XXI
Laura's sexual upbringing was very different from mine. She felt like a girl very early on in life. There was no doubt in her family that playing with dolls was the right thing to do along with dressing with frilly clothes in pastel colors. Her parents understood the situation and so Laura grew up in a very healthy and caring environment. At about 13, she says, she was very aware of the rejection her choice might have among peers at school. From early on she had been able to develop herself with no problems at all: she was just a girl, as her parents decided to start dressing her in those clothes as she hit first grade, or about 6 years old, without the prejudices one finds among adolescents. Not that she had any trouble in high school. Lucky her. But she felt self-conscious when she discovered that she was attracted to girls. In fact it was not a problem for Laura to hang out with girls but her desires had to be checked when it came to fancy one of her friends. She still had her boy parts and these still reacted to arousal in their "normal" way, that is hardening albeit a small cock. This fact, to be attracted to girls and feeling that she wanted to penetrate them, made an impression on her. However, she struggled since she had always seen her small cock as a girl part. How did she deal then with what she considered a large girl clitoris with very small testicles, which in many occasions hardened at the thought and sight of a girl?
As I kissed Cindy and Laura was between her legs I sensed we needed a more equal sharing of this pleasure. We needed to start on an equal footing and an initial commitment. So I thought back to leveling with a short session of our erotic Yoga. Yes. I knew that I would be cutting on the present, highly intimate action but we needed to start right. So I stopped kissing Cindy and asked to join me on the floor. Laura did immediately stop licking Cindy's pussy; poor Cindy did make a funny face, full of unfulfilled desire. Was she approaching orgasm? Never mind. As I got up I helped Cindy up and asked her to remove her dress, and then her thong. She did it fast, showing us all the splendor of her body. Laura and I removed our tank tops and shorts. We stayed in our tucking thongs. Cindy looked at us puzzled with a gaze of insistence. "Go on girls, don't be shy" she said, giggling then as if drunk with the arousal we were all feeling. "Come, let me help you baby and she turns towards Laura, grabs the side of her thong and slides it down. Cindy blushes as she spots Laura's girlie cock, which, I can tell, under the erotic tension of the moment, is slowly growing. "Oh my gosh, what a beauty" she says, and Laura beams with happiness as she unconsciously pushes her hips forward so that she meets Cindy's open hand. Inside that closing hand it is all getting bigger I am sure, as Cindy fully grasps Laura's cock and balls and spends a long while fondling them. I observe amazed. She did not know. Cindy looks up at Laura's smiling eyes and the both look at me. I feel my cock awakening, but it is still hidden under the thong. "You are too a most beautiful girl" says Cindy to me. I am blushing...but I am sure she does not know.
XXII
Laura in her adolescence liked that girls could be very caring and expressive without really raising suspicion of gayness. She thrived in that healthy environment making very good close friends. You ask about her sexual parts? Well, Laura went also for the patch but earlier that I, before hitting puberty. Laura never had, like me, a dilemma about her cock and testicles and their existence in her girl body. Her cock and balls were very small from early on. I mean very small. Classic in shape, circumcised like mine, but much more discrete that any male cock, let along my large girlie cock. We were of very different sizes. And when I was erect I was way bigger. However, Laura's cock in its smallness got very hard and it was a divine sensation when she pumped it inside me as I moaned on all fours. Plus it was really fun to fence with our cocks while she shouted "Here is David! I will win". And yes, sometimes she overcame me, vanquishing my Goliath in this fun fight of erect girlie cocks. Indeed, I could say that we had more fun playing with our cocks that with our breasts, where, conversely, I was David.
"You are a girl like Claire!" bursts Cindy. Ooops! My turn to get blushed. She knew. "Oh Claire...I wanted this, you, so much" she said in fragile, yearning voice. "I want this so much" and she turns her arms towards me and drags the thong down letting my cock bounce free and my balls slide down. While I am a very surprised, Cindy really unravels her thoughts "I have known for a while and I have been so eager to be able to see it. I often fantasized we would be naked in class so to be able to admire you in all your beauty. But I was always watching between your legs. For a while I was staring all the time at your big pubis which really turns me on (I had noticed). Some days I saw it slightly larger. Then one evening I saw a high ridge, you remember? as I was helping you in Bridge pose. I had my sight directly at your crotch. I saw the growing long ridge. I thought you did it on purpose, but since you never followed up on it... I really thought you were keeping our boundaries." I was. But the boundaries has come crashing down moved by all the months of fantasies involving Cindy and Laura's frontal assault on our couple, no doubt with the good wish to build something more exciting with someone we cared for very much.