This happened about eighteen years ago. I was working at the time as a chaplain in a large metropolitan hospital. I was married and had been for a number of years. I had always been attracted to men, but had never done anything further than some mutual jack offs with guys in high school.
The first afternoon that I entered the ICU, I met Bill. He was of medium height, beard, balding read hair and muscles. He wasn't overly muscular, but he obviously took care of himself. As I was going around and introducing myself to the staff, I stopped to meet him and he stared me straight in the eye and said, "I don't like chaplains".
I returned his stare and said, "Well, I haven't met that many that I like either." He laughed and the ice was broken between us. I had heard that he gave chaplains a hard time, most of the time and most "hated" him. I began to find that we got along really well, however. Every time I went into the Unit and he was there, he began to joke with me and I kidded him a lot. We worked closely one night with a family whose loved one had died and afterwards he said, "Why don't you come over when you get off work tomorrow and have coffee with me. I want to show you the pool that I'm putting in my backyard. I told him that I would like that. The next day I got off work at 12 noon, since I had been on call the night before. I followed his directions to his house, which was a couple of miles from the hospital. He met me at the door wearing only a pair of surgical scrub pants. I could see the outline of a very ample penis through the thin fabric. He wasn't wearing a shirt and I saw this beautiful red hair all over his chest and lower abdomen.
He invited me and told me to get comfortable. I was still wearing a suit, so I removed the coat and my tie. He got me the promised coffee and then led me to the back window to look at the new pool that was going in the backyard. As we talked about the pool, he put his arm around my shoulders. It seemed very natural and I put my arm around his waist.
The phone rang and he went to answer it. I remained where I was, looking out at the new pool. When he finished his conversation on the phone, he walked up behind me and put his arms around me and pulled me into him. I had never had a man put his arms around me like this before and I took in a gasp of air. He nuzzled my neck and I shivered suddenly. He asked what was wrong and I said that I had never done anything like that before. He asked if I wanted him to let go of me and I put my arms on top of his, and I said no.
He began to reach around me and unbutton my shirt. He slipped a hand inside and felt of my chest. I don't have the hair that he had, but I do have very sensitive nipples. When he touched my left one, I moaned. He pressed into me and I could feel his more than ample cock getting hard and pressing against my ass. The front of my slacks was tenting out now, as I was very, very hard myself.
Bill turned me around and kissed me. A deep, tongue dueling kiss that took my breath away. I had never kissed another man before but I knew that I wanted to keep doing it. He took my hand and led me to the bedroom where he slowly undressed me. When he had me naked, I untied the drawstrings on his pants and let them drop to the floor and I saw his big, beautiful cock. I reached out and grasp and then we hugged tight and kissed again with our hard dicks between us.
Bill lay me on the bed and began to suck my cock down his throat. I was in heaven. I was experiencing things that I had never thought possible. My dick had never been so stimulated. I didn't know what I was doing, but I knew that i had to try and taste Bill's cock. I moved around into a 69 and began to try and take his fat piece of cock meat in my mouth. The taste and the sensations were indescribable. I knew that I had finally tasted a taste that I would have to taste again and again. We sucked on each other for a while and then he turned me over. He began to lick my back and hold me down by laying on top of me. I could feel his hard dick at my ass and it felt wonderful.
He licked and kissed his way down my back to my ass. But he didn't stop there. He started licking my ass and rimming me. I became very vocal at this point. I was writhing all over the bed and moaning loudly. I had never experienced anything like that. I didn't know that It was possible to have such intense sexual feelings from having ones ass manipulated by another man's tongue. I loved everything about it--his tongue, his beard against my ass cheeks. He then got some lotion and inserted his finger in my ass. I cried out in pain, but the pain was soon replaced by more feelings of pleasure. He stuck two fingers in and worked them around and then placed his cock at my asshole. I didn't think I could take him. He seemed too big to be able to get through my virgin asshole.
With a sudden thrust, he was in and I screamed in pain. He urged me to relax but I couldn't. I begged him to take his dick out, but he just laid still and didn't move. After what seemed like an eternity, my sphincter relaxed and I began to feel deep pleasure where his dick was located inside of me. He began to slowly fuck me. Soon I was raising up to meet each thrust and when he came I could feel his cum shooting against my insides. When he collapsed on my back, I realized that I had cum also without touching my dick.
We continued to be very professional at work, and he even came and listened to me preach one Sunday. I visited him at his house several more times while I worked there, and his was the first ass that I ever fucked.
I heard a few years ago that Bill had died and I felt sad, but I'll never forget that wonderful afternoon that I lost my male sex virginity and discovered what I had always been seeking.