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Laura and I might not have seen Kamilla or Eugenia again after that fantastic night. But they became an often evoked adventure in our love making, as we reminisce of what we both had had the chance to experiment, both Eugenia's openness to our cocks and well as our deep openness to Kamilla's cock. Their "presence" with us became all the more vivid with our discovery of Kamilla's videos which we watched often, together and on our own, fascinated still with what we saw and in disbelief that we were able to enjoy such a large one; and we were on the constant lookout for more. Better yet, we got to see a few older videos in which we could see the transformation that Kamilla had gone through to become the woman she is today. The thing that was constant was the large and dark cock, which hardly lost any energy and strength. Other parts of her body showed somewhat the pain endured by many of us as we thrive to be more feminine, or, more precisely, to achieve our own perception of how to look and feel feminine. We discovered Kamilla with a smaller butt, which she then enhanced quite a bit, creating to full round and uplifted cheeks. We did not admire well this body part of Kamilla that night but we suspect she was sitting on those two stunning globes as she pumped up, almost bouncing on them, to keep herself well inserted and deep in our recta, one after the other. In the videos, as she swirls around naked, the contrast between the thick, long and dark cock and the wide, meaty and round cheeks is astonishing. We noticed that the earliest videos show her with immense, full tits and very large dark nipples, somewhat placed to the sides. We did not see these. We know now that she removed these implants and replaced them with smaller, but still sizeable ones, and the areolas and nipples placed properly. We met these, which we grabbed and sucked at leisure until she decided to take us from behind. We could then still feel them as they pressed on our backs, with her hard nipples poking near our shoulder blades. We did admire her in the "between" period, when she filmed herself with the chest covered, but when she was essentially flat chested. She was genuinely very hot too then, and we would have loved to see her bare-chested, but I suppose she needed the breasts to complete her feminine appearance, and hence did not show herself in that state. But by posting those clips she clearly could not stop showing herself, masturbating while still in transition, where the center of her feminine universe was clearly her woman's cock. We could argue that such is one part of her anatomy she did not want to lose. Not only because she loved to use it with all women (and perhaps men) but because her ejaculations, as we get very horny watching them and jerking off along in her videos, are just spectacular with potent jets of thick cum reaching a few feet forward and in three or more waves. And she is not handling her cock; in those last instants it acquires its own life, happily letting go all its horniness. What a sight to see a woman ejaculate so much. "Hey Laura, let me bathe you" I say as I straddle her and come all over her. At the same time I am watching Kamilla come in her multi jet fashion. I am Kamilla. I wish I was ejecting as much as Kamilla's flow and I could get every bit of Laura's chest covered and her cheeks too. Yet I am so horny that I know I am ejaculating a lot: "Look Laura! No hands" I scream as my cock bounces in rhythm with the jets of my warm semen.
It had started as an innocent kiss. And, surely because of the drinks, Simone decided to go further. This was the first time we had met at night in a bar. She looked lovely and I was really impressed by the care she had taken with her appearance: short skirt, flat heels, braless, letting her perky tits poke the loose silk tank top. Was she trying to hook up tonight? Why was she so daring, I thought, when I realized she was wearing a very thin thong and had not bothered to tuck. She had chosen and inoffensive bar, I mean it was not a "niche" bar. Not gay, not lesbian, not trans, nor biker... which I thought would lessen considerably any potential friction with others. So who was she expecting to find in this setting? In that bar we were very anonymous, just two girls having a night out, so we would have to concentrate on us. "It's all about us tonight" she said. "I have been thinking about what you said about perhaps missing out on my cock, and enjoying while I have it". I had never seen Simone naked, so I did not know this cock nor had I seen how it behaves in an erotic setting, except the erotic vibe in Yoga where it hardly awakens. So yeah, a low key cock. But my impression was that Simone never ever tried to give it any leading role, or at least some decent participation, because even relaxed a woman's cock is quite attractive, at least to me. A strong, energetic hard-on is no precondition for good sex. And in Simone's case as she did not really like to fuck, it was not an issue. She liked to tuck it, hide it, create her vulva, and therefore she really thought she needed to get rid of it. The fact is that I wanted her cock, soft or hard, hairy or bald, shy or forceful. But I was not sure how to make the move, how to approach her with the intention of playing with her cock, among other things, when she was not convinced it could be used as an enticing tool in the lovemaking tastes. I told you before, remember? She did not like a hard cock (man or woman's); she did not like to have anal sex (especially into her); Simone was not comfortable with her own cock. Ah, and, to top it all, she did not like to use her cock to fuck." Simone was quite the case. But now, tonight, I sensed that things could soften a bit as she had mentioned how she had limited herself, following up on some thoughts I had given her. Yes, I sensed that tonight things could change. And then I felt Simone's fingers crawl softly up my thigh, under my mini skirt, and reach the bulge of my tucked cock. "I think it is time we get to know them a bit better, ok?" I did not need any incentive to bend over slightly and take the same path she had, to reach her free, soft and hanging dick. But we were in this open space and I thought that toilet would be better. After a few seconds that our fingers had fondled delicately our groins, I took her by the hand to a more private place. We entered the toilet, I forcefully close the door, put her against it and kissed her deep in the mouth and then asked in an agitated voice "Are you really ready to let me play with your cock and balls?" And frankly I did not wait for an answer. I lowered down to a squat, while lifting her skirt and my mouth, wide open, moved forward to swallow all three, sucking them, caressing all with my tongue, and Simone started to voice little sounds of pleasure, with a hint of rejection, since she had not, apparently, given them away like this for a while. And then her glans started poking on my left cheek. Simone was hardening with my love.
PS 11. I enjoy my cock a lot. It is a feminine cock when I am with my wife. "Do you like my girly cock?" I often ask. It is a manly cock when I am with another woman (a night fling is not the time to reveal any of your secrets... I keep them in my mind. That girl does not know she is being fucked by a woman. I do ask to pinch my nipples. They are really pinching my tits. But then the question comes, what would I do if I my cock does not work any longer?