Celeb

Celeb. By Jesty Authors Notes at end

For Robert.

"Carson they offered me a job, your job," my hands began to tremble as I told him.

"What? You joking, right?" Carson took my hands trying to calm me down.

"No, they talked to me about it yesterday," I said tears now trailing down my cheeks.

Carson tried to walk again, "Damn!" he called out as pain shot through his legs.

"I'm turning down the job. I wouldn't do this to you, god. Not after the way I've treated you," I helped him sit down again.

"You didn't do anything wrong," he wiped the tears from my face.

"I fucking cheated on you! Don't stand there and tell me that's not wrong," I gave him an angry look.

"I can't change the past. You can't either. We have to accept what you did. I've put it behind me," he laughed, "That sounded stupid, didn't it?"

"No, your so perfect," I ran my fingers through his hair, "Common' your going back to the hospital,"

"Nooooo," Carson whined at me.

"Your almost thirty and you still complain like a baby! Now common'!" I got up and pulled him up by his arm.

"You have work today though! You'll be late," he whined a bit more.

"I'll just call in sick, just like you," I said poking fun at him.

"I'm sorry if I'm handicapped!" he said pouting.

"Yeah in more places then one," I laughed.

"Shut up! Your so mean to me,"

"Awwww. Your so cute," I leaned in to kiss him, "Now common let's go."

"No kiss? What did they do to you in Florida?"

I sighed and started to leave, "You coming?"

Carson wobbled over and leaned on me. We walked out to the car in which I had to help him get in. When we got to the hospital I took him to the emergency room cause heck, this was an emergency to me.

"And what's the problem sir?" the receptionist said not even looking up.

"Well he had broken his legs, but they don't seem to be damaged much anymore. He is still having trouble walking though,"

"Fill this out," she handed me a piece of paper.

I went back and sat down next to Carson, "Yay, forms."

He smiled at me, "Oh it'll be fun!"

"Your middle name is Jones right?"

"Uh huh," he said looking over my shoulder.

"Okay, that should do it. Although I wasn't exactly sure if you were male or female. Oh well,"

"Shut up," Carson said giving me a push.

I stood up and walked back to the receptionist, "Here you go."

"Thank you sir. The doctor will see you in a few moments,"

"Hey, do you have a phone I can use? I need to make a call,"

"Yes sir. Right around the corner and your press 9 to make an outside call,"

"Thanks," I said as I started walking to the area she had pointed out.

I made my call and walked back over to join Carson. I sat down and grabbed his hand and held it tight, "Love you."

"I love you too," he said smiling at me.

"Mr. Daly? Would you come back with me?" a light female voice called out from the room.

"Bye," Carson got up and began walking towards the lady.

"Is that your son? He can come too," she said.

I laughed, "Can I ‘dad'?"

"Sure ‘son'," Carson began to laugh too as he sat in a wheel chair they had rolled out.

I grabbed the handles on the back of his chair and pushed him down the hallway. When we got to the room the lady told Carson to hop up onto a table.

"Please remove your pants so the doctor can look at both of your legs," she said as she left the room.

"Maybe I shouldn't be in here," I laughed getting aroused.

"You don't want another man all over me?" Carson smiled down at me his pants now off.

"That and your legs are fucking hot," I grinned.

"Oh really? I can't wait ‘till I'm better," he laughed.

"You just wait," I said still keeping my grin.

The door suddenly opened and the doctor walked in, "Hi there," He had light blond hair cut short and a medium build. He didn't look too old maybe only twenty or thirty.

"Heyas," Carson said smiling.

"My names Dr. Michaels. What seems to be the problem?"

"Well I was in a car crash and my both of my legs broke. They appear to be better and I can stand on them, but I can't walk,"

"Ah," the doctor said walking over to Carson. He put his hand on Carson's leg, "Where does it hurt?"

"Below the knee cap," Carson said closing his eyes.

"There?" the doctor moved mis hand lightly squeezing below the knee.

"Yeah," Carson said cringing.

"What are you going to have to do?" I said speaking up.

The doctor jumped a bit, "Oh! Hey there. I didn't see you when you came in."

"I noticed," I said under my breath, "So? What will you have to do?"

"It seems to be nothing really. He just needs to stay off it for another week or so. You can put your pants on,"

"Told you!" I laughed sticking my tongue out at Carson.

"Pay at the front," the doctor said leaving.

"Damn you! I was gonna get some!" Carson laughed as he got down from the table.

"Oh yeah, who would want you?"

"You sure as hell did. My god you practically yelled at me that you thought I was the hottest thing you ever saw. Remember that?" Carson said leaning on me as we started to walk out of the room.

"It's true though," I said grabbing Carson's hand.

We paid the bill and walked out to the car. I helped Carson in again and we drove home.

"You want to go out for lunch?" Carson asked as we were driving back home.

"I guess so. Where too?"

"I dunno. Pizza?"

"Sounds good to me," I said, "Where's the closest parlor?"

"Turn left up here," Carson said pointing left.

I helped Carson into the restaurant and we sat down at the closest booth.

"What do you want?" Carson asked.

"You know what I want," I said grinning.

"Okay, now, really!" He said laughing.

"I don't care... no olives or mushrooms though," I smiled at Carson.

The waiter came and Carson ordered, "A large with pepperoni, sausage, and bacon."

"My aren't we the carnivore,"

The waiter left and Carson broke out in laughter, "There's another piece of meat I REALLY want."

The pizza came and we quickly scarfed it down. We then headed back home and I made Carson go to sleep.

"Well at least come to bed with me!" he was whining again.

"It's only 3 ‘o clock! I'm not going to sleep. In plus I can make it to work if I hurry," I said kissing him softly and then running out the door, "Bye!"

"I don't want to sleep though!" I heard Carson call as I left for work.

I came home that night around eight and went into the bedroom to make sure Carson was asleep. He was, for once. I went into his kitchen area and began to make some Hamburger Helper thing for myself to eat. If he woke up then I would make him something too. After the food was done I went into the bedroom and sat in a chair across from the bed. I began to eat just staring at Carson. He looked so peaceful. I watched his chest move up and down as he slept and couldn't resist myself anymore. I set down my plate and climbed into the bed with him.

"I love you," I said softly as I kissed him.

I wrapped my arms around him and slept the whole night in eternal bliss.

I woke up the next day to the sound of the phone ringing. I check the clock and it was about ten. I drug myself to the phone and answered groggily.

"Hello?"

"Hello, Is this Mr. Bryant?" a stern voice asked.

"Yes?"

"This is president of MTV. I really wish you would reconsider you decision. We really could make you go places,"

"That's nice, but my answer is still no," I said angrily into the phone.

"Please Mr. Bryant. Even if you don't come we still plan on getting rid of Carson,"

"No you don't," I raised my voice.

"Actually, yes, we do," the voice on the other end wasn't letting up.

"Is this the kind of company you are? Just fire the people because you don't think they're cool? You don't even know half of it," I yelled into the phone.

"I don't think it's your place to decide Mr. Bryant," he grumbled into the phone, "I let you have this job. I can take it away from you just like that, you know?"

"Yeah? And?" I was pissed.

"I'll talk to you later," he said before hanging up.

"Asshole," I said into the phone as I hung up.

"Who was that?" Carson called from the bedroom.

"It was the MTV people again," I said walking into the room.

"Oh, bad news?"

"Yeah I turned down the job, but they still plan on firing you. I'll talk to them again when I go in later today,"

"Oh," Carson said looking away from me, "I wish I could walk dammit."

"One week. I'll stall for one week. It's only because you haven't been there in so long,"

"I know," he said not looking up.

I ran my hands up his arms, "I won't let them do this,"

He kissed me deep. His tongue entered my mouth and danced around. It was so familiar, yet all new at once. Our tongues intertwined for a while and then I broke the kiss.

"God, why won't you get better?" I moaned.

"I'm trying really hard!" he laughed at me.

"Not hard enough!" I strattled Carson and began to kiss him wildly.

"Are we going to have wild pationate sex?" Carson giggled.

"No," I sighed getting off him , "I'm gonna make you breakfast. Whatcha' want?"

"Oh! Common! Please?"

I stuck my tongue out at him, "Get better. Then we'll see. Now, what do you want?"

"Your cooking's nasty! Don't torture me!" he laughed.

"Oh go fuck yourself," I said pouting.

"Well, if you insi-"

"Oh shut up! You're so disgusting," I grumbled getting up off the bed.

"I'm not hungry. I'll just get some later when I am,"

"Okay," I sighed, "I'm gonna head down to the studio. I want to have a talk with you know who,"

"Yeah. I understand,"

"I love Carson, I'll call you later," I leaned over and kissed him softly on his nose.

"Bye. And good luck!" I walked out the door.

Forcing him down on the bed I ran my fingers through Carson's hair and whispered into his ear, "I love you."Carson clasped my hands tightly as I softly kissed him on his forehead.

"Do you really?" Carson teased me.

I smiled at him, "Yes really."

Carson took my hands and slowly began to move them down his heaving chest. I licked my lips and freed my hands from his. Carson closed his eyes and let out a soft moan while I began to unbutton his shirt. I slowly ran my fingers down his chest and tickled each and every small hair which covered him. My hands found their way to Carson's bronze nipples and began to massage them slowly causing them to stiffen.

"Maaan, stop teasing me like this," Carson whined as I began to suck his nipples.

I just chuckled to myself and continued what I was doing. My tongue then found it's way back up to Carson's mouth and I kissed him deeply forcing my tongue inside his mouth. His tongue wildly lashed against mine causing me to shiver with pleasure. I broke the kiss and moved down to his treasure. I slowly ran my finger across the bulge in his shorts and then began to suck on his jeans. Carson finally let out a loud moan and began to rapidly run his fingers through my hair signaling to me he couldn't wait any longer.

I quickly undid his pants and took out his throbbing cock.

"It's been so long, Carson," I said stroking his dick.

"Yeah I know," he smiled at me.

I laughed and kissed him quickly before turning my attention back to his crotch. I ran my tongue over the red head before working my way down his shaft to his balls. I took each of his balls into my mouth seperatly tasting him. I softly moan as I ran my hand up his legs to his chest. My fingers played with the chest hairs covering his body. Carson jerked.

"Everything okay?" I asked looking up.

"Yeah. Just excited," he laughed, "Sorry. Now get back to work!"

"Fuck you" I laughed.

"Good idea," Carson grinned.

"You are SO gay," I stood up from where I was.

"Oh don't stop!" Carson whined.

"Shut up," I said softly.

I pulled his legs up above my shoulders and undid my pants. I let them drop and pulled my dick out from my boxers. I couldn't find anything good enough so I spit in my hand and rubbed up my dick. Satisfied I rammed my dick into Carson's asshole without a word. Carson on the other was letting out loud grunts. I grinned and slowly began to pump in and out of Carson, in which each pull resulted in a loud moan from him. My hand found it's way to Carson's meat and I slowly began to pump my fist up and down around it in sync with the rest of my body.

"Ahhh god.. Your too good too me," Carson let out a loud moan.

"Heh," I smirked in response and continued concentrating on what I was doing.

I began to thrust harder into Carson which resulted in me going extremely fast.

"Oh man! I'm gonna cum soon," Carson wailed.

I quickly pulled out of Carson and bent between his legs. I licked the shaft of his cock and then took the whole thing into my mouth. I moved my mouth around his dick lashing my tongue out all over it. Carson let out a loud moan and shoved his cock deep into my throat. He let out another moan as he shot three long strands of cum deep into my throat. I swallowed them all trying not to loose any. Afterwards, I got out from between Carson's legs and strattled his chest.

"As always, you taste incredible," I grabbed his head and kissed him softly.

His chest heaved, "I wanna taste you. It's been so long."

I positioned myself over top of his mouth and slowly lowed my dick into his throat.

"Ahh," I let out a soft moan as I began to fuck his face.

Carson worked his tongue around my dick and I pumped into him. I felt his strong hands grab my ass and let out another moan. He began to play with my tight asshole with his fingers before he thrust one inside me. I grunted as he began to pump it in and out before adding another and then one more after that. I began to move my cock in and out of Carson's mouth faster moaning louder each time I went back in.

"Ahh god Carson," I let out a loud moan and began to shoot my cum deep into his mouth.

I pulled out of his mouth and worked my way down to his chest. I kissed him softly before I laid my head on his chest.

"I love you," I whispered to him.

He wrapped his arms around me and ruffled my hair. I sighed and closed my eyes.

**

"Hey," Carson said as I walked into his kitchen type area.

"Hey babe," I smiled at him.

"Hey.. I'm guessing things went well over with the MTV people?" Carson laughed.

"Why? Because of my display of affection?"

"Well it was a bit better than usual," Carson grinned.

"And what just ARE you trying to say, eh?!"

"Nothing! Your absolutely talented in that region," Carson wrapped his arms tightly around me, "You want some? I can actually cook. Something your not as talented in,"

I laughed, "What is it?"

"Eggs and stuff," he laughed, "I just threw a bunch of crap in a pan and cooked it."

"Oh. Crap. Sounds yummy,"

I sat next to Carson on his couch. We had stacked up a bunch of magazines to make a table of sorts. I didn't eat much, I just clung to his arm.

"Don't you like it?"

"Yeah. It's great, but I like you more," I kissed him softly and then let go of him.

"So, tell me. How did this thing go with MTV? Am I still set to come into work today?"

"Yeah, get this. They want you to go and host TRL and I get to be outside! Ya know with all the people? They said if I do good then they might give me a full VJ job. But that's only if I do good,"

"Oh," Carson said putting down his fork, "So your like my co-host?"

"Yeah. Is that okay? I mean you are cool with that right?"

"It's great," he said, "Common. We better get going then,"

**

The day went well. Okay, it went awesome. Everyone really liked me. Or acted like they did. Either way the MTV people decided to keep me on the show for a bit longer just in case.

"Did I do good today?" I asked looking into Carson's eyes. We had gone out to dinner.

"Yeah, you did great," Carson laughed at me, "Now how many more times do I have to tell you?!"

"Oh.. Three or four more," I smiled, "I'm sorry. It's just.. I dunno.. Sorry."

"Hey. Don't worry about it. You did great! I'm sure they'll keep you,"

"Really?!" I said a bit loudly.

Carson chuckled and took a bite of his spaghetti, "Woah, calm down!"

"I'm just excited I guess," I leaned over and kissed him softly on his cheek, "I love you."

"I love you too," he sighed.

"What's wrong?" I sat back in my seat.

"Nothing," he smiled, "Waiter. Check please."

"I'll pay for it," I said.

"Naw, I'll grab it. No need to spend your money,"

"Well I'll leave the tip then. How much is it?"

"Hey, I'll handle it okay?" he put his hand over mine.

"Okay," I put my other hand over his and held it there, "I do love you. You know that right?"

"Yeah. I know," He smiled and got up, "Common lets go pay,"

**

I barely got Carson through the door before I began to kiss him. I ran my fingers through his short brown hair as I forced my tongue deep down his throat.

Carson pushed me away.

"Are you okay?" I stammered.

"Yeah. I'm just tired. Not tonight okay?" he rubbed his eyes.

"Oh," I looked down, "Okay."

We walked to the bedroom in silence. I pulled off my pants and my shirt and slipped into the bed next to Carson. I put my arms around him and held him there. About five minutes later he rolled away. I didn't take it in offense. I figured he had fallen asleep and was just moving around.

"I love you," I whispered and went to sleep.

"Who's on the show today?" I asked Carson as we arrived at the MTV studios the next day.

"We have the Backstreet Boys booked," he smiled at me, "Bet you're happy about that!"

"Really?!" my mind raced. I would get to talk to Kevin. Maybe we could settle the confusion between us. But what about Brian? "That's cool! I can't wait."

"Yeah, I figured you would be happy about it," we were now on the set to TRL.

I walked away from Carson and over to the director, "I'm outside again today, right?"

"Sure am," she smiled at me, "Keep up the good work too!"

"Thanks!" I walked back to Carson.

I grabbed his arm, "Everyone here really likes me!"

"Yeah, I've noticed," he smiled at me, "I need to practice my lines and crap now."

"Oh, okay!" I walked away and sat in the green room.

We had left extremely early, about 10 or 11. Carson had wanted to get out of the house for some reason. I turned on the TV in the room which was of course on MTV. Bored, I went and used the phone. I called Caryn.

"Hello?"

"Hello?" I replied.

"Adam!" she shouted.

"Hey! Long time no talk, eh?" I smiled to myself.

"Yeah, what have you been up to?"

"Oh nothing. Hey, someone you like is coming on the show today!"

"What?"

"Come down to the studios. I'll get them to let you up. You're gonna die when you find out who's here!"

"Oh. Okay. I guess we can talk then?"

"Yeah we can talk then! Hehehe,"I laughed, "Bye!"

"Bye!"

I hung up the phone.

"Calling another gay sex line, eh?"a deep male voice said. It wasn't Carson.

"Huh?" I turned around, "Oh Kevin!"

"Hey!" he smiled at me.

I got up and ran into his arms, "I missed you!"

"Woah," I had surprised him with the hug, I guess, "I missed you too."

He wrapped his arms around me and I just laid my head on his chest. I listened to his heartbeat.

"I love you," he said.

I pulled away from him, "Oh. Kevin," I had to fight back tears.

"Knock, Knock!" somebody called from the door.

Kevin turned around, "Oh hey guys! You all remember Adam."

"Yeah! Hey man!" Howie walked up to me and gave me a hug.

"Sup?" AJ gave me a hug as well.

"Hey," Nick walked past me.

"Hey there," Brian smiled at me and gave me a hug. He whispered into my ear, "I still love you."

"Brian.." I looked down at the floor.

"Lay off Bri," Kevin gave Brian a mean look.

They all sat down on the couch thing MTV had, "Uhm... I dunno what to say!"

AJ laughed, "Don't worry about it! We have the routine down pat now!"

"Okay," I smiled, "I guess I'll see you after the show? Maybe we can go do something?"

"Okay," Kevin replied, "Maybe."

"Yeah. Maybe," Brian winked at me.

"Later guys!" I left the room.

"Adam! Get out there!" Carson yelled at me, "The show is gonna start!"

"Oh! Sorry!" I laughed and ran outside. I had no idea I had been in the green room that long!

After the show Caryn finally got to come up. For some reason they wouldn't let her during the show.

"Oh my god!" She yelled out as I sat her down next to Nick.

"I knew you would like it," I grinned.

"Hey again," Nick smiled at Caryn, "Your name's Caryn, right?"

"Oh he remembered my name!" Caryn yelled.

"We're gonna go clubbing later tonight Caryn. Wanna come?" I asked.

"Yeah. It'd be fine with us if you came along," Kevin smiled at me.

"Really!?" she yelped.

"Really," Nick said grinning.

"Oh yeah! Now? Are we leaving now?!"

Howie laughed, "Someone calm this girl down! Yeah we're leaving now,"

"Oh cool! I'm so excited! Yay! Common Nick let's go!" she jumped to her feet a drug Nick with her.

"I guess we better leave," Kevin said.

"Let's go!" AJ yelled as we left.

"I gotta say bye to Carson real quick. I'll be out in a sec," I said walking away from the group.

"Carson?" I yelled out.

He walked out from the makeup room, "Hey! What's up?"

"We're leaving now. You sure you don't want to come?" I looked into his eyes.

"Yeah," he said, "This is your night. You don't need me along,"

"Okay," I sighed and kissed him.

"I'll see you at home," he walked away.

"Bye!" I yelled, "I love you!"

I turned and began to walk towards the exit when the phone in the green room began to ring. I ran to it quickly.

"Hello?!"I yelled into the phone.

"Uh.. Is Carson there?" it was a girl.

"No! He just left? Gimmie your address I'll get him to autograph a shirt for you! Quick!"

"Oh no, that's okay. Bye," she hung up.

I quickly hung up the phone and ran out the door.

**

Kevin, Brian, and I were sitting at the bar in the club. I had to prove to them both that I couldn't dance and I was just gonna watch. They had both decided, after I did, that they were going to watch too.

"So, babe, you wanna go someplace else?" Brian smiled at me.

"Brian, I'm not gonna fuck you," I said taking a sip of my soda.

"Dammit why not!" he yelled loudly causing some people to look over.

"Look. Brian. Maybe if you weren't so. So sexually oriented I would be interested. I'm want relationships. Not sex," I said, now angry. "Maybe I don't like fucking everything that crosses my path, okay?!"

"Hey! Dude, calm down! I'm sorry. I'll leave you alone now," he got up and left, "You missed your chance Adam."

I sighed, "Kevin. I need to talk to you."

"Oh," he said surprised, "Why?"

"It's about us. Not here. Can we go to your hotel?"

"Yeah sure," he stood up quickly, "Let's go."

We headed to his apartment they were staying at. I walked into his hotel room and it seemed like that whole night before. When I'd slept with him. Tears began to roll down my cheek.

"Kevin? I can't have this relationship with you. You know that!"

"I know," he let out a sigh, "But, god, I like you so much. Your cute, funny, attractive, and actually interesting."

"I know, but I'm committed to Carson! I love him! I'm not just going to leave him! You have to understand,"

"I do," he came over to me and wrapped his arms around me, "Just know. Just know I'll be here for you if you ever need me. Okay?"

"Yeah. Okay." I laid my head on his chest again.

"Hey it's late. Let me drive you home. Okay?"

"Yeah that's be great," I checked the clock. It was quarter to one, "Damn. It is late."

Kevin drove me home in the rented car. The ride was quiet and cold.

I sighed to myself as we arrived at Carson's apartment. The lights were off.

"Well. Bye," Kevin whispered.

"Thanks for the ride," I turned and smiled at him.

Suddenly, Kevin leaned over and kissed me. He pushed his tongue into my mouth. I pulled away quickly.

"Kevin! I thought.."

"Adam I love you. I love you so much. Don't so this to me,"

"Kevin. Kevin I can't! I can't," I started to cry, "I have to go."

I got out of the car and ran into the apartment. I walked to the bed room and turned on the light.

"Carson," I sniffed, "Carson I want to talk to you."

"Ugh.."Carson moaned, "What?"

I turned on the light, "Carson I need to ta-"I cut myself off.

There, right next to him in bed, was Love.

Authors Notes :

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