I was in my mid 40s when I began to fantasize about cocks. I was married for 20 years and my sex life was not great. I am not sure if it was because I had a small cock - about 3 1/2 inches. I remember when I was a teenager, I use to use my mothers panties and slip to masturbate, but I had stopped when I started to become sexually active with girls. It was not until I started going on the Internet that I became aware of my excitement at looking at cocks. Naturally, my wife knew nothing of my interest. When she was away, I began to dress up in her panties and slip and when I travelled for business, I would buy fishnet stocking and masturbate while looking at porn.
I generally worked out three times a week. I was handsome, 6' tall, slim hipped and weighed about 175. I would lift some small weights in the weight room and run or bicycle for an hour. About six months ago, a burly guy moved in next door. Charles was about 6' 2" hairy with a gut. I went over and introduced myself. He asked about a gym and I suggested the one I went to. As we talked I felt a bit intimidated by his size and rough manner, but when he suggested we go to the gym together I accepted as he wanted the same times late in the evening.
The first day at the gym, He asked me to spot for him in the weight room. He was pumping way more weight than I would ever attempt and despite his belly, he was very strong. He then offered to spot for me. When he saw how little I was going to press, he said: Those are girly weights but maybe you want to keep your girlish figure." I was embarrassed and flushed, but couldn't think of a reply. As he stood over me while I benched pressed, I became aware of his cock the outline of which I could clearly see through his nylon shorts. It was clearly quite large as it was obvious he was not wearing support. I could not help glancing a that outline when I thought he was not looking. I swear it started to grow. I began to feel excitement rising in my groin and I flushed with embarrassment. I needed to end my weight lifting early before he could see my little cock hardening. So i left and got on the stationary bicycle, but I kept getting excited at the image of his cock pressing against his shorts. When he passed me on the way to the showers, he said " I'm showering, care to join me". I did not know what to respond, but I was drawn by my desire to see more of that cock. I went to the changing room stripped and entered the showers. He was on the opposite side standing gentling soaping his cock. It was much bigger than mine and this time I had to risk being caught staring. He was certainly hairy and had a gut, but his cock was just like the ones I had been masturbating about. When he looked down at me he chuckled and said "it's ok to look. I know certain guys like admiring my cock. It is certainly a lot bigger than yours.". I flushed with embarrassment and stammered, " I wasn't looking.". He just chuckled. I quickly soaped and showered too embarrassed to look again. I finished before him and went to my locker. But he came in naked with his cock swaying in while I was seated putting my socks on so that wen I look at him, I became aware of his cock and reddened with embarrassment again. He seemed to be aware of my curiosity because he kept talking to me so I had to look at him. After we had dressed, he drove me home, but did not say anything more of a sexual nature.
That evening, I masturbated to a very exciting climax thinking of his cock. For the next two months, I made sure I would be ready on time for our sessions at the gym and my fascination with his cock increased everyday. I became more obvious in my glances, and he seemed to go out of his way to display making it easier for me to see it. But I could not bring myself to reveal how excited he was making me. About the second week he started calling me Bobbie rather than Bob. He claimed he had a bad back; so he had me carry his gym bag, hand him his towel and tie his sneakers which he put on before he put on his shorts so I was very close to his cock. Each time I bent over to tie his laces, I could feel the excitement rising in my little cock. Sometimes I could feel his cock brush my hair almost like he had swayed forward to excite me further.
Then one week, my wife left for a week to visit her sister. The first day she was gone, I mentioned to Charles I would be keeping bachelor quarters and he suggested I eat over his house after our session in the gym. At the gym he suggested we shower at his house and get pizza while we watched a movie. He had a shower with two shower head so I was much closer to his body and felt sexually charged by being somewhere where no one could see my behavior. When we stepped out, as i dried off, he asked me to towel off his back and turned to tell me to dry his legs. While i was kneeling drying his calves, he said "bobbie, i think that is a natural position fThen he said "if you don't mind, I have some porn we could watch. It would be more exciting if we watched it nude.". His words made me so excited, my cock became visibly aroused. He led me to the couch flicked on the video and sat down beside me. I couldn't believe how aroused I was. The movie was about two guys and a woman. When the guy got on his knees to lick the other guy's cock I couldn't resist opening my lips and licking them.. Charles was stroking his cock and as he did, I could not do anything but stare at it. He took my hand and placed it on his cock. "it is ok Bobbie to touch it. I have found that guys with small cocks develop a taste for cocksucking especially when they finally see what a big cock looks like. Often they need to be told what to do by more dominant men so they can learn to serve real cocks. I have seen how you look at my cock every chance you have. I bet you jack off all the time just thinking of having my cock in your mouth. Why you probably didnt even realize you were moving your lips and licking them just like the guy in the movie was doing while he sucked that cock. A dominant man with a big cock would never touch another guy's cock. Look at how your por excuse for a cock has stArted leaking precum. Your are getting your pussy all wet like a girl with her first cock." While he was talking my hand was gently stroking his shaft. I was running my fingers around his smooth cockhead, feeling it stiffen in my hands. "Bobbie, look at how excited you are getting. Admit you want to be on your knees pleasuring my cock.". I felt myself bending towards his lap as he talked as if my mouth had a all of it's own. I began to open my lips to accept his cock. But he stopped me. "Bobbie, on your knees. True submissive cocksuckers belong on their knees while they are pleasuring cocks. And no touching your own little cock. You are here to service my cock. If you want to be my cocksucker, you have to do what I tell you? Look at me. I want to see your eyes when I start to fuck your girly mouth. I knew you were a submissive cocksucker for some time. In fact I emailed one of my buddies that I would have my cock in your mouth tonight and I promised to send him a picture.". I was stunned but so full of sexual desire to taste his cock, I knelt down. " let me spread my thighs so you can do a proper job of cocksucking.". I had never been so aroused. I was flushed with desire and could think of nothing but having my lips and mouth greedily sucking that cock. I could see the precum oozing from the slit. I wanted to taste it. I bent down, but he pulled it away slapped my cheeks with it. I tried to reach out with my tongue, but he held it away from my tongue which was drooling saliva in anticipation of tasting cum for the first time. He took his cock and began rubbing all over my face. "I want you to have my cock smell all over you so when you go home tonight you will carry the Oder of my cock and when you smell it you will know your a submissive cocksucker, a catcher for dominant cocks. Now smell a real cock. It is not like yours which smells like a pussy. oh, you are an eager cocksucker aren't you Bobbie. Let's see if you can oval your lips and I will give you a treat.". I shamefully did what he demanded. "Now stick out your tongue so I can rest a real cock on it. Now you can't do anything else until I tell you. ". I curved my tongue to provide a hot resting place for my first real cock. "That's a good little girl, Bobbie.". I felt his cock come to rest on the bed of my tongue. "ok Bobbie, now you can close your lips around my cock like an obedient cocksucker, but be careul with your teeth and such hard so you can gI was so excited when I wrapped my lips around his cockhead, saliva ran down my chin and I could feel my little cock ooze precum as it throbbed with excitement. Then he started to thrust his cock into my willing mouth and I began tasting his sweet precum. I wanted more. I wanted him to use me for his pleasure, to fuck my mouth until he erupted and planted his seed in my belly. I could hear myself slurping as I tried to take as much of his cock as I could fit in my mouth. My nose bumped against his belly as I felt his cockhead thrust to the back of my mouth and try to enter my throat. I felt his hands grab my ears as he withdrew and then thrust forward. I started to choke as his throbbing cock filled my mouth and precum now flowed out of his slit making his cock slick from it and my saliva. I couldn't believe I was on my knees worshiping a cock, a cock of someone who was so domineering and crude and ugly with a beer gut. He withdrew his cock completely and rubbed it over my face again. "now you are marked with my scent as my own cocksucker. Now get your mouth back to work.". I eagerly bent my head to engulf his cock again. Just then his cell phone rang and to my shock he picked it up saying to me. "keep on sucking!" "hey Jamie , you owe me, my neighbor has my cock in his mouth just as I told you. " "Bobbie, keep sucking or I will not give you your treat." I was apauled but had to obey. "I will send you a picture". I heard him click the camera. . "I told you Jamie he has a tiny cock is married and is a natural catcher for a cock. He just need a little encouragement. If you come over I am sure he will suck our cock too once he sees that yours is bigger too." I coulnt believe he was talking to some one else identifying me by name and promising I would suck two cocks tonight. What had I gotten myself into. But his words made me more aroused than I had ever been. I even started sucking even more eagerly. "Oh. Bobbie you are about to get your treat. I am going to bread you into a first class cocksucker. I felt his cock pulse and his cum spurted and filledvmy mouth with so much cum that I couldn't swallow and it dribbled down my chin onto my chest.