Broken Tears - Chapter 14 By Andy Lake
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Thanks, Stephen, for editing and being available.
All usual disclaimers apply. If you are not supossed to be reading this, then you shouldn't, but I know I can't stop you. sigh
All the following characters are fictional, all made up by myself, thanks to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination.
I'm the author, so obviously, I own the story and copyrights. It can only be spread with my permission or downloaded for personal pleasure.
Recap - So, Ty is back, and he is hotter than ever. He is playing mind games with Brandon, who has a difficult time dealing with his sexuality. Ty is having a hard time being cold towards his family, but he does it for his own good. Jeff is regretful and still in love with Ty, and he has no idea of how to get him back. Tom is in Germany but will be back soon. :D
*********************** Change of Heart - Chapter 14 ***********************
{ Brandon's POV }
FUCK HIM! I can't believe he makes me feel like this!! I hate it, so I am here at the cafeteria sitting at the cool table as you may put it, and at another table is Ty with his beautiful smile and his hand on Jerry's bicep. I can't help but feel the need of tearing Jerry apart and showing Ty who his man is, but fuck, I can't move. I'm here with Dina, and this is the way it has to be.
"Brandon, baby, I'm gonna go to Ty's table. I haven't talked to him in a long time, and look, he has made so many friends." Dina said smiling.
"Humphh. I can't believe someone like him got so popular." David my friend scoffed.
"I know, dude. It's so fucked up...But damn, I would do him" Victor another football buddy said.
"That I get. He has a pretty face, awesome hair, and damn, that ass...I see why he became popular." David said licking his lips.
"Stop talking about him like that. He is not just a piece of meat." Dina said angrily.
"Dina, don't worry. He's not stealing your spotlight. I would do you instead of him anytime." Vic said.
"Watch it." I said in a serious tone, and he instantly shut up.
Dina went over to the table where Li, Trevor, Jeremy, Dina, and Jerry sat with big smiles on their faces.
"Dude, we can totally get him alone and fuck the shit outta him. We can show that fag his heaven." David said smiling crookedly.
"NO! No one touches him! That would be rape! Get it?!" I screamed. They looked confused but nodded.
"Ok" Both said at the same time.
"Good" I sat down. I won't let him go through that again, I thought to myself, as he looked over his shoulder with a big smile on his face, his blond hair swaying a little as he looked over to me. I smiled, and he looked confused but smiled back.
{ Ty's POV } Miss me?? :D
I'm back! I can't believe how things have changed for me. After I was diagnosed and treated, I went into depression mode. Li got me out of it, and I changed. I simply couldn't deal with looking at myself in the mirror, and everytime I did, I was disgusted. I felt bad for being who I was, so I changed. I stopped being vulnerable, stopped being a prude, and I stopped trying to be perfect.
"So, Ty, would you go out with me?" Jerry asked smiling. He's hot but not my type at all. He is a little too dumb for me, and I know for a fact that he is straight. He just likes to fuck, and since I look fuckable today, he was hitting on me. He is a real asshole, and he dated one gay guy from school for a week just to fuck him and leave...Straight but a horn dog. Many guys at this school are that way, which kind of sucks.
"I'm sorry, Jerry. I don't think it would work out." I said. His smile dropped, and he stood up angrily.
"Fuck you!" He stormed to Brandon's table, and he was out. Oh well. It's better not to string him along.
"So, Jermz and Trev, you are captains of the basketball team!! I'm so happy for you!" I said smiling, and their eyes shined as they looked at me.
"WE ARE THE BEST, DUDE! WE HAVEN'T LOST A GAME!!" Trev said proudly.
"I'm glad, and what's with Dina? I thought you were dating?" I asked looking at Jermz, and his eyes watered.
"She...Wanted Brandon, not me. I guess I'm not good enough." He said as a tear rolled down, and Dina was making her way to our table as he wiped the tear away.
"You are always good enough, but let me help you." I whispered as Dina arrived.
"Well, I'm glad you and Li are dating. That is just perfect!!" I said to Jeremy, and he looked confused. Li caught on way too quick, but I knew she would.
"I know. Jeremy is such a good kisser, and well, he's so nice to me." Li said smiling. Dina was listening and had a pissed look on her face as she looked at Li. It was working.
"Dina, long time no see." I said happily, and we hugged.
"I know. You have to come home after school. Jenni would like to see you...So, you two are dating?" She asked looking at Jeremy, who by now had caught up with my plan.
"Yeah. Li is awesome and hot." Jermz said winking at Li.
"Well, I'm glad..." Dina said pissed, and I leaned to Li and whispered something in her ear. She smiled evily and got out of her chair and walked to the other side of the table. She leaned in and kissed Jeremy, and they locked lips and started kissing hard. Jeremy looked surprised at first, but the kiss grew passionate, and when they pulled away, they looked confused at each other. Then I saw it. They both blushed!! There was a spark, I BET! Dina looked pissed. I felt bad doing this to her, but she pushed Jeremy aside for Brandon when she loves Jeremy. She just needs an eye opener.
"So, Dina, how is it going with you and Brandon?" I asked looking at her with a smile.
"Well, great! He is the QB, so it's great!! I love him." She said a little too loudly. Jermz failed to listen since he was talking to Li like it was the first time they had met, and Trevor was talking with another guy that was at our table.
"I'm glad. I think you make a cute couple." I said smiling. She smiled brightly and looked over at Brandon.
"Well, I have to go, but I'll see you later." She said standing up.
"Of course" I said smiling. She took off, and I stood there watching everyone talk. I wanted company but not the kind that came for me.
"Tyler Jacobs, I am sorry I broke your heart...I love you! Would you please take me back?" Jeff all but yelled as he jumped on my table with a winning smile on his face. I backed off and took some steps back. Everyone awed and started screaming "say yes" and stuff like that.
"NO! Never...Do you think just because you are willing to come out for me that I will take you back?! You are doing this just because many guys here would come out for me, but when I was an ugly nerd, I was not worth it! FUCK YOU!" I said as he looked down to the floor. His eyes watered, he stepped down from the table, and people dropped their heads and booed at my reaction.
Jeff walked away, and everyone at the table stared at me. Li was staring with a sympathetic smile.
"Don't want to talk about it." I said, and they nodded and kept on talking. I sat down and scanned the room. Almost everyone was looking at me with disapproving looks, and then I spotted Cale. He was in the corner, at a table all by himself, and he looked so different. He was in all black, his brown hair was now black, and he was crying a little. people seemed not to notice, but when he raised his hands and his sleeves went down, I saw some cuts. I panicked and walked up to his table, and he was way too busy looking outside with tears to notice me.
"Hey..." I said, and he jumped almost instantly.
"Look, Ty...I'm so...so..." He couldnt speak. He was like drowning in tears.
"D-don't worry. It's done, and it hurt because you were my best friend. I still care about you and maybe always will, but don't cut yourself. Don't hurt yourself, and don't punish yourself for what you did. You are way more special than you know. Yes, you made a mistake. Yes, you hurt me like no one else has, but I forgive you. Now you have to learn to forgive yourself. Jeff broke both our hearts, so don't punish yourself. Maybe we will be friends again...Who knows?" I said standing up, and his tears kept on flowing as he looked at me.
"You are way too pure...I'm really sorry. I was an asshole." He said looking down.
"Well, what's done is done." I walked away as he looked down at his plate. I was in emotional overload, so I made my way to the bathroom. I washed my face and heard the door open, shut, and then lock. I looked around and saw Jeff there with tears.
"Please, Ty, I love you. I know I made a huge mistake, but you don't have any idea of how much my heart is breaking." He dropped to his knees. I was tempted to love him, but a voice in my head said it was a mistake.
"Don't, Jeff. You broke two hearts with your games...You don't have any idea of how it hurts me to see Caleb the way he is now. He is not happy and perky, and he is not glowing like he used to. I would like it better if he still was with you, as long as he still smiled. It breaks my heart to see him like that. That's not him. That's the shell you left when you sucked everything out of him!" I said as he looked down ashamed.
"Ty, I know I did wrong, but I love you like I haven't loved anyone else. Your heart is mine and mine is yours, Ty. You can't just drop that. Ty, please, I can't live without you...Please?" He begged, I looked at him and walked to the door, I unlocked it and opened it.
"You are not worth my heart." I walked out and made my way to my locker. The bell rang, and it was time for drama class. I opened my locker, and a note fell out.
HEY BABY, CAN'T FORGET THE TIME WE SHARED IN THE CLOSET THAT DAY, I CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE STOPPED ME, BUT DAMN, I WILL GET YOU ONCE MORE, I PROMISE. AND NOW, BABY, YOU LOOK EVEN HOTTER. MARK MY WORDS, THAT ASS IS MINE!
I looked around, and I felt the fear creeping over me. I placed my books in my locker and made a run to the theater, and I heard an evil laugh coming from the hallway. I didn't look back. I just ran.
"Students, today Tyler will perform a song in front of the whole school. We will have him do it since he has the best voice here, and it's the best way to represent our Drama class." Ms. Cadburry said as I squished my way through people to get a seat next to Li.
"You are going to sing! That is going to be great" Li said smiling.
"Yeah in front of the whole school in assembly before we head home." I said smiling.
"GREAT!"
[ Jeff's POV ]
I stood there in the bathroom with tears in my eyes and punching the wall. I love my baby. Why can't he love me back? Did I really hurt him that much?! I can't believe I did that much damage. Through the rest of my classes, Ty was the only thing on my mind. I couldn't concentrate, and I was feeling his pain. I love him too much, and I still hurt him in a way that no one has. I can only think of myself as scum. The bell rang, and we left our last class. There was an assembly, so everyone made their way to the auditorium. There was Ty in the center setting the mic, and I made my way through tons of people to get in the front row. He looked at me and shook his head as he walked to talk to the band. The auditorium filled up, and the principal grabbed the mic.
"Briar High, it's an honor to present to you TY Jacobs, a star student with star talent!" He screamed, and everyone was screaming Ty's name, too. Ty came out with a nervous smile on his beautiful face and looked at the mic.
"This one is for you, Jeff." He said looking at me. Everyone awed, and I smiled.
I know I can't take one more step towards you Cause all that's waiting is regret And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore? You lost the love I loved the most
And I learned to live, half-alive And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are? Runnin' round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms
And I learned to live, half-alive And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are? Runnin round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are?
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed Cause you broke all your promises And now you're back You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are? Runnin' round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are? Runnin round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don't come back for me Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Jar Of Hearts - Christina Perri
He was crying as he sang and so was I. If that really was me...Was I collecting a Jar of Hearts? I broke his heart and Cale's and know that I really want Ty forever. He sings this to me, practically telling me I wasn't going to get him back. It broke my heart. I looked around and bolted out the room, and everyone gave me pitiful smiles.. I broke his heart, and he made it clear I Wasn't getting him back...I am as good as dead without him. I kept running thinking I might as well be dead.
{Ty's POV}
"Ty, that was so powerful." Li said as she met me outside school.
"Was I to mean to Jeff?" I asked looking at her with teary eyes.
"No! You were honest." she said giving me a reasurring nod. I felt my phone vibrate, and I dug for it and opened it. The message was from Jeff.
I'm sorry I wasn't perfect...I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry to say goodbye.
I read it, and it clicked almost instantly. He was going to kill himself. I ran screaming a "see you at home" to Li. Shit, Jeff, don't do this! Where are you?!
I ran to my car and started it. I was in so much panic, and the adrenaline was pumping. Where can he be? The rose bush? No, he didn't have any connection with it...Where? THE CABIN!!! I accelerated and drove to his uncle's cabin, parked, and ran inside.
"JEFF!" I screamed into the house. No answer. I opened every door with fear, but there were no signs of him. I ran outside, and there on the dock that led to the island in the pond was Jeff with his hand on his face. I ran to him, and he heard my footsteps on the wood of the dock. He turned around, looked at me, and reached for a glass of water and a pill that were sitting by him. I ran and tackled him into the water with the glass and the pill in hand.
"Don't you dare take the easy way out!" I screamed as I grabbed him, both of us swimming in the water.
"I'm sorry, Ty. I just can't live without you..." He said sadly.
"You managed to do so for a year and a half!" I screamed.
"And I was so close to killing myself many times, but now that you made it clear that I don't stand a chance, I can't live this way." He said with tears in his eyes.
"And you think my life was easy?! DO YOU THINK?! I WENT THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN! MY DAD BEAT ME UP, I WAS RAPED, CHEATED ON BY TWO OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, AND SPENT SO MUCH TIME IN A HOSPITAL ILL. SO DON'T YOU TELL ME YOUR LIFE IS HARD WHEN THE ONLY THING THAT DEPRESSES YOU IS THE FACT THAT I CAN'T TRUST YOU ANYMORE AND CAN'T BE WITH YOU, SO SUCK IT UP AND GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE! I NEVER TOOK THE EASY WAY OUT. I WENT THROUGH IT, AND ALL THE PAIN I WENT THROUGH ALMOSt KILLED MY EMOTIONS AND MY BELIEF IN LOVE, BUT I'M STRONGER AND SO ARE YOU! SO, DONT YOU DARE KILL YOURSELF!!" I screamed in a fit of rage and pent up emotions. He stood speechless for a while and swam to shore, and I followed him. We stood looking at each other soaking wet.
"I'm sorry I lost you. You are the best thing I ever had in my life, and I didn't appreciate you, and the fact that you still care enough to save me makes it harder to leave you, Ty. I don't want to let you go. I love you way too much. I can't do it, but I will try...I still love you, and maybe I will love you forever...It hurts so much, but I will try to be strong, Ty...I will love you... forever..." He walked away, or more like ran to his car and sped off. I walked to my car thinking "Jeff, I need to stop loving you because it hurts me...It hurts me way too much.
Two weeks later >>>>>
Eveything changed in two weeks. Jeff was cold and kind of mean to me, and Caleb was getting better. He dyed his hair back to soft brown and seemed to smile more. I made it my job to smile to him every chance I got, and he seemed to be recovering. I was glad. We may not be friends, but in my heart he will always be my brother, even after what he did to me.
"Ty, guess what!!" I heard Li scream as she caught up with me to my locker.
"Jeremy asked you out again? I swear that you two are falling in love real fast.. It's kinda stressing since I don't have a love life." I said rolling my eyes.
"FAGGOT!" BAM! Brandon and Jerry slammed me into a locker as they sped off with their buddies.
I turned around pissed and walked to Brandon. He froze as I walked to him, grabbed his belt, pressed him to me, and my nose played with his.
"Wanna kiss?" I asked sexily as my lips inched from his.
He nodded and blushed, and I pushed my lips to his. The brief connection made my body tingle, and I pulled away and strutted back to Li. I looked over my shoulder, his face in shock with a blush, and his eyes glued on my ass. Well, most of the guys were locked on my ass.
"I swear to God you are mean." Li said with a smile.
"I know. So, where is Jermz taking you?" I asked with a smile.
"Actually, the news is that Tom is back. His plane is supposed to land in a half hour." She said with a wink, and I froze. She knew all about me and Tom...Well, she knew about all my life.
"S-s-should I go?" I asked with my eyes watering wanting to see Tom.
"You should, and I'm going with you. Let's skip class." She said with a smile.
We rushed out of the school, and I had a smile on my face. I ran to my car and thought about buying Tom something when he came off of the plane. Not flowers, cause he thinks he is too much of a man. CHOCOLATES!! He loves Hersheys. I know he does, so I sped off and bought them at a store that was on the way. I was driving like a maniac. I wanted to see Tom so bad!! I was happy to get to see him again, and maybe we could work out a relationship. I always liked Tom, and the idea of seeing him made my heart flutter. I knew I kind of loved him.
I got out of the car running with Tom's chocolate in hand, and Li followed. I stood there biting my nails as Li tried to calm me down, but that wasn't working at all.
"Calm down. The board says the flight arrived. Let's just wait! THERE HE IS!!" She screamed pointing to the escalator. I looked over, and there was Tom. He was wearing a brown, tight, long sleeve, abercrombie shirt and some loose jeans. He looked so hot! His muscles looked bigger, he was sporting his Zac Efronish hair with a smile on his face, he had that rough looking 5 o'clock shadow, and he looked so manly and hot. I bit my lip as I saw him and was about to run and hug him when something real horrible happened.
A guy that looked a little like me, with brown hair and brown eyes, ran to catch up with Tom. He had a suitcase in hand, so they were traveling together. The guy wrapped his hand around Tom's, and they looked into each others eyes and kissed with love. My eyes instantly watered, and I looked over at Li who instantly hugged me and grabbed my hand to lead me to my car. I looked over my shoulder at the happy couple, and he deserved happy. His eyes traveled and almost met mine but I turned around and kept walking with Li. I sighed as I entered the car, she took the drivers seat, and I melted in the passenger side cursing my life.
{ Tom's POV }
I walked off the plane with a smile on my face and thought of Ty as I walked onto the escalator. I wanted to see him again so badly, even if we were just friends. While I was on my high from seeing Tyler, I completely forgot about Drew. Drew is this guy I met in Germany and is also an exchange student from Canada, so we met and hit it off. I asked him out, and we started dating, but the real reason I started dating Drew was because he looked like Ty. I know what you're thinking, but I just wanted Ty, and since he looked like him, we started dating and have been going out for six months. He says he loves me, but I just can't say it back. He is very understanding, sweet, loving, and caring, and as I was coming off the escalator, he caught up with me and grabbed my hand.
"Forget something?" He said with a smile.
"Sorry, babe." I kissed him with passion, and he looked breathless. He smiled at me as we kept on walking, and my eyes searched the room for my parents. Then I saw this guy, a HOT, HOT, HOT, Blond guy, in skinny jeans and shoulder length blond hair. He looked way hot, and I couldn't make out his face due to the distance, but I kind of recognized him from somewhere. He walked out with a girl kinda consoling him, and I continued walking and dragged Drew with me. I wanted to look at this guy, so I raced a little toward him and stepped on something. I looked down, and on the floor was a Hershey chocolate bar with a note pasted to it. I LOVE HERSHEYS! I picked it up and read the note.
I MISSED YOU TOM. Ty
I looked around for Ty but saw no sign of him. It was better this way, as I didn't want him to meet Drew like this...I unwrapped the Hershey bar, and it was White chocolate. My favorite, just like Ty.
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Next Chapter will be up sooon!!
Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D
Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't read my other story on nifty, it's called Lustful Revenge. It's quite recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories.
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HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER. STICK AROUND CAUSE THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET STEAMY!!
About the author!
Well hi! It's me, Andy. I'm the author of this story, and I hope you are liking it so far. In most e-mails you seem to want to know stuff about me, like my age, hobbies, etc. Well, I'm 18 years old, I enjoy writing, as you can imagine, I love writing poems and songs, and well, express myself through words. I want to be a Doctor, my favorite color is blue, I looooove ice cream, my favorite movie is Black Swan, and my favorite t.v. show is Friends!! :D
I love Chandler, and well, I kind of have his sense of humor and that sarcastic edge to it. :D Well, that is me, and if you have anymore questions, don't hesitate to e-mail me!
XOXO Andy