All the usual disclaimers apply to this story. I am not going to say this is all fiction, but I have tried to be as vague as possible to protect those who might not like to be known. The following story Involves sex between two teen males. If that bothers you, then please don't read. Please be at least 18 or within your Legal right to be able to read it in your area. Thanks 8-)
I also would like to thank 2 very important people. First, Billy Joe Walker Jr. You were always an inspiration to me. Your writing moved me more than you will ever know.
Secondly, Dave I love you. Thanks for being my best friend
Come Sail Away
Chapter 9
"I can finally say it. I love you Scott. I love you."
He bent over and placed both of his hands on my face. He slowly lowered his lips to mine. The kiss seemed to last forever. I don't think it was the best kiss we ever shared, but it was the one I will remember the most. I can still feel his lips on mine..... .....
I sat there with the feeling of Brian's lips on my mind. I looked over at Eric; he was just looking out at the water. He cleared his throat and said.
"You know, I never fell in love."
He stammered for a second, and then looked over at me. I could see pain in his eyes. It was a pain that I seen a long time ago in someone else's heart.
I was silent. I didn't say a word. Eric turned and walked towards where I was sitting.
"You know."
He stopped and looked at me. I could see he was struggling to say what he was feeling. He grabbed his bottle of pop and finished it. He Turned once again, and looked into me. This time I seen he was looking past me, as if through my very soul. He cleared his throat and gazed out at the water. Finally he spoke.
"From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were - I have not seen
As others saw - I could not bring
My passions from a common spring -
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow - I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone -
And all I lov'd - I lov'd alone -"
He wiped his mouth, and forced a smile. I was speechless. He knew Poe, not only did he know Poe, but he said it with such passion.
"Wow, so you do know Poe?" I know my mouth was wide open with astonishment. Here was this rough exterior, with the kindness and understanding of a gentle soul.
"Like I said, we read him in school." His face shied away. Ashamed, that he could quote such lines. He grabbed a smoke and tried once again to put on that tough face.
"Eric, can I ask you a question?" I studied him for a reaction. There seemed to be a wall of stone going back up around him once more.
"Yeah sure."
I looked down at his arm, where he had showed me the scar from earlier.
"What did you do that for?"
I pointed to his wrist, and then looked into his eyes. I tried to let him know that I wasn't going to judge him. I wanted to let him know that he could trust me as much as I had trusted him.
"Well, let's just say this for now."
He walked over and sat down again on the side of the picnic table.
"I found something out that changed my life. I didn't think I could handle it, but I was wrong."
I looked at his face, and then into his eyes. They were like looking back into time. The face seemed different, but the eyes were the same. He smiled and then got kind of antsy.
"So, you left me kind of hanging there in Green Bay." He smiled and got a goofy grin on his face. "So, did what happen." He kind of smirked and rolled his eyes. "You know, what I think happen?"
This made me smile, and then I started to laugh. He smiled and started laughing too. I saw the wall coming back down again. He was starting to let me back in once more.
"Well, lets see. Where was I again?" I smiled and shot him that great smart-assed grin.
"Well I think you were talking about, you know."
He got this real embarrassed look on his face. It was kind of cute actually. I could tell he wanted me to tell him, but he was too self-conscious to say it. I thought for a second, and I opened the front of the book. I once again read what Brian had written in it. I could still feel his lips on mine. They started to tingle................
I opened my eyes as he pulled his lips away from mine. I looked deep into his Chocolate eyes. I was lost. The look on his face said it all. He was happy. I was happy. For once in my life I truly felt as if everything was just right. Everything was perfect. I reached my hands out and just caressed his chest. I let my fingers tips glide over his tanned and smooth body. My mind was going into sensory overload. My mouth went dry, and I was starting to shiver.
"What's wrong Dude?"
Brian looked down at me. I guess he could feel me shiver a little. I shook my head trying to let him know I was fine. He gave me that look like he didn't believe me. I looked at him and in most loving way I knew said.
"If I am dreaming right now, then I don't ever want to wake up."
I reached up and pulled him into a tight hug. I felt his body melt into mine. His legs straightened out, and he was now lying on top of me. My arms were wrapped around his waist, and I was lost in a moment of pure heavenly bliss.
"If I am awake, then I never want to go to sleep."
I buried my head into his neck. I lay there and enjoyed the intimate contact I had waited so long for. My hands ran up and down his back. He nuzzled his head against mine and just moaned lightly. I stopped my hands at he top of his boxers. My right hand slid up his back, and grabbed the back of his head. I held him tight, and whispered in his ear how much I loved him.
Brian lifted his head, and looked into my eyes. He bent down and kissed me on the lips again. This time it was firm, yet still soft. He pulled back a little and kissed my chin, and then my neck. He started working his way down my chest with small delicate kisses. My hands moved to the top of his head. I gently let his hair slide through my fingertips, while he treated my body to gentle loving touches. My back arched as he came in contact with my stomach. He giggled and kept going. I stopped his head and pulled his face up.
"Brain, are you sure you want to do this?" I looked into his eyes and he smiled.
"I have never been more sure of anything in my whole life, as I am about this."
I reached out and grabbed his hands. Squeezing them I let him know I was ready. He reached up and caressed the sides of my face and then ran his hands slowly down my chest till he was at the top of my shorts.
I was nervous and excited all in the same moment. My mouth went dry. I was breathing heavy, and my head was spinning. I could feel his fingertip start to explore the top of my shorts. He caressed and gently ran his hands all around, never actually touching my now throbbing hard on. I was going crazy. He was making my mind spin with excitement. His hands went lower. He started to caress my legs. His fingertips gently tickled the inside of my thighs. I was lunging and tossing about with pure lustful excitement. I could hear him giggling. He actually enjoyed the fact he had me on the edge of insanity.
Brian rose up, and then positioned himself between my legs. I could feel his hands caressing my thighs. He started out low. Softly and slowly he worked his way higher. I was ready to burst with excitement. I felt his hands make contact with the base of my cock. My back arched, and I gasped for a lungful of air. He stopped, and then let his thumbs run the full length of my shaft. I was throbbing so hard; I thought I was going to lose it at any moment. I heard Brian whisper; I lifted my head and looked down at him.
"I love you Scott."
I looked into his eyes, and seen all the love I had always wanted. I reached down and grabbed his hands.
"I love you too."
Brian raised himself up. He straddled my body, and crawled up and sat on top of me. My hands went to his thighs and I gently caressed his legs. Bending over he once again kissed me. This time I felt a spark of excitement. I opened my eyes and was lost in his eyes once again.
"I just want you to know how much I love you. You make me so happy. I have never felt so completely wonderful in my whole life." All I could do was smile when he said that.
I loved him so much, but at that moment, I don't think I could have loved him anymore. Slowly he pulled away. I felt his smooth body glide over mine. He stopped, smiled and then hooked his fingers inside of my shorts. Slowly he started to pull them down. I lifted my ass, and my cock sprung free. He turned and slid off me, pulling my shorts down to my ankles. Gently he reached out and took it in his hand. His thumb reached up and smeared the pre-cum that was oozing out all over the head of my cock.
I felt a jolt of pleasure shoot through my body. He was now stroking the full length of my shaft. Slowly he ran his hand up and down. Never going to fast, just enough to drive me further down the road of no return. I grabbed handfuls of sheets in my now clenched fists. I was ready to scream. I had never in my life felt this out of control. He had my very life in his hands. When I felt his other hand start to caress my balls, I knew I was going to loose control.
"Oh God Brian, I love you soooooo much."
The warm moist feeling of his tongue and lips, engulfing my cock, pushed me over the edge. I arched my back and let loose the most powerful orgasm of my life. I continued to explode till I thought my balls were going to collapse.
I just lay there, I could not move. I was totally exhausted. If I were to die at this very moment, then I know I would have had one big ass smile on my face. My eyes were still closed as I felt Brian let my now softening cock slide out of his mouth. He moved up and lay next to me, his hands gently caressed my chest and face.
"Oh Scott, tell me this really just happened. Tell me I am not going to wake up and find out this was a dream?"
"Buddy, this was a dream, but I know I'm awake."
I reached over and wrapped my arms around him, pulling him close to me. I wanted to remember this moment forever. The sounds. The smells. Everything. I wanted to burn this in my mind so I would never forget. We didn't move, I don't know how much time passed before I gained enough control to lean over and look him in his eyes.
"Hey, I got an idea." I smiled and got this really wicked evil grin on my face.
"Oh god, why am I worried?" He started to laugh and grabbed me tight.
I struggled to get up; getting my coordination back I worked my way over to the edge of the bed. I turned and smiled again. I held out my hand, and motioned for him to get up too.
"What are we doing?"
"Come on buddy, I have been wanting to do this forever."
I pulled him up, and took him in my arms once again. I knew he was still very much aroused. He ground his hard cock into my thigh as we hugged. I walked towards the bathroom holding his hand. I entered, and turned the light on. Pushing the shower curtain back, I turned the water on. Making sure the temperature was just right, I turned and faced Brian. The grin on his face was worth all the money in the world.
Pulling him into a tight hug I gave him the most loving kiss. I pulled my lips away from his. I stared into his eyes. They were in control of my every emotion. I felt totally out of body at that moment, as if I was looking down at this creature of pure perfection.
"Brian."
I hesitated. I was trying to put into words what I felt. I was speechless. No words alone could say what I was feeling. I smiled, and just tried to let my heart show him instead. I reached over and turned the light off. My hand reached out for his. I felt his fingers entwine with mine. The room was dark, and all that could be heard was the sound of running water. Letting his hand drop from mine, I brought my hands up to his face. I gently held him. Reaching forward slowly, I kissed his lips once more. I wrapped my arms around him and gently caressed his back. Working them slowly downward I found my way to the top of his Boxers. I moved away, and slowly bent down to remove them. Feeling the smoothness of his body on my hands, I stood once again. I removed my shorts and lead him to the edge of the tub. I stepped in and turned to make sure he didn't slip.
The water felt warn and invigorating. Reaching down I grabbed the soap. Brian turned and let the water cascade off his body. I soaped up a washcloth and proceeded to caress his back with it. I worked my way down and finally felt the cheeks of his ass under my touch. I was once again aroused at the thought of freely touching his body. I ran the cloth down one leg and back up the other. I stood and wrapped my arms around him. I let my soapy hands and cloth explore his magnificent body. I started on his chest and worked my way down. The feel of his skin was warm and wet. The soap acted as a lubricant. Our bodies were tightly pressed together. The feeling of oneness was incredible.
"Brian." I whispered in his ear. "I love you. I have loved you for a long time. I will love you for the rest of my life."
I squeezed him even tighter. I let my hand drift down the front of his stomach. His body became tense and he shivered, as I got closer. My fingertips brush against the base of his hard, and now throbbing cock. I wrapped my hand around it and squeezed gently. I heard him gasp. He let his head fall back, and it lay on my shoulder. He gave himself willingly and totally to me. I rolled his balls in one hand and gently stroked his cock with the other. His breathing became erratic and labored. I released my hold on him, and turned him around. I grabbed a hold of his cock once more and kissed him once again. He returned my kiss, hard and passionately. I pulled back, looked into his eyes, and dropped to my knees. The water was running down the front of his upper body. I leaned forward and took him in my mouth. It felt so immense. I took just the tip of it in at first. His hands dropped, and he grabbed my shoulders for balance. He began rocking back and forth. I took more and more in on every inward plunge. I could feel him throbbing in my mouth on every stroke. I reached up and fondled his balls. The head of his cock swelled so large it was difficult to keep him in my mouth. Yelling out my name, his first shot took me by surprise. I tried to keep it in my mouth, but before I was ready, he let another shot go and then another. I don't know how many times he shot, but it felt like he was never going to stop.
I continued to suck and tongue him. Brian started to loose balance and grabbed the shower curtain. The next thing I knew, the curtain came down and Brian with it. I asked him if he was O.K. He started laughing, and this got me laughing to. I was buried underneath a shower curtain, and Brian was lying on top of me. I was trying to get up, but Brian was laughing too hard to move. The water was spraying everywhere. I found the edge of the curtain and made my way out from under it. I fell back against the wall and Brian lunged forward. He had my body trapped under the curtain, and against the wall of the shower.
"Damn dude, was that like the damndest thing you ever seen." He was laughing uncontrollable now. I reached up and grabbed his head and pulled him into a bear hug.
"See. See how fun them warm showers can be."
We lay there under the spray of warm water for several minutes. Finally he started to get up. I reached down and threw the curtain off me. I spun around and turned the water off.
Brian turned the light on and then really started to laugh. I smiled, and told him to keep it down before we woke the whole damn Hotel up.
"Well I don't know about you, but I guess we will have to try and fix that in the morning."
Laughing he ran in the other room and jumped on the bed. I grabbed the last two towels we had left, and threw him one. We dried ourselves and I jumped on the bed.
"Need any help their buddy?"
I just gave him the best evil grin I could. He threw his towel at me, and turned to show me his ass.
"Well I think I might have missed a spot back here, you want to check?"
I reached over and grabbed his ass. This got me laughing as he lunged forward from the pinch I gave him, and he rolled off of the bed. The only light in the room was that from the bathroom. It made the whole room have an offset glow to it. I can truthfully tell you, in this light he looked like an angel. I pulled the covers back again as he ran to the Bathroom to turn the light off. Wow, what a vision. He was a sight to behold as he ran past me. I just stared at the pure essence of his innocence.
I felt him make his way back to the bed. He crawled over next to me and wrapped his arm over me. Now it was perfect. As we lay there, neither one of us said a word. It was like there was no need to say anything. It felt so wonderful. My whole life was now complete. Brian was mine to love. I would do everything I could to show him all the love he deserved. I was drifting off in to a peaceful sleep.
"Scott" I heard him softly call my name
"Yeah buddy." I squeezed him tight.
"Is there anything else that would make this weekend any more perfect?"
I though for a second, I could not think of a thing that could make my life more complete than having his love. I smiled. I rolled my head down and just kissed the top of his head. I had waited so long to openly show him my affection.
"Well yeah I guess there is one thing."
He waited for me to say something. I just waited him out. Finally he spoke again.
"Well, what?"
"Breakfast in bed, that would make this perfect."
He laughed and punched me in my leg. I started to get the giggles. Soon we were both laughing uncontrollable in the bed. I was so happy. I felt like I was on some kind of drug. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his cheek and neck. I took in that wonderful smell of his. I knew at that moment I wanted this to be forever. I never wanted this feeling to end.
"I suppose I could run and grab a pop and another Snowball for us"
I sighed. Rolling my head from side to side, I acted like I was disgusted with his comment.
"Yep, you sure know how to show a guy a great time. Boy I sure know how to pick them don't I?"
"Hey, you knew what you were getting. You were aware of the no return policy?" He laughed when he said this.
"That's O.K. I never had any intentions of ever letting you go. Guess I will just have to keep you now." I closed my eyes. There was no way I would ever let him go. Never.
I woke the next morning to Brian's hand gliding up and down on my morning hard on. I lifted my head and saw he had a smile that went from ear to ear. I urged him to roll around. We lay there in bed, just caressing and loving each other. I bent over and took him in my mouth. I loved the way it felt, silky smooth, yet hard and firm. I then moved lower and licked and sucked gently on his balls. I knew I was achieving the desired affect. He rolled from his side, to his back. The sounds coming from him started as soft moans, but were quickly turning to the sound of a man possessed. I recognized the condition he was in from last night. I was prepared this time.
I felt his hands reach for the back of my head, as he grabbed my hair. His grip did not hurt; instead it almost felt as if he was holding on for his life. The first shot was strong and powerful. He continued to give me shot after shot of his love. When he became too sensitive for me to continue. I slowly let it fall out of my mouth. I lay there and just watched him. His eyes were closed, and he was breathing hard. Finally his breathing returned to normal. His hands rubbed his face and he sniffed real loud.
"Wow. Now that's the way to start the day." He looked down at me and started to giggle. His laugh was the cutest thing I ever heard. No matter what mood I was in, if he laughed. I always felt better.
"Well I can tell you one thing. Sure beats the hell out of a Snowball and a coke."
I grinned at him and his head fell back on the bed and he just rolled it from side to side.
Well dude, I have to go and get something from the truck real fast. Why don't you take a look at the shower curtain?" He jumped from the bed, and started to get dressed. I just lay there and watched, as he jumped around the room. I kept asking myself what I did. What did I do to deserve someone as great as him? Why me? There a million better-looking guys than me.
I jumped up out of bed and made my way to the Project I had in the other room. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was. The curtain rod was spring loaded so it was a friction fit deal. Brian had been gone a long time when I heard him come back in.
"He dude, you fall in?" I could hear the smart-ass tone in his voice.
"Ha ha, very funny. No I was trying to fix the little mishap we had in here last night."
I walked into the other room and seen Brian had run down to Mc Donald's for Breakfast.
"O.K. dude. Jump back into bed. Breakfast is served."
He pulled me over and put me back into bed. He fluffed the pillows and served me a Breakfast sandwich, Hash brown and OJ. My face was beaming with surprise. I felt so special. He ran down and brought us back breakfast and made a big deal out of me eating in bed.
"Thought I would let you know. We got a shitload of snow last night. I don't know what it's going to be like to drive. There sure wasn't very much traffic moving around out there."
Walking over to the front door, I opened it a crack and looked out. He was right. There was a ton of snow out there. I went back over and sat on the edge of the bed. I finished my O.J. and belched real loud.
"Thanks Buddy, That was great."
"Well Scott, I have one more surprise for you."
I studied his face and was trying to figure out what he had up his sleeve. Brian only got that big shit-eating grin, when he was up to something. I watched as he walked over to the counter that the T.V. was sitting on. Reaching down he grabbed the book he had given me. Walking back over, he handed it to me.
"Open it, I wrote something inside. I told you once I knew what to write, I would."
I held the book and just looked at his face. He had a look of nervousness, and excitement. I opened it and read what he had written.
Scott,
I Love You.
I only hope that I can
Love you in life.
Half as much as I love
You in my heart.
All my love forever
Brian
I held the book and began to cry. My heart felt like it was going to explode. I never in my life ever felt this much love for one person. Brian walked behind me and wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. I sat there and let the tears just flow. I was so happy. I now had everything I ever wanted. I had Brian.....
I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up. Eric was standing there. I was crying. I held the book in my hands. I looked down once again at what he had wrote. I openly cried all over again.
Thanks for reading. I sure hope I didn't disappoint anyone with this Chapter. I never felt very comfortable writing sex scenes. I guess it's just not my style. Now at the request of my mates in the Australian Chapter, THANK YOU. I continue to receive E-Mail from all over the world. The thought of so many people showing kindness makes my heart have hope for us after all. A special thanks to my friend: Ands. Your continued support has meant so much to me. I look forward to the day we can go sailing.