Well guys this is the long awaited part six I know that I told you guys that I would get everything out as soon as possible, but I've just been going through a lot lately with my current girlfriend and I barely had enough time to breath but as promised I wrote another instalment and here it is finally.
So this is the sixth instalment in the Caiden and I stories and I think its safe to say that this is where things start to get really interesting. Enjoy.
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WARNING
This story contains Adult Material and is not intended for anyone under the age of 18, if it is illegal for you to read this wherever you live please leave now. This story chronicles a relationship between two consenting females and contains sexual material.
Caiden and I Part Six
When I got back upstairs Caiden was sitting on the bed watching me.
"Are you feeling any better?"
"Yeah. I'm really sorry I don't know what I was thinking I just kind of. I don't know it was a lapse in judgement. Thanks for coming to check on me, if you didn't show up I don't know what I would have done."
"Caiden I didn't show up to check on you I actually came by to. you know what we can talk about it later." I didn't want to make her feel any worse than she already did so I figured that I would just tell her later the real reason why I had stopped by.
"Is everything okay, are we okay?" she seemed so sincere and so vulnerable, I started to get those same old feelings again, but I had to reprimand myself, that wasn't the reason I had come over here and I had to keep in mind that I was now in a relationship with Tara.
I decided that now would be as good a time to tell her about Tara and I as any.
"Caiden I need to talk to you about something really important."
"...What is it?"
"You know that I love you right?" she nodded, "and you know that I would do anything for you, but a lot has happened since last night and the thing is that, Tara and I are together now, and in order for our relationship to work out im going to need to distance myself from you in a way."
I waited for her to respond but she didn't, she just sat there, I didn't know if I should leave or hug her or reassure her that we would remain friends, so I just sat there too.
After about 15 mins Caiden finally spoke.
".Krisy.I need you to do me a favour, can you?"
"Sure baby anything."
"I need you to give me a chance, I know that your with Tara now, but she doesn't love you like I do, I need you in my life I need you to love me."
"Caiden I do love you, and I have given you another chance."
Before I could finish Caiden spoke again.
"No! your not listening, I fucking Love you I've loved you for years but you were too dense to see it! And now Tara comes along and your throwing what you and I could have away for her?!" Caiden was hysterical she was pacing the room yelling at me and I was sure that her mom could here everything that she was saying.
"Caiden keep your voice down, your mom."
"I don't give a fuck, I love you, and I want you."
"I swear to God Caiden if you don't keep your fucking voice down." I was getting irritated now. "You know what I cant deal with you." I got up to leave, when I got to the door the anger that I felt towards her was so strong that I knew that I needed to get it out and end this bullshit with her right then.
I turned back and started shouting back at her, "Caiden you Spoiled piece of shit, everything always has to be your way, you had all your fucking chances, I don't fucking read minds, if you wanted to tell me that you loved me for so long then you should have..its too late, I found someone that wasn't afraid to tell me how they felt and I feel the same way about her (this was a lie, I didn't love Tara the way she loved me, but Caiden didn't need to know that at this point)." I no longer cared if her mom was listening I couldn't hold it in any longer Caiden needed to know that I wasn't going to put up with her bullshit anymore.
She started crying again, but this time I wasn't going to let her make me feel bad, I didn't care she was going to hear this whether she wanted to or not. Caiden walked over to me and tried to touch me she was grabbing at my arms to pull me closer to her, but I didn't want her to touch me.
"get the fuck away from me, I cant even look at you right now." I turned away from her and towards the door, I wanted to leave but at the same time something was holding me back I was rooted to the place where I stood, I could here Caiden behind me sobbing.
After about 5 mins the sobbing stopped, and I felt Caiden's arms slip around me from behind and rest on my stomach, I could feel her body pressed up against my back.she was so warm, my knees got weak and I made a feeble attempt to pry her hands away and leave.
Caiden slowly turned me around towards her, she was so close to me I could feel the heat off her face, she kept one hand on the small of my back to hold me steady and she placed the other hand on the side of my neck.
She moved her lips to my ear and whispered, ".just give me a chance, please." as she said this she slowly made her way to my lips, ".please.I love you baby." then she covered my lips with her own. I wanted to push her away but I couldn't convince my body to do so. Her lips were so soft, and before I knew it my mouth opened and she slid her tongue inside. The kiss was so different from the one we shared earlier that day, this one was soft, and slow. I started to slowly and gently suck on her tongue I was in complete ecstasy the smells the texture it was driving me over the edge and I could feel my panties getting wet. I finally let go of Caiden's tongue and she slowly withdrew her lips from mine.
I opened my eyes to find Caiden inches from my face starring at me. When I didn't say anything and I didn't push her away she moved in closer to kiss me again only this time she just hovered over my parted lips allowing for the slightest of contact every now and then, and she whispered into my mouth, "Do you want me to stop?"
I managed a feeble close to inaudible winded "No".
"I thought not," she whispered back to me and a small smirk spread across her lips. Caiden then placed her thumb on my chin letting me know to open my mouth wider, I did as she gestured and she proceeded to tease me with the tip of her tongue running it along my lips and my teeth.
"What do you want me to do to you?" she asked.
My head was spinning between the sweat smell of her breath as she whispered into my mouth and the anticipation of tasting her tongue again, I was no longer able to form coherent sentences, so I just muttered the first thing I could think of in my inebriated state, "Everything."
I then felt her body move away from me and she took my hand and lead me to her bed. I didn't really know if this was what I wanted and I didn't know that I wanted it to go where it was, but at the same time I was curious to know what it all would feel like.
Caiden slowly pushed me back unto her bed and she climbed onto the bed next to me.
"I love you so much Krystal, I want to show you just how much.if you'll let me."
With that said she put half her body on top of me and she lowered her lips to mine and we started kissing again. I felt so good and so right, I didn't want it to end, all thoughts of Tara and how wrong this all was faded away and all I wanted was her. I put my hand on the back of her neck and pulled her closer to me.
The kiss started to get more and more intense and Caiden slid one of her hands up and under my shirt, when her hand cupped my breast I let out an audible moan and that was all the permission she needed, she then preceded to tug at the hem of my shirt letting me know that she wanted it off. I didn't object, I sat up and help her take my shirt of and then hers.
Caiden then positioned herself between my legs and we started kissing again, all the feelings that I was experiencing were so new to me, I had never felt this way Kissing Nick or Tara and I didn't want it to end. I could feel Caiden grinding into me and I wanted more.
Caiden raised herself slightly and straddled my right thigh, I could feel her right thigh pushing unto my pussy and it felt so good.
I was groaning and moaning into Caiden's mouth and she was foundling my breast and breathing heavily.
"I want to do so much to you.' She said in a breathy mouth.
"I want you to do all of that to me baby, I love you so much."
Just then I felt Caiden slowly slip her hand over my stomach and down towards the band of my sweatpants, she lingered there for a while obviously waiting for an objective, when I didn't object she slid her hand into my sweatpants. I wasn't wearing any underwear (I rarely am) and Caiden knew this so when she put her hand inside my pants she wasn't at all surprised.
I could feel Caiden's fingers as they made their way over my clit and in between the folds of my pussy.
"Baby I know you're a virgin so if you want me to stop tell me ok?"
I nodded and she preceded to try and slip her middle finger inside me, it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would and once she had it inside me up to her knuckle she started to slowly pull it out and push it back in. it felt so good I need more of her inside me. I guess she knew exactly what I was thinking because just then I felt her slip another finger inside me and I was going insane I needed to cum, I reached down and grabbed hold of Caiden's hand to keep her fingers inside me as I grinded against her palm, I knew that I was on the edge and about to cum so I gripped her arm even tighter as my first orgasm ripped through me.
We held each other for what seemed like forever until we heard her mother call out at the bottom of the stairs that dinner was ready. Caiden rolled off of me and went to her bathroom to wash her hands. I was left alone in the room and all I could think about was how much I regretted doing what I had just done with Caiden.
Caiden came back into the room while I was putting myself back together, I wasn't really hungry and I wanted nothing more than to just get out of there.
"Uhm Caiden. im not really hungry and feel kind of dizzy and I think that im just gonna go home and lay down for a bit."
Caiden looked at me with questioning eyes, "is everything okay?"
I didn't want to tell her that I regretted what we had just done, "Yeah everything is fine I just don't feel well."
With that I turned around and headed to the door to leave.
"Krisy, I don't regret what we just did and I hope that you don't either."
"I'll talk to you later." And then I left her room.
Once out in the hallway I made my way over to the back stairs to try to avoid running into Nancy.
I ran all the way home rushing into the house not even noticing that my mom was already home and making dinner in the kitchen while I ran by.
When I got back up to my room I flopped down on my bed and fell into a deep sleep.
I had dreams about Caiden and I had dreams about Tara and in both scenarios I ended up hurting one of them.
I woke up to the sound of my Cell Phone ringing beside me, I picked it up and looked at the call display before answering it. It was Tara.
I briefly thought about not answering the phone at all, but in the end I picked it up.
"Hey, where have you been I've been trying to call you for like the last 2 hours."
"Sorry T I was really tired after running those errands for my mom and I kind of just passed out when I got back home." I lied
"Oh okay. I was beginning to think that you.well.never mind." She kind of trailed off when she said that last thing but I knew exactly what she was thinking when I didn't answer any of her calls.
"Are you okay." I asked her trying to gauge where her mind was at, and if I should tell her about what was going on between Caiden and I.
"Yeah im fine now. Are you still going to come by to see me?"
I felt and searing gush of guilt when Tara asked this, I had promised her that I would go over to her house to pick up where we had left off this afternoon.but now I was starting to have seconds thoughts about the whole thing.even second thoughts about my relationship with Tara.
It wasn't that I didn't want to be with Tara anymore because I was choosing Caiden, the fact of the matter is that I didn't think that I was deserving of her, here she was a girl that had just revealed to me that she was not just into girls, but that she was into me particularly, and what to I do, I lie to her, cheat on her and avoided her all in one day, and the very day that we had gotten together at this. Tara deserves better than that.
So I did what I thought would be the honourable thing.
"Tara we have to talk."
Okay I know that a lot of people say that they can actually hear the sound of a heartbreaking, well I was one of the many people who thought that was bullshit.up until now, I literally heard Tara's heartbreak when I uttered those few words.
".what about?" her voice was hollow and her breath was short I could tell that she was preparing for the worse, as she rightfully should.
"I lied to you today when I told you that I had to run errands for my mom, the person that called my cell what Caiden and that's where I went after you left." I waited a few seconds before I continued to give her a chance to collect everything that I had just said and process it. Because I know that if it were me I would need a second to process all of that.
"Are you still there?" I asked
"Yeah im still here, why did you feel the need to lie to me about that?"
" I don't know why I lied to you about it, I guess that in a way I knew what was going to happen once I got there, and I was already feeling guilty.you see a couple mins before you got to my house this morning, Caiden was there."
There was silence on the other end of the line but I could hear Tara on the other end breathing so I continued.
"Caiden came to apologize, but I would accept her apology, she left.but later she came back and she ended up kissing me.. and the thing is I didn't resist I wanted it, I wanted her, so I let it happened. When I finally realized what I was doing I pushed her off of me and I told her to leave." I was a little winded after I finished my explanation and I waited for Tara's response.
"What does that have to do with you lying to me.its not like you and I were together then."
" I know that but that's not all of it.I think that the reason why I lied to you, was because I knew deep down that when I went over to Caiden's that I wanted more to happen between us.Tara im sorry I didn't mean to hurt you it all happened so fast."
She took a couple of deep breaths before she spoke.
"Do you still want to be with me?" she asked.
I thought about it, I wanted to be with Tara but at the same timer I knew that she deserved better than me, and that she was looking for more than I could offer her in a relationship at this point, but at the same time I didn't want to lose our friendship and I knew that if I said no that our friendship would be shattered to pieces.
"Tara I cant really answer that at this point too much is going on right now and it all happened so fast I just need sometime to figure it all out, maybe I was wrong to jump into things with you so fast, but I know that I do have feelings for you, I just don't want to hurt you."
"Do you have feelings for Caiden?"
There was a long pause and then I finally spoke, ".yes I do."
I heard a click on the line, and then complete silence, and I knew that Tara had hung up.
I know that this took a while for me to post but like I said a lot has been going on, ill try my best to get the rest up in decent time from now on guys. I hope that you enjoyed this. Let me know.
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