Bright Star
Chapter 2 -- The Porn Shop
By the end of the week, I was jerking off every night, working up to three fingers in and out of my ass. I was growing more and more curious about the feelings I was enjoying in my ass with my fingers, and how much it got me off. I wanted to try something more. But sex with a guy was out, of course. No way! Much to my exasperation and disgust, I kept thinking of those photos of guys jerking off with a big dildo stuffed up their ass. That weekend I was driving home late from a party and passed a small porn shop, something `Fantasy World'. I'd never been in a porn shop in my life, but as if I were on autopilot, I turned into the dark parking lot. I glanced around the brightly lit interior anxiously as I entered. The place was pretty much deserted. A towering, heavy-built guy with thinning dark hair stood by the cash register near the entrance. He ignored me, apparently absorbed with running reports from the cash register. I looked at the rows of magazines and videos in the deserted shop and focused on the back wall with a display of various types of dildos. I made my way slowly toward the back, feigning interest in the rows of videos of slutty looking women sucking or fucking.
"How am I going to do this?" I wondered. "I can't buy a fucking dildo, the guy will think I'm a fag or something." Suddenly I thought of an out: I'm buying this for a girlfriend! The guy doesn't need to know what I'm going to do with it! I reached the wall display of dildos. I hadn't realized there were so many different types. Long, short, fat, thin, some with thicker things on the end. I focused on one dildo about 8" long and 2" thick. It had a handle on the bottom. It was thickly veined; it reminded me of the dicks fucking the jock on the porn website. "I don't know if I can handle something like that . . ." I wondered to myself. "But the jock sure handled it" I assured myself. A display of different types of dildos caught my attention. "Butt Plug" the label read. "What the hell is a `butt plug'?" I wondered. "And why would someone want their butt plugged?"
"What does a little stud like you need with a dildo?". The voice behind me startled me from my thoughts. I turned around to find the store clerk standing behind me. I felt the warmth on my cheeks as I flushed bright red. Then I remembered my out.
"What the fuck?" I began with indignation, "It's not for me, it's for my girlfriend!"
"Oh?" the guy said with a smirk on his face. "And what does your girlfriend need with a dildo? Little stud like you can't give her enough of what she needs?"
"Fuck!" I thought. "I didn't think this through far enough!" I began to squirm uncomfortably, and then a thought flashed through my mind. "Um, well, she wants to try it in the ass, and I can't handle that. Not my scene," I assured him.
The guy cocked an eye. "Oh yeah? You gotta try it, man. An ass stays nice and tight, while pussy can get all sloppy after a while. And a lot of chicks dig it in the ass. A lot of guys, too," he added, looking closely at me.
Yeah, well, whatever" I said quickly. I turned around to reach for the 8" dildo I'd picked out. I glanced over at the butt plugs. "Hey, let me ask you -- I'm kind of new at this. What are these butt plug things?" I asked, turning back around to face the clerk.
"See the difference in shape?" he grunted, nodding toward the butt plugs. See how the butt plugs get big in diameter in the middle and then small at the base? A dildo will slide out of your ass if you don't keep it pushed in, your muscles push it out. You push the butt plug into the base, and the large part slips in, and your sphincter hold it in place until you pull it out. You can leave it in all day, even walk around with it stuck up your butt."
"Some guys walk around, with that thing stuck up their ass?" I asked incredulously. The guy looked at me intently. "I guess some guys get off on it."
I swear the `some guys' went right past me, as I thought briefly of me walking around campus with the butt plug stuck up my ass. My dick began to swell. "I'll take this," I said, seizing the 8" dildo, "and this butt plug", seizing a fat 6" model. "I'm not sure what she's into."
"Right," the man said with a smirk. I followed him to the cash register. "Hey, you want to see some videos?" the guy asked suddenly, as he was counting out my change.
"Huh?" I asked.
"You have never been in a video arcade?" the guy asked, jerking his head toward a doorway in the back. "We have a great video arcade, with 12 video channels. You buy your tokens, go back to a booth, pick out the channel you want, and enjoy a good jerk. It usually costs you a couple of bucks in tokens, but it's a slow night. I'm getting ready to close up, I'll give you a free tour." His eyes seemed to be leering as he looked into mine.
"Ugh, I don't think so" I replied quickly, looking down. "Thanks, though."
Oh, come on" he insisted. He moved quickly locking the front door and clicking off the "Open" sign. He put his hand and my shoulder and gave me a push toward the arcade. "Expand your horizons. We have a great video of a hot babe taking it in the ass while she sucks off another guy. Maybe it will inspire you to give it to your girl in the ass. I was frightened; I considered turning and making a dash for the door and getting the hell out of there. But I continued to let myself be pushed back to the arcade. It was dark inside, dimly lit by red lights. The guy pushed me into a booth. "You're going to love this" he assured me. He put a key in the control, pushed some buttons, and suddenly the small TV screen came alive, and the booth came alive with grunts, groans, and a guy saying "Yeah, yeah, fuck me, fuck me, man." It was a video of two guys fucking enthusiastically. My eyes widened in surprise. "Oh, we have both gay and straight channels" the guy explained evenly. "Whatever the customer wants". He took a joint out of his pocket, lit it, took a large hit, and passed it to me. I shook my head, I'd never smoked pot. "Don't be such a pussy, take a hit" he demanded sternly. I took the joint and took a hit. Now, let's see" . . . the guy said, as he pushed some buttons, cycling through the channels. I took another hit of the joint; and began to feel more relaxed, and a little lightheaded.
Images of guys sucking cock, chicks eating other chick's pussy, chicks getting fucked flew past the screen. "Ah, here it is," he said at last. The scene on the screen settled on a woman with bleach blond hair writhing in apparent pleasure as a black guy with a big fat dick fucked her in the ass doggy style. "Yeah baby," the black guy groaned, "you gots one sweet ass." "Oh yeah, fuck my ass" the woman gasped. Another black guy appeared from off-screen and promptly stuck his equally large fat cock into her mouth. She sucked it enthusiastically.
"Pretty hot, huh?" the guy asked, sitting down on the bench. He began to grope his crotch. "Have a seat" he offered.
"Ugh, that's OK, thanks" I replied quickly. He put his hand firmly on my shoulder and pushed me down on the seat. Nervous, I took another hit of the joint. "Now that's how you give it to your girlfriend up the ass!" he grunted. I stared blankly and began to worry again at what I'd gotten myself into. "You don't have a girlfriend, do you?" he asked suddenly. I looked into his stern face and shook my head slowly. He chuckled. I didn't think so, you want that stuff for yourself, don't you?". "I . . . was just curious what it would feel like" I stammered. "Thought so" he laughed, as he undid his pants and dropped them to his knees, exposing his rock-hard cock. "Why play with rubber when you can have the real thing? I'm mostly into chicks, but fags give the best head". I shook my head. "I'm not a fag" I insisted. He laughed again. "Maybe you don't think so, but you'll know what you are when I get done with you". He began to stroke his cock as I watched, mesmerized.
"Maybe the first one was more your style?" he asked, nodding at the screen. He pushed buttons and the first movie with the two guys fucking came back on the screen. I was panicking now, knowing I should make a run for it, but I remained motionless, transfixed by what was happening. He put his hand on the back of my head and pulled it in until his cock brushed against my lips. "Open up, pretty boy, and suck it". Terrified, I did what he told me to do, I opened my mouth and sucked the tip. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be and took more of it in my mouth. My eyes began to glisten with tears as I did the one thing I swore I'd never do.
"Don't fucking cry, you pussy. Suck it!" he demanded. He pulled me forward, pressing more in my mouth. The head pressed against the back of my throat. I gagged, and then it slid down my throat. My eyes bugged out as the thick cock slid down my throat until his bushy pubic hairs were pressed against my face. "God, I took it!" I thought in amazement, "I took all his cock down my throat". "Yeah, that's it baby" the guy cooed in a soothing voice. "Take it, take my cock down your throat." He began to thrust in and out, causing me to gag and I pressed my teeth down on the base of his cock. His cock plopped out of my mouth as be pulled back. He smacked me on the side of my head so hard I fell over. "You stupid fucking bitch!" he shouted. "You bite my dick again I'll knock you're fucking head off!" I looked up at him submissively from the floor. "Is this really your first time sucking dick? he questioned. I nodded. "Well, practice makes perfect, you'll be a pro in no time. Now get back up on your knees and suck, and suck it good. Just watch the fucking teeth".
I got back up on my knees and began to slather my tongue all over his cock, worshiping it, anything to just get through this. I took the head back in my mouth and sucked enthusiastically. "That's it, that's it, suck it" the guy encouraged me. "Get it nice and wet for me -- and for you. I'm more into pussy, but some nice boi pussy ain't bad now and then. And you're such a pretty boy. You need to work on your cock sucking skills, but I'll bet you give up your boi pussy real sweet. You ever been fucked before?". I shook my head nervously.
"Standup" he commanded, "Now!". I stood in front of him submissively. He quickly unbuckled my belt and pulled my shorts and underpants down to my ankles and turned me around. He inspected my ass as my face blushed red in humiliation. "Nice ass, baby," he said. "A pretty ass like that is going to take to dick real fast," he added. "Now, bend over, bitch."
"No! Please!" I begged. "Oh, you'll be begging me" he assured me. "Begging me for more once I get that ass fired up. They all do". This can't be fucking happening I thought as I complied, supporting myself with my hand as I leaned forward, my vulnerable butt stuck out behind me. I felt his large hands grasp my butt cheeks, spreading them open. I felt the knob probe around my crack, and then press against my asshole. I clenched my ass muscles, trying to prevent its entry and violation. "This will go easier on you if you relax, honey," he told me. "But your choice. One way or the other you're going to give it up to me. But push out like you're trying to take a dump and it will be easier on you." I did as he told me and, and as my ass muscles relaxed, the head popped in.
"Aaaaah!" I cried out. It hurt; it hurt like hell, a burning, searing pain in my ass. "Oh yeah, baby," the guy purred. "Nice and tight. Maybe it is really cherry." He pushed forward and another several inches slid inside me. My eyes burned from the tears. "God this is awful," I thought. "This hurts so fucking much; how in the hell could anyone ever enjoy something like this?" The hard, burning hot rod continued pressing in farther and farther, hurting more and more. I tried to push it out with my ass muscles and suddenly it slipped in further, faster, and easier. I felt his pubic hair press against my ass. "My God, I took it!" I thought in amazement. "I took the whole fucking thing inside me. Thank God there isn't any more of it. Every nerve, every sense in my body was focused on the huge, hard rod buried in my ass. And then I felt it start to pull out. It stopped halfway, and then thrust back in quickly, his groin banging firmly against my ass. "Ooomph!" I grunted in surprise. It still hurt, but that burning pain didn't hurt as bad, replaced with a feeling of my ass being stuffed full, and a feeling of stimulation from my ass being a receptacle for the long, hard rod thrusting inside me.
"Oh yeah, baby" the guy purred. "You give it up real sweet, a fucking pro. Milk it for me, milk it. Squeeze my cock with your pussy muscles" he demanded. I clenched my ass muscles tightly, gripping the cock buried inside me. It added to the stimulation growing inside me. I realized my cock, which had wilted from the pain of entry, was quickly growing hard. He began to thrust his cock in out. Slowly at first, pulling back just a little, then pressing back in full length. Then pulling back further, thrusting harder and faster. Without realizing being conscious of it, I reached under and began to instinctively stroke my now rock-hard cock. He fucked me harder and faster, pulling almost out and then banging back in. The thrusting of his fucking pushed me forward, and I released the hold on my cock to use both hands to brace myself It was then that I realized I had been jerking my cock. "Oh God!" I moaned out loud as I realized I was jerking off while getting fucked in the ass. "I'm fucking getting off on this!". A powerful thrust of his cock banged against something deep inside me, sending a jolt throughout my body. "Oh fuck!" I groaned loudly.
"Ah! I found it!" the guy exclaimed. He pulled out a little and then jabbed it back in. "Right there! Huh?".
"Oh FUCK!" I grunted loudly, as his cock jabbed at that spot inside me again, sending jolts of pain and pleasure throughout my body. "What is that?" I asked in a faint voice.
"That's your prostate, baby" the guy cooed. "It's like your own little boy clit buried inside. It's why guys get into taking it in the ass. You can get off just by having your little boy clit banged. Let's try it again!" he said, as he jabbed his cock over and over again into that spot.
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck me!" I groaned as his hard cock jabbed repeatedly into that spot.
"What's that, pretty boy?" the guy purred. "Not so bad now, huh? I told you that you'd be begging for it. Tell me that you want it." He thrust really hard into that spot inside me.
"Fuck me!" I groaned involuntarily. As his hard cock banged again and again into that thing inside me, my groans of "Fuck me!" became increasingly enthusiastic as I yield to the sensations rocking my body, emanating from inside my ass. His thrusts became harder and harder, his thighs and balls smacking against my ass. I realized I was bracing myself with both hands, pushing back to meet his thrusts. "Fuck me!" I begged in shame, as I realized I was getting off on what was happening to me. I felt the stirring in my cock and my balls, a stirring and desire and need to get off. I longed to reach for my cock and finish myself off, but both hands firmly gripped the wall to brace myself for the onslaught against my ass as I pushed back to meet it, desperate to get as much of that cock I could in me. The stirring grew, the need to get off rising, and in a flash of need, I realized hot cum was gushing from my cock as it twitched and flopped about. "Oh fuck!" I groaned loudly, pushing back against the cock inside of me, wanting more.
"Yeah, hot piece of ass now, baby" the guy groaned. "Fucking spooged yourself, from me fucking you, didn't you? I'm going to give it to you now, baby. I'm going to fill your ass full of my cum, I'm going to breed you, bitch. I groaned at the onslaught of short violent punching jabs inside me, and then groaned again as I felt the warm cum gush inside me.
"You are one hot piece of ass, pretty boy," the guy told me, as he stuffed his cock back in his pants when we were done. "You shouldn't play so hard to get though, baby. You get me all hot and bother showing that hot little ass pussy off while checking out which dildo you want to stuff in it, then you play all hard to get when I come on to you." I avoided looking at him as I pulled my clothes back on. The guy patted me on the ass. "Don't forget your new toys" he said, nodding toward the bag with my butt plug and dildo laying on the floor. "Come back again, soon," he told me as he let me out the front door. Tears flowed down my face as I drove home, as I thought about the rape, and how little I'd done to stop it. My face burned red with shame as I thought about my shouts of "Fuck me!" and pushing back to meet his fuck. I tossed and turned in bed that night, trying to sleep. My dick was rock hard again, as I thought about the feelings inside me as I was fucked and admitting to myself that I liked it. I got my lotion and cum rag and groaned as I shot a load with my fingers buried up my no longer virgin hole.