Over the next few weeks, I was pretty much on auto pilot. The only time I left my room was to go to work. For some reason, I was feeling guilty. I felt like it was my fault for all the drama in my family. The more I thought about it, the more I became depressed and the worst part was shutting Marcus out. I don't know why I was but I just didn't want to be happy at this moment. I didn't realize how badly it was hurting Marcus.
Marcus POV
I am really worried about Davis and do not know quite what to do. I deeply love Davis more than anything and hate seeing him like this. I spoke with my dad about it but there wasn't much help.
"Carl what am I going to do? It's killing me seeing Davis like this."
Carl put his arm around my shoulders, "I don't know, buddy. I have never seen him like this. Maybe I should call Tommy and get him down here."
"I hope so Carl. I want my happy, fun, smiling boyfriend back"
Davis POV
"DAVIS!! What in the hell are you doing?"
I looked out from under my covers and there was Tommy closing my door crossing his arms. "I'm not going to ask you again, bro!"
"Just leave me alone, Tommy. I'm not in the mood" pulling the blanket back over my head.
"You are going to get your ass out of this bed right now!" Tommy said ripping the blanket off of me. "You're a dick, Tommy."
Tommy jumped on top of me, straddling me and holding me bound with his strong thighs. I tried getting out from under him but I couldn't get loose from his vise-like grip. "Tommy, get the fuck off of me now. I'm responsible for all of this, just leave me alone, now!" I screamed at him.
He slapped me across the face. I was in complete shock; we had never hit each other. He leaned forward and kissed my cheek. "Listen to me, Davis, this is not your fault. It's our parents' and you did nothing wrong; you can't change who you are Davis. I love you and always will!" at those last words I started to cry, everything began pouring out of me. All of the pent up feelings I had been having over the last year were finally coming to the surface and being released. I cried for so long that I didn't think that I had any liquid left in me. I fell asleep with Tommy holding me. I woke up about an hour later still in Tommy's arms I eased myself out of bed and went to the bathroom. I washed my face and came out of the bathroom and Tommy was up, "Do you feel any better?"
"Yeah, I feel a lot better. When did you become the big brother anyway?" He chuckled, "Well, when my big bro is blaming himself for our parents' behavior, I had to become your big bro and slap some sense into you." I walked over and gave him a big hug as we left my room, heading to the living room only to find Carl.
"Hey where's Marcus?"
"He had to go to work. How are you feeling?"
"Much better, Tommy literally slapped some sense into me and made me realize I can't control my parents' actions." A few moments later I added "Carl I'm sorry for the way I have been acting for the past few days."
Carl came over and hugged me "It's okay Davis I know I don't know what you are going through but I understand how you are feeling."
I hadn't seen Marcus for a couple of days, I guess he was staying away from me. It all started to hit me at once realizing what I had done by shutting him out like that. I had to get him back any way I can. I need to get my brother and Carl out of the apartment for the night. I found Carl in the Livingroom watching a movie with Tommy.
"Hey Carl, can I talk to you for a sec?" I asked motioning towards the kitchen. He got up and followed me "What's up?"
"I was wondering if I could get the apartment for the night? I need to apologize to Marcus and I want us to be alone."
"Yeah, sure, no problem. I'll go over to William's and spend the night there and I will bring Tommy too, since he hasn't met him yet. Oh, and when you make it up to Marcus, don't scream too loud!"
"You're an ass! Y'know that? I guess I still love you." I said slapping his shoulder. He and my brother left and went over to William's house.
I wrote down everything I will need for Marcus' favorite dinner which is orange chicken over white rice with egg rolls and to top it off I'm going to make my famous triple chocolate cupcakes just to seal the deal. I went to the store and bought everything I needed for this dinner, plus a few extras. I immediately had all the food prepped and ready to start. I did a quick Triple-S and after I was done dressing, I started the cooking. It's a good thing I'm a multi-tasker, because I had three things going at once. I had cupcakes in the oven, chicken frying with a sauce simmering, plus rolling all the egg rolls. I had everything done and on the table before Marcus arrived. I heard him come through the door, so I quickly lit the candles and stood next to the table. He came around the corner and all I could say was "I'm sorry" before Marcus was able to reach me and gave the most passionate kiss ever! I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist with his strong hands holding my ass. Oh, he smelled soo good, I wanted to gobble him up right there.
Our tongues wrestled for a few minutes, I pulled back from the kiss "Marcus, I am so sorry I shut you out the way I did. (kiss) I don't know what came over me. (kiss) I feel like an idiot for doing it. (kiss) You were just trying to help me and I shut you down. (kiss, kiss, kiss) I love you Marcus and I also promise to never shut you out again!" I stared into those luscious eyes of his.
The few seconds of silence that followed seemed like an eternity. "Baby, it's okay. I was just so worried about you. I wanted to help but I didn't know how to." he replied.
"I know, hon. I love you for that and I hope you can forgive me for shutting you out and to help make amends, I made you your favorite dinner. Orange chicken and egg rolls." He had the biggest smile on his face.
"Baby, if it tastes as good as it smells you will be getting a second dessert tonight," he said wiggling his eyebrows at me.
"Well?...we do have the place to ourselves for the night."
We sat down and ate slowly. Marcus loved it all! "Babe this is fantastic." he said with his mouthful of egg roll. "Thanks hon, but next time try saying it without your mouth full," I teased.
Dinner went well and I was so pleased that Marcus enjoyed it. He helped me put everything away and then I sent him into the living room. I would bring dessert and coffee in a minute. I put four cupcakes on a plate, a pot of coffee with to cups and a sugar bowl on a tray and went into the living room. I cuddled on the couch with Marcus who was seriously eyeing the cupcakes so I grabbed the plate and he took one as did I.
We sat and enjoyed them, sipping our coffee and talking. It has been a long while since we have had a good conversation, just the two of us. We finished off the cupcakes and I told Marcus to find a movie, I needed to go to the bathroom. I went into our room and got naked, pulling out the leather outfit I bought for Marcus' birthday, I put on my skin-tight black briefs, leather pants, matching vest, my boots and cowboy hat.
I swaggered into the living room and in my best Southern drawl said, "Want to ride a cowboy?" The second Marcus saw me he was hard and I swear I saw a little drool running down his chin. Hah, he was speechless! Just the reaction I wanted. "Do you like it, baby? If not, I can always take. . . it. . . off." I said while slowly walking away. Before I took a third step, Marcus grabbed me, pulled me to him and kissed me with such a force that I almost fell over. When he came up for air, all the while staring me up and down, I calmly purred, "So, once around the corral?"
"Oh yeah, baby! I'm going to ride my cowboy all night long." He picked me up in his wonderful arms and quickly rushed me to the bedroom, throwing me onto the bed. He was more than turned on and I was needing him just as badly. He pounced on me with such a hunger and passion in his eyes. My beast was so hot.
He started with some tonsil hockey and all I could think of was how great a tongue he has. A couple of buttons went flying as I hurriedly pulled his shirt off, rubbing my hands over his hot body, feeling his muscled torso flex with every movement. I could wax poetic just talking about how his sculpted, hard abs feel to my touch, just feeling them made me start leaking like a faucet.
He started to kiss my neck, just behind my ear. Slowly, he moved downwards, nipping and licking, gently biting me, sending electric jolts of pleasure through my entire body. How he has memorized each and every button to have my entire body reach an orgasmic thrill; Oh, what a MAN! I'm glad he has this talent among many others.
Slowly, he meandered down my chest going down to my treasure trail. Inch by slow inch, causing me to soar out of my mind. All the while, he undid the buttons on the pants and maneuvered them down while massaging my other self. I don't think I've ever been harder.
"I see somebody is happy to see me."
"Yeah, he has been a little lonely of late."
Marcus ripped my pants and briefs off and sent them flying across the room. He dove on my cock, taking it almost all the way down his throat. I was moaning and arching my back, writhing around, unable to control my movements. I instantly had my hands on his head pushing him down, running my hands through his long lush black hair.
"Marcus, baby, stop or I'm going. . . AAhhhh. . . I'm. . . AAHH. . . GOING TOO. . . . .FFFFFFUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!" Volleys of cum were shooting down his throat as my legs were thrashing about along with my hips bucking wildly.
"Sorry baby, you just tasted so good I didn't want to stop. Plus, I wanted to eat your load I didn't want it to go to waste." I pulled him on top of me. I tasted myself on his tongue.
We made love three times that night, and each time was better than the last. I don't know how my man does it with as much as he spunks; how his balls aren't empty after one time, let alone putting three loads in my ass. I reiterated my promise that I would never shut him out. If anything was bothering me, he would be the first person I would seek out, and we would handle it together.
I awoke the next morning to an empty bed but I did smell that lovely aroma of fresh brewing coffee. Stepping out of bed, I didn't bother to dress and headed to the coffee. I did notice I was walking a little bowlegged this morning, Marcus gave it to me good last night and I ain't complaining. Who knows? I may be pregnant after last night. I would love to have his baby. I laughed to myself at the silly thoughts that were going through my head, not really paying attention to my surroundings.
"Well that's a sight to see first thing in the morning!"
I froze instantly and looked to my right. There was the whole gang: Carl, Tommy, and William with Marcus grinning wickedly in a chair next to them. I did the 40-yard dash back to my room and put on gym shorts and my robe and sat on the bed. Marcus came in "Are you okay, baby?"
"Yeah, I'm fine, just a little embarrassed is all."
"I'm sorry, baby, I should have woken you and let you know they were here but I didn't think you would come out there naked."
"Well, I was hoping for a little morning delight." I said with a little boy mock pout. He leaned forward and kissed me pushing me down on the bed climbing on top of me pinning me with his body grinding his hips into mine making me get extremely hard. I pushed him off of me "Don't start nothing you can't finish, lover boy"
"Oh, it's not where you start, baby! It's where you finish!" And with a gigantic smile he latched onto my neck like a vampire, biting and sucking on my neck, marking me as his. I thrust my hips into his body as he pulled my shorts off with ease then slid two fingers in my waiting hole. Like a virtuoso, he plays me like a piano with his magical fingers. "Stop teasing me and fuck me already," I demanded.
"Whatever my baby wants, my baby gets." He slid his shorts down, spread my legs and slowly entered me. The intense pleasure of feeling all nine inches of his thick manhood slowly entering me had me leaving a large puddle between us. It is as if my entire universe comes together when he is entirely inside me and I feel we are completely connected as one. He leaned forward to kiss me while starting to pull out. I moaned into his mouth "you feel like heaven to me" as he started to push back in. I felt like a wild animal in heat. He would speed up, then slow down, thrusting hard into me making go into full surrender mode. "Breed me, Marcus, give me your seed," I shouted.
"Ooh yeah, baby, you want my seed?" I slapped him on the ass which caused him to thrust into me harder. "I'm fuckin' cumming baby?? ahh shit????. Oh fuck!" Marcus said as he erupted inside of my ass, his body going stiff as I fell his big cock squirting inside of me coating me with his thick cream. I could feel his heartbeat pulsing inside me as he slowly softened. He collapsed on top of me totally exhausted and drained of energy and cum.
"Damn baby, that was more than hot. If we keep having sex like that I might just get you pregnant."
"Well then, we must keep trying."
We both laughed and went to take a shower where we did more making out than washing. I don't know why I'm so horny for him today but who could blame me for not wanting to enjoy sex with him. We were sure to dress before venturing out to the living room. No one there except for a note that was left on the table:
Dear Fuck-Bunnies,
We went out to pick up some doughnuts and should return in about twenty mins. Hopefully by then, Marcus will have finished fucking you into the mattress, Davis! Oh, by the way, make some coffee when all y'all are done. --- Love, Carl
I showed the note to Marcus. We both had a good laugh on our way to the kitchen. Of course, as we made the coffee, we also continued making out. Although we heard the door open, we didn't especially care.
"Oh for heaven's sake, give it a rest already!" Tommy chided.
"Alright, I guess so," Marcus laughed, "But it isn't me you need to control. It's this little sex fiend." He said as he slapped me on my butt.
With a pouty face I added, "O.K. I'll watch myself if I have to."
Marcus leaned over kissed me on the cheek and said, "Don't worry baby, I will give it to you good tonight." I smiled and tried not to appear too horny. We all sat down and talked, joked with each other and enjoyed our breakfast.
I did notice something odd though, William and Carl were looking at each other with flirty eyes. Hmm, what is going on with my friend? Is my cousin gay and not telling me? I can't approach him about it, and the suspense is killing me but I have to be good and let him come to me about it.