It's the day before the party and JJ still won't tell my why he said that. I'm just gone keep an eye out and put on the back burner. Ever since our "talk" JJ and Melody stop hiding their relationship and they have been all over each other. It was disgusting to look at but I guess they make a cute couple. Sometimes I was jealous cuz I want what they have and its eating me up inside. I've been doing a lot of thinking about what Melody said and as much as I hate to admit it she was kind of right I mean how long am I gonna keep holding on to this? I know what I have to do but am I really ready to do this? I was brought out of my daze by my phone ringing.... (Yall wanna know what ringtone was playin huh? Lol)
DaeDae: What's up?
Ramon: Listen I jus wanna say I'm sorry and I love you. I really do love you.
DaeDae: what? What's going on?
Before I could say anything else he just hung up the phone. What the hell is going on? Just as I was about to call him back my mom walked in my room.
Mom: We need to talk
DaeDae: ¿Qué agravia? (What's wrong?)
Mom: How long have you known this boy Ramon?
DaeDae: Well I met him last year a few times cuz he is Christian's cousin but we been talkin for a month now I think... why? Mom" It appears that he is not everything he appears to be hijo. I got a fax from a contact of mine and it seems that I am being investigated. Someone thinks that I am fronting your father's organization if you wanna call it that.
DaeDae: Ok people been sayin that for years. What does it have to do with Ramon?
My mom looked at me like she wanted to cry. She put her hand to my face.
Mom: He is their spy papi... I'm sorry.
DaeDae: you're lying! He would never do that to me. Why is everyone trying to make me miserable?!
Mom: Look hijo it's the truth and you have to cut all ties with him.
DaeDae: No!! I won't! I can't take this shit anymore. It's always something! I have to clean up everyone's mess, keep secrets and pretend everything is ok. Well it's not fuckin ok. Sometimes I hate you and Dad for how things are. I can't deal with this shit anymore.
Mom: I know your upset but you better watch ya fuckin mouth lil boy. Don't think I won't beat that ass.
DaeDae: Man... ¡Joda que se Queje! (Fuck you bitch!)
As soon as the words left my mouth I was done for. I don't know if it was divine intervention or I was just fuckin lucky cuz jus as she was bout to go in on me JJ walked in.
JJ: Mommy wait, no! He didn't mean it! He jus mad right now and he in a bad place.
My mom was cursing me in Spanish but I just didn't give a fuck right now. My mom left out the room yelling but before she left she told me to stay away from Ramon or I would regret it. My head was tellin me she was right but my heart was sayin something totally different.
JJ: What the fuck is wrong with you? I told yo ass something wasn't right wit him.
DaeDae: I dnt care Maine!
JJ: so you gon put moms job on the line for some dick?!
DaeDae: You outta line Maine and I suggest you chill cuz this aint what you want right now Bruh...
He was pushing me and I swear yall I'm gonna jump this time.
JJ: so you really are jus like all the other faggots only care bout chasin dick!
I swung and punched dead in his shit. I left the house after that. I don't know where I was going but I just had to get outta there. I was so caught up in driving I didn't realize I was back in my dad's old neighborhood. I decide to swing thru jus to be nosey. My dad grew up in this apartment complex on Miami Gardens drive and over the years it's gotten real bad. You would think I would stay from out of here but I didn't give a fuck right now. I pulled the car round the back and this dude walked up to the passenger window and tapped it. I recognized him from school. It was Darren one of JJ's dopeboi friends, he was on the track team with me. I unlocked the door and he got it.
Darren: Damn J I didn't think you was comin thru tonight. I heard ya moms got yall on lock down.
DaeDae: He is on lockdown...
As soon as I said that he realized I wasn't JJ.
Darren: My bad fool I thought you was J. what you doin out here anyway. You never come to the dungeon unless....
DaeDae: Ha I know and chill everything is cool. I jus didn't wanna be in the house so I jus started driving and ended up over here.
Darren: that's wats up... you wanna talk about it?
For the first time I looked at Darren and realized just how sexy he was. He wasn't all muscle. He was skinny had a lil muscle to him. He was 5'8, light brown complexion, hazel eyes, shoulder length dreds. (No they weren't the nappy nasty lookin kind. His dreds was nice and neat) He was tatted up like crazy. He had the prettiest mouth I ever seen. (yes Pretty) his lips were full and pink and the way he was lickin em right now made my body shiver..
Darren: You good fool?
DaeDae: My bad got a lot on my mind...
Darren: Well I'm bout done for the night so why don't you come chill and tell ya boi what's wrong...
DaeDae: Ummmm ok cool....
What the hell am I doing? I don't know if I'm mad or horny or jus going crazy but I know going to chill with this boy is a bad idea. I mean I heard rumors that he got down but this nigga once smacked this girl in her mouth for callin him gay. We got out the car and walked up stairs to his crib and all the hood boys knew who I was and said what's up. I jus nodded cuz I aint know who the fuck these dudes was. Lol... we got to his house and his lil brother was on the PS3.
Darren: come back to my room...
He lead me to his room and it was small I mean my closet was bigger than his whole apartment. I sat on the bed and watched him move stuff around and straighten up a bit.
Darren: excuse the mess but I dnt really have nobody come in my room.
DaeDae: You good pa.
Darren: lol yea right I know yo spoiled ass talkin mad shit in ya head.... Lol
DaeDae: naw it aint even like that fool...
I couldn't help but smile a lil bit. Is this dude flirting? I was beginning to feel uneasy and my punk alert was going crazy! You know how spider Man has his lil spider sense well that's what my punk alert is...lol
Darren: Man why look all scared and shit? Lol relax and chill fool...
DaeDae: Ha you funny... aint nobody scared.
Darren: Then why it looks like yo heart bout to jump out yo chest then?
DaeDae: Lol man wat eva fool... you stupid...
Darren: Yeah ok.... What happen at yo crib that got you out runnin the streets this time of night?
DaeDae: Nigga its only 7 o clock.... Lol... I really dnt wanna talk bout it... it's complicated...
Darren: Imma smart nigga I promise I can keep up....lol
Ugh he had the sexiest smile and those lips were jus so distracting.
DaeDae: Can we please talk about something else?
Darren: Damn it must be serious if yo ass sayin please.
DaeDae: ugh why does everyone think I don't have any manners or something? I'm a very sweet person.
Darren: Sweet? Let me ask you this, do you know why all the niggas outside spoke to you?
DaeDae: Cuz they work for my dad and somehow they know who I am and I dnt know any of them.
Darren: Hell naw, nigga we go to school wit like 3 of them dudes. You fought one of em last year. Lol...
DaeDae: Stop lying!
Darren: Ha you did... lol... but anyway they spoke cuz they scared of you not cuz of yo dad. They heard what you did a while back and the word on the street is you a crazy as fuck and not the regular crazy but the chop yo ass up for no reason crazy....
I couldn't believe what he was saying. Did people really think of me like that?
DaeDae: Well if I'm so scary then why you chillin with me?
Darren: I have my reasons...
DaeDae: and those are?
Darren: Do you honestly want to know?
DaeDae: I asked didn't I?
He looked at me for a min, and then he licked his lips and sat up on the bed.
Darren: If you must know I did it for 2 reasons. 1 I know you supposed to be on lock down and if JJ finds out you was over here and I let you leave then it would have been an issue and 2. Cuz of this
He leaned in and he kissed me. I was shocked and yet turned on. I kissed him back and it's like all my problems and fears were melted away by his kiss. He slowly slipped his tongue in my mouth and I ate it up. My body was going into overdrive and something deep inside me switched on and it was on. He layed me down and kissed my neck. He looked me dead in my eyes and just smiled at me.
DaeDae: What's wrong?
Darren: I love you nigga... you just don't know how long I been in love with you. I joined the track team jus to be close to you. And now you here in my bed and I'm gonna make this night real special for you.
I didn't know what to say so I just smiled and pulled him in for another kiss... He took my shirt off and kissed his way down my chest very slow. It was like he was savoring every kiss and every few kisses he would bite me and my body was going crazy. He got down to my bball shorts and slid them off, he kissed and sucked the inside my thigh and I thought I was gonna lose it, and then he did something I never thought he would do. He took my dick in his mouth and he took it all the way down to the base. I was in a state of shock! Let me explain something to yall my dick is big, I'm not bragging or anything its just I guess it's my genes my dick is 13 inches long and 4 inches around. Most dudes can't take it and this is why I'm a vers bottom. Any way this nigga was going mad crazy on my dick he was sucking my dick like it was the last one he was ever gonna suck. He was going in hard for about 5 mins but I had to stop him cuz I was close and I wanted
this to last. He came up for air and I was just like...
DaeDae: Damn fool nobody ever suck my dick like that before!
Darren: oh I'm just getting started shawty. Turn over
He turned me over and kissed his way down my back and when he got to my ass he kissed each cheek and then went in and when I say went in, the nigga WENT IN! It was like his tongue had a life of its own and the shit was long as hell too. I'm not gon front the nigga had mad skills and his tongue was doin some shit I never felt before. He was eatin my ass so good I nutted all over his bed.
DaeDae: Oh my god nigga that shit feel so good....
Darren: You ready for me Bae?
DaeDae: Si papi
Darren: Turn over. I wanna look into your eyes when I slide this dick in you.
He grabbed a condom and some lube and that's when I finally saw his dick. It wasn't as big as mine but I knew It was gon stretch me and I had my work cut out for me. He put the condom and put some lube on his dick and he slowly began to enter me. It was hard at first cuz it's been awhile and nigga not a lose booty punk. Once he slipped his head in the shit hurt like hell but I wasn't about to tap out.
Darren: U good Bae?
DaeDae: Yeah jus go slow papi.
Darren: dnt worry we got all night and when I'm done I'm gon be the only thing yo body crave...
The shit was corny as fuck but the way he said it made it sexy as fuck to me.
DaeDae: Just put it in papi
Darren: you sure?
DaeDae: Si papi
He shoved all 11.5 inches into to me and all the breath I had in me left my body. The shit hurt. He slowly started to go in and out and after a few minutes it was feeling so good. His dick was touching places I didn't know existed. He was looking deep into my eyes and all I could think was I hope he beat it out the frame and it was as if he read my mind and he picked up the pace was terrain my ass up... I came 2 more times and by the fourth time I passed out from pure ecstasy. Never in my life had I been fucked so good. I was only out for a min and when I opened my eyes this nigga was still going.
Darren: I'm close Bae... fuck...
DaeDae: Con para mí papi (Cum for me daddy)
He picked up the pace and shoved all he had inside me and bust all in the condom.... He collapsed on top of me and was breathing hard.
Darren: Fuck Bae... I never had ass as good as yours.
DaeDae: I never had sex as good as this.
Darren: you know what this mean right?
DaeDae: What?
Darren: You mine and only mine... your heart, body and soul is mine Bae I love you.
DaeDae: ok papi
For the first time in my life I let go and I fell, I hope this nigga is there to catch me. I fell asleep floating on a cloud of pure ecstasy
We made love 4 more times before the sun came up. I can't really say we made love cuz 2 out of the 4 times that was just some str8 porn fucking! I woke and I felt alive. Every part of me was tingling. Nothing was gonna ruin my day. I woke up to Darren kissing on my neck. As much as I wanted too I couldn't take any more or should I say wouldn't. My boy pussy is and always will maintain its vacuum seal grip.
DaeDae: ion know why you going there cuz you aint getting no ass, haven't you had enough? Lol
Darren; Hell no! I can never get enough. You're like my own personal brand of crack.
DaeDae: you stupid fool.... But I got to get up and get back home. I know my mom has half the city lookin for me.
Darren: Yeah I got a txt tellin me to look out for you in the hood. That came from yo ol'boy. I told JJ you was over here and I had calmed you down and made you stay the night over here so you wouldn't get into trouble.
DaeDae: Good lookin out fool. So can I ask you something?
Darren: I already know what you gon ask cuz I know the way you think. Yes I meant every word I said to you last night. I love yo ass and I'm prepared to give up females and this lifestly jus to be with you if ask it of me.
He was looking dead in my eyes and I gotta say I was speechless AGAIN!!! I leaned in for a kiss but Melody's ringtone (My chick Bad) interrupted us.
DaeDae: I gotta get this. Hello watts up? Melody if this is joke it's not fuckin funny!!!!!! I'm on my way!
I hung up the phone and looked at Darren. He could tell by the way I looked the shit had finally hit the fan.
Darren: Whats wrong?
DaeDae: My Dad and JJ found Ramon and they takin him to the warehouse...
He walked over to his closet and pulled out his 9.
Darren: I'm down fa you and only you. Who I have to kill?