Chap 4
DaeDae: Well... It's like this.. My dad?s a drug dealer and my Mom is the District Attorney.
Ramon: Wait? What?!!!
I looked over at Christian and Melody and saw them whispering to each other.
DaeDae: Ummm?.. What yall over there whispering bout?
Christian: Mind yours... And didn't yo boo jus ask you a question? Don't try to change the subject... lol
DaeDae: Wat eva you bitches scheming?.
Melody: And on that note, Chris my darling can you plz take me home? It seems to me that they have a lot of talkin to do and we have heard this story already? Plus a bitch need some dick cuz you got my nerves all rattled. Lol
Christian: Let's go fish! Lol. Ummm we will be back tomorrow around 11, have fun.
With that they both walked outta my room. I sat there looking at the floor trying to find the words, to start telling him what is going on. But first I need to go check on JJ.
Daedae: I know I have a lot to explain and I will jus let me go check on my brother.
He just sat there and nodded his. I got up off the floor and walked into JJ's room. I had enough time to cool off a bit and I had to let him know we were ok.
Daedae: Fool u still up?
He didn't say anything so I assumed he was sleeping. I walked over to his bed and looked down at my bruised reflection and a tear ran down my face. I turned around and picked up his dirty clothes he had all over the floor and put them in the clothes hamper. I went back into my room and found Ramon and stripped down to bball shorts and a beater. For the first time that night, I really noticed his physical features. I know before I said Ramon looked like T. I but that was with his clothes on! He still looked like T. I but had the body of Usher. This dude had a 6 pack to die for and the v cut that seemed to never end. And I know what yall perverts thinking. What does his print look like? Well??? I'm not telling yet? I walked into my closet and put on some pajama pants and a beater and joined Ramon on my bed. We sat for a few minutes in silence, mostly cuz I was trying to get the image of him sliding deep inside me out my head so I can think clearly. Call me nasty if you want but it's been a year since my body had any loving and this boy had my hormones ragging.
DaeDae: Do you want something to drink or eat papi?
Ramon: Ha no I'm good? Why do you do that?
DaeDAe: Do what?
Ramon: Whenever I look at you in the eye to talk to you, you look away? Am I doing something wrong?
DaeDae: No its jus the last person I had these feelings for looked me in my eyes and lied to me. Turns out he just wanted to use me to get to my father.
Ramon: Is that why you hate your Dad so much?
DaeDae: I know it doesn't seem like it but I used to worship my dad. When we were little we used to do everything jus like him. He did everything a dad is supposed to do and more. I guess in his own way he still does. When we were 7, he was gonna take us to Disney World, but before we left he said we had to make a stop. He told us to stay in the car but after 5 minutes Maine had to pee. So we got out the car and went to the door and heard yelling. We looked thru the window and we saw my dad holding this shot gun in this man face. Maine got scared and started to scream but I covered his mouth to keep him from screamin. I never knew what my dad did up until that day. I heard my dad tell the guy his time was up and since he had failed to pay my dad his money he had to pay with his life. He shot the dude in the head and I heard this scream?.. Till this day I still hear it. It was a boy our age screamin daddy wake up!! U hurt my daddy!!!? I dragged JJ back to the car and forced him to stop crying and changed his clothes cuz he pissed on himself. To this day he still have nightmares and I have hated my dad ever since.
I looked up at Ramon and his eyes were full of tears.
Ramon: I'm sorry papi.. If this is too hard for you to talk about we can just do something else.
DaeDae: Naw I'm good papi this don't affect me no more.....
Ramon: DNT FUCKING LIE TO ME!!!!
DaeDae: Excuse me?!!
I was shocked by the way he was coming at me.
Ramon: Look I know we feelin each other REAL hard but please don't sit here and lie to me! I can tell by your body language and that look in your eye that this still eats at you. You may have everyone else fooled but let's not start this relationship off by lying.
I could not believe what I just heard. Did this nigga say relationship? I been crushing on him since he moved down here and now, he saying he want a relationship? I must be dreaming cuz real life does NOT happen like this. I thought it was jus a sexual attraction but am I ready for this? This boy is breaking down all my walls I've spent so much time building.
DaeDae: ummmm?
That's all I could say at the moment. I mean, what the hell was I supposed to say? What do you say?
Ramon: I'm sorry I'm being too aggressive I know, but I like you. I like you a lot. I begged Christian to bring me tonight and even tho I was scared for my life and I'm still here with you mean anything? I think it's at least worth honesty between us.
In my head I'm freaking out but at the same time red flags and sirens going off like crazy. He reminds me of him, Marquis. But at the same time he is different. As I'm sitting here looking down at the floor I feel him move closer to me on the bed and my heart starts beating faster. He lifts his hand up to my chin and lifts my head up so I'm looking him dead in the eyes. Before I knew it, we began kissing. A nigga aint gon lie I was anticipating this moment, no I was craving this moment. His lips were as soft as Egyptian cotton and tasted better than candy. He slipped a little of his tongue in my mouth and I went wild... never had I kissed anyone and wanted to literally eat they fucking tongue. I had to gather my senses and break the kiss.
DaeDae: Wait... I'm... I'm uhh... I'm not ready for this yet Ramon.
What the fuck did I just do? Clearly my mind has too much control. My body was going off like crazy. Every part of me was alive...
Ramon: I'm sorry pa
What the fuck is going on? This dude is really crashing into all my defenses... I gotta take back control of this situation.
DaeDae: ?Ah mi Dios! ?Esta multa del chico y yo wanna lo se siente dentro de m?... pero maldito! ?Yo no estoy listo! ?Im no se prepara! ah mi Dios! (Oh my God! This boy fine and I wanna feel him inside me... but damn! I'm not ready! I?m not ready! Oh my God!)
Ramon: Whoa Papi slow down!!! I understand if you not ready? We can jus chill and talk.
DaeDae: What?
Ramon: if you not ready we can jus talk bae...
DaeDae: Fuck!! I'm sorry I'm used to being the only one who speaks Spanish... lol...
Ramon: Yeah I see... lol... But let's jus talk for awhile?
DaeDae: Wait did you jus call me Bae?!
Ramon: Yeah I did... I mean do you wanna be my # 1? My Bae?