This is the Forth instalment and if you haven't been reading you might want to read part one and two before you read this one, if you read part one and two a while ago then you should just skim over them again to refresh your memory because im just going to jump right in. As always I would appreciate it if you didn't steal it and claim it as your own. If you would like to save in on your computer for yourself that is fine or even sent it to a friend your welcome to but just don't steal it.
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WARNING
This story contains Adult Material and is not intended for anyone under the age of 18, if it is illegal for you to read this wherever you live please leave now. This story chronicles a relationship between two consenting females and contains sexual material.
Caiden and I Part Four
I could still Hear Caiden crying outside the bathroom door, I think that I finally ran out of tears because I couldn't cry anymore there was nothing left, I just sat there and listen to her cry. After a while I got up and went back into my room. Caiden was sitting on my bed she watched me cross the room, I didn't make eye contact with her... I couldn't look at her.
She watch me get dressed without saying a word she just sat there and sobbed, even if I wanted to say something I wouldn't know what to say apart of me wanted to tell her that it was okay and that I forgave her but another part of me hated her, and unfortunately that part was winning the war...I wanted nothing to do with her I didn't want to even look at her.
After I got dressed in some sweat pants and a tank top I went over to my bed where she was and unplugged my cell phone, I didn't even acknowledge her presents and just turned on the phone and started to dial Tara's number.
"Aren't you going to talk to me... can you at least look at me?" she said in between sobs.
I didn't even flinch I pretended not to even hear her. Looking back on the whole thing I know that it was a really childish thing to do and I wish that I could have been more mature in the situation, but I reacting the way I did and there is nothing that I can do about it now.
The phone started to ring and I waited for Tara to pick up. She answered about 4 rings.
"Hey, are you okay?" I asked her, concern because I left without even asking her if she was okay last night.
"Im fine are you?" she asked
I told her that I was fine and I asked her if she wanted to talk.
"I sorry about what happened last night Krisy, I wish that it didn't happen the way that it did, I really hope that I didn't fuck up your relationship with Caiden."
Now what I said next I said purposely knowing that Caiden was there and could hear everything.
"Don't worry about it, if Caiden was any kind of friend she wouldn't have called me the things that she did. If that is the kind of person she wants to be then I want nothing to do with her, I just need to know that your okay... are you?"
"Yeah I am."
Out of the corner of my eye I could see Caiden's eyes weld up with tears again as she watched me intently on the phone. She got up to leave, and I made no attempt to stop her.
"Tara do you want to come over to talk?"
"Yeah I'll be over in a hour or so."
I told her that that was fine and I hung up the phone and went downstairs to get some cereal.
By the time I left my room Caiden was already out the window and climbing down the tree.
I felt bad for saying the things that I did for her to hear, but at the same time I felt like it was nearly enough considering the things she had called me last night.
I went downstairs to the living room and turned on the T.V. and looked for the NCAA college Football games...I found the USC UCLA game turned it up and went into the kitchen to get my cereal. I looked in the cupboard and decided on some Frosted Flakes, my favourite cereal, and Caiden's...
I decided to talk the whole box and the jug of Milk out to the living room and I settled in for the Game. Watching football and eating cereal is my favourite pass time. My mom knows not to invite anyone over and to leave me alone on Saturdays and Sundays during the Football season... unless she wants me to embarrass the hell out of her. Its funny when I tell people im a football fanatic because one im a girl and two I look nothing like a football fan.
After I settled in and poured myself some cereal I heard something behind me, I grabbed the remote, getting ready to chuck it at the first sight of an intruder, when I sung around remote in hand I Caiden standing there, I almost threw the remote just cause.
"We need to talk" she said very matter of factly.
"Well I have nothing else to say to you Caiden, now please leave." It came out a lot colder than I had intended it to, but I shrugged it off and returned to the game.
After a couple minutes Caiden came and sat on the couch next to me. I didn't acknowledge her.
"Krystal..." she repeated my name like 10 times, then it got annoying.
"WHAT!!" I screamed, "what do you want from me, you already made your feeling towards me clear last night, so what Caiden, what do you want from me now?"
She said nothing instead she leaned over and kissed me grabbing the back of my neck and pulling me on top of her. This all happen so fast and she did it with such force that I didn't have time to react or even push her away. She forced my lips apart with her tongue and invaded my mouth with it.
To my absolute surprise I started kissing her back and grabbing at her fondling every part of her body. I've wanted her for so long I could stop myself I needed her I needed to feel her naked body against mine. I wanted to just let the events of last night fall away, I just wanted her nothing else.
After 5 mins of kissing and fondling I finally snapped out of my euphoric trance and realized what I was doing, I quickly pulled myself off of her.
"What the Fuck Caiden! Why did you do that? What the hell do you want from me?" I was confused I was angry I just wanted answers, I didn't even know if I wanted to go there with her now, what about Tara... OH SHIT I thought 'Tara' I remembered that she would be on her way here soon.
"Caiden you have to get the fuck out! Now!" I yelled at her, "I cant deal with this...with you...just leave."
"No" she said obviously holding her ground.
"What do you mean No?"
"Im not leaving until you admit that you want me, just as much as I want you."
I exploded, "What, what the fuck does that mean Caiden, Last not I was DYKEY WHORE! And now your saying you want me and all this bullshit how about you grow the fuck up and stop playing games with people you heartless bitch!"
She got up stood in front of me and said very calmly, "I've always loved you, I've always loved you, I thought you knew that, last night I over reacted when I saw you on top of Tara, I was jealous, im sorry."
I didn't know what to say to this it, I know that this makes me seem completely dense being that Caiden and I spent every waking hour together for the last 9 years, But I had no idea she felt the same way about me as I did for her. So I just stood there.
"I love you, I've always loved you...why couldn't you see that Krisy, I've been in love with you every since you asked me about kissing other girls when we were 11. But you never brought it up again so I figured you didn't like me and you were straight so I left it alone, but I've always loved you baby."
I finally spoke up to this, "That doesn't make what you did right, you really hurt me Caiden, and I don't know how I can ever forgive you... I cant do this with you, I just cant so please, please for me just leave."
She didn't move.
"Caiden if you love me you'll understand that I don't want to do this right now and I need you to leave."
The look on her face was one of defeat one of hurt, she said nothing after that she just turned and left.
I stood there for what seemed like eternity staring at the spot she was just standing in. I wanted her to come back... to hold me, to make every better like she always did. Right then I felt like a huge chunk of me had fallen away and I felt so empty and alone, the very thought of Caiden not being there anymore left me completely and utterly broken.
I was awoken from my daydream by a knock at the door, i dreaded the thought of anyone invading my depressive space at this point all i wanted to do was curl up in a ball on the couch and wait for death. What would i do now, now tahti have no one to talk to, to confide in.
I slowly made my way to the door promising to slam the door in who so ever appeared on my front Stoop.
However when i open the door i would surely be forced to eat my words.
I know that im being curl for leaving you guys on these horride clifhangers...but what can i say, i know what comes next, i lived it....but i guess you guys are just going to have to wait and see. :) sorry........