Author's note: hello every one This will be my last installment of this story. The reason is my internet connection has be cut off by my mom when she found out I was gay and had a boyfriend. I am using a friends internet connection to send this. He will be moving soon so I will lose that. I do have the ability to get on the net at the public library so I can check e-mail .I will no longer be able to send attachments. You can contact me at wesleym2@yahoo.com.
Legal Stuff: This a fiction story this does not imply that any one of the Backstreet Boys or NSYNC are gay or bi. If you are not old enough to read adult things then leave or if you are uncomfortable with homosexuality then leave. Otherwise enjoy.
The trip home was tiring. We knew that as soon as we got there we would have many plans to finalize. When we pulled up in the driveway I was asleep. Which was good since the bitch was there. This made Brian furious, he got out of the car and came to my side and got me out of the car. When he picked me up I just clung to him, he smiled at me and gave me a small kiss on the forehead. Leigh Ann was standing in the doorway with the door open. The look on her face was that of a viper ready to strike at the one who had disturbed its rest. Brian forced her to move out of the way with a look. She knew she had had it. Brian climbed the stair way to our room and laid me down on the bed. I snuggled up to a pillow and continued to sleep. Brian walked out of the room and closed the door. He then went down stairs to see what she wanted.
"What do you want Leigh Ann?"
"Oh just the usual, you and me to be together, and you dump that piece of shit Mark."
"Now why would I do that?"
"Well because if you don't then who world will know what you are."
"Oh so you are saying that if I don't leave my fiance you will try to ruin my career."
"Yep, I don't care if you are out of a job. The way I see it is if I can't have you then no one will." What neither on of them had noticed was that I was on the stairs listening to them. "I have the papers here for you to sign showing that you agree to be my boyfriend and I will soon be your wife, or" she changed hands holding a video tape, "I will send this to the media showing you and Mark fucking and kissing and other stuff." With that I walked into the room. Leigh Ann saw me first.
"Brian, I don't care about your money, your success, or anything like that. What I care about is you. If you were just a man off the street working in the grocery store I would still love you. When I feel in love with you I fell for you and only you." I had tears falling down my face from being happy and from love. Brian realized what I had said and a smile formed on his face.
"You mean that if she told the world I was gay you would still be with me." I shook my head yes. This made Leigh Ann furious.
"You will pay for this, I swear it you will." She said as she came up to me. She pulled her fist back and before me or Brian could stop her she hit me in the chest. On impact I fell over and blood was come out of me, and Leigh Ann had blood on her fist. By now the other guys were walking in and saw what had happened. Kevin ran to me on the stairs and ripped open my shirt. She had busted open the incision on my chest. Brian was next to me cradling my head in his lap. Leigh Ann was scared stiff and sitting on the floor just staring at her fist. Howie had called for an ambulance. Nick trying to get Brian to calm down. A.J. had gotten a clean cloth and gave it to Kevin to put on my chest to help with the bleeding. Before the Ambulance arrived the police arrived. Leigh Ann was arrested, and taken away. In the excitement she had left her things on the floor. Once the ambulance was there they loaded me up and took me to the emergency room. Brian was allowed to ride with me, Kevin and the others followed in their cars.
Four hours later
Brian was in the waiting room just out side of the or. He was crying, Kevin held him. Nick had grabbed some clean clothes for Brian but Brian refused to change. The clothes he had on were bloody. The Dr. came out and Brian looked up. The Dr. had a smile on his face.
"Mr. Littrell Mark is just fine the stitches on his heart were not damaged just the out side. Once he is awake and all he can go home but no stress or pressure is very important." The Dr. told him some more instructions for me to follow and when he was done Brian followed me to a room where I was to stay until I woke up. Kevin also waited in the room. He comforted Brian the best he could. He also was trying to get Brian to change clothes.
"Brian listen to me please change out of those clothes, you don't want Mark to wake up and see you like that." After that Brian gave up and grabbed the clothes and went to the restroom to change. When he come out he handed the bloody clothes to Kevin and he put them in a plastic bag. Brian had just got back to my side when I woke up from the anesthesia.
"Hey Brian, I guess everything turned out okay didn't it?" He smiled and replied.
"Yes hun it did." The Dr. came by and told us we could go home in a few hours, He told me that I mustn't be doing any thing that could cause me to return. I promised I would and he left, not before he handed Kevin the papers for my discharge.
It was 8:00pm when we got home. Brian refused to let me walk saying `I don't want you working yourself too hard.' And then he gave me a look that told me mot to argue. The next few weeks went by pretty good, I had gotten my strength back and I wanted to go for a walk on the Beach.
"Brian, would mind if we took a walk on the beach?" At the mention of that his eyes lit up with excitement. It was still fall but it wasn't too cold. We got in the car and we drove to the beach. Brian found a spot that seemed pretty deserted. We got out of the car and he locked it. We first just found a spot fairly close to the car and I took off my shoes. Brian did that as well. We were now barefoot and our shirts were open, showing our chest and abs. I turned to Brian and kissed him. We then headed for the line where the water would wash up on the beach. The sun was just starting to go down, and we were holding hands. There was no need for words to be spoken. Our love was all that mattered. We had been walking for about an hour when we looked out over the ocean and we both saw the most beautiful sun set ever. Half of the sun was gone it looked like the sun was sinking in to the water. I turned to Brian and he turned to me. We were facing each other. We slowly leaned in for a kiss. I could feel his breath on my face and then I felt the brush of his lips on mine I felt his tongue move over my lips. I parted them and let his tongue enter. Our eyes were closed, feeling nothing but light breeze blow by us. We were in our own world. We held each others hands, and still kissed. Then we broke and went into a hug.
"I love you Brian, I always will."
"Diddo." Was all he said. But unbeknown to us there was one other person on that beach. He was steadily taking pictures of me and Brian. This was his chance to be rich, he thought. After his last shot he took off to have the film developed. At the same time me and Brian headed for the car. We were happy.
Three Days Later
Me and Brian were listening to the radio when some one knocked on our door. I got up and answered the door and there was Kevin and he wasn't to happy. I let him in and we all sat down to have a talk.
"Brian have even turned on the television in the past few days, or read any of the news papers or tabloids?"
"No why?" Both me and Brian were curious.
"Well someone caught you two kissing on the beach." Kevin showed us the picture in the Star and local News paper. "Jive has set up a press conference, but this time we can't deny it. It will have to be and outing conference. Jive isn't upset nor is the Firm. They support us all the way." That made us feel better. The press conference was to be held later that day. On the way out we met A.J., Nick, and Howie.
"Guys, there was a poll taken to see how many fans would turn on us, well those who participated 80% percent said it didn't matter, and 20% said would quit. The 20% percent was primarily young girls who wanted your body. But that was just out of a certain number of people asked." A.J. said. We all loaded up into a Imo and headed for the press conference. When we got there, there was what seemed to be hundreds of reporters and thousands of fans. All of us headed to stage to begin the press conference. Kevin was the first to speak.
"Thank you all for coming, we are here to discuss an issue between Brian Littrell and Mark Cook." With that we decided to start taking questions. Me and Brian admitted that we are a couple. Some one mentioned the picture and A.J. took that question.
"The person who took the picture is a very good photographer, yes the picture was taken like a pauperize and he is under legal matters, for intruding of privacy. But you gotta admit the picture is quite pretty." He said with a smile and every one just laughed. After about two hours of questions and all we left. Yes the boys did lose a few of the fans but most likely gained more.
When we got home I was tired. We had finally finished the plans for our wedding and had the place and time, and every thing else that was needed. We were excited because in one week we would be heading to Hawaii to be married. I had already gotten the stitches out and was doing fine. NSYNC, Britney, and Gloria, would be at the wedding. All of the families involved and the people from Jive and the Firm. All of the bands for each group or person, even 98 Degrees would be there. Each of them had something special for me and Brian. They wouldn't tell us. But that's how things went. Me and Brian received fan mail every day all saying how happy they are for us, and hope to us again on tour. A few were the bad ones but we just pushed them aside. Yes with me and Brian coming out they lost a little bit of their fame but not much.
The week went by pretty fast. Leigh Ann was let out of jail and I dropped the charges, but did file a restraining order on her. It was the night before we left for our trip to Hawaii. The guys separated us and took us out on the town. NSYNC took me and the other Backstreet boys took Brian. Each group told the other before hand where they were taking us, but that was in the end a lie. Well NSYNC took me to this dance club to have fun with out Brian, It was called Star Light. We got us a booth and ordered our drinks I had a Dr. Pepper, since I wasn't big on drinking and shouldn't with the medicine I was taking for my heart. Chris, Joey and Lance went out on the floor to dance. J.C., Justin, and me were talking. I was looking at the bar and I thought I saw Nick. I turned to the guys.
"I thought I just saw some one I knew." I said, they were curious but let it drop. "Hey I'm gonna go get another drink." I stood up and went to the Bar. When I got there I saw Brian sitting in the corner, al by himself. He looked so lonely and sad. I got me and him a drink (Dr. Pepper) and I went over to where he was sitting. His head was down and didn't see me. "Um excuse me but why are you sad?"
"I miss some one I love very much, I'm fixing to get married and my friends brought me here. And I miss him."
"Awww that is sweet, I bet he misses you too, in fact I would say he would. Maybe I know him, let me guess, does he have red hair?"
"Yes,"
"Wares glasses, and is blue eyed, and is going to marry some one by the name Brian."
"Yes how do you know soи." He looked up at me for the first time since I was there and got this huge smile.
"May I sit." I said he nodded. I gave him his drink. And then he leaned in and gave me a kiss. In another part of the room. Justin could see me kissing someone. And on the floor Kevin could see Brian kissing some one. Both of them went to me. When the got there Kevin saw Justin and Justin saw Kevin.
"What are you guys doing here?" Kevin asked.
"Same for you, you told us that you were taking Brian to a movie and dinner."
"Well you told us that you were taking Mark to a strip club." All the while me and Brian were kissing. Then A.J. came up with Joey, and pulled me and Brian away. I was told that I was here to have fun and not think about Brian. I went back with them and sat down. Kevin and A.J. had gotten Brian on the dance floor. I watched him.
"Mark who are you watching out on the dance floor?"
"Oh just that cute guy over there by the speaker." They looked and saw it was Brian.
"Oh no you don't J.C. trade spots with Mark." We did and I couldn't see Brian any more. We stayed there for another hour, and every one was ready to go. We decided to just sleep at mine and Brian's house. That way in the morning all we had to do is load the van and head out to the air port. We didn't do anything that night, but hold each other.
The morning came and I awoke to a smile and the bluest eyes I have ever seen. Brian was awake, he was already dressed and ready to go. I smiled back and gave him a kiss.
"Morning babe." I said to him.
"Morning, you ready for this?"
"Yep. Lets go get the others up and ready." I got up and took a quick shower while Brian went to get everyone up. I got out and dressed comfortable. I went down stairs and everyone was at the counter or the table eating or drinking coffee. I smiled as I saw Brian over at the sink putting some dishes in the dishwasher. I slowly got be hind him and wrapped my arms around him in tight hug.
"Hey babe, feel better after your shower?" He asked.
"Yeah but I still need something can you help?" Leave it A.J. to say something.
"Get a room,"
"Oh hush." I said and then turned back to Brian and gave him a kiss. I ran my hand down his chest past his stomach and down to his crotch. Once there I gave it a little squeeze, and rubbed it. This brought a moan to his lips and a smile. We broke when we heard someone clear their throat.
"Geeze get a room already." A.J. said. I turned and stuck my tongue out at him and smiled. I let Brian finish his work.
"Babe, you know that kiss you gave me?" Brian asked.
"Yeah, what about it?" I asked with a grin. He pointed down to the very visible tent in his pants.
"You did this to now can you fix it?"
"Maybe, let me see." I went to him and took his hand and walked him up to our room. Once there I closed and locked the door. Brian stood there and was giving me a funny look. I walked over to him and unbuttoned his pants. I then I pulled his hard dick through the opening in his boxers. I swallowed his dick and sucked on it. While doing it I got a hard on. I could feel his dick enlarge and then explode with his love juices. I sucked him dry and his dick went limp.
"Oh baby that was intense." He was still shaking. I put everything back where it was and zipped him up and let him button his pants. I then kissed him and he then returned the favor. No sooner had he started when someone started banging on the door.
"Brianи.. Mark we have to go." It was Kevin. I pulled my pants up and zipped and buttoned them up. We then left the room and made sure everything was off. We met the others downstairs and then left. Me and Brian did one last run through of the house to make sure everything was off.
Hawaii
The trip was long, sitting on the plane for lord knows how long. I have never been good with heights. When we arrived in Hawaii there was two limos waiting on us. They were arranged for by the boys management. One more day till we get married. Our luggage was what took so long in getting out of the airport. When we arrived at the hotel Kevin got the rooms squared away. He gave us our keys and we headed for the floor we were given. Once we got in our room I went right to the bed and laid down and was soon asleep. Brian smiled and he to laid down beside me and we both took a nap. I don't know how long we were asleep but the next thing I know is some one knocking on the door.
"Who is it?"
"Mark it's me Kevin, your mom is here."
"Oh okay Kevin, I'll be down in a momentии..Brian, babe my mom is here, we need to go see her."
"Okay babe, but first lets get freshened up some." Me and Brian got freshened up and headed down stairs to meet with my mom and his for lunch. Both of us wasn't expected what we saw when we got down stairs.
"Leigh Ann, what the hell are you doing here?" I said with Brian agreeing. Just then one of the people from management stepped out and introduced himself.
"Hello I'm David H. I brought Miss Wallace. Is there a problem with her witnessing the wedding?" This guy was new or he would have known that she was a thorn in both our sides.
"Oh, well Leigh Ann, you best not try anything while you are here." I stated then turned to my mom and Brian's family. They gave me a look of gratefulness that I did what I did.
"Let's go eat shall we." Jackie said. We all headed for the hotel restaurant for lunch. Mom and Jackie and Harold SR. were talking and me, Brian, and Harold Jr. were talking. Lunch was great we all had a good time talking about each others lives and how each were raised. I was still tired from the plane trip but not sleepy.
"Brian would like to take a walk on the beach?"
"Sure, moms, dad, and bro. Me and Mark are gonna take a walk on the beach. We will see you later tonight."
"Okay boy's just stay decent. Just because the world knows your gay doesn't mean you can be all open." My mom said. We knew what she was talking about. We excused ourselves and headed for the beach.
"Brian it is beautiful out here." The sun was just starting to go down. The sky was mostly clear, the wind was blowing slightly. It was a little cool but not very. The Island was looking like a tropical Christmas place. We found a spot on the sand and sat down. I leaned over and laid my head on his shoulder. He just smiled at me. Life was perfect or as perfect as it can be. But there was still this one blemish that would not go away and that was Leigh Ann Wallace. I just didn't trust her as far as I could throw her. Me and Brain sat there till the sun was half visible behind the horizon. It was orange and gave everything this golden color. The sky was turning a darker blue. Brian stood up and then took my hand in his and I was facing him. I stared into his blue eyes as they sparkled with love. He took my hands and held them in his. We slowly leaned in and then kissed the most love filled kiss ever. There was no lust just love. Reluctantly we broke because we were out of air. I looked at my watch and saw we had been kissing for 30 min. The sun was down and the stars were just starting to show up in the night sky.
When we reached the hotel we were met at the door buy Justin and Kevin. This is where me and Brian had to separate because our wedding was tomorrow. I followed Justin to his room with JC and Brian took a separate elevator and followed Kevin. That night I doubt either one of us got much sleep since we have slept together for almost a year. There have been times when we couldn't because of some problem. But we would make it through the night, because after tomorrow there will be no reason why we can't sleep in the same bed. Once in the room I stripped down to my boxers and got in bed. Justin and JC followed.
The Wedding
The place for the wedding was on a secluded beach of one of the smaller islands. Chairs were set up in a v style with the center open for the walk way. The flowers were a blue color rose, almost purple, with white roses like the kind Brian has at his house. There were white lanterns hanging on poles. The archway was covered in ivy's and carnations. There was a short picked fence that enclosed the area. At the front was a slightly raised platform for the pastor to stand on. Then behind him would be candle stands and behind them is a wall of trellises covered in roses and ivy. To the right side was the tent that Brian was in. And on the left side was the band stand. The sun was just starting to go down and the grooms men were busy escorting people to their seats. Brian was going over his vows one last time when Leigh Ann walked in. Brian didn't see her since his back was to her.
"Brian, don't marry Mark. You could do so much better than him. He can't give you what I can."
"And what's that Leigh Ann, misery, all you have ever given me was misery."
"No that's not it, he can't give a child, a son. I can."
"Look the public already knows I'm gay Leigh Ann and they don't really care yes we lost some fans but we also gained some. And your right Mark can't give me a son or daughter but you know what that is what adoption is about, and the one thing Mark gives me you can't is LOVE, love for who not what I am." With that Brian turned his back on her. Leigh Ann left the tent and returned to her seat.
I was waiting at the back of the walk way. Kevin was here with me helping me finish with my tie and odd and ends. I was nervous. I had asked 98 Degrees to sing I Do from me to Brian. Brian had a surprise for me. Both of us wore Black tuxes while the grooms men wore a navy blue. Both me and Brian had blue bow tie's and comber bun's.
"Kevin you need to get up to the front and be ready for the ceremony to start."
"Okay Mark, are you ready for this?"
"Yes I am now go." With that he left and headed to the front of the wedding area. I would walk down the isle by my self. I looked to Brian's tent and saw him walk out with a smile on his face. He lined up with his best men and looked down the isle waiting for me to make my entrance. I was waiting for the music. Softly the piano player started the wedding march. I started in and smiled at Brian. As I passed Leigh Ann she spoke to me.
"You will regret this you whore." I never flinched I kept on walking till I was standing next to Brian before the pastor. I looked at him and smiled.
"Dearly beloved we are gathered here today to witness the union of two people who are in love. Marriage is a sacred bond between two lovers such as Brian and Mark. I will ask now that if anyone has any reason why thee two should not be wed then speak now or forever hold your peace." Just when he said that I heard Leigh Ann speak up.
"I do, I have a reason, that reason is that I am Brian's lawfully wedded wife!" There were gasps from all over. I turned to face her with rage. I started toward her but Britney was there before me. Her and a few of the security guards were there to remove her.
"Mr. Littrell is this true?" The pastor asked.
"No it isn't." A lawyer from the boys management spoke up. "Brian and Leigh Ann are not married, but Miss Wallace has tried several times to break these two up and cause problems. Please continue the ceremony." With that I returned to the alter with Brian and then awaited the Pastor.
"I'm sorry every one we will continue. Brian and Mark have chosen to recite their own vows. So we will begin with Mark." I turned to face Brian.
"Brian, I can't tell you in words how much I love you, for there are no words. My love for you grows every time I take in a breath, each time the sun rises and each time the moon shines. You are My Hero, and lyrics do say many things." I turned to nod at 98 Degrees and they started I Do. "I will honor you I will be with you in sickness and health for richer or poorer, till death do we part." Brian had tears in his eyes as well as many of the on lookers.
"Mark, You are my life, with out I could not survive. You are my heart, and words alone can't show you how much I love You. Many times it is easier to sing a song to express things that you can't other wise say. I have asked NSYNC and Gloria to sing a song that will say what I can't." I turned to watch NSYNC and Gloria perform `Music of My Heart'. "Mark I will stand by you no matter what. I will love you I will honor you I will be with you in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, till death do we part."
"Mark do you take Brian to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
"I do"
"Brian do you take Mark to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
"I do."
"Okay Brian repeat after me, With this ring I the wed."
"With this ring I the wed."
"Mark repeat after me with this ring I the wed."
"With this ring I the wed."
"I now pronounce you Mr. and Mr. Littrell. You may now kiss." We leaned in and kissed, for what seemed and eternity. Then we separated. And there was a loud uproar of whistles and cheers. I took a hold of Brian's hand and we ran down the isle while being showered with rice. When we reached the arch way we stopped and kissed once more.
The Reception
The reception was held inside the main ballroom of the hotel. It was decorated in the same style as the wedding. Me and Brian were seated in the front watching every one having fun. I couldn't have any alcohol because of my heart medications. So I had apple juice and so did Brian because he didn't want any.
"To the happy couple may your life together flourish with every hour of the day, and every note Brian sings." Kevin said. There were others who spoke but I couldn't pay attention because I was very sick.
"Brian something's wrong I don't feel to well." I said to him he looked at me and motioned for Kevin. But before Kevin could reach me and Brian I passed out.
"MARK!!!!!!!!!!иии..Kevin get an ambulance." `What happened all he did was take a drink or two of his juice.' With that thought he took a sip of my drink and discovered it was wine mixed with a little bit of apple juice. In minutes I was loaded and on the way to the hospital. Brian was with me. When they got to the hospital Brian told them what I was taking in the way of medications and what had happened. They asked that Brian leave the room so they can get me back to health.
Four Hours Later
"Mr. Littrell Mark will be fine, we gave him something that stopped the heart medication. And then we gave him a different type of heart medication to keep his heart going correctly. You May see him anytime you wish. And as soon as he is fully awake you can take him home."
"Thank you Dr." Then Brian rushed to my side with Kevin and his and my parents behind him. I was awake but very tired. I smiled at them and reassured them I would be okay.
"Could I speak to Brian alone for a moment." They agreed. "Kevin would you stay too." "Now I know what may have happenedи" But I was cut off by Kevin.
"We know what happened and Miss Wallace is being brought up on charges. Management will take care of every thing." I smiled at him and then turned to Brian and kissed him. About an hour later I was ready to go home.
15 Years from that Date
"Brian that was the most beautiful day of my life."
"Mine too, mine too." Slowly I closed the photo album of our wedding day. After I got back to the hotel that day we had the rest of the reception. And then the next day we returned home for Christmas. The Backstreet boys are no longer touring. They separated about two years ago. Nick continued to sing but solo and is doing very well. Kevin is his management. Howie started recording business in L. A. A.J. is running his own security guard business for stars. Brian is teaching at a school actually coaching basket ball. Me I'm a computer programmer. Today is our 15th anniversary and I arranged for the guys to come and visit Brian as a surprise. All of the sudden we heard foot steps hurrying down the steps.
"Daddy, Daddy, they're here they're here." Little Wesley Thomas Littrell said very happily. He opened the door and sure enough there they were Nick, Kevin, Howie, and A.J. But what I didn't know was that NSYNC was here too. They are still touring and doing very well. Oh I almost forgot We adopted a little boy six years ago as a new born. He is six years old and has the same birthday as Brian.
"Hey buddy, are your dads here?" Nick said.
"Yes we are Nick how you all?" Brian said almost in tears. Then He turned to me, "Mark There are some people here to see you too." I walked to the door and I looked out and there was NSYNC. I was very happy. We all decided to spend Christmas together. We (me and Brian) had gotten a larger house, because he almost always had some of his students spending the night. So there was more than enough room for every one. We all went out to eat that night, and then headed home so we could get Thomas home before Santa came.
THE END
Well guys that is the end of Brian's Savior. I hope every one enjoyed it. I would have continued it but as you know my internet was disconnected by my mom. Due to the fact that I said I was gay and that I had a boyfriend. I may still continue this if you guys want me to. All you have to do is give me a title and I will do my best to continue writing but remember parts of the story will be few and far between. Well this is Wesley signing off for now. Good Bye.