Who You Are - Chapter 1 by Andy Lake
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All the following characters are fictional; all made up by me, thanks to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination.
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Do to many threatening emails and various death threats. I brought back this story. This is the first chapter sorry if you don't like it!
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http://tinypic.com/r/34h8k1f/6 ----> Tyler
http://tinypic.com/r/30szp5w/6 -----> Lilian (Ty's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/6se5nk/6 ----> Jeremy (Lilian's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/2ch12eh/6 ----> Brandon (Ty's Ex)
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******************** Endings and Beginings - Chapter 1 *******************
[Tyler's POV]
I looked out of the airplane's window. I felt sadness creeping over me as rain drops bathed the window. I tried to smile at least for the sake of Li who was sitting right beside me staring at me intently.
"I'm ok" I whispered as she looked at me quizzically.
"It's ok if your not" She whispered as she side hugged me. I smiled at her and looked at the city lights under us as we flew over my new home. My new city. New York.
<<<<<<<<<<<< Flashback 3 months ago <<<<<<<<<<<<<<
"So are we gonna open them?" Brandon asked as we stared at our responses from various universities. I looked at the envelopes. 4 for me, 3 for him. I sighed deeply.
"Yeah" I said as I reached to him and planted a kiss on his lips, he smiled at me and hugged me tightly.
"No matter what. If we have to go separate ways we will always be together ok?" He said silently. If I knew what I know now I would've told him he was full of shit but no, here is what I answered.
"Forever" Stupid huh? I know. He reached for the least important university he applied, he got accepted. I did the same, and didn't. Second envelope, he got denied. I got denied aswell. I was starting to get nervous. What if no one wanted me?
"You still have 2.. Open one and we do the last one together" Brandon said looking down nervously. The 2 left were NYU and Berkeley. Brandon applied to Berkeley aswell which was the unopened envelope in his hands.
I took a deep breath and opened the NYU envelope. I looked at the page inside and took a deep breath, I unfolded it and gripped the corners and read to myself. My eyes watered.
"You still have one left babe.. Don't worry" He said massaging my shoulders he smiled and looked rather relieved which ticked me off a bit.
"I got in" I whispered as I smiled at him. NYU was my college of choice. I wanted to major in English and Literature and New York felt magical to me but Brandon didn't apply to NYU with me. He didn't like New York or wanted NYU to pursue his law career that's why he felt happy when he thought I was rejected.
"Oh.. That's great love" He said a little not happy with the issue.
"Last one.." I said as I placed my hands on the envelope and opened along with Brandon. He wanted to attend Berkeley sooo bad. His father graduated from there and was quite proud of the place. When we went campus visiting Brandon fell in love completely with the place and California.
"Together" He said as we opened them, he read the letter and instantly jumped smiling. I smiled at him as he screamed in joy and belted out a couple Wohooo's right in my living room. I looked down at my own letter and read it. I got in. Why wasn't I as happy as I should be? I was going to be with the love of my life attending college.
"I got in" I said smiling weakly at him, his smile just got 20 times brighter as he jumped and hugged me.
"I knew it. We are meant forever" He said as he set me down and kissed me.
"But I liked NYU so much" I whispered as he retracted from the kiss, he looked deeply into my eyes.
"I know but we got into Berkeley together, aren't you happy?" He asked confused.
"Why didn't you apply?" I asked feeling defensive.
"What do you mean?" He asked confused.
"I told you a million times to apply to NYU with me and you said you forgot.. Why didn't you apply?! Where you afraind you would get in, and if it came to choosing... Would you have chosen me, coming with me?" I asked as he looked at me blankly.
"Babe.. I really forgot" He defended, I looked into his eyes and he couldn't hold my stare. He was lying.
"You are lying Brandon. Yes we got into Berkeley together but, New York and NYU are my dream, they have an amazing Literature deparment and you know how much I love it" I said as he looked away.
"But in Berkeley we can stay together, move in together then we can come to New York if you want, you can study law and then Literature besides you'd do soo much more with a Law degree than a" He stopped at mid sentence when he realized what he was saying.
"I hate law, it's all about lying.. I hate it" I said as he looked at me angrily.
"Well if you love me you would at least think about it" He snapped.
"Don't you dare play the if you love me card. Because if you loved me, you would've applied" I said sitting down as he stood there staring at me, wordless.
"But babe I want to be with you.. I'm sorry I did not apply, I just wanted Berkeley so bad" He said kneeling and placing his hands on my knees. I looked down at him, my hands went to the side of his face and I pulled him for a kiss. We kissed gently as he smiled at me.
"Ok.. We'll go to Berkeley" I said kissing him as he smiled brightly and proudly. I was a lovesick idiot.
"I have to call my dad!" He said as he fished out for his phone, I took out mine and called my own father.
"Dad.. I'm going to Berkeley with Brandon" I said faking a little emotion.
"Didn't you get into NYU honey.. I'm so sorry" He said into the phone.
"I did get in but I want to be with Brandon" I said weakly. The phone went quiet.
"That's wrong, did Brandon ask you to do this! That is not good you can't let him drag you because you love him" My father nearly screamed into the phone. Brandon kept trying to locate his father through the phone.
"No dad. I really want this, California was so nice" I said but he didnt buy it, I know becuase as I finished my sentence all I heard was dial tone.
I placed my phone on the table and walked to the kitchen I got a glass of water and looked at Brandon.
"He's not answering.. Bummer" He said as I walked back into the living room.
"Keep trying he will be so happy when he finds out. I'll be right back" I said walking upstairs as he kept dialing. I wanted to go to my room, be alone for a moment or talk to Li.. She would tell if I was doing right or wrong. I felt my pockets for my phone and remembered leaving it at the cofee table. I walked down the stairs when I heard Brandon talking to his dad. That man must be so proud of his son.
"No dad. I don't want the NYU letter, just shred it. Besides I convinced Ty to come with me to Berkeley. Thanks for helping him with his application dad, you are the best. I know it isn't that right but I really want to be with him dad. Well thanks, bye" He said. I looked at him with disbelief in my eyes. I knew it was odd for me to get into Berkeley when I was more than lifeless at the interview. And he did apply to NYU! So he didnt bring the letter because he got accepted?!
"Brandon, I'm not going with you" I said softly, he froze completely as his phone dropped to the floor, he turned around eyes wide open. I felt offended.
"Babe.. That was, it's not what you think" He tried. I scoffed.
"I got into NYU with all my effort and because I tried hard and I wanted it hard. Getting into Berkeley ins't my acomplishment, it's your father's. Why the hell would you manipulate me into going with you.. I want to be somebody on my own not with your help or anyone's" I said as I looked at him, he rushed to me.
"You don't have to mind that babe, you can go to NYU after college you know. We can be together right now.. Please come with me" He begged.
"Brandon, even if we are separated we can try long distance, I know we love each other enough to do so. And we can try and see each other as often as possible please" I said trying not to let my anger at him take the better of me.
"The fuck!? I got you into an ivy league college and this is the shit you come up with. I'm not doing long distance, it never works besides what if I get drunk in a party and end up fucking up someone or worse fall in love with someone, and i'm not letting you go to college alone, you'll end up in another dude's bed and i'm not ok with that" He said pissed.
"Listen you morron, I'm not going with you, and have I even looked at other guys when I've been with you?! No right. Cause believe me I've had my chances to cheat but I know better. I love better" I said offende.
"What is that supossed to mean?!" He said looking even more pissed. "I knew that Chase guy wanted to bone you.. I fucking knew it" He said loudly.
"Tone it down you meat head, I know you've been getting guys and girls thrown at you aswell but we don't cheat on each other we are not like that. Why can't we try long distance?" I asked as he calmed down slightly. He looked at me dead serious.
"Because either you come with me or we break up" He said coldly.
"It was a pleasure dating you, you know your way out" I said and grabbed my phone and headed upstairs. I heard the door slam hard and I closed my own with strenght.
End of Flashback >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
"We are about to land please buckle up your seatbelts. Thanks for flying with us" The voice said over the speakers waking me from my reverie.
We felt the gentle turbulence of the landing as the airplane settled. As soon as we were ordered to people started standing up, stretching and walking out.
"Let's go amigo" Li said smiling at me as we stood up and walked along the loud murmuring crowd. We went down the plane and up to baggage claim. We got our luggage and smiled at each other.
"Here we go" I said feeling slightly heartbroken at the thought of starting without Brandon. I shook it off, it had been 3 months already. 3 months he didn't even talk to me when he passed me by. 3 months we could've used loving each other before we had to say goodbye. Egotistical bastard.
I walked with Li down the electric staircase into the crowd of people holding signs. We spotted Jeremy smiling at us with a sign that read "Beavis and Butthead". I chuckled as Li practically threw herself into his arms and smothered him with kisses.
"So who is Beavis?" I asked as Li unlatched herself. Jeremy smiled and pulled me to his arms. He hugged me tight planting a kiss on my cheek.
"You're Butthead" He said ruffling my hair, I chuckled feeling that warmth spread across my heart. I loved my friends so bad.
"Well guide the way Mr." I said as he took Li's hand in his and took my hand in his other one aswell.
"You know you could be more useful and take my lugagge instead of my hand" Li said as she rolled her bag behind her.
"Nah. Looks heavy" Jeremy said laughing as he bolted when he saw the look Li gave him. I laughed at their little fights. Made me miss mine with Brandon, which were mostly because of his jealousy spells or mine. We got into a cab Jeremy had brought, he had gotten here a week ago so he could finish up with the lease and other stuff for our new condo. Which I might add was close to our College and quite beautiful, 20th floor with view to the city. 3 bedrooms, living room, ample sized kitchen with attached dinner and 4 bathrooms.
We arrived at our condo completely beat thanks to our flight. We got up and opened the door to our beautiful place. It was already nighttime, Li and I ran to the window as fast as we could looking out the beautiful city. We held hands tightly as Jeremy came up behind us and wrapped his arms around us two.
"I know. Breathtaking, still don't get tired of it" He said as we all looked out at what was to be our future sidewalks, cafe's our everything.
"Our new lives start here. No complaints huh?" I said more to myself. As I looked out the wild thought crossed my mind. Was someone in this city, in this beautiful big city... Meant for me? I guess I have to wait to find out.
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I know this chapter is short but ill post the next one in 2 to 3 days and it will be real long. this was just the introduction chapter you know! Things are gonna scale up real good, real soon. Hope you liked it.
Love you guys!!!!!!
Sorry for taking long to post the second part of my story but I've been out of writing juices lately. I cant even write a word on my Meet The Kiler's story so I tried with this to get the juices flowing.
Next Chapter will be up sooon!!
Hi guys sorry I've been so absent this month you know that's very unlike me but college stuff kept me too busy to even take a breather! So sorry I promise it won't happen again! At least I hope not!
Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D
Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't read my other story on nifty, it's called Aphrodite's Curse. It's quite recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories.
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About the author!
Well hi! It's me, Andy. I'm the author of this story, and I hope you like it so far. In most e-mails you seem to want to know stuff about me, like my age, hobbies, etc. Well, I'm 18 years old, I enjoy writing, as you can imagine. I love writing poems and songs, and well, express myself through words. I want to be a Doctor. My favourite colour is blue, I looooove ice cream, my favourite movie is Easy A, and my favourite TV. show is Friends!! :D
I love Chandler, and well, I kind of have his sense of humour and that sarcastic edge to it. :D Well, that is me, and if you have anymore questions, don't hesitate to e-mail me!
XOXO Andy