Who You Are - Chapter 2 by Andy Lake
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http://tinypic.com/r/34h8k1f/6 ----> Tyler
http://tinypic.com/r/30szp5w/6 -----> Lilian (Ty's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/6se5nk/6 ----> Jeremy (Lilian's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/33d87eg/6 -----> New Character
http://tinypic.com/r/34pxjci/6 -----> New Character
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Recap: Last chapter we saw how Tyler and Brandon broke up. We also got to Ty and Li's moving to New York along with Jeremy and about to start a new life in a city he always dreamt of.
******************** Fresh Start - Chapter 2 *******************
I woke up smiling and stretching myself on the bed of my new room. It was nicely decorated. 3 walls were painted a beautiful beige color, while the wall right across my bed was made of wood. It was the walk in closet. Beautiful indeed. I rose up and walked into the bathroom at left wall from my bed. I looked at myself in the mirror. First time in months when I woke up without puffy eyes. I smiled at myself and looked at my disheveled hair.
"You stink amigo" I said as I chuckled and pulled up my sleeping shirt. It was one of Brandon's button up shirts he gave me to sleep in. I wondered how was he doing at Berkeley. Is he making friends, having fun.. Dating anyone? I sighed and shook of the thoughs as I folded the shirt neatly and placed it ontop a shelf that held the towells. I grabbed one of the fluffy towels and hung it on top of the shower curtain as I walked inside. I turn the shower on and let the warm water cascade throughout my body. Matting my hair against my forehead and feeling it slide down my body, wetting every inch of it. I grabbed the body wash and squirted some on the loofa. I watched it produce foam and then started to slowly clean my body. I scrubbed my neck slowly letting the foam wash down as I continued. I then squirted some shampoo into my hands and rubbed it on my hair. The feeling of the water sliding down my body relaxed me and in a way turned me on. I blushed lightly thinking about those "showers" I took with Brandon. I felt my cock twitch but I concentrated in cleaning myself. After I was done I towell dried myself and changed into black jeans and a white shirt with some black lettering on it. I fixed my bangs on the mirror and brushed my teeth walking out to the kitchen.
By the looks of it no one but me was up. So I made my way to the kitchen, I started fixing up a frugal omelette. Quite fancy I might add. I had taken a huge liking to cooking over break, maybe it was because everytime I cooked for Brandon he would smile and eat with such gusto it made my hole body tingle. I finished cooking the 3 omeletes and made some toast. I set the table up and made sure to take out the butter and strawberry jelly. I looked at Jeremy and Li walking out of their room with their stomach's almost audibly growling.
"Smells soooo orgamiscally good" Jeremy said walking to me and pecking my cheek. I smiled as he walked to his seat. Li kissed my cheek and said good morning before sitting down. I took my place as we start digging with hunger.
"God its great" Li said as she gobbled down the omelette without really tasting it. I chuckled as I watched them both gobble the whole meal down in seconds while I still had plenty on my plate which they were staring at hungrily. I pushed it towards them and grabbed toast, added some butter with some jelly and munched on it.
"Well you look good today, at least your eating better" Jeremy said as he ate my omelette.
"I can't start fresh with a frown on my face can I?" I said as I drank some of my juice.
"That's good. Well I have the whole day planned for us. We are going to the touristic stuff you know. Times Square and Central Park, Empire State Building.. All that shizzle. Then for dinner, I stumbled on this delicious cafe a couple blocks down. Great burgers and it's soo cool. Gentle lighting, mostly dark and with an awesome band that plays daily up on the stage. You are gonna love it" He said excitedly.
"I'm not going.. I want you to go with Li alone to all those places. You will enjoy it more as a couple. I just want to wander around New York for a while.. Don't worry, I have my phone and it has GPS and all so I wont get lost" I assured them.
"But. I planned everything for us.." Jeremy said dissapointedly.
"You know we don't think of you as a third wheel right?" Li asked tentatively.
"I know but I want you both to enjoy your first day here to the fullest with your guy" I said to Li. She smiled and reached for my hand, she massaged it gently.
"Thanks love" She responed. Jeremy pinched my cheek and stood up walking to his room, probably going to take a bath.
"I'm going to be ok. I really need to be alone for a couple hours you know, stop pretending I'm ok" I said as she nodded.
"I know. Have fun, ok? You still will have dinner with us though?" She asked me.
"Yup. Text me when you are done site seeing, we meet here and go to dinner" I assured her.
"Well. Are you leaving right now?" She asked as I nodded.
"There is so much I want to see. To experience you know. Besides I wanna do it on my own"
"Well don't forget your wallet and phone, ok?" She reprimanded. I scoffed.
"Ok. See you later mom" I chuckled as I stood up. I walked to the door and looked to my left. There on a table stood a small bush of roses on a pot. Roses I had brought from home. From that beautiful rose bush that was fertilized with my mother's ashes.
"I love you" I said as I kissed one of the roses and walked out. I took out my phone and earphones. I plugged them into the phone and then placed the earphones in my ears. I started listening to a random song as I walked to the elevator. I pressed the button and a few minutes later I was out of the bulding. Breathing New York.
After a while of wandering around in the VERY crowded sidewalks. I kinda got the hang of it. You just walk wherever you wanna go avoiding to bump people. Especially those who are wearing really odd clothers. Which would be like 20% of everyone I've seen so far. After some walking around in the city's sidewalks I ended up at a book store. I loved the smell of new books as soon as I opened the door. I walked around searching out in the shelves for something that would catch my attention. I ended up buying an interesting looking book. I payed and walked out of the book store.
"There has to be a starbucks around here.." I said looking around. I fished out my phone to be directed to one starbucks a couple blocks down. I arrived and as soon as I was through the door I had to wait in line for a couple minutes. I got my mocha with vanilla and sat on the sofa near the window. I opened the book and started to read slowly sipping my cofee. I liked this, not being alone but at the same time being by myself with complete and utter peace.
[ Blake's POV ]
"Duuuude! Look at what just walked in" My friend Anthony said as he elbowed me, I was checking out this guy's hot ass as he leaned to make his order, he caught me glancing and winked biting his lip. I just winked back as I turned to Anthony.
"What walked in?" I asked as I saw him practically drooling. I followed his line of sight and I have to admit, my throat went dry and knotted up as I sucked in some air.
"That is just illegal" Anthony said blinking twice and rubbing his eyes as cutie walked to the line with his earphones on and a book in his hand. He fixed his bang and looked around. I caught a glimpse of his gorgeous blue eyes as he searched the room.
"Im in love" I said with a sigh as the cute guy looked at his feet and shifted his weight.
"No dude.. Please I beg you! Don't go near him, he seems sweet and innocent" Anthony said worriedly.
"Just like I like em" I said with a wolfy grin.
"You are disgusting you know.. Remember Dean, you played him, fucked him, he ended up in love and broken hearted when you told him he wan't tight anymore.. You are disgusting dude. I love ya and all mate but your fucked up. When was the last time you dated someone?" He asked looking at me with scrutiny.
"About 3 years ago" I answered thinking back to those horrible days I had to fucking report every move to my ex. I shuderred in disgust.
"Well you can't just go around life fucking up people's lives take Dean for example, he was such a dreamer always talking about how he wanted to be a doctor and he was so sweet and nice to everyone.. You broke him up dude. He went back to his hometown and I heard he is in rehab.." Anthony said trying to make me feel guilty. Well I don't. I told Dean like I always do to any guy, "We are just gonna have sex, if I want more you'll be on my bed more but no feelings" they always say. "Whatever you want Blake" and end up heartbroken and begging for me to be with them forever, quite lame and pathetic if you ask me.
"I warned him. He got into deep shit himself" I answered shrugging my shoulders. I stared at cutie's perfectly shapped ample butt. So delectable through those jeans. He got some cofee and walked to a window sofa, opened his book and started reading sipping his drink ocassionaly. He looked so adorable I wanted to ravage him then and there. I stood up ready to make my move.
"Hold it.. I saw him first" Anthony said smiling.
"Shit.." I muttered, whoever saw a guy first had the right to give it a shot unless he got turned down. It was rare for someone to turn Anthony down, as for me I was never turned down.
"Wish me luck" Anthony said as he stood up and walked to the cute guy. As soon as Anthony was infront of him he smiled a breath taking smile to my friend.
[ Tyler's POV ]
"May I help you?" I asked the guy standing infront of me. He looked about 6"0 and 180 pounds if I had to guess. Really fit looking with a caramel skin tone, green eyes, full lips with very nicely shaped eyebrows, he was wearing a beanie that made him look cute but I could guess he was shaved on the head which I found attractive.
"Hi. I'm Anthony, I just never have seen you here before, felt curious" He said with a smile that showed his dimples and perfect whites.
"Hi. I'm Tyler, I'm new to the city actually" I said as he took a seat on the couch and turned his body to me.
"Well that does explain de lost look on your face when you walked in" He chuckled.
"Am I that obvious, I thought I was doing pretty well. I caught up on the, just walk wherever you want rule you guys have here" I said smiling as he laughed louder drawing some attention.
"Well we do seem to have a rule like that, don't we?" He teased.
"Yup, I bumped on about 5 male lady gaga's on my way here" I joked as he looked at me seriously.
"Stay away from the gaga's they are dangerous, they'd gobble up a cutie like you in seconds" He said with a smile. I felt a blush creep up on my face as my hand went back to my neck. I massaged it nervously and took a sip of my mocha. I placed it back down and he just smiled wider.
"What? Is there something on my face?" I asked as he nodded, he leaned close to my face. I felt slightly surprised, was he about to kiss me? Was I about to let him? I then felt his finger on my upper lip, he grazed it above my lip, instinctively I let them part. He smiled and pulled back. I look at the finger he brushed my upper lip with, it had mocha foam on it. I blushed embarrased as he smiled and sucked the foam.
"Mmm, mocha mustache. Delicious" he said as with a wide grin.
"Glad you enjoyed it" I said rolling my eyes with a laugh.
"Seeing as you haven't freaked about my approaches.. Safe to assume your gay?" He asked a little worriedly.
"You have a good gaydar on you" I answered as he visibly relaxed.
"Can I have your number? If you feel like going out with me sometime" He inquired.
"Sorry, kinda just out of a relationship and don't take this the wrong way but you might be a serial killer" I said with a smile still on my face.
"Nuh uh. I do have a dungeon though, well it was nice to meet you Tyler" He said as he stood up and walked away. I smiled and shook my head with a smile. People here seemed quite nice, if I wasn't hung up on Brandon I think I would've given him my phone number right away.
[ Blake's POV ]
I smiled as I saw Anthony walking back to our table empty handed. He sat down and sighed dreamily.
"In love with his ex" He said as he looked over at me. I chuckled.
"I'll make him forget, when I'm done with him he will think of me everynight" I answered as he groaned.
"He is a really nice guy.. Don't do it Blake" He warned as I rolled my eyes.
"Dude you just pissed he's gonna be in my bed not yours" I answered.
"You'r gonna fall in love one day dude and your gonna get yours" Anthony said as he drank his cofee.
"Well hopefully it will be in about 10 years or so" I answered standing up and walking towards the cute guy still reading his book. I took a seat on the sofa beside him, he looked up from his book.
"Umm.. Hi?" He asked suspiciously.
"Hi there, name's Blake. Yours?" I asked looking at him up and down.
"Tyler" He said giving me an uncomfortable smile.
"Your new to the city?" I asked as he nodded still looking uneasy.
"Just got here" He answered looking back to his book.
"Want me to show you around? I know every good landmark, not only the touristic ones" I winked. My bed will be his favorite.
"Thank you for the offer but GPS is good enough" He answered.
"Are you always this cold with nice strangers?" I asked.
"What can I say, my mom taught me well" He said as he drank down his mocha and stood up.
"Are you leaving? May I come?" I insisted.
"Damn that dude is hot" He said looking at someone behind me. I instantly looked back trying to spot a hottie, I saw this old wrinkled guy sitting looking out.
"You like em that old?" I asked turning back around, he was gone. I looked at the glass door, he turned to me and smiled coyly and he was gone. I smiled and shook my head walking back to Anthony.
"Oh how the mighty have fallen" He mocked as I sat back down.
"Shut up dude. First time in years unlike you" I smirked as I flopped down on my seat.
"Well let's wrap this up we have to do soundproof for tonight remember" He said as he stood up. I followed and looked at the now empty couch to see a book lying there, I smiled and picked it up. I opened the first page and in a quite nice handwriting it said. Tyler Jacobs. Cute name, I thought as I took the book with me and followed Anthony out.
[ Tyler's POV ]
I smiled as I walked out of the cafe, the second guy that walked up to me was sooo damn hot but something about him ticked me off. He remembered me vividly of Jeff, he had the whole player look to him, that cocky heart metling smile and everything going on for him. I walked along the streets, I looked up at the sky, it was getting darker by the minute as I found myself in a very nice park. I walked around until I found a nice bench under a tree. I sat down and realized I had forgotten my new book. I sighed and started to look through my phone. I stopped at a picture of Brandon, a shirtless Brandon winking at the camera. I felt that familiar warmth spread through my heart and I couldn't help but do the stupidest thing ever. I went through my contacts scrolling down and stopping at Brandon's name. I looked at my phone.
"You are not needy or desperate.. Shake it off" I tried to tell myself as I looked at the name. Well, calling him to see how he is won't be bad will it. I will try to sound friendly and nice. I pressed the name and my phone opened up to a picture of him and me kissing. I looked at the phone and pressed it up to my ear. It rang once.. twice.. three times and it was picked up.
"Hi?" I heard a female voice at the other end.
"Excuse me is Brandon there?" I asked feeling a little queasy about a women answering the phone.
"Yes, I'll hand him the phone" She said, I heard some steps then his voice asking who it was. She said my name and it went silent.
"Tyler?" Brandon's voice sounded through the receiver.
"Hi ba- Brandon, how are you?" I asked trying to not sound as nervous as I felt.
"I'm ok... Why are you calling?" He asked sounding slightly annoyed.
"Just checking on you, I miss you" I said softly and defeated.
"Oh, cool" He said, the awkward silence enveloped us both.
"Yeah.. Don't you miss me?" I asked trying not to sound so desperate.
"What are you doing Ty? I'm already moving on with my life. Give it a try it feels great" He said and the line went dead. I looked at the phone in disbelief. I felt offended, pissed and sad. He didn't want to even talk to me. What did he mean by moving on? I looked at my lap trying hard to hold back tears. I cleared my throat.
"No Ty, don't cry" I tried to reasurre myself as the impending tears dried on my eyes. I thought about him, Brandon, the times we just laid in his bed kissing, he wouldn't let me go no matter what. His lips were on mine not lettin me speak unless it was to say I love you or I'm yours. The countless times we made love, everyday we spent kissing and touching. I looked around my phone and deleted his number. I turned the GPS and found my way to the condo. I went up, Li and Jeremy were still out from the looks of it. I slid into my room and into the bathroom, I took Brandon's shirt I used to sleep and looked at the garbage can. I opened it and aimed the shirt, but I couldn't let it fall into the can. I held id tight in my hand.
"You're an asshole Brandon" I said pressing the shirt against my chest. I kissed it softly and took a couple deep breaths holding back tears. I had stopped being a cry baby. I would only shed tears for stuff that was worth it. I walked back to my room and flopped on my bed with Brandon's shirt on my arms. I heard footsteps and stood up and walked out.
"You are back.. We are going to get dinner" Li said as she smiled at me. "Did you have a good day?" She asked.
"It was nice, relaxing. Although I lost the book I just bought" I said as she shook her head.
"You are always forgetting stuff love. Well, we can go buy one tomorrow" She said as Jeremy came out from their room with his hair fixed up.
"Let's go" He said as we made our way out of the apartment. I walked out, it was dark outside already, everything seemed bigger at night. Tall building shining brightly, the lights looking like small suns, shedding of small rays of light, highlighting every beautiful detail. A breeze swooped by making me feel the gentle chilly air of New York. I felt my body getting covered with a coat.
"We will need coats, gets chilly at night" Jeremy said as he handed Li her coat aswell. I smiled at him and looked up at the building which seem to go up forever.
"So beautiful at night" I whispered as we walked down the sidewalk, Jeremy and Li were holding hands, they looked so good together. And knowing how much they care for me, I couldn't help but feel like a third wheel. Still I just silently thanked them for being with me regardless.
"This is the place" Jeremy said as we stood infront of a restaurant. We walked in, the lighting was a mellow redish color. There were tables and booth on the sides with a stage up in front. Jeremy led us to a booth. Soon a waiter walked up to us with a smile on his face.
"You are just in time for the show.. You must be Lilian.. Jeremy gushed out so much about you the first time here" He said smling at Li.
"Nice to meet you, Corey" She said reading the name tag. He smiled and turned to me.
"Ouhh you must be Tyler. Good luck love, now what can I serve you?" He asked, I looked at him, what did he mean by good luck? We ordered 3 cheeseburgers and lemonade with soda. He went to the kitchen.
"What did he mean by good luck?" I asked Jeremy, he looked over at me.
"Ah. Nothing, it's just there's this awesome band that plays here, the one I told you guys about. Well the lead singer is like a real man whore and for what I've caught, every night he takes someone from the audience home and you kinda look like his type" He answered.
"So why would I need luck?" I asked.
"Well, I'm straight and even I would do him" He said after receiving a playful smack on the head from Li.
As soon as he finished his sentence the lights of the stage went on. And there I saw both of the guys that approached me at the starbucks later today. And in the guy infront of the mic, I saw my book. He was looking my way with a smile, he winked. And yeah, I could guess you could call him trouble. He deffinately has the looks for it.
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I know this chapter is short but ill post the next one in 2 to 3 days and it will be real long. this was just the introduction chapter you know! Things are gonna scale up real good, real soon. Hope you liked it.
Love you guys!!!!!!
Sorry for taking long to post the second part of my story but I've been out of writing juices lately. I cant even write a word on my Meet The Kiler's story so I tried with this to get the juices flowing.
Next Chapter will be up sooon!!
Hi guys sorry I've been so absent this month you know that's very unlike me but college stuff kept me too busy to even take a breather! So sorry I promise it won't happen again! At least I hope not!
Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D
Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't read my other story on nifty, it's called Aphrodite's Curse. It's quite recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories.
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HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER. STICK AROUND BECAUSE THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET STEAMY!!
About the author!
Well hi! It's me, Andy. I'm the author of this story, and I hope you like it so far. In most e-mails you seem to want to know stuff about me, like my age, hobbies, etc. Well, I'm 18 years old, I enjoy writing, as you can imagine. I love writing poems and songs, and well, express myself through words. I want to be a Doctor. My favourite colour is blue, I looooove ice cream, my favourite movie is Easy A, and my favourite TV. show is Friends!! :D
I love Chandler, and well, I kind of have his sense of humour and that sarcastic edge to it. :D Well, that is me, and if you have anymore questions, don't hesitate to e-mail me!
XOXO Andy