one last time. Brent looked down and into the brown eyes. It wasn't Devyn. It was Cody looking back at him.
Brent woke up panting. He was covered in a layer of sweat. His heart was racing. He took several breaths trying to calm down. "It had just been a dream," he told himself. "I was only dreaming."
Brent got out of bed. He picked up a bottle of water that he placed on the night stand before going to sleep. He took a long drink and looked at the clock. It was still early. The sun was up but he hadn't missed breakfast or his plans with Cody.
Brent sat the bottle back down and it was then he realized his underwear were wet. He reached down. He recognized the smell and texture. "Crap," he thought. He had climaxed during that dream. "Did I jerk off in my sleep?" he wondered.
Brent grabbed his bathrobe and went to the bathroom. His parents were still asleep. He stripped and took a quick shower. He let the water wash his nocturnal ejaculation down the drain. By the time he finished cleaning up his parents were ready to go get breakfast.
"How did you sleep honey?" his mom asked while they were eating.
"Good," Brent answered. "I think I am still on home time. I wake up early every morning."
"Me too," Richard said. "I am so happy that I am not at home and can sleep for several more hours that I do not find it hard to fall back to sleep."
"I think part of it is, that I am so excited to be here," Brent said.
They finished their breakfast and took a leisurely stroll back to their hotel. "What are you plans?" his mom asked as they were walking back.
"Oh," Brent said. "I have another lesson with Cody. He says I'm getting good at surfing. He's going to show me this other place on the island. I've been helping him with the equipment and stuff so he feels he owes me or something. Then I'll probably browse thru the mall. I'd like to get some souvenirs to take back home."
"Sounds so good," Linda said.
"I'm glad you are enjoying the surfing lessons," Richard said. "I thought they were expensive but you definitely seem to be getting your money's worth from the instructor."
"Yeah," Brent said. "Thanks again for letting me have them. It has been awesome. The kids at school will be so jealous."
They had reached their hotel suite by now. Linda sat down on the couch. "When are you going to meet the instructor?"
"Soon," Brent said. "I just want to change into some more comfortable shoes and grab my bag and then I'm off."
Brent hurriedly got ready. He did not want to keep Cody waiting. He enjoyed spending every minute he could with the surfing guy.
"He seems so much different," Linda told her husband as they watch Brent rush out of the suite. "He has some of his old sparkle back in his eyes."
"I am glad the trip helped him get over his depression," Richard said. "I just hope he doesn't make some of the same mistakes."
"He is happy," Linda said. "At least as happy as I have seen him in months."
"We do not know anything about this boy he is spending all of this time with," Richard said.
"He works for the hotel teaching surfing," Linda said. "I am sure he is a decent man. Let him have friends. He needs them. He needs to have some fun."
"I just don't want him being manipulated again," Richard said. "I don't want him to end up in the same situation as he did with that Roberts boy."
"He was happy with Devyn," Linda said. "He seems happy now."
"We cannot have that," Richard said his voice filled with determination and conviction. "I won't have it. Our son will not be like that Roberts's kid."
"I want our son to be happy," Linda said. "He seems happy and we are only here for a few more days. Nothing lasting can happen here. Let him be." Linda's words were just a determined as her husband's.
"I'm going for a walk," Richard said and left the hotel suite.
Linda was concerned about her son. She had seen how happy he had been when he was spending time with Devyn. He had been a totally different boy from the one she had seen the past few months. Part of that boy had returned since they had gone on this vacation. She wanted that boy to stay.
"Hey bud," Cody greeted as Brent slid into Cody's van.
"Hi," Brent said. He leaned across the center consul and gave Cody a brief kiss. As his lips touched Cody's, he once again heard Dr. Wilson telling him he was engaging in something wrong and unnatural. "This boy is trying to turn you into a pervert. He is going to ruin your moral center." Her words went thru his mind but he pushed them down. The warmness of Cody's lips and the warm hand on the back of his neck were enough to force the words from his mind.
"I like how you say hello," Cody said his lips in a sensual smile.
Brent could not stop himself. He liked this guy. He was enjoying himself with this man. He felt more like himself than he had in months. As Cody begins to pull away from the hotel Brent asks, "What hidden treasure of the island are you going to show me today?"
"Well, since this is one of our last days together," Cody answers as he maneuvers the van thru the traffic. "I thought I would take you to one of my favorite places. It is a bit of a hike so I hope you remembered to bring your hiking shoes."
"I did," Brent said. "You said I would need them today."
"I like a guy that listens," Cody said and grinned.
Brent enjoyed every moment with Cody. He liked watching the tan legs as he followed Cody up the hiking trail. He liked how the man's butt flexed inside the tight shorts as they climbed higher and higher. The views from the top were amazing. He sat on a bolder looking out over the ocean and the amazing view. He leaned against Cody and felt the man's strong arm slide around him. Brent turned and their lips found each other and they kissed again.
"Part of me wants to just stay here forever," Brent said. "I could get use to this place."
"I would not mind if you stayed," Cody said. "But you might get board after a while."
"I don't think so," Brent said. "It is so easy here with you. Everything feels...I don't know how to describe it. I feel lighter here. I feel comfortable."
"Part of that is being on vacation," Cody said. "Real life starts when the vacation ends."
"I do not want to go back to real life," Brent said.
"I wish we had more time together," Cody said. "I want to show you so much more of the islands. There are so many different things to see here."
"I know," Brent said. "I wish I could just stay."
The two headed back down the trail. "You know I knew that first morning that you were going to be trouble," Cody told Brent.
"Trouble?" Brent asked.
"I knew that I was to drawn to you," Cody said.
"You mean you do not treat all of your students this way?" Brent asked smiling.
"No," Cody said. "I have never done this before. I mean get involved like this with a student. It never makes sense to get attached as most of the students are here for such a short time. Most of them just want to say they went surfing."
"So I am special then," Brent said.
The two had stopped and stepped off of the trail to look down over the side of the cliff. Cody pulled Brent against him. He kissed the younger guy. "You are very special. I cannot believe you do not have a dozen guys at home lined up to date you. I do not understand why you do not have a boy friend."
"I did have one," Brent said. "His name was Devyn."
"Oh and what happened with him?" Cody asked.
"Um, it got really complicated," Brent said. "I know I have mentioned him a little before..."Brent looked into Cody's warm brown eyes. He saw acceptance there he saw understanding in those chocolate pools.
"It is alright if you want to talk about him," Cody said and brushed a soft caress across Brent's cheek.
"We started out as good friends," Brent began looking out over the vista. "We became best friends and then we became, um, boyfriends." Brent's voice dropped a few decibels on the word "boyfriends".
"It isn't a bad word," Cody said.
"Our parents didn't really approve of us," Brent said. "They broke us up and now Devyn is gone. He took off and I haven't seen him for weeks."
"What a jerk," Cody thought. "To just take off and leave this sweet guy." Out loud he said, "Maybe one day your paths will cross again. I can see it still hurts."
"It does," Brent said a little bit of hope at having someone understand. "I miss him. I wish we could have done things differently."
Cody pulled Brent against him. He did not care about the other hikers on the trail seeing them. He wanted to comfort his friend. He felt Brent's soft blonde hair against his cheek as Brent rested his head on Cody's shoulder.
Brent felt safe in Cody's embrace. He felt like time had stopped. He could almost feel Devyn holding him. He could remember Devyn's arms around him. He could remember the feeling of Devyn's touch. He could hear that gentle chuckle in his mind. He held onto Cody as if he was trying to hold onto the feelings he and Devyn shared. He held him tight and he held those emotions in his heart.
Cody saw movement out of the corner of his eye. He looked in the direction of the trail and saw a man watching them. The man seemed to be asking a question with his eyes. Cody guessed he knew enough to not break the spell so he gave the man thumbs up to let him know everything was alright. The man nodded and went on his way.
"Are you alright?" Cody asked moving so he could look into Brent's blue eyes.
"He is gone," Brent said. His voice betrayed his sadness. His eyes revealed the hurt there. "I just have to accept that somehow."
Again Cody thought that this guy was such a jerk. How could a guy just take off and leave a sweet guy like Brent. Brent is this warm and caring person that deserved better than that. This Devyn must be a real jerk. "I am sorry he hurt you," Cody said.
"Me too," Brent said. "I wished things could have been different. I wish..." Brent wished he had been stronger. He wished he had been able to stand up for himself the way Devyn had. There was a part of him that wished he had gone with Devyn that morning he had shown up at the house. Brent had replayed that day in his head. He knew he had treated Devyn like shit. If he had just thrown his arms around Devyn things might have been different. If he had given into his feelings for the boy he might be with him right now. He wondered where Devyn was. He wondered what he was doing right now. Was he happy? Was he safe? Brent hoped so.
His words trailed off and Cody pulled him in tighter. He held him there in his arms for long minutes. Brent could almost feel Devyn's arms around him. Many of the phrases Cody used sounded like something Devyn would say. There were times that Brent would almost see Devyn in Cody. He was starting to get the feelings for Devyn and those for Cody messed up in his head. Brent heard voices as other hikers grew closer to their spot. He tensed up hearing Dr. Wilson's voice in his head. He heard her disapproving tone at his actions. He heard her lecture about how what he and Cody were doing were not normal male actions. He heard it and he tried pushing it away. He held Cody for another second and then he pulled away. "I, um, thanks for being so understanding," Brent said.
Cody tried not to show his hurt at Brent pulling away so abruptly. He understood that Brent was still healing from the hurt that Devyn had caused him. "I would like to give this Devyn a piece of my mind," Cody thought. "And maybe a good kick in the ass." "We should get back," Cody said.
The hike down the trail was long but Brent enjoyed just talking to Cody and being with the man. Cody was pointing out different native plants and telling Brent the names. Brent would never remember them all but he would never forget how good he felt with Cody.
As they reached the bottom of the trail Cody slid his arm around Brent. "I hope you had fun and it wasn't two emotional up there."
"It wasn't," Brent said.
"You two make a nice looking couple," the man that had seen them on the trail said.
Brent felt his face blush. He knew he was getting redder. He felt Cody pull him tight to him. "I think we do," Cody said.
"Take care of him," the man said. "I think he's a keeper."
"Do you know him?" Brent asked as the man slid into his own car.
"Never seen him before," Cody said. "But what a hot guy."
Brent had to agree with that. The man was at least six foot 2, and deep green eyes and red hair. His face and body looked as if it had been carved by a master sculptor.
Did you see how he filled out those pants?" Cody asked.
"Do you mean in the front or the back?" Brent asked and blushed again.
"Yes," Cody said and grinned. "Damn but you are cute when you blush."
Reaching Cody's van Brent said, "Today has been great.
"It has been for me too," Cody said. He reached over and slid his hand up Brent's bare arm. He felt the heat of Brent's skin and the smooth skin as his fingers traveled up to the boy's shoulder. "I know you have more things to do with your Dad and Mom but I would like to see you a little more before you leave."
The two of them climbed into the van. Cody pulled out of the parking spot and drove back towards Brent's hotel.
"I would like spending more time with you," Brent said. "My Mom and I are doing the history thing tomorrow going to the Arizona. I don't think I'll be able to get away."
Cody pulled into the hotel parking area. He turned off the van and looked over at the blue eyed, blonde haired boy that had gotten under his skin. "I think you will enjoy it," Cody said. "It is definitely worth going there. There is something different about being there on that ground. I cannot put it into words. There is an imprint of emotions there. You cannot experience anywhere else."
"Devyn would have really enjoyed it," Brent said. "He...I'm sorry to talk about him again."
"He was a big part of your life," Cody said. "It is natural to talk about him. I think you need to talk to him though. It seems like you have some unresolved feelings where he is concerned."
"Maybe," Brent said. "I had better get going. My parents will want to go get dinner."
"No problem," Cody said. "I'll walk in with you. I need to pick up my check from the hotel."
They slid from Cody's van and made their way thru the lobby. "Thanks again," Brent said. "I mean for everything." Brent had found a true friend in Cody. He knew that. He really liked this guy. He wasn't sure if it was because the guy reminded him of Devyn or because Cody was just a good guy. He had understood when Brent had talked about Devyn. It was as if Cody had been thru it. Maybe that was it, Brent wondered, it is because I have a connection with Cody like I had with Devyn.
"You have my number," Cody said. "If you can get away tomorrow, just give me a call."
"I'll try," Brent said. "I want to but I'm not sure exactly what my parents have planned after the tour."
"Maybe you will," Cody said. "If you do, just call me." He then took Brent by the hand and pulled him past the elevators into the hall that led to employee offices. "It has been a great week with you."
"It has," Brent agreed.
"Here is something to remember me by," Cody says while pulling Brent into him for a long hard kiss. Their arms were wrapped around each other and their lips were locked together. Cody's hand rested on Brent's firm young but. He could feel the heat of the teenager thru the thin fabric of the boy's shorts. He could also feel the hardness of the teenager's rod pressing against him. "I won't forget you."
For a minute Brent was feeling Devyn's arms around him. He was feeling Devyn's lips on his. But it wasn't Devyn and he knew that. Somewhere inside he knew it was Cody. He just didn't know what he felt for Cody and what his feelings for Devyn were. He gave into the feelings and returned Cody's kiss. Sliding his arms around the hard body of the Surfing instructor Brent gave into the moment. He felt the heat of the tan skin thru the thin fabric of the shirt. He felt the strong hands on his back and then down on his butt. "I couldn't forget you," Brent said.
"I hope we can see each other before you leave," Cody said.
"Me to," Brent said.
"I had better get my check from the office before it closes," Cody said. He reluctantly released Brent and went into the office.
Brent turned to go back to the elevators and that was when he saw his Dad standing there at the end of the hall. Brent did not know what to say. He knew from the look on Richard's face that the man had seen them. Had he heard them? How much did he know? How much did he think he knew?
Brent looked at the floor as he headed towards his Dad. He could not meet those eyes. He could not say a word to him.
"You disgust me," Richard said his voice barely a whisper as Brent passed him.
"Dad I," Brent began but was cut off by Richard.
"Do not say a word," Richard said. "I do not want to hear it."
The silence in the elevator was so loud that Brent thought it almost hurt his ears. They went thru the door into the suite. Brent kept his eyes on the floor. He knew he was a disappointment to his dad.
"Hi honey," his Mom greeted. "How was your day?"
"Yes," Richard said. "Tell your Mom how your Day was."
"Um, fine," Brent muttered.
"Oh go on and tell her," Richard said. "Tell her what a disgusting boy you are. Tell her how sick you really are."
"What are you talking about?" Linda asked.
"He was downstairs with that man," Richard said. "He was letting that Man touch him and hug him."
"What Man?" Linda asked.
"That beach bum he has been hanging out with," Richard said. "I saw them. I saw them right there in the middle of the hallway. They were...they were..." Richard could not bring himself to say what Brent and Cody were doing.
"Brent?" Linda asked turning to her son.
"He, um, he, we, um, we were just, um saying bye."
"Have you ever heard of a handshake?" Richard said. "You let him touch you and, and hold you."
"Um, I, um," Brent stammered. "Guys are different here Dad. They just don't have the same, um, boundaries. Um, he's just a cool guy."
"Just go to your room," Richard said. "Just go into there. I cannot look at you right now."
Richard!" Linda snapped.
"It was revolting," Richard said. "You would agree if you had seen it."
"It was really nothing," Brent said. "I, um, was surprised too. I think he is just raised differently."
"Just go," Richard said again.
Brent hurried into his room of the suite. He closed the door. He dropped down on the bed. It was just like with Devyn all over again. He thought he might throw-up.
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